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I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of
disregard
Handful of complaints, but I can help the fact, that
everybody can see these scars
What I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you,
to just believe this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you
always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you want what I've got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I am a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
'Cause you don't understand, I do what I can, but
sometimes I don't make sense
I say what you never wanna say, but I've never had a
doubt
It's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, for
once just to hear me out
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you
always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you want what I've got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Chapter One - Not Enough
Harry Potter looked into the mirror. He looked like he had aged about
2 years, and had the muscle of a life long athlete. When he owled
Dumbledore, he said it was Harry's body adjusting to the amount of
power Harry was undoubtedly gaining.
"Potter!" Yelled Vernon Dursley, who in Harry's eyes was the devil,
"What is it this time?" Yelled Harry `Maybe that was not such a good idea` said a little voice in the back of his head.
FWIP!
Harry suddenly fell over in agony what he saw made him want to faint; sticking out his leg was an arrow.
Fwip! Fwip, Fwip!
Harry looked at the damage from the cliff between rage and agony - he had one arrow protruding from both of his legs and one in his right arm, the last one was imbedded in his chest - it had found it's way between two of his ribs. He looked at Uncle Vernon, who had a crossbow in his hand and Vernon said, "What are you looking at?" "You're ugly face!" Uncle Vernon's face contorted in fury as he grasped the arrow in Harry's arm and twisted it around and pulled it out - but Harry only winced holding back the scream that was fighting like a cornered muskrat to escape his lips.
Vernon continued to do that to each of the arrows before saying "Now I want you to go outside and tend to the garden, then vacuum the house. After that you will be hanging up Dudley's new punching bag. When that is finished you will go on the roof to repair the hail damage. Now GET TO WORK!"
Harry winced but carried out every one of his chores - only one thing spurring him on..
~~~~!Flashback!~~~~
Harry looked up from the garden to see a beautiful girl - around his age - looking at him.
"Hi" She said. "Hi" he said, but noticed a wand sticking out of her pocket "come here." She obliged, looking nervous "You're a witch aren't you?" She looked taken aback by this but looked at him and said, "Yes." "Great, 'cause I'm a wizard - I go to Hogwarts, where do you go?" It felt so good to talk to someone for the first time in two months. "I'm going to Hogwarts this year, too! We can hang out! My name is Star" "You don't know how nice it is to talk to someone - I'm Harry Potter, by the way. And it would be awesome to hang out with you." He looked at her; her long, straight raven black hair around her cream colored skin, and noticed that she was very pretty - no not just pretty, - beautiful. "I am sorry, but if I don't get back to work the Dursley's wont feed me so if you could come back tomorrow we can hang out." "That's awful! Yes I will come back tomorrow - it has been nice talking to you, Harry."
~~~~!End Flashback!~~~~
That was yesterday, she was coming back today - that was the only thing that kept him going, but he did not know why. He also remembered the day his Uncle had locked Harry in the house with Dudley while he and Petunia went to the store. Flashback Harry heard the car pull away, and as he did, he fell to the ground in agony. Dudley had punched him in the stomach. After an hour or so of beating Harry senseless Dudley got board. But as he started to turn away, Harry started glowing black. In an instant all of his wounds were healed and Dudley was looking at him in horror. "Ahh!" Dudley screamed. Harry then fell to the ground, healed but very tired.
End Flashback
Harry remembered that clearly. He had not eaten in a week because of that. But he also remembered seeing someone with raven hair, cream-colored skin and a look of happiness in her eyes outside the window - right before he blacked out.
"Hiya Harry!" "Hey Star, it was nice of you to come back, I need someone to talk to." "No problem." She looked into his eyes and what she saw scared her a bit - she saw love, caring and happiness - but she also saw despair, hate and sadness on his red puffy eyes. "Harry, what's wrong? You have been crying!" "You don't need to worry." "Harry, please tell me!" "Oh, ok, well it started the day I was born." . . . .
"And then I met you."
"Harry. I am so sorry. I had no idea, you know what - wait a sec, why did you tell me all of that?" "I don't know - You are the first person who didn't gawk at my scar, and you are really nice - it just feels right to open up to you - I just told you things my best friends don't know." "Oh. I have an idea! How about you come and stay at my house!" "Really?" "Yes really! Your Uncle might shoot you again!" "That would be great, that you so much!"
Chapter Two
Back to Hogwarts!
"Star?"
"Yes, Harry?"
"Are you sure it is ok for me to come to stay at your
house?"
"Of course it is, silly!"
"Thank you."
"Harry, why do you like to be around me?"
"Wha? Oh, Well it is because -er- because when I am
around you I feel like I can say anything to you, and
you are very fun to be around."
"Harry?"
"Yes?"
"I feel the same way"
Harry smiled, about ten minutes ago he had taken all of
his things to Star's home and met her parents. Now they
were lying on the grass, talking like they had known
each other forever.
"Star?"
"Yes?"
"You have no idea how great it will be to have you at
Hogwarts."
"Thank you Harry, you are so sweet!"
Harry blushed crimson at the last comment.
"Harry, what would you say to going to dinner and a
movie tonight?"
"I would love that, Star" "I had a really good time tonight, Harry"
"Me to, me to."
"Harry?"
"Yes?"
"Do you think -you know- after we know each other a
little better - we could be a couple?"
"Yes, actually, I was going to ask you that to. If I
spend the rest of summer with you, we could know each
other really well. How about after we get to Hogwarts?"
"That sounds perfect, Harry"
"I am getting tired, Harry, but I don't want to move"
"Then don't, I like this"
"Good night"
"Night."
Harry and Star were on a couch, Harry lying down on his
back, and Star was lying on top of him, her head on
Harry's chest. Harry breathed in her scent - she smelled
wonderful - like cinnamon.
And Harry couldn't help but think `I wish I could stay
like this forever`.
Harry woke up first the next morning and looked at Star
- she was beautiful.
"Star, wake up"
"Wha? Morning Harry"
Harry looked at her and said "You are to beautiful"
He brushed his hands through her hair and kissed her
lightly on the forehead.
Last day of Vacation
Harry spent the rest of the summer with Star. He told
her about Hogwarts and himself. She told him all about
her. By the end of summer Harry knew Star just as well
as he knew Ron, or so he thought.
"Come on Harry, we have to get to the Platform!"
"Lets go, Star"
As they hopped aboard the Scarlet Steam Engine they went
to find a compartment. They found one and put their
luggage in the rack and sat down.
They talked awhile and about 25 minutes later their
compartment door slid open and Ron and Hermione came in.
"Hi Ron, Hermione!"
"Hi Harry!" They said.
"Guys this is star, Star that is Ron and Hermione"
"Hi"
"Hello"
"How did you and Star meet?"
"I was outside working, after my Uncle shot me four
times with a crossbow (at witch Ron and Hermione looked
horrified) and she came over and we talked and then
healed me. After that I told her what happened, and she
let me stay at her home for the rest of the summer."
Ron and Hermione exchanged knowing looks.
"Are you guys a couple?"
"Well" Star spoke "We are now, we wanted to get to
Hogwarts before we were and now we are here!"
She was right - in the distance, stood Hogwarts.
"Harry, we are a couple now!" She squealed in delight.
"Lets act like it then" said Harry putting his arms
around her and kissing her chin, and then her nose and
cheeks and then finally her lips. As they kissed Star
put her arms around Harry neck and Harry pulled her
closer, the kiss intensifying. When the finally broke
they were both smiling, content in each other's arms.
In the Great Hall Star and Harry sat next to each other
at the feast.
"The headmaster already said I would be in Gryffindor."
"Yes!" Harry said.
After the feast they all went to the Common room, Ron
and 'Mione said goodnight and went to their Dorms.
"Harry, lets sleep down here on the couch - I don't want
to be away from you! And then everyone will know we are
together!"
"Ok, oh and Star?"
"Yes?"
"You are the most beautiful person both inside and out I
have ever met."
Star blushed slightly and said "I am getting tired -
lets sleep"
"Ok."
Harry lay down on his back and Star got on top of him on
her stomach and put her head in the crook under Harry's
chin. Her arms snaked around his neck and Harry put his
hand on her back - pulling her closer.
"Good night"
"Night beautiful"
At this they kissed lovingly and fell asleep in each
other's arms.
Harry awoke the next morning to a faint cinnamon smell,
Stars hair - he loved that smell.
He looked at his watch - it was 7:02.
Harry brushed Star's hair behind her ear and kissed her
lightly to wake her.
"Good morning, Harry" She said, smiling happily.
"Only because you are here, beautiful."
They got up and went to change, when Harry got to his
dorm Ron was up.
"Good morning Harry"
"How the hell do you know what kind of fucking morning
it is?" He said, grinning when Ron started looking mad.
"I am just kidding, yes it is a good morning, I slept
with Star on the couch last night."
After he changed he went down to find Star already
there, looking at her schedule.
"Uhg! Potions first thing!" Said Harry, looking at it.
"At least we will still be together!" said Star and
Harry Agreed.
"Potter!" said Snape "could you stop staring at your
girlfriend and PAY ATTENTION! Ten points from
Gryffindor!"
"Yes professor, sorry"
Harry sat there the rest of the class sneaking looks at
Star when ever he could.
"Harry, I think I am falling for you" Said Star smiling
as Harry kissed her.
"I fell for you the moment I saw you, Star - you are the
most beautiful woman in the world, you know that?"
"Only because you keep telling me," She said, smiling.
"Get a room you two!"
"Oh, shut it Ron! Go find Hermione, I'm sure she would
love to do this with you!"
Ron turned bright red and stormed away to the library.
"What time is it, Harry?"
"Umm, 9:47 beautiful"
"I am getting tired - lets sleep down here again"
"Ok"
"Night, Beautiful"
"Night Harry"
*
RONS THOUGHTS
'Harry always gets everything, women, fame, money and
now that hottie. Why can't ever get anything? That
stupid prat! I bet Harry bought her - or maybe it was
the fame.'
{A/N} I know it's not the best but I had to emphasize
how much Harry and Star feel for each other. Plz Review
Disclaimer - If I owned this I would be enjoying a stay at a world-class hotel and resort, then I would buy them.
I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of
disregard
Handful of complaints, but I can help the fact, that
everybody can see these scars
What I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you,
to just believe this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you
always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you want what I've got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I am a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
'Cause you don't understand, I do what I can, but
sometimes I don't make sense
I say what you never wanna say, but I've never had a
doubt
It's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, for
once just to hear me out
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you
always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you want what I've got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Chapter One - Not Enough
Harry Potter looked into the mirror. He looked like he had aged about
2 years, and had the muscle of a life long athlete. When he owled
Dumbledore, he said it was Harry's body adjusting to the amount of
power Harry was undoubtedly gaining.
"Potter!" Yelled Vernon Dursley, who in Harry's eyes was the devil,
"What is it this time?" Yelled Harry `Maybe that was not such a good idea` said a little voice in the back of his head.
FWIP!
Harry suddenly fell over in agony what he saw made him want to faint; sticking out his leg was an arrow.
Fwip! Fwip, Fwip!
Harry looked at the damage from the cliff between rage and agony - he had one arrow protruding from both of his legs and one in his right arm, the last one was imbedded in his chest - it had found it's way between two of his ribs. He looked at Uncle Vernon, who had a crossbow in his hand and Vernon said, "What are you looking at?" "You're ugly face!" Uncle Vernon's face contorted in fury as he grasped the arrow in Harry's arm and twisted it around and pulled it out - but Harry only winced holding back the scream that was fighting like a cornered muskrat to escape his lips.
Vernon continued to do that to each of the arrows before saying "Now I want you to go outside and tend to the garden, then vacuum the house. After that you will be hanging up Dudley's new punching bag. When that is finished you will go on the roof to repair the hail damage. Now GET TO WORK!"
Harry winced but carried out every one of his chores - only one thing spurring him on..
~~~~!Flashback!~~~~
Harry looked up from the garden to see a beautiful girl - around his age - looking at him.
"Hi" She said. "Hi" he said, but noticed a wand sticking out of her pocket "come here." She obliged, looking nervous "You're a witch aren't you?" She looked taken aback by this but looked at him and said, "Yes." "Great, 'cause I'm a wizard - I go to Hogwarts, where do you go?" It felt so good to talk to someone for the first time in two months. "I'm going to Hogwarts this year, too! We can hang out! My name is Star" "You don't know how nice it is to talk to someone - I'm Harry Potter, by the way. And it would be awesome to hang out with you." He looked at her; her long, straight raven black hair around her cream colored skin, and noticed that she was very pretty - no not just pretty, - beautiful. "I am sorry, but if I don't get back to work the Dursley's wont feed me so if you could come back tomorrow we can hang out." "That's awful! Yes I will come back tomorrow - it has been nice talking to you, Harry."
~~~~!End Flashback!~~~~
That was yesterday, she was coming back today - that was the only thing that kept him going, but he did not know why. He also remembered the day his Uncle had locked Harry in the house with Dudley while he and Petunia went to the store. Flashback Harry heard the car pull away, and as he did, he fell to the ground in agony. Dudley had punched him in the stomach. After an hour or so of beating Harry senseless Dudley got board. But as he started to turn away, Harry started glowing black. In an instant all of his wounds were healed and Dudley was looking at him in horror. "Ahh!" Dudley screamed. Harry then fell to the ground, healed but very tired.
End Flashback
Harry remembered that clearly. He had not eaten in a week because of that. But he also remembered seeing someone with raven hair, cream-colored skin and a look of happiness in her eyes outside the window - right before he blacked out.
"Hiya Harry!" "Hey Star, it was nice of you to come back, I need someone to talk to." "No problem." She looked into his eyes and what she saw scared her a bit - she saw love, caring and happiness - but she also saw despair, hate and sadness on his red puffy eyes. "Harry, what's wrong? You have been crying!" "You don't need to worry." "Harry, please tell me!" "Oh, ok, well it started the day I was born." . . . .
"And then I met you."
"Harry. I am so sorry. I had no idea, you know what - wait a sec, why did you tell me all of that?" "I don't know - You are the first person who didn't gawk at my scar, and you are really nice - it just feels right to open up to you - I just told you things my best friends don't know." "Oh. I have an idea! How about you come and stay at my house!" "Really?" "Yes really! Your Uncle might shoot you again!" "That would be great, that you so much!"
Chapter Two
Back to Hogwarts!
"Star?"
"Yes, Harry?"
"Are you sure it is ok for me to come to stay at your
house?"
"Of course it is, silly!"
"Thank you."
"Harry, why do you like to be around me?"
"Wha? Oh, Well it is because -er- because when I am
around you I feel like I can say anything to you, and
you are very fun to be around."
"Harry?"
"Yes?"
"I feel the same way"
Harry smiled, about ten minutes ago he had taken all of
his things to Star's home and met her parents. Now they
were lying on the grass, talking like they had known
each other forever.
"Star?"
"Yes?"
"You have no idea how great it will be to have you at
Hogwarts."
"Thank you Harry, you are so sweet!"
Harry blushed crimson at the last comment.
"Harry, what would you say to going to dinner and a
movie tonight?"
"I would love that, Star" "I had a really good time tonight, Harry"
"Me to, me to."
"Harry?"
"Yes?"
"Do you think -you know- after we know each other a
little better - we could be a couple?"
"Yes, actually, I was going to ask you that to. If I
spend the rest of summer with you, we could know each
other really well. How about after we get to Hogwarts?"
"That sounds perfect, Harry"
"I am getting tired, Harry, but I don't want to move"
"Then don't, I like this"
"Good night"
"Night."
Harry and Star were on a couch, Harry lying down on his
back, and Star was lying on top of him, her head on
Harry's chest. Harry breathed in her scent - she smelled
wonderful - like cinnamon.
And Harry couldn't help but think `I wish I could stay
like this forever`.
Harry woke up first the next morning and looked at Star
- she was beautiful.
"Star, wake up"
"Wha? Morning Harry"
Harry looked at her and said "You are to beautiful"
He brushed his hands through her hair and kissed her
lightly on the forehead.
Last day of Vacation
Harry spent the rest of the summer with Star. He told
her about Hogwarts and himself. She told him all about
her. By the end of summer Harry knew Star just as well
as he knew Ron, or so he thought.
"Come on Harry, we have to get to the Platform!"
"Lets go, Star"
As they hopped aboard the Scarlet Steam Engine they went
to find a compartment. They found one and put their
luggage in the rack and sat down.
They talked awhile and about 25 minutes later their
compartment door slid open and Ron and Hermione came in.
"Hi Ron, Hermione!"
"Hi Harry!" They said.
"Guys this is star, Star that is Ron and Hermione"
"Hi"
"Hello"
"How did you and Star meet?"
"I was outside working, after my Uncle shot me four
times with a crossbow (at witch Ron and Hermione looked
horrified) and she came over and we talked and then
healed me. After that I told her what happened, and she
let me stay at her home for the rest of the summer."
Ron and Hermione exchanged knowing looks.
"Are you guys a couple?"
"Well" Star spoke "We are now, we wanted to get to
Hogwarts before we were and now we are here!"
She was right - in the distance, stood Hogwarts.
"Harry, we are a couple now!" She squealed in delight.
"Lets act like it then" said Harry putting his arms
around her and kissing her chin, and then her nose and
cheeks and then finally her lips. As they kissed Star
put her arms around Harry neck and Harry pulled her
closer, the kiss intensifying. When the finally broke
they were both smiling, content in each other's arms.
In the Great Hall Star and Harry sat next to each other
at the feast.
"The headmaster already said I would be in Gryffindor."
"Yes!" Harry said.
After the feast they all went to the Common room, Ron
and 'Mione said goodnight and went to their Dorms.
"Harry, lets sleep down here on the couch - I don't want
to be away from you! And then everyone will know we are
together!"
"Ok, oh and Star?"
"Yes?"
"You are the most beautiful person both inside and out I
have ever met."
Star blushed slightly and said "I am getting tired -
lets sleep"
"Ok."
Harry lay down on his back and Star got on top of him on
her stomach and put her head in the crook under Harry's
chin. Her arms snaked around his neck and Harry put his
hand on her back - pulling her closer.
"Good night"
"Night beautiful"
At this they kissed lovingly and fell asleep in each
other's arms.
Harry awoke the next morning to a faint cinnamon smell,
Stars hair - he loved that smell.
He looked at his watch - it was 7:02.
Harry brushed Star's hair behind her ear and kissed her
lightly to wake her.
"Good morning, Harry" She said, smiling happily.
"Only because you are here, beautiful."
They got up and went to change, when Harry got to his
dorm Ron was up.
"Good morning Harry"
"How the hell do you know what kind of fucking morning
it is?" He said, grinning when Ron started looking mad.
"I am just kidding, yes it is a good morning, I slept
with Star on the couch last night."
After he changed he went down to find Star already
there, looking at her schedule.
"Uhg! Potions first thing!" Said Harry, looking at it.
"At least we will still be together!" said Star and
Harry Agreed.
"Potter!" said Snape "could you stop staring at your
girlfriend and PAY ATTENTION! Ten points from
Gryffindor!"
"Yes professor, sorry"
Harry sat there the rest of the class sneaking looks at
Star when ever he could.
"Harry, I think I am falling for you" Said Star smiling
as Harry kissed her.
"I fell for you the moment I saw you, Star - you are the
most beautiful woman in the world, you know that?"
"Only because you keep telling me," She said, smiling.
"Get a room you two!"
"Oh, shut it Ron! Go find Hermione, I'm sure she would
love to do this with you!"
Ron turned bright red and stormed away to the library.
"What time is it, Harry?"
"Umm, 9:47 beautiful"
"I am getting tired - lets sleep down here again"
"Ok"
"Night, Beautiful"
"Night Harry"
*
RONS THOUGHTS
'Harry always gets everything, women, fame, money and
now that hottie. Why can't ever get anything? That
stupid prat! I bet Harry bought her - or maybe it was
the fame.'
{A/N} I know it's not the best but I had to emphasize
how much Harry and Star feel for each other. Plz Review