(A/N: Thankies for the reviews! ^O^ Tallulah: I'm glad you liked the chapter and I suppose overwritten would be better than underwritten. I just thought the weather was fitting for a chapter like that. o_O I'm odd, I know. ^^ Thakies for clarifying what you meant with the "tragic" comment. Poor guys are miserable. *pets poor Kai and Yama*
Kai & Yama: *devise evil plan to kill Abee*
Abee: O_o;;; Ne who....DarkWaterAngel: Glad you like the story and Kai doesn't die...yet. *evil grin* And yes, lo and behold, this is THE steamy love scene! The one and only in the entire fic. Enjoy. ^^
Vera f: I'm glad you like the fic and I'm glad you like KaixYama. ^^ The last chapter wasn't the "r" rated chapter, this one is. Lo and behold it is the "lemon" (sex!) scene.
Fire Griffin: Mwha! We'll change you into a Kai/Yama fan yet. *evil grin* Just kidding. ^^ I'm glad you like the fic and Kai/Yama. And this is just my take on why Kai acts the way he does (in the movie). He's kinda quiet and he seems really clingy. Just lookit the way he follows Yama and Kaneda around. O__o;;;;; There's got to be a reason for that....I'll stop blathering now, I'm making no sense. And Kai is pleased with the gift of the donut.
Kai: *munches happily on donut and waves* ^O^
Abee: ^^;;; I'm glad I'll hear more from you - I like to get feedback from the readers. ^^
And now, a (sorta) warning: this chapter is the "steamy love scene" aka the sex scene. It's pretty "soft" compared to what I normally write, but if you're in any way uncomfortable with the guys doing more than having a make-out session, avert your eyes! Otherwise, read on and enjoy. R&R is always welcome. ^^
ON WITH THE FIC!)
Just To Tell You
Chapter 7: From The Inside
Kai picked idly at the gauze still wrapped about his forearm. Beside him, Yamagata shifted closer.
Litter tumbled down the empty street in the hot summer breeze. Smoke from Yamagata's cigarette curled into the dusky sky. The sun was turning to liquid gold as it sank in the sky, turning the buildings black and their windows gold-orange. It was still hot, probably hotter than it had been earlier that afternoon. It was even warmer and stickier in the apartment, so much so that it was almost unbearable.
Both boys were silent, thinking and reflecting on the past week of hell. Tensions were worse than ever before. They were quick to exchange harsh words, which, without fail, got them into a scrap, each kicking and scratching and punching and biting, hoping to hurt the other for what they'd said. The brawls always left them in a rather awkward position and embarrassment would mlet into a sweet kiss. Then another and another, each more heated and needy than the last. Hands would tangle and grope and then they'd pull away from each other, angry with the other again. It was some sick cycle and each time, the fight got worse and each make-out session was more needy and hectic.
Their passion fuelled their arguements becuase they shouldn't do it, or Kai was scared or Yamagata suddenly had a new excuse. But they wanted to and before they could get off this sick carousel, they needed to, they had to.
Yamagata exhaled, letting the cigarette dangle loosely from his hand. Kai plucked at the bandages.
It had been a week of sleepless nights and tears and already they were fed-up. Maybe it couldn't work. Neither of them had enough patience to wait for this to play out.
Yamagata shifted again. "Maybe we should...just get this over with."
"Maybe."
Kai plucked at the gauze some more. Yamagata stood up and threw the smoking butt of his cigarette to the ground. "Then let's get it over with. No excuses."
He offered Kai his hand. The younger boy took it and Yamagata pulled him up. They treaded up the stairs in silence. They entered the apartment and Yamagata shut it. He looked at Kai. "You up for this?"
The smaller brunette nodded. "Now or never," he said quietly, almost shyly.
Yamagata took his hand again. "I'll be as gentle as I can," he said earnestly, then nuzzled Kai's cheek fondly.
Lip met lips and then parted, allowing tongue to meet tongue. Yamagata ran his hands up and down Kai's back, trying to somehow soothe the younger boy into the course of action they were taking. Kai hesitantly wrapped his arms about Yamagata's neck. His mouth left Kai's, nipping at the other boy's ear instead. Kai shuddered and groaned lightly.
Yamagata pushed Kai down onto the sofa. He was kissing him again, this time with more need. Kai put his hands in Yamagata's hair and kissed back, mewling into the kiss with pleasure. Hands were moving now, clutching needily, yet shyly at sweaty bodies; touching and eliciting groans and shivers as they roamed.
They broke the kiss and there was a flurry of activity as clothes were removed and flung away, having been rendered useless to their owners. They dove back into it, kissing fervrently, their hands roaming freely, unobstructed. Their breath was harsh and their cheeks were painted a heavy crimson.
Yamagata parted Kai's legs, breaking the kiss as he did so. Kai watched with vague interest. Yamagata smirked and stroked the inside of Kai's thigh. The smaller boy mewled with pleasure. Yamagata bent Kai's leg at the knee, and pulled it up over his shoulder, then repeated the process with the other leg. Kai blinked and shifted a bit, trying to adjust to this odd position.
Something pressed against his virgin entrance and his eyes got wide. He tensed up and his breath came faster.
"Yamagata - "
He looked up at the other boy worriedly. "Yamagata - Yamagata, I'm scared, I don't wanna-"
Yamagata gritted his teeth. "No excuses...Kai."
His breath was laboured and Kai whimpered, fear gripping him. He wanted to cry. "Yamagata! I'm scared - I don't want to do this anymore - Yamagata!"
Yamagata looked at him apologetically. "We agreed....no excuses."
He pushed into Kai. The younger boy was too shocked and too agonized to do anything more than sqeak in pain. Yamagata drove in all the way andKai burst out into noisy tears. "Yamagata, Yamagata! I don't wanna - please, please, it hurts," he sobbed.
Yamagata got down as best he could and kissed Kai, nuzzling his cheek. "Shh. We agreed."
Kai looked at him and whimpered. "I'm scared."
"Shh. You don't trust me, Kai?"
The smaller boy frowned. "'Course I trust you."
"Then you'll let me do this."
Kai fell silent. Yamagata pulled back, then rammed back in. Kai whimpered in pain at the first few thrusts and then, turned to groaning in pleasure. Yamagata reached for Kai's cock, stroking the pulsating shaft as he thrust in and out of Kai. Kai screamed loudly, reaching up and tangling his hands in Yamagata's hair. "Yamagata! Yamagata - harder! Oh, oh!"
Tears trickled down his face as he continued to scream his ecstasy to the world. "God, Yama, harder!"
His eyes shot open and he screamed long and loud. "Yama!"
He dug his nails into Yamagata's back, trying to keep ahold of something steady as he was swept away on a wave of pleasure. Yamagata was the only constant in his world and he clung to him. The older boy grunted and growled, loving the feel of Kai, tight and hot about his aching cock. Kai orgasmed, screaming, bucking up, clenching up. With Kai like that, Yamagata drove in and his seed exploded from his cock, deep inside of Kai. He screamed Kai's name and they collpased in a sweaty, sticky pile of limbs. Kai's legs slid off Yamagata's shoulders. They panted, trying to regain their breath. Yamagata withdrew and found a blanket on the floor and pulled it up.
He crawled up beside Kai, taken the shaken boy in his arms, drawing the blanket over their naked bodies. Kai cuddled into Yamagata's shoulder. Yamagata stroked the boy's head. "There. Wasn't so bad, was it? Don't you feel better now?"
Kai sniffed loudly and started to cry into Yamagata's shoulder. "Huh? Kai! What's wrong?"
The boy snuffled and shook his head. "N-nothing. Just a little....confused, I guess."
Yamagata's gaze softened and he smiled a bit. "Scared?"
Kai nodded and looked up. Yamagata wiped the boy's tears away and kissed him tenderly. "I'm right here. I'll keep you safe."
Kai nodded and cuddled into his lover's shoulder again, drifting off to sleep.....
Kai & Yama: *devise evil plan to kill Abee*
Abee: O_o;;; Ne who....DarkWaterAngel: Glad you like the story and Kai doesn't die...yet. *evil grin* And yes, lo and behold, this is THE steamy love scene! The one and only in the entire fic. Enjoy. ^^
Vera f: I'm glad you like the fic and I'm glad you like KaixYama. ^^ The last chapter wasn't the "r" rated chapter, this one is. Lo and behold it is the "lemon" (sex!) scene.
Fire Griffin: Mwha! We'll change you into a Kai/Yama fan yet. *evil grin* Just kidding. ^^ I'm glad you like the fic and Kai/Yama. And this is just my take on why Kai acts the way he does (in the movie). He's kinda quiet and he seems really clingy. Just lookit the way he follows Yama and Kaneda around. O__o;;;;; There's got to be a reason for that....I'll stop blathering now, I'm making no sense. And Kai is pleased with the gift of the donut.
Kai: *munches happily on donut and waves* ^O^
Abee: ^^;;; I'm glad I'll hear more from you - I like to get feedback from the readers. ^^
And now, a (sorta) warning: this chapter is the "steamy love scene" aka the sex scene. It's pretty "soft" compared to what I normally write, but if you're in any way uncomfortable with the guys doing more than having a make-out session, avert your eyes! Otherwise, read on and enjoy. R&R is always welcome. ^^
ON WITH THE FIC!)
Just To Tell You
Chapter 7: From The Inside
Kai picked idly at the gauze still wrapped about his forearm. Beside him, Yamagata shifted closer.
Litter tumbled down the empty street in the hot summer breeze. Smoke from Yamagata's cigarette curled into the dusky sky. The sun was turning to liquid gold as it sank in the sky, turning the buildings black and their windows gold-orange. It was still hot, probably hotter than it had been earlier that afternoon. It was even warmer and stickier in the apartment, so much so that it was almost unbearable.
Both boys were silent, thinking and reflecting on the past week of hell. Tensions were worse than ever before. They were quick to exchange harsh words, which, without fail, got them into a scrap, each kicking and scratching and punching and biting, hoping to hurt the other for what they'd said. The brawls always left them in a rather awkward position and embarrassment would mlet into a sweet kiss. Then another and another, each more heated and needy than the last. Hands would tangle and grope and then they'd pull away from each other, angry with the other again. It was some sick cycle and each time, the fight got worse and each make-out session was more needy and hectic.
Their passion fuelled their arguements becuase they shouldn't do it, or Kai was scared or Yamagata suddenly had a new excuse. But they wanted to and before they could get off this sick carousel, they needed to, they had to.
Yamagata exhaled, letting the cigarette dangle loosely from his hand. Kai plucked at the bandages.
It had been a week of sleepless nights and tears and already they were fed-up. Maybe it couldn't work. Neither of them had enough patience to wait for this to play out.
Yamagata shifted again. "Maybe we should...just get this over with."
"Maybe."
Kai plucked at the gauze some more. Yamagata stood up and threw the smoking butt of his cigarette to the ground. "Then let's get it over with. No excuses."
He offered Kai his hand. The younger boy took it and Yamagata pulled him up. They treaded up the stairs in silence. They entered the apartment and Yamagata shut it. He looked at Kai. "You up for this?"
The smaller brunette nodded. "Now or never," he said quietly, almost shyly.
Yamagata took his hand again. "I'll be as gentle as I can," he said earnestly, then nuzzled Kai's cheek fondly.
Lip met lips and then parted, allowing tongue to meet tongue. Yamagata ran his hands up and down Kai's back, trying to somehow soothe the younger boy into the course of action they were taking. Kai hesitantly wrapped his arms about Yamagata's neck. His mouth left Kai's, nipping at the other boy's ear instead. Kai shuddered and groaned lightly.
Yamagata pushed Kai down onto the sofa. He was kissing him again, this time with more need. Kai put his hands in Yamagata's hair and kissed back, mewling into the kiss with pleasure. Hands were moving now, clutching needily, yet shyly at sweaty bodies; touching and eliciting groans and shivers as they roamed.
They broke the kiss and there was a flurry of activity as clothes were removed and flung away, having been rendered useless to their owners. They dove back into it, kissing fervrently, their hands roaming freely, unobstructed. Their breath was harsh and their cheeks were painted a heavy crimson.
Yamagata parted Kai's legs, breaking the kiss as he did so. Kai watched with vague interest. Yamagata smirked and stroked the inside of Kai's thigh. The smaller boy mewled with pleasure. Yamagata bent Kai's leg at the knee, and pulled it up over his shoulder, then repeated the process with the other leg. Kai blinked and shifted a bit, trying to adjust to this odd position.
Something pressed against his virgin entrance and his eyes got wide. He tensed up and his breath came faster.
"Yamagata - "
He looked up at the other boy worriedly. "Yamagata - Yamagata, I'm scared, I don't wanna-"
Yamagata gritted his teeth. "No excuses...Kai."
His breath was laboured and Kai whimpered, fear gripping him. He wanted to cry. "Yamagata! I'm scared - I don't want to do this anymore - Yamagata!"
Yamagata looked at him apologetically. "We agreed....no excuses."
He pushed into Kai. The younger boy was too shocked and too agonized to do anything more than sqeak in pain. Yamagata drove in all the way andKai burst out into noisy tears. "Yamagata, Yamagata! I don't wanna - please, please, it hurts," he sobbed.
Yamagata got down as best he could and kissed Kai, nuzzling his cheek. "Shh. We agreed."
Kai looked at him and whimpered. "I'm scared."
"Shh. You don't trust me, Kai?"
The smaller boy frowned. "'Course I trust you."
"Then you'll let me do this."
Kai fell silent. Yamagata pulled back, then rammed back in. Kai whimpered in pain at the first few thrusts and then, turned to groaning in pleasure. Yamagata reached for Kai's cock, stroking the pulsating shaft as he thrust in and out of Kai. Kai screamed loudly, reaching up and tangling his hands in Yamagata's hair. "Yamagata! Yamagata - harder! Oh, oh!"
Tears trickled down his face as he continued to scream his ecstasy to the world. "God, Yama, harder!"
His eyes shot open and he screamed long and loud. "Yama!"
He dug his nails into Yamagata's back, trying to keep ahold of something steady as he was swept away on a wave of pleasure. Yamagata was the only constant in his world and he clung to him. The older boy grunted and growled, loving the feel of Kai, tight and hot about his aching cock. Kai orgasmed, screaming, bucking up, clenching up. With Kai like that, Yamagata drove in and his seed exploded from his cock, deep inside of Kai. He screamed Kai's name and they collpased in a sweaty, sticky pile of limbs. Kai's legs slid off Yamagata's shoulders. They panted, trying to regain their breath. Yamagata withdrew and found a blanket on the floor and pulled it up.
He crawled up beside Kai, taken the shaken boy in his arms, drawing the blanket over their naked bodies. Kai cuddled into Yamagata's shoulder. Yamagata stroked the boy's head. "There. Wasn't so bad, was it? Don't you feel better now?"
Kai sniffed loudly and started to cry into Yamagata's shoulder. "Huh? Kai! What's wrong?"
The boy snuffled and shook his head. "N-nothing. Just a little....confused, I guess."
Yamagata's gaze softened and he smiled a bit. "Scared?"
Kai nodded and looked up. Yamagata wiped the boy's tears away and kissed him tenderly. "I'm right here. I'll keep you safe."
Kai nodded and cuddled into his lover's shoulder again, drifting off to sleep.....
