What if it All Made Sense
A/N: Sorry about the wait I went to a Youth Meeting in Arkansas and I forgot to remind you guys, I hope you like the next of several twists in this fic. Jamie Angel
Landon*~ about three hours later doctor Nicholson came out to tell us what happened. Everyone got anxious and started fidgeting. "I must say," he started. "I think the surgery went really well." Everyone let out a sigh of relief.
"Will she walk again?" I asked.
"Well we won't know until she tries it herself," he said with a smile. He then talked with Jamie's parents for a few minutes then he took them back to see her. Stacy and I got to see her after they did.
"You can go first," I said with a small smile.
"Thanks Landon," Stacy said smiling warmly at me.
I waited about twenty minutes and Stacy came back. I saw that she had been crying. "She wants to see you now Landon," she said sitting down.
"Thanks," I said walking back to her room.
Jamie*~ Landon walked in the room and sat down by my bed. "How you feeling sweetie?" he asked stroking my hair.
"I've felt better," I said trying to smile.
"I bet you have," he said with a chuckle.
"Landon will I ever walk again?" I asked staring off into space.
"The doctor said you might, you might not he won't know until you try which will be in about two weeks, because they want your legs to be well rested." He said quietly.
"Oh, I see, so I can't try to walk for two weeks, what will I do? I'll die of boredom!" I said dramatically.
"You'll think of something," he said smiling at me.
"I'm not going to live through these two weeks," I said as he smiled and kissed me.
*~~Two Weeks Later~~*
Jamie*~ "Are you ready?" Doctor Nicholson asked as he lifted me out of the wheel chair.
"As ready as I'll ever be," I said with a faint smile.
"Okay I'm going to let go and I want to try to walk at least three steps," he said grabbing me by the waist. He let go and I put my leg forward and fell. Dr. Nicholson was quick to catch me.
"Sorry about that," I said blushing.
"Its okay, that was only your first time it may take a few days for you to get it down again," he said smiling.
"Can I try again?" I asked with begging eyes.
"Okay but when your legs start to hurt you must let me know," he said sternly. He let me go and I took a step forward and fell again. And again Dr. Nicholson was quick to catch me.
"Let's call it a day I don't want you to hurt yourself," he said leading me back to me wheel chair.
* Jamie*~ I was about two weeks later and I still wasn't walking. "Landon what's wrong with me?" I asked with tears in my eyes.
"Shh, baby its okay; I know you'll walk again." He said hugging me.
"Jamie the doctor is here," Stacy said walking into the room. My mother and father followed the doctor with anxious faces.
"Mr. and Mrs. Sullivan, Jamie," He said nodding his greeting. "I ran some tests on Jamie and I found that," he paused.
"What did you find?" I said grabbing Landon's hand.
"Jamie, you'll never walk again, I'm sorry," he said bowing his head.
"No!" I said starting to sob. Landon held me close to him. "No, no, no why!!" I said sobbing into Landon's shoulder.
"Oh my God!!" my father exclaimed. My mother fell onto my dad's shoulder and started to sob.
"I'm so sorry Jamie," Dr. Nicholson said squeezing my shoulder. He left me and my family to be alone. I sat there and sobbed. I finally drifted off into a deep dreamless slumber.
Landon*~ Never walk again?? I couldn't believe it. Jamie was so upset I thought she was going to cry to an early death. I was going over to Jamie's house to talk to Taylor, I wanted to do something special for Jamie but I needed Taylor to help.
"Come on in Landon," she said when I arrived.
"Thanks Taylor," I said walking into the front room.
"So what brings you here," she said with a cheery smile.
"Well I wanted to do something for your sister but I don't know what," I said looking at her.
"Oh that's easy," she said smiling a smile that could light up a room. "She loves flowers and candy, she also likes to wear rings..some times she'll wear a necklace.........but nothing fancy," Taylor finished still smiling.
We talked for a little while longer but I had some shopping to do so I left.
Jamie*~ I was sitting in my wheel chair up in my room when Landon walked in. "Hey baby," he said walking in with about two boxes and something behind his back.
"Hey, what are you doing here?" I asked glad he was here.
"I got you some things to show you that I love you," he said grinning his lopsided grin. He handed me about 2 dozen roses half red and the other half white.
"Oh Landon this is so sweet," I said about to cry.
"But wait there's more," he said handing me a box of my favorite candy.
"Landon this is too much," I said giggling.
"No it's not enough," he said handing me another little box.
"What is this," I asked suspiciously.
"Open it," he said kneeling by my chair. I opened it and saw a beautiful little locket. On the front of it, it said LC+JS 4ever. And when I opened it I saw a picture of me and a picture of Landon on the other side.
"Ohmigosh Landon this is so beautiful!" I squealed kissing him.
"So you like it," he asked smiling.
"Like it?? I love it" I said kissing him again.
*
About two hours later I was in my room alone. I decided to write a little something in my notebook. I had nothing else to do. This is what I wrote.
October 18, 2003
Dear Journal,
A couple days ago I was told I will never walk again. I can't believe this is happening to me. I didn't mean for God to try to take me away, I was just angry. I wish God would take away the pain I have in my heart. I know he can but will he? Does he think I deserve a second chance? I can only pray now. But I promise you this....I will walk again, someday, I will walk again.
Jamie Sullivan
After I wrote that I lay down my notebook and went to sleep.
A/N: I hope you guys liked that. Please review!! And I want to thank you all for you wonderful reviews. I'm happy you like my fic!
A/N: Sorry about the wait I went to a Youth Meeting in Arkansas and I forgot to remind you guys, I hope you like the next of several twists in this fic. Jamie Angel
Landon*~ about three hours later doctor Nicholson came out to tell us what happened. Everyone got anxious and started fidgeting. "I must say," he started. "I think the surgery went really well." Everyone let out a sigh of relief.
"Will she walk again?" I asked.
"Well we won't know until she tries it herself," he said with a smile. He then talked with Jamie's parents for a few minutes then he took them back to see her. Stacy and I got to see her after they did.
"You can go first," I said with a small smile.
"Thanks Landon," Stacy said smiling warmly at me.
I waited about twenty minutes and Stacy came back. I saw that she had been crying. "She wants to see you now Landon," she said sitting down.
"Thanks," I said walking back to her room.
Jamie*~ Landon walked in the room and sat down by my bed. "How you feeling sweetie?" he asked stroking my hair.
"I've felt better," I said trying to smile.
"I bet you have," he said with a chuckle.
"Landon will I ever walk again?" I asked staring off into space.
"The doctor said you might, you might not he won't know until you try which will be in about two weeks, because they want your legs to be well rested." He said quietly.
"Oh, I see, so I can't try to walk for two weeks, what will I do? I'll die of boredom!" I said dramatically.
"You'll think of something," he said smiling at me.
"I'm not going to live through these two weeks," I said as he smiled and kissed me.
*~~Two Weeks Later~~*
Jamie*~ "Are you ready?" Doctor Nicholson asked as he lifted me out of the wheel chair.
"As ready as I'll ever be," I said with a faint smile.
"Okay I'm going to let go and I want to try to walk at least three steps," he said grabbing me by the waist. He let go and I put my leg forward and fell. Dr. Nicholson was quick to catch me.
"Sorry about that," I said blushing.
"Its okay, that was only your first time it may take a few days for you to get it down again," he said smiling.
"Can I try again?" I asked with begging eyes.
"Okay but when your legs start to hurt you must let me know," he said sternly. He let me go and I took a step forward and fell again. And again Dr. Nicholson was quick to catch me.
"Let's call it a day I don't want you to hurt yourself," he said leading me back to me wheel chair.
* Jamie*~ I was about two weeks later and I still wasn't walking. "Landon what's wrong with me?" I asked with tears in my eyes.
"Shh, baby its okay; I know you'll walk again." He said hugging me.
"Jamie the doctor is here," Stacy said walking into the room. My mother and father followed the doctor with anxious faces.
"Mr. and Mrs. Sullivan, Jamie," He said nodding his greeting. "I ran some tests on Jamie and I found that," he paused.
"What did you find?" I said grabbing Landon's hand.
"Jamie, you'll never walk again, I'm sorry," he said bowing his head.
"No!" I said starting to sob. Landon held me close to him. "No, no, no why!!" I said sobbing into Landon's shoulder.
"Oh my God!!" my father exclaimed. My mother fell onto my dad's shoulder and started to sob.
"I'm so sorry Jamie," Dr. Nicholson said squeezing my shoulder. He left me and my family to be alone. I sat there and sobbed. I finally drifted off into a deep dreamless slumber.
Landon*~ Never walk again?? I couldn't believe it. Jamie was so upset I thought she was going to cry to an early death. I was going over to Jamie's house to talk to Taylor, I wanted to do something special for Jamie but I needed Taylor to help.
"Come on in Landon," she said when I arrived.
"Thanks Taylor," I said walking into the front room.
"So what brings you here," she said with a cheery smile.
"Well I wanted to do something for your sister but I don't know what," I said looking at her.
"Oh that's easy," she said smiling a smile that could light up a room. "She loves flowers and candy, she also likes to wear rings..some times she'll wear a necklace.........but nothing fancy," Taylor finished still smiling.
We talked for a little while longer but I had some shopping to do so I left.
Jamie*~ I was sitting in my wheel chair up in my room when Landon walked in. "Hey baby," he said walking in with about two boxes and something behind his back.
"Hey, what are you doing here?" I asked glad he was here.
"I got you some things to show you that I love you," he said grinning his lopsided grin. He handed me about 2 dozen roses half red and the other half white.
"Oh Landon this is so sweet," I said about to cry.
"But wait there's more," he said handing me a box of my favorite candy.
"Landon this is too much," I said giggling.
"No it's not enough," he said handing me another little box.
"What is this," I asked suspiciously.
"Open it," he said kneeling by my chair. I opened it and saw a beautiful little locket. On the front of it, it said LC+JS 4ever. And when I opened it I saw a picture of me and a picture of Landon on the other side.
"Ohmigosh Landon this is so beautiful!" I squealed kissing him.
"So you like it," he asked smiling.
"Like it?? I love it" I said kissing him again.
*
About two hours later I was in my room alone. I decided to write a little something in my notebook. I had nothing else to do. This is what I wrote.
October 18, 2003
Dear Journal,
A couple days ago I was told I will never walk again. I can't believe this is happening to me. I didn't mean for God to try to take me away, I was just angry. I wish God would take away the pain I have in my heart. I know he can but will he? Does he think I deserve a second chance? I can only pray now. But I promise you this....I will walk again, someday, I will walk again.
Jamie Sullivan
After I wrote that I lay down my notebook and went to sleep.
A/N: I hope you guys liked that. Please review!! And I want to thank you all for you wonderful reviews. I'm happy you like my fic!