Chapter 10
~ The sparkle of your eyes ~
Making her way back to the castle Ginny could only think about what had just happened. She
understood why Harry was angry and didn't blame him, but he knew he was being used all along,
so it wasn't ALL her fault. She would try to talk to him, but she doubted it would help.
When she arrived at the common room Harry was sitting with Ron."Oh shit" she thought."Now
i'm gonna gave to put up with Ron's histeria also!". As if he had heard her thoughts Ron got
up and made his way across the common room.
-Gin, can i talk to you for a sec?
-Er... sure.
-Do you know what is bothering Harry?
-Er... kinda, he didn't tell you?
Now, that was a shock!
-No, why, should i know?
-Not really. Look Ron it is mine and Harry's bussiness ok? So, just stay out of it.
-Wait... you guys are not...?
-God no! Look i just have to talk to him, could you leave us alone for a few seconds?
-Sure, i'll be at the library.
Ginny was glad it was a sunny day, such conditions made it possible for her and Harry to
be alone. All the others were out, enjoying the day.
-Harry...
-Fuck off Ginny!
Ouch! A little harsh!
-I just wanna make sure you will be ok.
-I will, as soon as i take the life out of Malfoy!
-You...wouldn't...
-Yes, i would.
-Harry please don't go.
-I have to, you already broke my heart, i won't let Malfoy break my pride!
-Harry, he will kill you!
-Oh so you don't think i'm strong enough to fight against him??!! Well you are wrong, and i'll
prove it to you!
He left. It was no good to go after him, it would only get him angrier. And that was not what
she had meant at all. Harry is strong of course, but he has a good heart, he could not and
would not injure someone for pleasure. But Malfoy, he wouldn't kill of course, but he would
enjoy hurting Harry! There was only one option left, she would talk to Malfoy.
She went out into the grounds looking for him but while it had been easy to find him at Hogsmead, now
it seemed impossible. She didn't even know if he was back yet almost no one was. Just then she felt a
hand on her sholder and she knew it was him, somehow she just knew.
-Draco...
-Weasley, how could you...
But she cut him off.
-Draco don't go tonight, please, Harry is out of his mind, he might actually hurt you. God, he might
even hurt himself, please don't go.
-What? I can't not go little weasel.
-God Malfoy screw your pride. This is not just another one of your stupid duels! Listen to me! Harry
is out of his mind and i know you won't restrain yourself from hurting him! I don't want anyone to get
hurt. Tell me you won't go.
-Sorry Weasly i can't do that.
-I should have known it was no difference. Silly of me to actually think you might care for me enough
to at least listen to me.
She left.
She couldn't believe she had told him that, but it didn't matter anyways. Draco wasn't capable of
feelings, it was silly of her to think he could have ever cared for her and she knew that. She was
somewhat surprised though to see how much she cared for him. She knew she had a crush on him, and as
much as she was trying to make herself believe she talked to Malfoy because she was worried about Harry
she knew it wasn't true. She was worried about him, Harry might actually be angry enough to hurt him
and Ginny couldn't bear the thought of that happening. Also, him not listening to her had hurt her in
a way that none of his looks or come backs ever had.
-Congratulations Ginny!-she told herself-You finally stop drooling over the boy who lived to never
notice you and then falls head over heels for a guy who despises everything from your name to the tips
of your red hair. Not the brightest crayon in the box are you?
She was in rage with herself.
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The thoughts of her actually choosing Potter over him infuriated Malfoy. He just had to know how, why,
and if indeed she had chosen Potter. There was no use on fighting it anymore, he had a thing for the
girl and he had it bad. He couldn't fight it any longer, his constant duel with himself was driving
him crazy. He desired her from head to toe. He didn't know how or if he could ever let her know that.
But first things first. Now he had to find her. He had looked for her in the great hall and around school
and yet he hadn't seen trace of her anywhere. At least it gave him time to think about what he would say to
her. Not that it helped, by the time he saw her in the grounds he still had no idea of what to say.
She hadn't seen him, so he placed a hand on her shoulder.
-Draco...
How did she know? She hadn't seen him, so how could she possibly know it was him?? Another one of her
mysteries. But now that didn't matter, he had to talk to her and get it out of the way.
-Weasly, how could you...
But she cut him off.
-Draco don't go tonight, please, Harry is out of his mind, he might actually hurt you. God, he might
even hurt himself, please don't go.
Wow, that was a shock! Was she actually concerned about him?? How could that be?, two seconds ago she
was all over Harry. But her eyes, her beautiful cinnamon eyes were not shining anymore. They were scared,
they were sad. The light that usually shone from them was gone. He loved that about her, how she was
always happy and full of light; the only light he had ever been able to see, it was warm and welcoming.
-What? I can't not go little weasel.
-God Malfoy screw your pride. This is not just another one of your stupid duels! Listen to me! Harry
is out of his mind and i know you won't restrain yourself from hurting him! I don't want anyone to get
hurt. Tell me you won't go.
This was terrible, he wanted to tell her that he wouldn't go and then hug her and tell her that
everything was gonna be alright. It was killing him to see her in such pain. And her eyes told him
everything. He wanted to do whatever it took to bring that light back in her eyes, but his pride wouldn't
let him.
-Sorry Weasley i can't do that.
-I should have known it was no difference. Silly of me to actually think you might care for me enough
to at least listen to me.
She left. He should have said something but the shock at those words restrained him from doing so.
She thought he cared for her, and he did. But he had pushed her away to the extent that she thought her
presence made no difference. How wrong she was. Her presence was everything. Now that he had finally
embraced his feelings he realised how much he cared for her. Malfoy was experiencing something
new, he was... sad. For all the things he ever did he never thought that something like this would be
the one that would get him sad. But somehow he felt responsible for extinguishing the sparkles of her
eyes. He was impressed how something so little could create such big emotions. The thought of it
happening turned his insides out. He would have to do something about it and he would have to do it soon,
cause he couldn't stand this new feeling it was worse than anything he had ever had before, and
being a Malfoy that is saying something.
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~ The sparkle of your eyes ~
Making her way back to the castle Ginny could only think about what had just happened. She
understood why Harry was angry and didn't blame him, but he knew he was being used all along,
so it wasn't ALL her fault. She would try to talk to him, but she doubted it would help.
When she arrived at the common room Harry was sitting with Ron."Oh shit" she thought."Now
i'm gonna gave to put up with Ron's histeria also!". As if he had heard her thoughts Ron got
up and made his way across the common room.
-Gin, can i talk to you for a sec?
-Er... sure.
-Do you know what is bothering Harry?
-Er... kinda, he didn't tell you?
Now, that was a shock!
-No, why, should i know?
-Not really. Look Ron it is mine and Harry's bussiness ok? So, just stay out of it.
-Wait... you guys are not...?
-God no! Look i just have to talk to him, could you leave us alone for a few seconds?
-Sure, i'll be at the library.
Ginny was glad it was a sunny day, such conditions made it possible for her and Harry to
be alone. All the others were out, enjoying the day.
-Harry...
-Fuck off Ginny!
Ouch! A little harsh!
-I just wanna make sure you will be ok.
-I will, as soon as i take the life out of Malfoy!
-You...wouldn't...
-Yes, i would.
-Harry please don't go.
-I have to, you already broke my heart, i won't let Malfoy break my pride!
-Harry, he will kill you!
-Oh so you don't think i'm strong enough to fight against him??!! Well you are wrong, and i'll
prove it to you!
He left. It was no good to go after him, it would only get him angrier. And that was not what
she had meant at all. Harry is strong of course, but he has a good heart, he could not and
would not injure someone for pleasure. But Malfoy, he wouldn't kill of course, but he would
enjoy hurting Harry! There was only one option left, she would talk to Malfoy.
She went out into the grounds looking for him but while it had been easy to find him at Hogsmead, now
it seemed impossible. She didn't even know if he was back yet almost no one was. Just then she felt a
hand on her sholder and she knew it was him, somehow she just knew.
-Draco...
-Weasley, how could you...
But she cut him off.
-Draco don't go tonight, please, Harry is out of his mind, he might actually hurt you. God, he might
even hurt himself, please don't go.
-What? I can't not go little weasel.
-God Malfoy screw your pride. This is not just another one of your stupid duels! Listen to me! Harry
is out of his mind and i know you won't restrain yourself from hurting him! I don't want anyone to get
hurt. Tell me you won't go.
-Sorry Weasly i can't do that.
-I should have known it was no difference. Silly of me to actually think you might care for me enough
to at least listen to me.
She left.
She couldn't believe she had told him that, but it didn't matter anyways. Draco wasn't capable of
feelings, it was silly of her to think he could have ever cared for her and she knew that. She was
somewhat surprised though to see how much she cared for him. She knew she had a crush on him, and as
much as she was trying to make herself believe she talked to Malfoy because she was worried about Harry
she knew it wasn't true. She was worried about him, Harry might actually be angry enough to hurt him
and Ginny couldn't bear the thought of that happening. Also, him not listening to her had hurt her in
a way that none of his looks or come backs ever had.
-Congratulations Ginny!-she told herself-You finally stop drooling over the boy who lived to never
notice you and then falls head over heels for a guy who despises everything from your name to the tips
of your red hair. Not the brightest crayon in the box are you?
She was in rage with herself.
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The thoughts of her actually choosing Potter over him infuriated Malfoy. He just had to know how, why,
and if indeed she had chosen Potter. There was no use on fighting it anymore, he had a thing for the
girl and he had it bad. He couldn't fight it any longer, his constant duel with himself was driving
him crazy. He desired her from head to toe. He didn't know how or if he could ever let her know that.
But first things first. Now he had to find her. He had looked for her in the great hall and around school
and yet he hadn't seen trace of her anywhere. At least it gave him time to think about what he would say to
her. Not that it helped, by the time he saw her in the grounds he still had no idea of what to say.
She hadn't seen him, so he placed a hand on her shoulder.
-Draco...
How did she know? She hadn't seen him, so how could she possibly know it was him?? Another one of her
mysteries. But now that didn't matter, he had to talk to her and get it out of the way.
-Weasly, how could you...
But she cut him off.
-Draco don't go tonight, please, Harry is out of his mind, he might actually hurt you. God, he might
even hurt himself, please don't go.
Wow, that was a shock! Was she actually concerned about him?? How could that be?, two seconds ago she
was all over Harry. But her eyes, her beautiful cinnamon eyes were not shining anymore. They were scared,
they were sad. The light that usually shone from them was gone. He loved that about her, how she was
always happy and full of light; the only light he had ever been able to see, it was warm and welcoming.
-What? I can't not go little weasel.
-God Malfoy screw your pride. This is not just another one of your stupid duels! Listen to me! Harry
is out of his mind and i know you won't restrain yourself from hurting him! I don't want anyone to get
hurt. Tell me you won't go.
This was terrible, he wanted to tell her that he wouldn't go and then hug her and tell her that
everything was gonna be alright. It was killing him to see her in such pain. And her eyes told him
everything. He wanted to do whatever it took to bring that light back in her eyes, but his pride wouldn't
let him.
-Sorry Weasley i can't do that.
-I should have known it was no difference. Silly of me to actually think you might care for me enough
to at least listen to me.
She left. He should have said something but the shock at those words restrained him from doing so.
She thought he cared for her, and he did. But he had pushed her away to the extent that she thought her
presence made no difference. How wrong she was. Her presence was everything. Now that he had finally
embraced his feelings he realised how much he cared for her. Malfoy was experiencing something
new, he was... sad. For all the things he ever did he never thought that something like this would be
the one that would get him sad. But somehow he felt responsible for extinguishing the sparkles of her
eyes. He was impressed how something so little could create such big emotions. The thought of it
happening turned his insides out. He would have to do something about it and he would have to do it soon,
cause he couldn't stand this new feeling it was worse than anything he had ever had before, and
being a Malfoy that is saying something.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Duel, duel, duel, duel duel, i LOVE duels.
Once again thanks for the reviews! and
REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW!(sorry, i'm a little hyper!)
