I know I put this chap up fast, but that's cuz it was done and i
wanna keep writing. I haven't been able to do that for awhile. Writer's
block! LoL. Umm.. yah. There will be more after this, and enjoy!
Weeks passed and Matt and I only saw more of each other. Almost every night after school was out Matt showed up at my place and spent the night just talking with me and laughing. To everyone else, I was still anti-social, even to Matt.
It became increasingly harder for me to hide the fact that Matt and I were friends. The only reason I still did was because of my personal reasons. I still hadn't told Matt, and he understood. I could tell he was becoming impatient however, at what he believed to be lack of trust in him. That wasn't it though. I just wasn't ready.
I wasn't the only one having trouble keeping a secret who I was. According to Matt, the group was suspicious that something was going on that he wasn't telling them. I don't know how much longer we can keep the secret.
"Matt, we wanted to talk to you" Tai said, walking up beside Matt.
"Sorry guys, I'm in a hurry." Matt stated calmly.
"You're always in a hurry these days." Sora replied, walking on the other side of him.
"So what?" Matt snapped.
"Where do you go?" A younger version of Matt asked. It was Takeru, or Tk, Matt's little brother.
"Places. What does it matter?"
"Well, we don't see you at all anymore." A short guy with brown spiky hair named Izzy retorted.
"That's not true." Matt tried to defend, but was cut off by a blue haired boy named Joe.
"It is. And we want to know where it is you go. What's her name?"
"There is no her! It's my business what I do in my time. Just get off my back will yah? You don't have to be in every inch of my life! God, just back off for a bit will yah?" Matt shouted, before charging off towards his bike.
"He's up to something. We just got to find out what." TK shook his head, before turning with the others and marching off.
Matt lay sprawled out on my couch fast asleep. It was almost midnight and he had come over after a run in with the group. He had been stressed out, so I just ordered some pizza and we watched a movie, during which he passed out. I couldn't bear to wake him, so I let him sleep. As I pulled a blanket over him, I silently thanked God for sending me Matt.
Smiling, I crept off to my room and lay down on my bed, drifting into a peaceful sleep.
I didn't move until my alarm went off at 7 the next morning. I got myself showered, and pulled on a robe before I walked over to where Matt lay sleeping.
"Hey, Matt, wake up! Unless you wanna be later for school get a move on."
He shook his head slightly, and mumbled with out opening his eyes. "School, what are you talking about. That's not until tomorrow."
"I got news for you buddy, it is tomorrow."
"What?!" he shouted, jumping up. He got his first look at me and his jaw dropped at the sight of me in a just a robe. I laughed, and pushed his jaw up shoving him towards the bathroom. "Get ready, we have to jet, and get there at separate times! So move!" "Yes sir!" he laughed, before grabbing his bag to get ready. Matt left 2 minutes before me. I sat in my driveway timing it so no one would get suspicious if we showed up at the same time. As I waited, I smiled thinking of how cute he looked when he was sleeping. Then, another thought occurred to me. I was falling for him! 'Idiot! You can't fall for him! It's not right! Mimi! Nothing will happen. Come on girl, pretend like nothings different.' I chided myself, but it was no use. I knew I fell for him, and I fell hard, but my heart and my brain said 2 very different things. My brain was reminding me over and over that I shouldn't have seen him in the first place. I should have stayed away. I knew I should have, but it's all should haves, could haves would haves. It was too late. 'I'll ignore it.' I decided firmly, before driving off. One thought managed to tickle the back of my mind 'But for how long? You can't ignore it forever. The heart wants what it wants, no getting around it.' I pulled into the parking lot of the school, and spotted Matt talking with the group of people who used to be my friends many years ago. I longed to go see them, to be apart of that group. I wanted to be in matt's arms laughing at the latest gossip. I knew I couldn't though. I shook my head and walked away, preparing for another long day. Weeks passed still and the internal battle became worse. I was being torn up inside and despite all that I tried Matt still noticed it. "Meems, what's up with you? You're preoccupied lately. Withdrawn." "Nothing Matt, don't worry bout it" Suddenly Matt snapped. "Mimi, listen. I love being your friend, but you keep withdrawing from me like you do everyone else. I just want to be let in! Please Mimi!" I sighed deeply. I knew it was going to happen one day, but I just didn't want that one day to be now. "Matt." "Fine Mimi. Then I'm outta here. You don't wanna let me in, don't. But I'm not going to stick around with someone who doesn't care." I knew I was caught. I just couldn't let him leave, but I couldn't tell him. I couldn't form the words. He grabbed his jacket, but stopped at the door. I had followed him silently. "You know Mimi, I fell in love with you. I just can't stay around here knowing that you won't let me in. I had hope that you would, but I've risked a lot by keeping you a secret to everyone. I just won't do it anymore. See yah Mimi" I watched him walk out and I only managed to whisper "Matt" 1 week passed and I knew he was serious about not coming around anymore. I saw him glance my way in the hall, but turn away once he caught my eye. "So Matt, you don't have places to go anymore I take it. You've been around us a lot more nowadays." Tai said one day at lunch. "You're point being?" Matt snapped irritably. "Why don't you?" Sora asked. "Do I have to explain myself?" Matt retorted, clearly annoyed. "Calm down. They didn't mean anything by it. Jeez, what's gotten into you lately big bro?" TK wished his brother would just tell them, but it wasn't going to happen anytime soon. Matt just grunted, looking at the ground. My picture plagued his mind, all thoughts concentrated on me. A few more days passed, and I lay tossing and turning in my bed. Matt had dropped a note in my car that day.
Meems, I know you don't wanna tell me, and I feel bad resorting to this. but I just want you to trust me. I meant what I said that day at your place. I do love you.
Yamato
I just can't get it out of my head. He loved me, and I was being such a chicken by not telling him. I knew I could trust him, I was just so afraid. I didn't know what to do. Finally I fell into a restless sleep. I guess you could say I finally came to my senses the next day. It was after school, and I was walking to my car when I saw Matt standing with the group, like always. Something in me just snapped and I suddenly knew my heart had won. I dumped my books in my car and started walking towards them. I called out his name, and he turned. I had a huge grin on my face as I ran and jumped on him, hooking my legs around his waist. I just looked into his eyes for a moment before I kissed him passionately in front of everyone. When I came up for air, I whispered, "I love you too," receiving a bigger grin from him.
Weeks passed and Matt and I only saw more of each other. Almost every night after school was out Matt showed up at my place and spent the night just talking with me and laughing. To everyone else, I was still anti-social, even to Matt.
It became increasingly harder for me to hide the fact that Matt and I were friends. The only reason I still did was because of my personal reasons. I still hadn't told Matt, and he understood. I could tell he was becoming impatient however, at what he believed to be lack of trust in him. That wasn't it though. I just wasn't ready.
I wasn't the only one having trouble keeping a secret who I was. According to Matt, the group was suspicious that something was going on that he wasn't telling them. I don't know how much longer we can keep the secret.
"Matt, we wanted to talk to you" Tai said, walking up beside Matt.
"Sorry guys, I'm in a hurry." Matt stated calmly.
"You're always in a hurry these days." Sora replied, walking on the other side of him.
"So what?" Matt snapped.
"Where do you go?" A younger version of Matt asked. It was Takeru, or Tk, Matt's little brother.
"Places. What does it matter?"
"Well, we don't see you at all anymore." A short guy with brown spiky hair named Izzy retorted.
"That's not true." Matt tried to defend, but was cut off by a blue haired boy named Joe.
"It is. And we want to know where it is you go. What's her name?"
"There is no her! It's my business what I do in my time. Just get off my back will yah? You don't have to be in every inch of my life! God, just back off for a bit will yah?" Matt shouted, before charging off towards his bike.
"He's up to something. We just got to find out what." TK shook his head, before turning with the others and marching off.
Matt lay sprawled out on my couch fast asleep. It was almost midnight and he had come over after a run in with the group. He had been stressed out, so I just ordered some pizza and we watched a movie, during which he passed out. I couldn't bear to wake him, so I let him sleep. As I pulled a blanket over him, I silently thanked God for sending me Matt.
Smiling, I crept off to my room and lay down on my bed, drifting into a peaceful sleep.
I didn't move until my alarm went off at 7 the next morning. I got myself showered, and pulled on a robe before I walked over to where Matt lay sleeping.
"Hey, Matt, wake up! Unless you wanna be later for school get a move on."
He shook his head slightly, and mumbled with out opening his eyes. "School, what are you talking about. That's not until tomorrow."
"I got news for you buddy, it is tomorrow."
"What?!" he shouted, jumping up. He got his first look at me and his jaw dropped at the sight of me in a just a robe. I laughed, and pushed his jaw up shoving him towards the bathroom. "Get ready, we have to jet, and get there at separate times! So move!" "Yes sir!" he laughed, before grabbing his bag to get ready. Matt left 2 minutes before me. I sat in my driveway timing it so no one would get suspicious if we showed up at the same time. As I waited, I smiled thinking of how cute he looked when he was sleeping. Then, another thought occurred to me. I was falling for him! 'Idiot! You can't fall for him! It's not right! Mimi! Nothing will happen. Come on girl, pretend like nothings different.' I chided myself, but it was no use. I knew I fell for him, and I fell hard, but my heart and my brain said 2 very different things. My brain was reminding me over and over that I shouldn't have seen him in the first place. I should have stayed away. I knew I should have, but it's all should haves, could haves would haves. It was too late. 'I'll ignore it.' I decided firmly, before driving off. One thought managed to tickle the back of my mind 'But for how long? You can't ignore it forever. The heart wants what it wants, no getting around it.' I pulled into the parking lot of the school, and spotted Matt talking with the group of people who used to be my friends many years ago. I longed to go see them, to be apart of that group. I wanted to be in matt's arms laughing at the latest gossip. I knew I couldn't though. I shook my head and walked away, preparing for another long day. Weeks passed still and the internal battle became worse. I was being torn up inside and despite all that I tried Matt still noticed it. "Meems, what's up with you? You're preoccupied lately. Withdrawn." "Nothing Matt, don't worry bout it" Suddenly Matt snapped. "Mimi, listen. I love being your friend, but you keep withdrawing from me like you do everyone else. I just want to be let in! Please Mimi!" I sighed deeply. I knew it was going to happen one day, but I just didn't want that one day to be now. "Matt." "Fine Mimi. Then I'm outta here. You don't wanna let me in, don't. But I'm not going to stick around with someone who doesn't care." I knew I was caught. I just couldn't let him leave, but I couldn't tell him. I couldn't form the words. He grabbed his jacket, but stopped at the door. I had followed him silently. "You know Mimi, I fell in love with you. I just can't stay around here knowing that you won't let me in. I had hope that you would, but I've risked a lot by keeping you a secret to everyone. I just won't do it anymore. See yah Mimi" I watched him walk out and I only managed to whisper "Matt" 1 week passed and I knew he was serious about not coming around anymore. I saw him glance my way in the hall, but turn away once he caught my eye. "So Matt, you don't have places to go anymore I take it. You've been around us a lot more nowadays." Tai said one day at lunch. "You're point being?" Matt snapped irritably. "Why don't you?" Sora asked. "Do I have to explain myself?" Matt retorted, clearly annoyed. "Calm down. They didn't mean anything by it. Jeez, what's gotten into you lately big bro?" TK wished his brother would just tell them, but it wasn't going to happen anytime soon. Matt just grunted, looking at the ground. My picture plagued his mind, all thoughts concentrated on me. A few more days passed, and I lay tossing and turning in my bed. Matt had dropped a note in my car that day.
Meems, I know you don't wanna tell me, and I feel bad resorting to this. but I just want you to trust me. I meant what I said that day at your place. I do love you.
Yamato
I just can't get it out of my head. He loved me, and I was being such a chicken by not telling him. I knew I could trust him, I was just so afraid. I didn't know what to do. Finally I fell into a restless sleep. I guess you could say I finally came to my senses the next day. It was after school, and I was walking to my car when I saw Matt standing with the group, like always. Something in me just snapped and I suddenly knew my heart had won. I dumped my books in my car and started walking towards them. I called out his name, and he turned. I had a huge grin on my face as I ran and jumped on him, hooking my legs around his waist. I just looked into his eyes for a moment before I kissed him passionately in front of everyone. When I came up for air, I whispered, "I love you too," receiving a bigger grin from him.