Ok so I better clear some things up : Inuyasha - is in his crazy demon
place right now. Kagome- is traveling with Sesshomaru because he knows
something she doesn't that could save Inuyasha from going insane. Miroku
and Sango - just got back from the weird dimension, only to find no body
but Shippo who just came out of hiding. Any other questions? Ask me and
i'll gladly clear anything up! :) New chapter! Disclaimer: I don't own the
dog eared hottie known as Inuyasha..
Predictable Chaos - Oddities
Kagome tossed and turned all through the night. She hated the night. It was when she would dream of the things that have happened, things to to come, why things were the way they were. She opened her eyes to see the red eyed hanyou staring at her with a bloodthirsty glare. She blinked and moved on to the child sleeping beside her.
"She sees that your kind hearted..." Kagome's eyes shot up to the man across the fire. He had been watching her the whole night and decided to make conversation now that she was awake. Words tried to force their way from Kagome's lips but only air escaped.
"Nightmares?" Kagome nodded. This was unlike the demon lord to make such casual conversation, but he had surprised her many times. One time being when he crawled into her mind to conceive a plan while she was sleeping. He was trained in that field. Even while Inuyasha's spirit was wandering through his mind, Sesshomaru was going over the details of Kagome's and his escape from 50 years ago. Sesshomaru nodded at Kagome gesture.
"I used to have them too." This interested Kagome and she pulled herself from underneath her sleeping bag, being very cautious of the sleeping Rin. She walked across the cool grass and sat beside the dog demon.
"What kind of nightmares?"
"Of my mother's death."
"Do you miss her?"
"No." Sesshomaru was staring at the ground. Kagome was winded by amazement. He didn't miss his own mother.
"Come on now. You can honestly say you don't miss her?"
"Yes. I honestly don't miss her..." His eyes remained cold. Tears flooded Kagome's eyes as thoughts of her own mother danced throughout her memories. How can anyone be so cold towards the person who gave them life. Sesshomaru sensed Kagome's tears and decided to explain himself a little furthur.
"She...she tried to kill our father once. She had planned it all along - to make him fall for her, kill him, and seize his lands as a result of his death. Only...her plan backfired."
"How so?"
"I was conceived."
"How did that ruin her plan?"
" She didn't want me and handed me over to Father. He was angered at the idea of a child's mother leaving them so he shunned her away. When Father met Inuyasha's mother, she literally went insane and tried to kill Father and Inuyasha's mother. I knew of this and stopped her before she could lay a hand on either of them."
"Y-You killed her?"
"I had to. She would've come after me next."
"But why?" Kagome couldn't comprehend the idea of this man killing the woman who had given birth to him.
"I just told you."
"But why save Inuyasha's mother? A human?"
"She was pregnant with Inuyasha at the time." Kagome raised her palm to her lips. Sesshomaru glanced up at the stars. Kagome didn't understand why he didn't end it then, at that moment. He hated the hanyou but yet, he kept him alive.
"It's the code of honor.." Kagome brought her hand down from her mouth.
"Pardon?"
"My father ruled the western lands and in his eyes, it was wrong for anybody to slain women or children. That goes for pregnant humans too. Even though the court was disgusted with the fact he had chosen a human mate, they obeyed his code of honor. A pregnant human woman was no different from a pregnant demon woman. If Father had known that I knew of my mother's hideous plot, he would have been disgusted with me. I would've been looked down upon. I would've been killed. " Kagome finally realized why Sesshomaru hated humans and Inuyasha. If his father hadn't taken a human for mate, then she wouldn't have become pregnant, and Sesshomaru wouldn't have had to kill his mother. She understood now.
Kagome brought her hand above Sesshomaru's shoulder and after a few moments of mental debate, rested her palm against his muscular back. She closed her eyes, letting a single tear fall. Sesshomaru's eyes darted back to the human girl at her touch.
"I'm so sorry." With that, Kagome stood and headed back to her sleeping bag. She fell alseep in no time. Sesshomaru, however, was in a state of shock. A warmness still floated over the area on his back that she had graced with her fingertips. His heart beart a little faster than normal. His eyes followed the trail the human girl had taken to get back to her sleeping bag. Kiyko had warped his mind. She had to say those words and now...now they were coming true...'No! Don't be a fool! She just pitied you and yet you let her live!' A green mist clouded over his claw and he gradually made his way over to the sleeping figure, his arm raised high above his head. 'No...she showed me compassion. No one has ever shown me that. Is that what humans are good for? Or is it just this one? ' He lowered his poison claw and shifted his weight, glancing at his now awake brother.
"I know you will remember all this when we get you back to the world of the sane so i'll say this now in hopes that your stupidity will allow you to forget this: lucky. Lucky but yet you still manage to ruin it. Fool." As he made his way back to his station by the tree, Kikyo and his last conversation darted into his thoughts:
'Protection and emotion are two different things.'
'But for how long Sesshomaru?' She had thought he hadn't heard the last spoken words but he had, and he grimaced at the thought of caring for the human or anything about her.
Yay! Please review and next chapter: Inuyasha's voice and Sesshomaru's kiss. See, I worked that into one the titles...from.. the show?...No? Ok. I know, i'm a loser.....didn't even like it a lil? ok..i'm leaving...
Predictable Chaos - Oddities
Kagome tossed and turned all through the night. She hated the night. It was when she would dream of the things that have happened, things to to come, why things were the way they were. She opened her eyes to see the red eyed hanyou staring at her with a bloodthirsty glare. She blinked and moved on to the child sleeping beside her.
"She sees that your kind hearted..." Kagome's eyes shot up to the man across the fire. He had been watching her the whole night and decided to make conversation now that she was awake. Words tried to force their way from Kagome's lips but only air escaped.
"Nightmares?" Kagome nodded. This was unlike the demon lord to make such casual conversation, but he had surprised her many times. One time being when he crawled into her mind to conceive a plan while she was sleeping. He was trained in that field. Even while Inuyasha's spirit was wandering through his mind, Sesshomaru was going over the details of Kagome's and his escape from 50 years ago. Sesshomaru nodded at Kagome gesture.
"I used to have them too." This interested Kagome and she pulled herself from underneath her sleeping bag, being very cautious of the sleeping Rin. She walked across the cool grass and sat beside the dog demon.
"What kind of nightmares?"
"Of my mother's death."
"Do you miss her?"
"No." Sesshomaru was staring at the ground. Kagome was winded by amazement. He didn't miss his own mother.
"Come on now. You can honestly say you don't miss her?"
"Yes. I honestly don't miss her..." His eyes remained cold. Tears flooded Kagome's eyes as thoughts of her own mother danced throughout her memories. How can anyone be so cold towards the person who gave them life. Sesshomaru sensed Kagome's tears and decided to explain himself a little furthur.
"She...she tried to kill our father once. She had planned it all along - to make him fall for her, kill him, and seize his lands as a result of his death. Only...her plan backfired."
"How so?"
"I was conceived."
"How did that ruin her plan?"
" She didn't want me and handed me over to Father. He was angered at the idea of a child's mother leaving them so he shunned her away. When Father met Inuyasha's mother, she literally went insane and tried to kill Father and Inuyasha's mother. I knew of this and stopped her before she could lay a hand on either of them."
"Y-You killed her?"
"I had to. She would've come after me next."
"But why?" Kagome couldn't comprehend the idea of this man killing the woman who had given birth to him.
"I just told you."
"But why save Inuyasha's mother? A human?"
"She was pregnant with Inuyasha at the time." Kagome raised her palm to her lips. Sesshomaru glanced up at the stars. Kagome didn't understand why he didn't end it then, at that moment. He hated the hanyou but yet, he kept him alive.
"It's the code of honor.." Kagome brought her hand down from her mouth.
"Pardon?"
"My father ruled the western lands and in his eyes, it was wrong for anybody to slain women or children. That goes for pregnant humans too. Even though the court was disgusted with the fact he had chosen a human mate, they obeyed his code of honor. A pregnant human woman was no different from a pregnant demon woman. If Father had known that I knew of my mother's hideous plot, he would have been disgusted with me. I would've been looked down upon. I would've been killed. " Kagome finally realized why Sesshomaru hated humans and Inuyasha. If his father hadn't taken a human for mate, then she wouldn't have become pregnant, and Sesshomaru wouldn't have had to kill his mother. She understood now.
Kagome brought her hand above Sesshomaru's shoulder and after a few moments of mental debate, rested her palm against his muscular back. She closed her eyes, letting a single tear fall. Sesshomaru's eyes darted back to the human girl at her touch.
"I'm so sorry." With that, Kagome stood and headed back to her sleeping bag. She fell alseep in no time. Sesshomaru, however, was in a state of shock. A warmness still floated over the area on his back that she had graced with her fingertips. His heart beart a little faster than normal. His eyes followed the trail the human girl had taken to get back to her sleeping bag. Kiyko had warped his mind. She had to say those words and now...now they were coming true...'No! Don't be a fool! She just pitied you and yet you let her live!' A green mist clouded over his claw and he gradually made his way over to the sleeping figure, his arm raised high above his head. 'No...she showed me compassion. No one has ever shown me that. Is that what humans are good for? Or is it just this one? ' He lowered his poison claw and shifted his weight, glancing at his now awake brother.
"I know you will remember all this when we get you back to the world of the sane so i'll say this now in hopes that your stupidity will allow you to forget this: lucky. Lucky but yet you still manage to ruin it. Fool." As he made his way back to his station by the tree, Kikyo and his last conversation darted into his thoughts:
'Protection and emotion are two different things.'
'But for how long Sesshomaru?' She had thought he hadn't heard the last spoken words but he had, and he grimaced at the thought of caring for the human or anything about her.
Yay! Please review and next chapter: Inuyasha's voice and Sesshomaru's kiss. See, I worked that into one the titles...from.. the show?...No? Ok. I know, i'm a loser.....didn't even like it a lil? ok..i'm leaving...