Now some people might recognize this chapter as a work by one Uiruru
Debunsonu. Well, that is me :D. I was once known as that, but I like Ben
Roshi now. Anyways, you can confirm this and see that the story no longer
exists (it was called kizu ki) and that I put in my old profile that I
changed my name. I was thinking of the direction I wanted to take the
story, and I went back to Kizu Ki the unfinished work so I could look for
some ideas, and I realized I really wanted to finish that one! Of course I
was distressed when I realized I had started another one, the mistakes one,
and I really liked that one too! So, I decided I will combine them! I got
annoyed at the parts about Lyra and especially Will in Kizu Ki, and I liked
Mistakes version of them much better. Not all mopey and sitting around,
but active in the story! But I liked the overall plot I was showing in
Kizu Ki. So like I said, problem solved when I combined them! So I hope
you enjoy chapter 3, Kizu Ki.
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Chapter 3: Kizu Ki
In a land known to none, in a heart so empty. In a sky so dark. In a world so full. There lay delicate and painful roses. Here lay forbidden forests of great beauty. Here lay trees which branches were too high to climb. Each place, called out to tempt the soul. But none dared to go. None took a risk. This was a place of order. Beyond these painful fields, and these doomed forests, was a town. The town was guarded by high walls all around it, made of light brown colored wood. There were spikes on the top of each pole, and a large gate to stop any intruder. Along the walls were paths, in which guard walked back and forth with large mystical staffs. These staffs could perform a number of spells, which were used to defend the town. There were many guards along these rails day and night. Ready to defend. Inside the fort lay houses, which looked pretty much the same. They sheltered the people, and they all took great pride in them. They were full of sealed off areas, flowers no one was allowed to smell, and pillows none could touch. And in the schools, there were books locked up, only there just in case. And old desks that could easily be replaced. For this was a world where people cherished their precious things so much, that they could never enjoy them. Wars had not been fought for centuries. But still there were large armies none the less. Change was not a growing thing. And a hard way of life was lived.
In the village there was a girl. Or not in the village at the time. She now crept through the surrounding grass. And her name was Futsuu Kawari. Her family and friends called her Kawari though. Kawari had always lived a strict harsh life, but like all other girls she was used to it. But that didn't stop her imagination from living. She often was discouraged for the questions she asked, and she tried her best to forget them. But one question she asked still haunted her. And that was that everywhere in her world, was just like this. And it had always bothered her. Why? Why was everyone like this? Why did no one want to enjoy life? Instead they all just sulked in there own pride. Boring themselves, working for nothing, and living a purposeless life. But now, she knew that change had to come. It was in her name, in her blood, in her heart. It was time to take a leap. From her childhood she had always heard the stories of the forbidden forest. There were many stories about trees that reached the sky, mysterious animals whose crept around, grass as soft as pillows, and snow that warmed the soul. She thought, if she went there, and saw how amazing it was, and then told everyone what an amazing place it was, maybe, somehow, things would change. People would find meaning at last.
The air was fresh and crisp out as Kawari stepped into the outside of the fort. She had to move quickly, swiftly, and daringly if she wished to avoid the guards' sight. But, she had planned for ages. She knew every path to take and every step towards victory. So swiftly she ran underneath the guards' noses. Then she celebrated as she ducked into the tall grass that lay around the fortress. Now she was on her way. After traveling for around 20 minutes, she finally began to see towering trees in the distance. The first 10 minutes of her journey were slow and gained little ground because she had to remain hidden. But once the fortress was clearly out of site. She could easily blend into the scenery and continue on normally. When she finally had to look up at the great trees, she began to run. Her eyes lit up at the amazing site in front of her. The whole world was lit up around her with sparkles. But something caught her eyes immediately. That was that it literally sparkled. Strange glowing sparkles that were amazingly beautiful made her stand in awe of the incredible site. It was like seeing fire works as a kid while being near your family. You felt safe and secure. And you saw the most amazing thing ever. Then, Kawari approached the forest slower. She saw the dramatic change from endless fields of open grassland, into brown rich earth under sparkling tall trees. Colorful bushes and plants grow around and in the trees making the world a sea of color. She ran into it and was immediately surrounded by birds and mammals crawling all around. She explored for hours, and when she knew she had to go, she almost cried. But, she was soon reminded that maybe one day, people would spend everyday here. They would be just as exited as she was, she just knew it. Her heart pounded with excitement at the thought, so she brushed away the tears in her eyes and started home.
Carefully and quietly she crept back into the village. She did not want to be in trouble before she told her story. So when she got home, she was just in time for dinner. "Perfect," she thought as she crept inside her house. Every day after dinner, her family said what they had done that day. She knew this would be the perfect time to tell her tale. But she had to tell her tale right or no one would accept it. She had to make sure that her parents didn't ground her before she got a chance to finish. So she sat through dinner eating very little, and when finally it came time to talk about their days, she said she wanted to go last. So she listened to her boring brother talk about playing games in the streets with his friends, and her parents talk about work. Her father was in charge of making sure the council meetings went smoothly, basically giving orders to do this and that to make the council member more comfortable. And her mother help calculate the amount of rations needed for each family. But then it was finally her turn. She was thankful she hadn't fallen asleep during this, because when it was her turn to talk, she wanted to look mature and grown up. Now that it was finally her turn, she was proud of herself and began to speak. "Well I had an interesting day today," she started. "I want to ask you guys a question first. And that is, have you ever seen glowing sparkles all around things?"
Assuming this was just a childish question, her parents responded, "no dear," Without any further thought. This was just how she had wanted it to go
"Well," Kawari started. "I have. Now don't interrupt me. Today I went to the forbidden forest. And I think you guys should bring it up in a meeting to make it no longer forbidden. It's beautiful there. There are so many colors and plants. Animals scurry along everywhere you go. Soft grass blankets everywhere. Oh mom, dad, you have to go there." Her parents were so shocked by all this, that their faces went white. They were so shocked that they immediately sent Heiya, her little brother, to bed and told her to go up to her room where they would have a serious talk. Everything was crumbling.
"Now Kawari I know you think that place is good, but it is forbidden for a reason," started her mother.
"We never want you to go there again," continued her father.
"I think it would be best if you spoke with the re-education facilitator of the head council tomorrow," her mother added in.
"You have to understand, that place is against our beliefs," said her father in a sharp tone.
"Tomorrow you will not be allowed to talk to anyone except the head re- educator because we don't want you spreading this around," her mother continued in a decisive voice.
"Kawari that place has a kind of thing you don't understand," said his father sympathetically. "Maybe you will understand when your older or after tomorrow." Finished her father.
"But," started Kawari.
"No buts honey," replied her mother. Her parents left the room leaving her with cold thoughts in the cold and fearful darkness.
"They are the bad ones," she thought. "Not the forest."
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She wasn't going to stay. She had no time to spare. She had to escape. Anything would be better. Solitude would be better. Life would be better. They were to empty here. Now she would have to leave her friends. Her family. Her home. She didn't know what was ahead of her. She didn't care. Life was meaningless here. She was leaving. After she was sure her parents were asleep, she quietly began packing what she needed. She hesitated to bring a picture of her family, but she left it knowing it would only make things worse. She brought with her all the food she had ever saved, though it was hard because the community didn't approve of saving food, a compass, a doll she had always had, a few pens and paper to help pass the time alone, and a change of clothes. She had already changed into the clothes she thought would be best for the journey. And now, she was ready to go. Luckily for her, her house was near the edge of the fort. That meant no one could see her sneak out of the window. Waving goodbye to her house with tears streaming her eyes, she crept out the window and down the side. Once she was out the window she jumped on to the wall and gripped the small gaps in the wood. Once she was on the ground, things became more dangerous. Now that she was on the ground, she did have an advantage of darkness, but darkness wasn't something common in the fort. There were patrollers on the streets shinning lanterns all around. If they came anywhere near her, she would be busted. When she finally reached the gates, she had narrowly avoided a few by mere inches of light. But, when she was a kid, she would always wander around the village, and she knew it like the back of her hand. She also had practiced climbing the walls. So her skills were paying off. Now that she was at the gate, doubt started. She looked back at everything. What was she doing? Could she survive out there? Maybe a meaningless life was better then a miserable life. "NO," something inside her told her. "What kind of life would you be living here. There is bound to be others out there. Remember the glow of the trees. Remember your dreams. Remember!"
"I am scared," she said to her self now that she could talk again. Not that she needed to. Escaping through the gates was all a blur to her now. She couldn't remember how she got out, but she knew that no one was behind her, and she was free. Now, she had to move quickly to get to her destination. The deep forest. They wouldn't be able to find her there, and even if they did, maybe they would see the forest as it truly is. So now as she saw it over the horizon, she was ready to begin a new life. The forest was different at night, but not by much. It was still glowing from the light all around the plants and animals. So as she crept quietly through the forest, down the tireless path, soon she found herself unable to see the outside. When she came here last she had not explored this deep for fear of being lost, but now that she had nothing to go back she didn't care where she was. Finally, after hours of traveling, she stopped to sleep. She sat up a small place to sleep and hoped right before she slipped into sleep that she wasn't going around in circles despite what the compass told her.
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"It's the greatest place in the world Kawari," started the voice of a boy. "You have to come with me. Tonight I am going to talk to the councilmen about it. The forest is so amazing. Maybe one day we can go back together everyday."
"Oh Hajime Kodomo," responded Kawari. "You have to take me there."
"I will Kawari," responded Hajime. "But first I have to tell everyone."
Kawari wanted to say more, but there was no time and she found the world fading into darkness.
"Excuse me sir," Kawari asked a guard. "But where is Hajimi?"
"Oh little girl, I believe he is inside at the meeting. Go ahead on in. Kawari crept along slowly through the room. Then, she heard her friend talking to the members. She crept up and eavesdropped on there discussion. Unfortunately, things weren't going well for her friend. He was still talking, but he confused words, made a bad impression by shuffling around, and his voice was starting to crack. Then, finally, the council representative spoke.
"Young man," started the council representative. "You realize that you have committed many serious crimes by going there. Sneaking out after dark. Sneaking outside the gates. Lying to your parents. Going in the fields around the fortress, going to the forest, spreading rumors about bad things such as the forest, and most of all, trying to bring dramatic change to shake our structure. Our structure has stood for centuries like this. We shall not shake it now. It is strong, firm, and most of all, able to survive. You threaten all our lives by doing this. We shall not bow down to your request, and you shall be re-educated. Security, escort this man to re-education." When the council was finished yelling at Hajime, Kawari heard a struggle, and then him finally being dragged out. Kawari ducked into hiding just as he was being dragged though the door and past her. Slowly, she followed them down the pathway and watched them take him to a small room. They closed the doors before Kawari could follow, but she was able to peek through a small window. She made sure to frequently check back for others, but she assumed that not many came this way. She looked back in to see them chaining Hajimi down onto some sort of table. She heard him cry out and saw tears on his eyes. Then, a large machine was pointed at him, and she turned away. No, it wasn't that she couldn't bare see her friend die. No, she loved him. And just to hear his depress pleas and screams as the security guards laughed at him broke here.
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"NO HAJIMI NO!!!!!!" she screamed out loud. She awoke with tears on her eyes as she sat up in the middle of the forest. "No Hajime no..." she slowly whispered. "No," she said with new determination. "I will not let you down. No, I will not let you die in vain. And at least if I die soon, maybe I will be with you again. I will not give up. I will make them see their mistake." With the new determination in her heart, she sat up and began to walk again. The sun was rising still, and she thought she better make some ground before she ate breakfast. The forest was begging to grow on her, as she continued walking towards the unknown. Now that it was broad daylight, her fears began to shrink away. She was free. So she kept walking on. Why, she didn't know. What she was looking for, she didn't know. But she did know that if she kept moving, she might find a purpose. A purpose that would give her a home. A purpose which gave her meaning. When lunchtime approached, she knew because the sun was about overhead, she saw some white smoke. Immediately she worried it was a fire. But then she noticed it burned slowly, and she went to explore. She quickly noticed a shinning light as she got closer and broke into a run until she saw the most amazing sight since she started on her journey. The gold dust flew around the trees as they ended and met the sea. And on the cliff was a sparkling house sparkling as the trees did, but ten times as powerful. She started running thinking, maybe this was her place.
When Kawari approached the small house by the sea, she brushed herself off in effort to appear as nice as she could. She considered putting on a fresh pair of clothes, but she feared she might need them later and decided to save them. As she stepped up to the door, she hesitated to knock. What if the person in here was a bad person? No. She saw the sparkles around the house and realized, she was as bad as the forest. And the forest had done her no harm. So she knocked slowly on the door. Then she heard a rattling in the house, and then the door opened. Who opened it was the strangest person she had ever seen. She wore a purple gown and was carrying a broom. She had a pincushion in her pocket, and a bow and arrow on her back. She had bright blond hair, and a pale and elegant face. She answered cheerfully, "Welcome, could you by chance be named, I know this sounds strange but, you know, is your name Kawari?"
"How did you know," responded Kawari suspiciously.
"Heh that's what I thought," said the strange women. "I know because I am a witch. Now you might think I am crazy, but I'm here to help you. But first, would you like to come in for some tea?"
"What is tea?" asked Kawari.
"Oh you people in this world are so strange," responded the witch with a sigh. "But come in deary, and I will answer all your questions. She came in and saw all this strange equipment on the desks. The witch pointed by two chairs by a burning fireplace and they sat down. She handed her a cup of tea. "Watch out its very hot," she warned. Kawari struggled to drink the strange drink without burning herself. Then she noticed a strange bird always staying near her.
"That is a pretty bird," Kawari commented.
"Oh that's no bird dear, that's my daemon," responded the witch.
"What's a daemon," asked a confused Kawari.
"Well I guess I better get started then," started the witch. "First off, my name is Songai Shuppa Tsuten..."
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Kawari and Songai Shuppa Tsuten, who told Kawari that she, could call her Songai, walked through the small park in the middle of a city. Kawari was amazed by the sites she had never seen. She thought to herself, "I wonder what is going on?"
"Here is the place," Songai said to Kawari as they approached a small pub. They walked in and sat down in a booth in the small and un-crowded restaurant. A man approached the table and Songai order some tea for them. As they were left alone again, Kawari began to remember what had happened before, what was going to happen, and began to soak in all that she had learned. But, before she could get to much time to her self, she was approached by Songai's voice, which said, "Well I am sure that you do not fully understand what is going on child, and why I brought you. But now, I need you to put aside your thoughts and use your eyes. I am looking for someone. He is to meet us here in around 15 minutes. So keep your eyes pealed. He is medium sized, has black hair, and said he would be wearing a red shirt. He had blue eyes, and broad shoulders. He might appear strong to you. Though I am not sure if that means much to you because in your village, you relied more on magical weapons to defend yourselves. But perhaps you will notice him anyways. So keep your eyes peeled for him." As they sat in the dark pub for watching the minutes pass on the clock on the wall, which Songai had explained how to use, and waited. Then, after a while of sitting and sipping warm green tea, a man stepped in through the door way. He was as Songai had explained so both Kawari and Songai fixed their eyes on him. He limped in, grasping his heart with his hand. His eyes were warm and looked at them smiling despite the pain he appeared to be in. He sat down next to Kawari and looked at Songai.
"It is nice to see you again Tokubetsu Dairi," said Songai to him with a smile on her face, though alarmed a little by the weakened state he was in.
"Skip the formalities Songai, we have no time to talk here," replied Tokubetsu. "We must move to my place quickly, we can not speak here. It is to dangerous."
"Yes I understand Tokubetsu," replied Songai. Tokubetsu got up and Songai signaled Kawari to follow. They walked behind him to a small apartment across the street. If Songai was worried, Kawari could not tell because she tried to hide it. They walked inside, and Tokubetsu stumbled on to the couch. Songai immediately fled to his side. "No don't worry about me Songai," replied Tokubetsu as she sat next to him on the couch. "I have much to tell you. Let me start by thanking you for bringing the child, and then let me show you this." He uncovered from his pocket a large blue gemstone, about the size of a potato. "You still have yours correct Songai?"
"Yes I do," replied Songai as she uncovered hers'. They looked exactly the same as they pushed them together. Then they both reached out for Kawari's hand and suddenly everything went white. When Kawari opened her eyes, she was in the most amazing place she had ever seen. They were floating among the clouds in a Kingdom in the sky. And Tokubetsu appeared glowing in the bright light, almost invisible. Even Songai, who had always seemed like the one with knowledge, was impressed with this. Once again they walked forward, Tokubetsu still in limp and clenching his heart on towards a private room. Songai became more worried as she saw the strain on Tokubetsu. They were now in a secluded room.
"Here no one will overhear this extremely important conversation," stuttered Tokubetsu. "Now," he coughed out a bit of blood between the next few words, "you must deliver these two stones to, couch cough, the boy and the girl. They must be together, they must do it for the sake of the war, the sake of life itself." He fell over into Songai's lap and coughed some more.
"Oh no my dear Tokubetsu why have you done this to yourself," replied Songai. "What has happened to you." Tears streamed down her pale face.
"I was attacked trying to deliver this message," replied Tokubetsu. "I am sorry that I am putting you in danger."
"Oh no Tokubetsu don't leave me no!"
"All of us must leave sometime Songai," replied Tokubetsu. "We are just dust in a storm, moved around into things, separated from each other, ever blowing. We have to achieve what we need to, to keep the wind blowing. Don't forget that. That is why I must die." Songai face was red from tears as Tokubetsu began slipping away. She kissed his face for a short amount of time, before he finally faded away. She closed his eyes, and said goodbye as his body faded away. Kawari sat and watched all this in shock. She felt so bad that they had to be separated, and yet she was unable to feel the full shock of what they felt because she hardly knew them.
"Excuse me madam," chimed another man from the doorway. "He shined just like Tokubetsu and lit up the room. "We have rooms prepared for you so you might rest yourselves."
"Thank you," replied Songai. "We would much like that." She answered with new courage on her face. Realizing what's done was done, and feeling everything she loved slipping away.
"Mam, I am sorry about what happened to Tokubetsu," said the guard. "I knew him, and he was a great person. He shall not die in vain."
"Thank you," replied Songai. They walked on towards there rooms, and fell asleep immediately, and slept full of dreams.
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"Life will be hard from now on, but, I need you," said Songai.
"What is the light that flows from the trees?" asked Kawari.
"It is dust, well some people call it that," replied Songai. "It floats around places with human influence, and you see that ancient forest was once home to a group of people who cherished dust. They made engravings on all the trees so that it might float around their whole domain. You can only see it there though, because the air has a certain quality that lets you see dust. Normally you can't see it without some sort of tool. Dust is what our mission is all about."
"What is our mission?" replied Kawari.
"I don't want to suck you into this, but, it is to save everything," replied Songai almost reluctantly.
The sunset in the background of the clouds as Kawari and Songai lay back on the clouds that felt like the softest of marshmallows or cotton. It wasn't hot nor cold, the wind made it perfect as a paradise that was so real. Kawari couldn't help but feel a sense of not belonging though. Everything was so perfect. The rough, dirty, rags she wore almost felt clean and soft in this world. The straw and hay that made up the bed she had slept in her whole life up until now, would fell like spikes on her back now that she felt this clean foamy, cloud. People in her world would never think it weird to lie on a cloud in the sky, for they did not know that clouds were just gas. So she was not stunned by it, or scared of falling through ever.
"Save everything?" Kawari pondered out loud in the most curious of sense. This question pounded her mind in complete confusion.
"A dark force lurks to destroy all we have ever built," replied Songai. "Let me explain." She proceeded to tell Kawari about the war against the authority and the result it had brought upon the world. "However, when all evil had seemed destroyed, we had forgotten about one almost as powerful, but probably more now that it has been gaining powers since its last defeat. You see, there was another rebellion against the authority. And though it failed, the leader was never killed. We contacted the leader after our victory, and even when we were beginning to fight. However, the leader disagreed to our cause. At first, we assumed it was out of disbelief of us ever succeeding. But now we know his true intention. It is to rule. Nothing else burns in his heart. Under him, we would be worse off then before. Now, we have a mission once again. We learned that he had been gaining strength. And we fear that he has a plan. Our spies however, determined this plan ahead of time. If I tell you more it will not make sense right now. Do you have any other questions?"
"Well," replied Kawari. "Could you tell me more about yourself Songai."
"I am a witch from the north of my world," started Songai.
"Your world?" asked Kawari. Songai explained for a long time about the different worlds. How they were closed off and how they were in another world right now. "But then how did we travel, you used no knife."
"These gems," replied Songai. She pulled out the two gems from before. They shined in the sunlight. "If you hold two of them together, you can teleport to wherever you want. There are only two in the entire mass of everything.
"Ok, so go back to explaining about yourself now," responded Kawari, as this mystery began to form new light.
"I was born in a witch clan which was one time very powerful," started Songai. "However, one day one of my sisters came back from a long journey. She told us of great things, but most of all, about the war against the authority. We flew forward hoping to help in the battle. We got there and joined under a man called Lord Asriel. When the war ended, I stayed in this world for a little to help rebuild what had been destroyed. However, one day I began to realize it was time to go. But before I could, I was contacted by my friend, Tokubetsu, who informed me of my mission. We were in love at the time, and he trusted me. It was to go to the world, your world, and wait for someone. Then, I found you."
"Why did you wait for me?"
"I really don't know enough about this to tell you. But I know that I must protect you, and my guess is that you'll help us out somehow."
"I always wanted a purpose," Kawari started. "I always felt like I was empty and useless. But I know I had something I had to do! Ever since I was born I knew there was a better way out there. I hope this is it."
"We'll work together," Songai told Kawari with confidence. "So don't be afraid."
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Chapter 3: Kizu Ki
In a land known to none, in a heart so empty. In a sky so dark. In a world so full. There lay delicate and painful roses. Here lay forbidden forests of great beauty. Here lay trees which branches were too high to climb. Each place, called out to tempt the soul. But none dared to go. None took a risk. This was a place of order. Beyond these painful fields, and these doomed forests, was a town. The town was guarded by high walls all around it, made of light brown colored wood. There were spikes on the top of each pole, and a large gate to stop any intruder. Along the walls were paths, in which guard walked back and forth with large mystical staffs. These staffs could perform a number of spells, which were used to defend the town. There were many guards along these rails day and night. Ready to defend. Inside the fort lay houses, which looked pretty much the same. They sheltered the people, and they all took great pride in them. They were full of sealed off areas, flowers no one was allowed to smell, and pillows none could touch. And in the schools, there were books locked up, only there just in case. And old desks that could easily be replaced. For this was a world where people cherished their precious things so much, that they could never enjoy them. Wars had not been fought for centuries. But still there were large armies none the less. Change was not a growing thing. And a hard way of life was lived.
In the village there was a girl. Or not in the village at the time. She now crept through the surrounding grass. And her name was Futsuu Kawari. Her family and friends called her Kawari though. Kawari had always lived a strict harsh life, but like all other girls she was used to it. But that didn't stop her imagination from living. She often was discouraged for the questions she asked, and she tried her best to forget them. But one question she asked still haunted her. And that was that everywhere in her world, was just like this. And it had always bothered her. Why? Why was everyone like this? Why did no one want to enjoy life? Instead they all just sulked in there own pride. Boring themselves, working for nothing, and living a purposeless life. But now, she knew that change had to come. It was in her name, in her blood, in her heart. It was time to take a leap. From her childhood she had always heard the stories of the forbidden forest. There were many stories about trees that reached the sky, mysterious animals whose crept around, grass as soft as pillows, and snow that warmed the soul. She thought, if she went there, and saw how amazing it was, and then told everyone what an amazing place it was, maybe, somehow, things would change. People would find meaning at last.
The air was fresh and crisp out as Kawari stepped into the outside of the fort. She had to move quickly, swiftly, and daringly if she wished to avoid the guards' sight. But, she had planned for ages. She knew every path to take and every step towards victory. So swiftly she ran underneath the guards' noses. Then she celebrated as she ducked into the tall grass that lay around the fortress. Now she was on her way. After traveling for around 20 minutes, she finally began to see towering trees in the distance. The first 10 minutes of her journey were slow and gained little ground because she had to remain hidden. But once the fortress was clearly out of site. She could easily blend into the scenery and continue on normally. When she finally had to look up at the great trees, she began to run. Her eyes lit up at the amazing site in front of her. The whole world was lit up around her with sparkles. But something caught her eyes immediately. That was that it literally sparkled. Strange glowing sparkles that were amazingly beautiful made her stand in awe of the incredible site. It was like seeing fire works as a kid while being near your family. You felt safe and secure. And you saw the most amazing thing ever. Then, Kawari approached the forest slower. She saw the dramatic change from endless fields of open grassland, into brown rich earth under sparkling tall trees. Colorful bushes and plants grow around and in the trees making the world a sea of color. She ran into it and was immediately surrounded by birds and mammals crawling all around. She explored for hours, and when she knew she had to go, she almost cried. But, she was soon reminded that maybe one day, people would spend everyday here. They would be just as exited as she was, she just knew it. Her heart pounded with excitement at the thought, so she brushed away the tears in her eyes and started home.
Carefully and quietly she crept back into the village. She did not want to be in trouble before she told her story. So when she got home, she was just in time for dinner. "Perfect," she thought as she crept inside her house. Every day after dinner, her family said what they had done that day. She knew this would be the perfect time to tell her tale. But she had to tell her tale right or no one would accept it. She had to make sure that her parents didn't ground her before she got a chance to finish. So she sat through dinner eating very little, and when finally it came time to talk about their days, she said she wanted to go last. So she listened to her boring brother talk about playing games in the streets with his friends, and her parents talk about work. Her father was in charge of making sure the council meetings went smoothly, basically giving orders to do this and that to make the council member more comfortable. And her mother help calculate the amount of rations needed for each family. But then it was finally her turn. She was thankful she hadn't fallen asleep during this, because when it was her turn to talk, she wanted to look mature and grown up. Now that it was finally her turn, she was proud of herself and began to speak. "Well I had an interesting day today," she started. "I want to ask you guys a question first. And that is, have you ever seen glowing sparkles all around things?"
Assuming this was just a childish question, her parents responded, "no dear," Without any further thought. This was just how she had wanted it to go
"Well," Kawari started. "I have. Now don't interrupt me. Today I went to the forbidden forest. And I think you guys should bring it up in a meeting to make it no longer forbidden. It's beautiful there. There are so many colors and plants. Animals scurry along everywhere you go. Soft grass blankets everywhere. Oh mom, dad, you have to go there." Her parents were so shocked by all this, that their faces went white. They were so shocked that they immediately sent Heiya, her little brother, to bed and told her to go up to her room where they would have a serious talk. Everything was crumbling.
"Now Kawari I know you think that place is good, but it is forbidden for a reason," started her mother.
"We never want you to go there again," continued her father.
"I think it would be best if you spoke with the re-education facilitator of the head council tomorrow," her mother added in.
"You have to understand, that place is against our beliefs," said her father in a sharp tone.
"Tomorrow you will not be allowed to talk to anyone except the head re- educator because we don't want you spreading this around," her mother continued in a decisive voice.
"Kawari that place has a kind of thing you don't understand," said his father sympathetically. "Maybe you will understand when your older or after tomorrow." Finished her father.
"But," started Kawari.
"No buts honey," replied her mother. Her parents left the room leaving her with cold thoughts in the cold and fearful darkness.
"They are the bad ones," she thought. "Not the forest."
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She wasn't going to stay. She had no time to spare. She had to escape. Anything would be better. Solitude would be better. Life would be better. They were to empty here. Now she would have to leave her friends. Her family. Her home. She didn't know what was ahead of her. She didn't care. Life was meaningless here. She was leaving. After she was sure her parents were asleep, she quietly began packing what she needed. She hesitated to bring a picture of her family, but she left it knowing it would only make things worse. She brought with her all the food she had ever saved, though it was hard because the community didn't approve of saving food, a compass, a doll she had always had, a few pens and paper to help pass the time alone, and a change of clothes. She had already changed into the clothes she thought would be best for the journey. And now, she was ready to go. Luckily for her, her house was near the edge of the fort. That meant no one could see her sneak out of the window. Waving goodbye to her house with tears streaming her eyes, she crept out the window and down the side. Once she was out the window she jumped on to the wall and gripped the small gaps in the wood. Once she was on the ground, things became more dangerous. Now that she was on the ground, she did have an advantage of darkness, but darkness wasn't something common in the fort. There were patrollers on the streets shinning lanterns all around. If they came anywhere near her, she would be busted. When she finally reached the gates, she had narrowly avoided a few by mere inches of light. But, when she was a kid, she would always wander around the village, and she knew it like the back of her hand. She also had practiced climbing the walls. So her skills were paying off. Now that she was at the gate, doubt started. She looked back at everything. What was she doing? Could she survive out there? Maybe a meaningless life was better then a miserable life. "NO," something inside her told her. "What kind of life would you be living here. There is bound to be others out there. Remember the glow of the trees. Remember your dreams. Remember!"
"I am scared," she said to her self now that she could talk again. Not that she needed to. Escaping through the gates was all a blur to her now. She couldn't remember how she got out, but she knew that no one was behind her, and she was free. Now, she had to move quickly to get to her destination. The deep forest. They wouldn't be able to find her there, and even if they did, maybe they would see the forest as it truly is. So now as she saw it over the horizon, she was ready to begin a new life. The forest was different at night, but not by much. It was still glowing from the light all around the plants and animals. So as she crept quietly through the forest, down the tireless path, soon she found herself unable to see the outside. When she came here last she had not explored this deep for fear of being lost, but now that she had nothing to go back she didn't care where she was. Finally, after hours of traveling, she stopped to sleep. She sat up a small place to sleep and hoped right before she slipped into sleep that she wasn't going around in circles despite what the compass told her.
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"It's the greatest place in the world Kawari," started the voice of a boy. "You have to come with me. Tonight I am going to talk to the councilmen about it. The forest is so amazing. Maybe one day we can go back together everyday."
"Oh Hajime Kodomo," responded Kawari. "You have to take me there."
"I will Kawari," responded Hajime. "But first I have to tell everyone."
Kawari wanted to say more, but there was no time and she found the world fading into darkness.
"Excuse me sir," Kawari asked a guard. "But where is Hajimi?"
"Oh little girl, I believe he is inside at the meeting. Go ahead on in. Kawari crept along slowly through the room. Then, she heard her friend talking to the members. She crept up and eavesdropped on there discussion. Unfortunately, things weren't going well for her friend. He was still talking, but he confused words, made a bad impression by shuffling around, and his voice was starting to crack. Then, finally, the council representative spoke.
"Young man," started the council representative. "You realize that you have committed many serious crimes by going there. Sneaking out after dark. Sneaking outside the gates. Lying to your parents. Going in the fields around the fortress, going to the forest, spreading rumors about bad things such as the forest, and most of all, trying to bring dramatic change to shake our structure. Our structure has stood for centuries like this. We shall not shake it now. It is strong, firm, and most of all, able to survive. You threaten all our lives by doing this. We shall not bow down to your request, and you shall be re-educated. Security, escort this man to re-education." When the council was finished yelling at Hajime, Kawari heard a struggle, and then him finally being dragged out. Kawari ducked into hiding just as he was being dragged though the door and past her. Slowly, she followed them down the pathway and watched them take him to a small room. They closed the doors before Kawari could follow, but she was able to peek through a small window. She made sure to frequently check back for others, but she assumed that not many came this way. She looked back in to see them chaining Hajimi down onto some sort of table. She heard him cry out and saw tears on his eyes. Then, a large machine was pointed at him, and she turned away. No, it wasn't that she couldn't bare see her friend die. No, she loved him. And just to hear his depress pleas and screams as the security guards laughed at him broke here.
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"NO HAJIMI NO!!!!!!" she screamed out loud. She awoke with tears on her eyes as she sat up in the middle of the forest. "No Hajime no..." she slowly whispered. "No," she said with new determination. "I will not let you down. No, I will not let you die in vain. And at least if I die soon, maybe I will be with you again. I will not give up. I will make them see their mistake." With the new determination in her heart, she sat up and began to walk again. The sun was rising still, and she thought she better make some ground before she ate breakfast. The forest was begging to grow on her, as she continued walking towards the unknown. Now that it was broad daylight, her fears began to shrink away. She was free. So she kept walking on. Why, she didn't know. What she was looking for, she didn't know. But she did know that if she kept moving, she might find a purpose. A purpose that would give her a home. A purpose which gave her meaning. When lunchtime approached, she knew because the sun was about overhead, she saw some white smoke. Immediately she worried it was a fire. But then she noticed it burned slowly, and she went to explore. She quickly noticed a shinning light as she got closer and broke into a run until she saw the most amazing sight since she started on her journey. The gold dust flew around the trees as they ended and met the sea. And on the cliff was a sparkling house sparkling as the trees did, but ten times as powerful. She started running thinking, maybe this was her place.
When Kawari approached the small house by the sea, she brushed herself off in effort to appear as nice as she could. She considered putting on a fresh pair of clothes, but she feared she might need them later and decided to save them. As she stepped up to the door, she hesitated to knock. What if the person in here was a bad person? No. She saw the sparkles around the house and realized, she was as bad as the forest. And the forest had done her no harm. So she knocked slowly on the door. Then she heard a rattling in the house, and then the door opened. Who opened it was the strangest person she had ever seen. She wore a purple gown and was carrying a broom. She had a pincushion in her pocket, and a bow and arrow on her back. She had bright blond hair, and a pale and elegant face. She answered cheerfully, "Welcome, could you by chance be named, I know this sounds strange but, you know, is your name Kawari?"
"How did you know," responded Kawari suspiciously.
"Heh that's what I thought," said the strange women. "I know because I am a witch. Now you might think I am crazy, but I'm here to help you. But first, would you like to come in for some tea?"
"What is tea?" asked Kawari.
"Oh you people in this world are so strange," responded the witch with a sigh. "But come in deary, and I will answer all your questions. She came in and saw all this strange equipment on the desks. The witch pointed by two chairs by a burning fireplace and they sat down. She handed her a cup of tea. "Watch out its very hot," she warned. Kawari struggled to drink the strange drink without burning herself. Then she noticed a strange bird always staying near her.
"That is a pretty bird," Kawari commented.
"Oh that's no bird dear, that's my daemon," responded the witch.
"What's a daemon," asked a confused Kawari.
"Well I guess I better get started then," started the witch. "First off, my name is Songai Shuppa Tsuten..."
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Kawari and Songai Shuppa Tsuten, who told Kawari that she, could call her Songai, walked through the small park in the middle of a city. Kawari was amazed by the sites she had never seen. She thought to herself, "I wonder what is going on?"
"Here is the place," Songai said to Kawari as they approached a small pub. They walked in and sat down in a booth in the small and un-crowded restaurant. A man approached the table and Songai order some tea for them. As they were left alone again, Kawari began to remember what had happened before, what was going to happen, and began to soak in all that she had learned. But, before she could get to much time to her self, she was approached by Songai's voice, which said, "Well I am sure that you do not fully understand what is going on child, and why I brought you. But now, I need you to put aside your thoughts and use your eyes. I am looking for someone. He is to meet us here in around 15 minutes. So keep your eyes pealed. He is medium sized, has black hair, and said he would be wearing a red shirt. He had blue eyes, and broad shoulders. He might appear strong to you. Though I am not sure if that means much to you because in your village, you relied more on magical weapons to defend yourselves. But perhaps you will notice him anyways. So keep your eyes peeled for him." As they sat in the dark pub for watching the minutes pass on the clock on the wall, which Songai had explained how to use, and waited. Then, after a while of sitting and sipping warm green tea, a man stepped in through the door way. He was as Songai had explained so both Kawari and Songai fixed their eyes on him. He limped in, grasping his heart with his hand. His eyes were warm and looked at them smiling despite the pain he appeared to be in. He sat down next to Kawari and looked at Songai.
"It is nice to see you again Tokubetsu Dairi," said Songai to him with a smile on her face, though alarmed a little by the weakened state he was in.
"Skip the formalities Songai, we have no time to talk here," replied Tokubetsu. "We must move to my place quickly, we can not speak here. It is to dangerous."
"Yes I understand Tokubetsu," replied Songai. Tokubetsu got up and Songai signaled Kawari to follow. They walked behind him to a small apartment across the street. If Songai was worried, Kawari could not tell because she tried to hide it. They walked inside, and Tokubetsu stumbled on to the couch. Songai immediately fled to his side. "No don't worry about me Songai," replied Tokubetsu as she sat next to him on the couch. "I have much to tell you. Let me start by thanking you for bringing the child, and then let me show you this." He uncovered from his pocket a large blue gemstone, about the size of a potato. "You still have yours correct Songai?"
"Yes I do," replied Songai as she uncovered hers'. They looked exactly the same as they pushed them together. Then they both reached out for Kawari's hand and suddenly everything went white. When Kawari opened her eyes, she was in the most amazing place she had ever seen. They were floating among the clouds in a Kingdom in the sky. And Tokubetsu appeared glowing in the bright light, almost invisible. Even Songai, who had always seemed like the one with knowledge, was impressed with this. Once again they walked forward, Tokubetsu still in limp and clenching his heart on towards a private room. Songai became more worried as she saw the strain on Tokubetsu. They were now in a secluded room.
"Here no one will overhear this extremely important conversation," stuttered Tokubetsu. "Now," he coughed out a bit of blood between the next few words, "you must deliver these two stones to, couch cough, the boy and the girl. They must be together, they must do it for the sake of the war, the sake of life itself." He fell over into Songai's lap and coughed some more.
"Oh no my dear Tokubetsu why have you done this to yourself," replied Songai. "What has happened to you." Tears streamed down her pale face.
"I was attacked trying to deliver this message," replied Tokubetsu. "I am sorry that I am putting you in danger."
"Oh no Tokubetsu don't leave me no!"
"All of us must leave sometime Songai," replied Tokubetsu. "We are just dust in a storm, moved around into things, separated from each other, ever blowing. We have to achieve what we need to, to keep the wind blowing. Don't forget that. That is why I must die." Songai face was red from tears as Tokubetsu began slipping away. She kissed his face for a short amount of time, before he finally faded away. She closed his eyes, and said goodbye as his body faded away. Kawari sat and watched all this in shock. She felt so bad that they had to be separated, and yet she was unable to feel the full shock of what they felt because she hardly knew them.
"Excuse me madam," chimed another man from the doorway. "He shined just like Tokubetsu and lit up the room. "We have rooms prepared for you so you might rest yourselves."
"Thank you," replied Songai. "We would much like that." She answered with new courage on her face. Realizing what's done was done, and feeling everything she loved slipping away.
"Mam, I am sorry about what happened to Tokubetsu," said the guard. "I knew him, and he was a great person. He shall not die in vain."
"Thank you," replied Songai. They walked on towards there rooms, and fell asleep immediately, and slept full of dreams.
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"Life will be hard from now on, but, I need you," said Songai.
"What is the light that flows from the trees?" asked Kawari.
"It is dust, well some people call it that," replied Songai. "It floats around places with human influence, and you see that ancient forest was once home to a group of people who cherished dust. They made engravings on all the trees so that it might float around their whole domain. You can only see it there though, because the air has a certain quality that lets you see dust. Normally you can't see it without some sort of tool. Dust is what our mission is all about."
"What is our mission?" replied Kawari.
"I don't want to suck you into this, but, it is to save everything," replied Songai almost reluctantly.
The sunset in the background of the clouds as Kawari and Songai lay back on the clouds that felt like the softest of marshmallows or cotton. It wasn't hot nor cold, the wind made it perfect as a paradise that was so real. Kawari couldn't help but feel a sense of not belonging though. Everything was so perfect. The rough, dirty, rags she wore almost felt clean and soft in this world. The straw and hay that made up the bed she had slept in her whole life up until now, would fell like spikes on her back now that she felt this clean foamy, cloud. People in her world would never think it weird to lie on a cloud in the sky, for they did not know that clouds were just gas. So she was not stunned by it, or scared of falling through ever.
"Save everything?" Kawari pondered out loud in the most curious of sense. This question pounded her mind in complete confusion.
"A dark force lurks to destroy all we have ever built," replied Songai. "Let me explain." She proceeded to tell Kawari about the war against the authority and the result it had brought upon the world. "However, when all evil had seemed destroyed, we had forgotten about one almost as powerful, but probably more now that it has been gaining powers since its last defeat. You see, there was another rebellion against the authority. And though it failed, the leader was never killed. We contacted the leader after our victory, and even when we were beginning to fight. However, the leader disagreed to our cause. At first, we assumed it was out of disbelief of us ever succeeding. But now we know his true intention. It is to rule. Nothing else burns in his heart. Under him, we would be worse off then before. Now, we have a mission once again. We learned that he had been gaining strength. And we fear that he has a plan. Our spies however, determined this plan ahead of time. If I tell you more it will not make sense right now. Do you have any other questions?"
"Well," replied Kawari. "Could you tell me more about yourself Songai."
"I am a witch from the north of my world," started Songai.
"Your world?" asked Kawari. Songai explained for a long time about the different worlds. How they were closed off and how they were in another world right now. "But then how did we travel, you used no knife."
"These gems," replied Songai. She pulled out the two gems from before. They shined in the sunlight. "If you hold two of them together, you can teleport to wherever you want. There are only two in the entire mass of everything.
"Ok, so go back to explaining about yourself now," responded Kawari, as this mystery began to form new light.
"I was born in a witch clan which was one time very powerful," started Songai. "However, one day one of my sisters came back from a long journey. She told us of great things, but most of all, about the war against the authority. We flew forward hoping to help in the battle. We got there and joined under a man called Lord Asriel. When the war ended, I stayed in this world for a little to help rebuild what had been destroyed. However, one day I began to realize it was time to go. But before I could, I was contacted by my friend, Tokubetsu, who informed me of my mission. We were in love at the time, and he trusted me. It was to go to the world, your world, and wait for someone. Then, I found you."
"Why did you wait for me?"
"I really don't know enough about this to tell you. But I know that I must protect you, and my guess is that you'll help us out somehow."
"I always wanted a purpose," Kawari started. "I always felt like I was empty and useless. But I know I had something I had to do! Ever since I was born I knew there was a better way out there. I hope this is it."
"We'll work together," Songai told Kawari with confidence. "So don't be afraid."