A/n: Hiya! I just can't stop writing so here's one more chapter! Thanks to
those who reviewed, R&R, and enjoy as always! ~Lilz
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Lily entered the Great Hall and looked swiftly around. The only people there eating breakfast yet were a few Hufflepuff girls, one solitary Ravenclaw first year, and Severus Snape at the Slytherin table. She looked at Snape for a moment, and then turned her gaze to the Gryffindor table. There was no one sitting there. Should she tell Dumbledore? Or at least a teacher?
She was so confused, but nevertheless she headed back to the common room. Could Bea have actually slept with Sirius? She couldn't see Bea doing that, but honestly she could never even see her having a boyfriend. She sighed again and decided she would check with the boys if Sirius had come back either.
Lily walked passed the 7th years again, who were getting slightly annoyed with her coming in and out, and headed up to the boys dorms. She went into the 5th year boys' dorms, and soundlessly crept in.
Lily drew back the hangings on one of the four-posters only to find Remus who suddenly woke up with a start.
"AHHHHHH!"
"AHHHHHH!"
Both of them screamed, shocked and startled. Remus placed a hand on his chest; breathing hard he gave Lily a dark look.
"What'd d'ya do that for, eh?" he said, mildly annoyed, yet thickly as he wasn't quite awake yet. Lily was about to answer, but the other boys both yanked away the curtains on their beds.
"Lily, what're you doin' here?" asked James in that same drowsy voice.
"R-R-Remus you b-being attacked?" asked Peter.
"It's just me. I was wondering if Sirius came back last night." She said with a questioning look at the boys. She went over to the remaining bed and pulled back the hangings.
"Guess not…" she said, seeing the empty bed and sitting down on it.
"Why? Is Bea not back either?" asked James concernedly, he had never really seen Lily so distressed that she would go into the boys dorms.
Lily nodded and said, "And I don't know where in the world she could be!" tears were forming in her eyes. "And I'm so worried! God, I know how she feels when I'm disappearing all the time!"
Remus was going to point out that she had only disappeared once, but instead he just went over and patted her hand.
James also went over to where she was and he put his arm around her. "She'll be fine, Lily. She and Sirius probably got lost and then stayed the night in that room, just like we did. I'm sure that both of them are fine." He said softly, as Lily tried to blink back her tears. She let out a dry sob, and James held her tighter and Remus squeezed her hand. It was an awkward moment for Peter, as he couldn't really do any thing to comfort Lily. He didn't really care, but he did feel a little guilty.
James gave Remus a look that sort of said 'what do we do?' but Remus misread this glance. ^ Should have known he wouldn't want me touching her once he got her ^ he thought bitterly, but he didn't let this show in his face. All he did was let go of Lily's hand and turn his stare to the ground.
"Well… well maybe we should have a bite. What time is it?" James asked no one in particular.
"It's 7:45," answered Remus promptly. James groaned.
"So early! Oh well… it's alright! It's only more time I get to spend with you!" he said as cheerfully as was possible for early in the morning. "If you would just excuse us for a moment, we need to get dressed."
Lily nodded, and walked outside of the dorms. She slumped against the wall, as silent tears rolled down her cheeks. She knew that she was being stupid. She knew perfectly well Bea was alright, but she was still absolutely terrified.
A few moments later, the boys trouped out of the common room, and James slung his arm around Lily. She looked up at him, and made a mental note to thank him later for being so sweet and supportive. He smiled back down at her, and couldn't help but worry as well. Worry about both Sirius and Bea.
They made their way past the 7th years ("Does she have no LIFE?") again, and outside of the Gryffindor common room. Slowly, the group walked over to the Great Hall and took seats at the far end of the long table for Gryffindor students.
"Lily, honey, you have to eat something." Said James softly, and persuasively. Lily nodded, but didn't move. She couldn't have eaten if she tried. She was literally worried sick.
"Ya, come on Lils, this isn't healthy." Said Remus, sounding almost sad. But Lily finally shook her head.
"I suppose you've no idea what this feels like, but let me tell you. It feels like the love of your life has died, it feels like you will never see color again, IT FEELS like this is the end of the line and as low as you can possibly get without disappearing up your own ass!" she said, her eyes bulging slightly, with a mad look of hysteria on her face.
The boys were completely shocked they just sat they motionless, exchanging worried glances with each other. Finally Lily started to sob, and James moved closer to her and put his arm around her.
"I'm sorry," she muttered through her sobs.
"No, no! Don't be sorry! I admit I don't know what it feels like, although I AM very worried about Sirius. But right now I'm just really worried about you. You're going hysterical Lils, and I just want you to know it's going to be okay." James said, as he lifted her chin up so her sparkling green eyes were forced to look into his deep blue ones.
She flung her arms around him, and began to sob. They sat there, Lily sobbing, James patting her back and muttering in her ear, and Remus and Peter exchanging tentative glances. They sat there like this for a few minutes until they were interrupted. Someone had tapped Lily on the shoulder and she slowly moved away from James and turned around.
It was Professor McGonagall. "Miss Evans, may I ask what's wrong. You look frantic." She said, and she looked genuinely concerned. Lily let out another dry sob and she turned to Remus.
"Could-could you-?"
"Of course. If I may explain," said Remus looking at Professor McGonagall who nodded, "what happened was Sirius Black and Bea Groves were umm… going out on a date last night." He shot a quick glance at McGonagall who frowned, but before she had time to remark, Remus had continued. "Well she said that they wouldn't be long… but well, they were. Because they're still not back. And if they are, we can't find them. So Lily is worried because her and Bea are best friends, and naturally she would be like this." He explained, as though he was telling a friend that he had read a really good book over the summer. Remus just had that natural talent for explaining things to teachers.
Professor McGonagall slowly nodded and said, "Well I think I know where she is. That is really what I was here to tell you, but I saw you were already in an uproar. Miss Groves and Mr. Black are both in the hospital wing… injured last night." At this Lily let out another loud sob, and she swayed in her seat. James was shocked as well, but he grabbed Lily and steadied her, yet without taking his eyes off McGonagall.
"But- but what happened?" Remus asked, also looking very anxious now.
"Well we figured it was the same thing that happened in the common room the other night when you, Miss Evans, were injured." She said grimly. "But I daresay that the two would like to see you. They spent the night in the hospital wing with no company and they would be ever so pleased to see you. I wish I could say the same for Madam Pomfrey, but nevertheless." She said sighing.
All of the students thanked her very much, and James looked over at Lily. "You okay?" he asked, thinking maybe it would be better if he asked that question to himself first.
Lily shook her head. "Of course not… but at least she's not as bad as me right? If she didn't have to take that potion and go to sleep for ages she shouldn't be too bad." She said, thinking optimistically. James considered this matter, and nodded and smiled. Lily, however, couldn't force a smile, but just looked straight ahead along the path to the hospital wing.
They entered the room, and Lily rushed towards Bea's bed. She did look in perfect condition, unlike Lily when she was seen in the hospital wing. Lily flung her arms around Bea, who returned her hug.
"Oh, I'm so sorry to scare you. A bomb went off… It was probably the same nutter who set off the one that hurt you. We were okay, but Madam Pomfrey insisted we stay the night." She explained. Lily had tears coming of out her eyes, but you could tell they were out of happiness because she was smiling.
Lily then went over to Sirius' bed and gave him a big hug too.
"Well I think we're allowed to go now, so let's get out of these ridiculous outfits, and get ready to go to Hogsmeade!" said Sirius energetically, and he tore off the blankets from his bed. Lily did the same and the both asked for minutes alone to change out of the hospital clothing.
Once they appeared outside of the hospital wing, Lily and Bea lead the way to the Gryffindor common room, Bea telling her about what happened before the smoke went off.
"Oh, it was wonderful! We basically just walked around and told jokes, but it was really fun all the same! You and James are going to have so much fun today." She added looking at Lily, who nodded, anticipation glowing on her face. She had totally forgotten she had this to look forward to, and no one was happier than she was as she ran up the stairs to the girls' dorms with Bea.
"Hey, where d'you think you're going?" called Sirius, disbelievingly. "Where are they going?" he repeated, now turning to face is friends. They shrugged and laughed at Sirius' reaction.
"Just let them go… probably off to giggle about something they saw on the way here or something stupid like that." Said Remus shrugging. They all nodded in agreement and then they themselves ended up going to their dorms to get money for the Hogsmeade visit.
"So what do you think you're going to do with Lily?" asked Sirius, as they were walking back down the stairs to the common room.
"Dunno… s'pose we'll just get a drink in the Three Broomsticks or something." James said shrugging. Sirius nodded.
"Ya, I just walked around with Bea for a while… got to know her a little better, you know, stuff like that." He said, but he was grinning from ear to ear.
"But I'd like to find out who is setting off all those bombs." Said James, frowning in frustration. "He obviously doesn't like to see people happy together." He said, considering the times and places that the bombings had been.
"Okay then! We're ready!" called the girls who came down the stairs beaming at the guys.
"Good! Let's go then," said James, as he slipped his hand into Lily's and the group of them walked off.
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Once in Hogsmeade Bea and Lily took some time to themselves before Lily went out with James.
"So, what are you guys going to do? Hey, you could go up by the Shrieking Shack, you know and, like, have a picnic in the hills." Bea suggested, who was having fun thinking of all the wonderful things that Lily and James could do together.
Lily shrugged, and said, "I don't know. Just spending time with him will be good enough for me. I mean, we don't know each other that well. But enough about that how were things with Sirius? You didn't tell me that much yesterday."
At this a dreamy look came across Bea's face, and she spoke very quietly. "Well, we just wandered around for a bit. We went into the kitchens and there were loads of house elves just waiting to give food away, so we got a bite there. Then we were ambushed just coming out of the kitchens. That bomb, you know?" she said, her face suddenly looking a little sad. "I mean, we would have come back right away after that anyway, but still. It was disappointing."
Lily nodded and put an arm around her friend. "Don't worry, we'll catch whoever did that. And besides, there will be plenty more nights like that. I'm assuming," she added, glancing at Bea who nodded.
"Well it's about time… I should meet James then. Will you be alright? With Sirius and Remus, and… and Peter." She said a little more timidly. Bea once again nodded, but this time with a cheerful smile.
"Well go on girly, time to sparkle sparkle." She said grinning, and Lily grinned back.
"Aloha!" Lily called back as she ran backwards through the streets of Hogsmeade waving energetically.
Bea laughed at her friend. She must be happy… look at her go! Without banging into- Ooops. Okay maybe not.
A/n: Okay, you can bet I'll write more really soon! R&R as always, and I hope you enjoyed! ~Lilz
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Lily entered the Great Hall and looked swiftly around. The only people there eating breakfast yet were a few Hufflepuff girls, one solitary Ravenclaw first year, and Severus Snape at the Slytherin table. She looked at Snape for a moment, and then turned her gaze to the Gryffindor table. There was no one sitting there. Should she tell Dumbledore? Or at least a teacher?
She was so confused, but nevertheless she headed back to the common room. Could Bea have actually slept with Sirius? She couldn't see Bea doing that, but honestly she could never even see her having a boyfriend. She sighed again and decided she would check with the boys if Sirius had come back either.
Lily walked passed the 7th years again, who were getting slightly annoyed with her coming in and out, and headed up to the boys dorms. She went into the 5th year boys' dorms, and soundlessly crept in.
Lily drew back the hangings on one of the four-posters only to find Remus who suddenly woke up with a start.
"AHHHHHH!"
"AHHHHHH!"
Both of them screamed, shocked and startled. Remus placed a hand on his chest; breathing hard he gave Lily a dark look.
"What'd d'ya do that for, eh?" he said, mildly annoyed, yet thickly as he wasn't quite awake yet. Lily was about to answer, but the other boys both yanked away the curtains on their beds.
"Lily, what're you doin' here?" asked James in that same drowsy voice.
"R-R-Remus you b-being attacked?" asked Peter.
"It's just me. I was wondering if Sirius came back last night." She said with a questioning look at the boys. She went over to the remaining bed and pulled back the hangings.
"Guess not…" she said, seeing the empty bed and sitting down on it.
"Why? Is Bea not back either?" asked James concernedly, he had never really seen Lily so distressed that she would go into the boys dorms.
Lily nodded and said, "And I don't know where in the world she could be!" tears were forming in her eyes. "And I'm so worried! God, I know how she feels when I'm disappearing all the time!"
Remus was going to point out that she had only disappeared once, but instead he just went over and patted her hand.
James also went over to where she was and he put his arm around her. "She'll be fine, Lily. She and Sirius probably got lost and then stayed the night in that room, just like we did. I'm sure that both of them are fine." He said softly, as Lily tried to blink back her tears. She let out a dry sob, and James held her tighter and Remus squeezed her hand. It was an awkward moment for Peter, as he couldn't really do any thing to comfort Lily. He didn't really care, but he did feel a little guilty.
James gave Remus a look that sort of said 'what do we do?' but Remus misread this glance. ^ Should have known he wouldn't want me touching her once he got her ^ he thought bitterly, but he didn't let this show in his face. All he did was let go of Lily's hand and turn his stare to the ground.
"Well… well maybe we should have a bite. What time is it?" James asked no one in particular.
"It's 7:45," answered Remus promptly. James groaned.
"So early! Oh well… it's alright! It's only more time I get to spend with you!" he said as cheerfully as was possible for early in the morning. "If you would just excuse us for a moment, we need to get dressed."
Lily nodded, and walked outside of the dorms. She slumped against the wall, as silent tears rolled down her cheeks. She knew that she was being stupid. She knew perfectly well Bea was alright, but she was still absolutely terrified.
A few moments later, the boys trouped out of the common room, and James slung his arm around Lily. She looked up at him, and made a mental note to thank him later for being so sweet and supportive. He smiled back down at her, and couldn't help but worry as well. Worry about both Sirius and Bea.
They made their way past the 7th years ("Does she have no LIFE?") again, and outside of the Gryffindor common room. Slowly, the group walked over to the Great Hall and took seats at the far end of the long table for Gryffindor students.
"Lily, honey, you have to eat something." Said James softly, and persuasively. Lily nodded, but didn't move. She couldn't have eaten if she tried. She was literally worried sick.
"Ya, come on Lils, this isn't healthy." Said Remus, sounding almost sad. But Lily finally shook her head.
"I suppose you've no idea what this feels like, but let me tell you. It feels like the love of your life has died, it feels like you will never see color again, IT FEELS like this is the end of the line and as low as you can possibly get without disappearing up your own ass!" she said, her eyes bulging slightly, with a mad look of hysteria on her face.
The boys were completely shocked they just sat they motionless, exchanging worried glances with each other. Finally Lily started to sob, and James moved closer to her and put his arm around her.
"I'm sorry," she muttered through her sobs.
"No, no! Don't be sorry! I admit I don't know what it feels like, although I AM very worried about Sirius. But right now I'm just really worried about you. You're going hysterical Lils, and I just want you to know it's going to be okay." James said, as he lifted her chin up so her sparkling green eyes were forced to look into his deep blue ones.
She flung her arms around him, and began to sob. They sat there, Lily sobbing, James patting her back and muttering in her ear, and Remus and Peter exchanging tentative glances. They sat there like this for a few minutes until they were interrupted. Someone had tapped Lily on the shoulder and she slowly moved away from James and turned around.
It was Professor McGonagall. "Miss Evans, may I ask what's wrong. You look frantic." She said, and she looked genuinely concerned. Lily let out another dry sob and she turned to Remus.
"Could-could you-?"
"Of course. If I may explain," said Remus looking at Professor McGonagall who nodded, "what happened was Sirius Black and Bea Groves were umm… going out on a date last night." He shot a quick glance at McGonagall who frowned, but before she had time to remark, Remus had continued. "Well she said that they wouldn't be long… but well, they were. Because they're still not back. And if they are, we can't find them. So Lily is worried because her and Bea are best friends, and naturally she would be like this." He explained, as though he was telling a friend that he had read a really good book over the summer. Remus just had that natural talent for explaining things to teachers.
Professor McGonagall slowly nodded and said, "Well I think I know where she is. That is really what I was here to tell you, but I saw you were already in an uproar. Miss Groves and Mr. Black are both in the hospital wing… injured last night." At this Lily let out another loud sob, and she swayed in her seat. James was shocked as well, but he grabbed Lily and steadied her, yet without taking his eyes off McGonagall.
"But- but what happened?" Remus asked, also looking very anxious now.
"Well we figured it was the same thing that happened in the common room the other night when you, Miss Evans, were injured." She said grimly. "But I daresay that the two would like to see you. They spent the night in the hospital wing with no company and they would be ever so pleased to see you. I wish I could say the same for Madam Pomfrey, but nevertheless." She said sighing.
All of the students thanked her very much, and James looked over at Lily. "You okay?" he asked, thinking maybe it would be better if he asked that question to himself first.
Lily shook her head. "Of course not… but at least she's not as bad as me right? If she didn't have to take that potion and go to sleep for ages she shouldn't be too bad." She said, thinking optimistically. James considered this matter, and nodded and smiled. Lily, however, couldn't force a smile, but just looked straight ahead along the path to the hospital wing.
They entered the room, and Lily rushed towards Bea's bed. She did look in perfect condition, unlike Lily when she was seen in the hospital wing. Lily flung her arms around Bea, who returned her hug.
"Oh, I'm so sorry to scare you. A bomb went off… It was probably the same nutter who set off the one that hurt you. We were okay, but Madam Pomfrey insisted we stay the night." She explained. Lily had tears coming of out her eyes, but you could tell they were out of happiness because she was smiling.
Lily then went over to Sirius' bed and gave him a big hug too.
"Well I think we're allowed to go now, so let's get out of these ridiculous outfits, and get ready to go to Hogsmeade!" said Sirius energetically, and he tore off the blankets from his bed. Lily did the same and the both asked for minutes alone to change out of the hospital clothing.
Once they appeared outside of the hospital wing, Lily and Bea lead the way to the Gryffindor common room, Bea telling her about what happened before the smoke went off.
"Oh, it was wonderful! We basically just walked around and told jokes, but it was really fun all the same! You and James are going to have so much fun today." She added looking at Lily, who nodded, anticipation glowing on her face. She had totally forgotten she had this to look forward to, and no one was happier than she was as she ran up the stairs to the girls' dorms with Bea.
"Hey, where d'you think you're going?" called Sirius, disbelievingly. "Where are they going?" he repeated, now turning to face is friends. They shrugged and laughed at Sirius' reaction.
"Just let them go… probably off to giggle about something they saw on the way here or something stupid like that." Said Remus shrugging. They all nodded in agreement and then they themselves ended up going to their dorms to get money for the Hogsmeade visit.
"So what do you think you're going to do with Lily?" asked Sirius, as they were walking back down the stairs to the common room.
"Dunno… s'pose we'll just get a drink in the Three Broomsticks or something." James said shrugging. Sirius nodded.
"Ya, I just walked around with Bea for a while… got to know her a little better, you know, stuff like that." He said, but he was grinning from ear to ear.
"But I'd like to find out who is setting off all those bombs." Said James, frowning in frustration. "He obviously doesn't like to see people happy together." He said, considering the times and places that the bombings had been.
"Okay then! We're ready!" called the girls who came down the stairs beaming at the guys.
"Good! Let's go then," said James, as he slipped his hand into Lily's and the group of them walked off.
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Once in Hogsmeade Bea and Lily took some time to themselves before Lily went out with James.
"So, what are you guys going to do? Hey, you could go up by the Shrieking Shack, you know and, like, have a picnic in the hills." Bea suggested, who was having fun thinking of all the wonderful things that Lily and James could do together.
Lily shrugged, and said, "I don't know. Just spending time with him will be good enough for me. I mean, we don't know each other that well. But enough about that how were things with Sirius? You didn't tell me that much yesterday."
At this a dreamy look came across Bea's face, and she spoke very quietly. "Well, we just wandered around for a bit. We went into the kitchens and there were loads of house elves just waiting to give food away, so we got a bite there. Then we were ambushed just coming out of the kitchens. That bomb, you know?" she said, her face suddenly looking a little sad. "I mean, we would have come back right away after that anyway, but still. It was disappointing."
Lily nodded and put an arm around her friend. "Don't worry, we'll catch whoever did that. And besides, there will be plenty more nights like that. I'm assuming," she added, glancing at Bea who nodded.
"Well it's about time… I should meet James then. Will you be alright? With Sirius and Remus, and… and Peter." She said a little more timidly. Bea once again nodded, but this time with a cheerful smile.
"Well go on girly, time to sparkle sparkle." She said grinning, and Lily grinned back.
"Aloha!" Lily called back as she ran backwards through the streets of Hogsmeade waving energetically.
Bea laughed at her friend. She must be happy… look at her go! Without banging into- Ooops. Okay maybe not.
A/n: Okay, you can bet I'll write more really soon! R&R as always, and I hope you enjoyed! ~Lilz