This one is set up songfic style. I cant help it.Think of the song as
Harry's POV. It's cool that way.
Magical Torture Chapter 6 (part one) "Breakage" *Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again* Harry stands in the shower of the boy's bathroom. It was well past 12 am but he doesn't care. He needs somewhere to think and be alone. Flashes of what happened in the library mixed with the advice he'd recived from Lupin earlier flood his mind. ((A/N:I know ppl are gonna be pissed about me not including that part but just bear with it)) //Draco's hands had been everywhere at once,each sending electric currents soaring through his blood.\\ "So, it's Draco Malfoy then? It always is either your best friend or your worst enemy." //Pushed up against the cool stone wall,feeling so vulnerable, feeling so good\\ "Did you like it?" //He wanted Draco too\\ "You should just tell him,Harry." He shakes himself out of the reverie. Away from the fantasy that was consuming him. Looking down he sees the result of his memories. 'Prehaps' he thinks as he reaches down to relive his erotica driven erection. 'If I just tell him, this'll all stop." *You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
(Unless i try to start again)* They hear him at night,whimpering.But his dormmates don't say a thing. They just think of it as a reoccuring nightmare, nothing to be conserned about considering it must be the result of his truamatizations. As long as his dreams stay dreams and only effect him they don't care.He can deal with it on his own. *I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside i realize
That i'm the one confused* He walks down the staircase twards the Great Hall confidently. In a few moments he will get this all off his chest and his world would stop falling appart. But when he reached the bottom,his spirits plunge. Standing right next to the staircase is Draco Malfoy with his arms wrapped around the neck of another boy.Both are in a very sweet passionate kiss. Harry feels a familiar stinging behind his eyes as he hears Draco moan into the kiss and the older boy pulls him closer. He can't take it anymore and quickly runs outside into the morning rainstorm, leaving the two snogging boy's behind. *I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why i have to scream
I don't know why i instigate
And say what i don't mean* "NO!" He screams at the blackened skies, wishing it was Draco. " HE'S MINE!..." Tears stream down his face. "I LOVE HIM!!!!!!! I FUCKING LOVE HIM!" His hands form fists as he falls to his knees in the muddy grass. "WHY! WHY YOU STUPID BASTARD!! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?!!!!!" His tears mix with rain and fall to his hands where they mix with the blood that comes from digging his nails into his palms and then they finally join in mud below. "I...I HATE YOU!!! CAN YOU HEAR ME?! I H-HATE YOU!!!!!!" With that he let the sobs wrack over his body, feeling the last bit of him wash away with his blood soaked tears. *I don't know how i got this way
I know it's not alright
So i'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight* ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
oooOOOooo... what will mister potter do to "break the habit"?... we'll just have to see in part 2!
Magical Torture Chapter 6 (part one) "Breakage" *Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again* Harry stands in the shower of the boy's bathroom. It was well past 12 am but he doesn't care. He needs somewhere to think and be alone. Flashes of what happened in the library mixed with the advice he'd recived from Lupin earlier flood his mind. ((A/N:I know ppl are gonna be pissed about me not including that part but just bear with it)) //Draco's hands had been everywhere at once,each sending electric currents soaring through his blood.\\ "So, it's Draco Malfoy then? It always is either your best friend or your worst enemy." //Pushed up against the cool stone wall,feeling so vulnerable, feeling so good\\ "Did you like it?" //He wanted Draco too\\ "You should just tell him,Harry." He shakes himself out of the reverie. Away from the fantasy that was consuming him. Looking down he sees the result of his memories. 'Prehaps' he thinks as he reaches down to relive his erotica driven erection. 'If I just tell him, this'll all stop." *You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
(Unless i try to start again)* They hear him at night,whimpering.But his dormmates don't say a thing. They just think of it as a reoccuring nightmare, nothing to be conserned about considering it must be the result of his truamatizations. As long as his dreams stay dreams and only effect him they don't care.He can deal with it on his own. *I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside i realize
That i'm the one confused* He walks down the staircase twards the Great Hall confidently. In a few moments he will get this all off his chest and his world would stop falling appart. But when he reached the bottom,his spirits plunge. Standing right next to the staircase is Draco Malfoy with his arms wrapped around the neck of another boy.Both are in a very sweet passionate kiss. Harry feels a familiar stinging behind his eyes as he hears Draco moan into the kiss and the older boy pulls him closer. He can't take it anymore and quickly runs outside into the morning rainstorm, leaving the two snogging boy's behind. *I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why i have to scream
I don't know why i instigate
And say what i don't mean* "NO!" He screams at the blackened skies, wishing it was Draco. " HE'S MINE!..." Tears stream down his face. "I LOVE HIM!!!!!!! I FUCKING LOVE HIM!" His hands form fists as he falls to his knees in the muddy grass. "WHY! WHY YOU STUPID BASTARD!! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?!!!!!" His tears mix with rain and fall to his hands where they mix with the blood that comes from digging his nails into his palms and then they finally join in mud below. "I...I HATE YOU!!! CAN YOU HEAR ME?! I H-HATE YOU!!!!!!" With that he let the sobs wrack over his body, feeling the last bit of him wash away with his blood soaked tears. *I don't know how i got this way
I know it's not alright
So i'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight* ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
oooOOOooo... what will mister potter do to "break the habit"?... we'll just have to see in part 2!
