oO thank you people for the review!! ILL BE DAMED I ACTUALLY GOT ONE,
actually 6 but whatever!! MWAHAHAHAH ok haha less hyper now. on with the
story! Reminder again I am a first writer and these ideas still need alotta
help!!
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Syaoron is Back
* Oh I can't wait to see Sakura again! I wonder if she remembers me, I wonder if she cares * all these thoughts were going through Syaoron's head, he didn't expect what he saw next.
The door opened, and he was caught face to face with what he thought was Sakura. It didn't look like her. She used to wear pink, now its black. She wore dark makeup, even though Syaoron knew she didn't wear makeup before, he thought it wouldn't be so gloomy. He also noticed she had multiple piercings, that was something new that shocked him. But he knew it was Sakura. he knew.
*Oh my god!! It's him, what why why why now. why not when I was innocent purely innocent * she thought in the back of her head. Not knowing how to react what to say after 5 years, she only did what she knew would protect her from pain.
"I'm sorry, but we aren't interested in whatever you're selling," Sakura said, and simply shut the door in his face.
Syaoron didn't understand what had just happened. * What was she wearing? Why did she close the door on me?!?!* Not knowing what to do, he just simply left the doorstep, and continued to Tomoyo. She might still be sane.
* * * Tomoyo's House * *
*Oh, who could be knocking at this hour?! I'm going to be late for school!!* Tomoyo raced down the stairs, and opened the door.
"Syaoron?!?!" Tomoyo stared in disbelief, and jumped up and hugged him. "Oh, I missed you Syaoron!! Have you seen Sakura?! I hope you haven't, so many things have changed, so many things.
"I saw her Tomoyo, she didn't look like Sakura, but I knew it was her," he muttered looking towards the ground. "What happened to her, why is she all, dark and different?"
"Yano, I have no idea," she sighed. "It started after you left though that's all I know. Then year, she just changed. No body really knows what happened to her. We just all know she isn't the same. Anyways, Syaoron come to school with me today, I'm sure so many people would love to see you like Eriol for one!" "Sure Tomoyo, I'm sure Eriol can tell me something bout Sakura. Hey maybe she'll be there," Syaoron muttered and got in the car to go to Tomoeda High School.
* * * Sakura * *
She had been sitting in her room for sometime, holding her legs to her chest and rocking back and forth back and forth. * Funny to imagine, 3 years ago, I visualized this day. I thought when he returned, I would jump all over him, give him those kisses Tomoyo and Eriol have so constantly. But instead, I close the door on him, pretending I haven't a clue who he was. I wish I could be innocent, just a little taste of that would be nice* She held onto her heart pendant, knowing from here on out things are going to be different, and it terrified her. She wouldn't be going to school today, she knew who was there.
* * * Tomeoda High * * *
"SYAORON!" Everyone screamed and yelled, remembering him from Tomoeda Elementary. "HOW HAVE YOU BEEN?!?!? IT HAS BEEN SO LONNG!!"
Syaoron looked at everyone dazed, he couldn't believe all these people still remembered him. Quickly, Tomoyo dragged him out of the crowd to an empty classroom. Eriol smiled at Syaoron. "Good to see you back," Eriol teased. "Good to see you too," Syaoron replied glaring. Then they both broke into laughter.
Tomoyo ran up to him and placed a soft kiss on his lips. Luckily this time, it didn't get to a point where Syaoron would be throwing up all over the floor. When they broke apart, Syaoron was full of questions for Eriol.
"Tell me, what do you know about Sakura," Syaoron asked Eriol. He had hoped that he would know more than Tomoyo did.
"I don't know much more about Sakura, but I did happen to see her a month after you left," he replied. "She was walking with some people, I didn't know who, they all looked like they came straight out of the grave. They were around their 20's too. I tried to follow her, but it was too hard."
"You think that has something to do with her change?" Syaoron asked eagerly.
"Maybe, but no one knows until Sakura speaks for herself," Eriol sighed regretfully, knowing he did not help Syaoron.
"Anyways, Syaoron where are you going to be staying," Tomoyo broke the uncomfortable silence.
"I haven't figured that out, I don't think I have anywhere to stay," Syaoron said grimly.
"Stay with me, the house is big anyways and my parents won't mind," Eriol replied.
"Thanks Eriol," he sighed. It nearly time to be in class. He would have to register for school soon.
Throughout the whole day Syaoron couldn't stop thinking about Sakura.
* * * Sakura * * *
Things were bad for Sakura as well. Her own demons were beginning to kill her, and only she knows what happened. Throughout the whole day, she made a PRO and CON list for Syaoron, and debated with herself whether she should let Syaoron into her life.
She finally figured out, she would not let him hurt her anymore. Sakura was sick of getting hurt, and she knew love would become pain. * I would rather get hurt by any other man than that bastard Syaoron Li * Even though it hurt her to think it, she knew it was for the better. Tears came flowing down her cheek, looking at the mirror, she saw herself crying. * Why cant I be the old me again? *
Later, Sakura was about to eat her instant noodles. She heard a clash; someone had broken into her house. They were in her room. * Oh, that fuckers gonna hate the day they messed with me * She quickly grabbed the bat, and slowly went to her room.
The door opened, and she hit the man on instinct. She had hit Syaoron.
" OH MY GOD, WUT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING YOU FREAK!!" she screamed.
Syaoron was on the floor, she had hit him pretty hard. But he could take it, he took a minute to reply. "Well, saying that you probably wouldn't have let me in if I didn't climb through the window. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW YOU WERE GOING TO SWING A BAT AT ME?!" Syaoron coughed out.
"Well, how am I supposed to know that you were going to climb through my window?!" Sakura felt bad, but she knew she could get too close.
"I just wanted to see you again, I'm so sorry I didn't return sooner, but yano bitch ass parents," Syaoron said finally the pain was going away.
Sakura felt a pang in her heart, she couldn't figure if it was a good or bad thing. Finally she said, "Yea I know tell me about it." The next thing Sakura felt were arms closing around her, she didn't struggle. She hasn't had a hug for so long, it felt so right. Sakura wanted to feel so much more, but she had to stop.
"Syaoron, you cannot be here," Sakura stammered. "Please leave now."
"Why Sakura, I came back for you," he whispered in her ear, holding her. "I love you... I always have."
Sakura could feel the tears forming in her eyes, and she looked him straight in his eyes. Before she could say anything, Syaoron kissed her innocently, when they broke away, she wanted more. Sakura had kissed him back, making sure it wasn't innocent at all. Their tongues intertwined and teased one another it felt so good, so right.
In the back of Sakura's head, she knew she had made a mistake. She knew, she just opened the doors to hell.
A/N: Once again sorry if this is confusing! Review again please! And when I say E+T, I really just mean a little. This story is mostly S+S and a LITTLE E+T.. Sorry to dissapoint those E+T fans out there! /b
help!!
*-* Thinking
"-" Talking
Haha..ok NOW SERIOUSLY on with the story
Changes
Syaoron is Back
* Oh I can't wait to see Sakura again! I wonder if she remembers me, I wonder if she cares * all these thoughts were going through Syaoron's head, he didn't expect what he saw next.
The door opened, and he was caught face to face with what he thought was Sakura. It didn't look like her. She used to wear pink, now its black. She wore dark makeup, even though Syaoron knew she didn't wear makeup before, he thought it wouldn't be so gloomy. He also noticed she had multiple piercings, that was something new that shocked him. But he knew it was Sakura. he knew.
*Oh my god!! It's him, what why why why now. why not when I was innocent purely innocent * she thought in the back of her head. Not knowing how to react what to say after 5 years, she only did what she knew would protect her from pain.
"I'm sorry, but we aren't interested in whatever you're selling," Sakura said, and simply shut the door in his face.
Syaoron didn't understand what had just happened. * What was she wearing? Why did she close the door on me?!?!* Not knowing what to do, he just simply left the doorstep, and continued to Tomoyo. She might still be sane.
* * * Tomoyo's House * *
*Oh, who could be knocking at this hour?! I'm going to be late for school!!* Tomoyo raced down the stairs, and opened the door.
"Syaoron?!?!" Tomoyo stared in disbelief, and jumped up and hugged him. "Oh, I missed you Syaoron!! Have you seen Sakura?! I hope you haven't, so many things have changed, so many things.
"I saw her Tomoyo, she didn't look like Sakura, but I knew it was her," he muttered looking towards the ground. "What happened to her, why is she all, dark and different?"
"Yano, I have no idea," she sighed. "It started after you left though that's all I know. Then year, she just changed. No body really knows what happened to her. We just all know she isn't the same. Anyways, Syaoron come to school with me today, I'm sure so many people would love to see you like Eriol for one!" "Sure Tomoyo, I'm sure Eriol can tell me something bout Sakura. Hey maybe she'll be there," Syaoron muttered and got in the car to go to Tomoeda High School.
* * * Sakura * *
She had been sitting in her room for sometime, holding her legs to her chest and rocking back and forth back and forth. * Funny to imagine, 3 years ago, I visualized this day. I thought when he returned, I would jump all over him, give him those kisses Tomoyo and Eriol have so constantly. But instead, I close the door on him, pretending I haven't a clue who he was. I wish I could be innocent, just a little taste of that would be nice* She held onto her heart pendant, knowing from here on out things are going to be different, and it terrified her. She wouldn't be going to school today, she knew who was there.
* * * Tomeoda High * * *
"SYAORON!" Everyone screamed and yelled, remembering him from Tomoeda Elementary. "HOW HAVE YOU BEEN?!?!? IT HAS BEEN SO LONNG!!"
Syaoron looked at everyone dazed, he couldn't believe all these people still remembered him. Quickly, Tomoyo dragged him out of the crowd to an empty classroom. Eriol smiled at Syaoron. "Good to see you back," Eriol teased. "Good to see you too," Syaoron replied glaring. Then they both broke into laughter.
Tomoyo ran up to him and placed a soft kiss on his lips. Luckily this time, it didn't get to a point where Syaoron would be throwing up all over the floor. When they broke apart, Syaoron was full of questions for Eriol.
"Tell me, what do you know about Sakura," Syaoron asked Eriol. He had hoped that he would know more than Tomoyo did.
"I don't know much more about Sakura, but I did happen to see her a month after you left," he replied. "She was walking with some people, I didn't know who, they all looked like they came straight out of the grave. They were around their 20's too. I tried to follow her, but it was too hard."
"You think that has something to do with her change?" Syaoron asked eagerly.
"Maybe, but no one knows until Sakura speaks for herself," Eriol sighed regretfully, knowing he did not help Syaoron.
"Anyways, Syaoron where are you going to be staying," Tomoyo broke the uncomfortable silence.
"I haven't figured that out, I don't think I have anywhere to stay," Syaoron said grimly.
"Stay with me, the house is big anyways and my parents won't mind," Eriol replied.
"Thanks Eriol," he sighed. It nearly time to be in class. He would have to register for school soon.
Throughout the whole day Syaoron couldn't stop thinking about Sakura.
* * * Sakura * * *
Things were bad for Sakura as well. Her own demons were beginning to kill her, and only she knows what happened. Throughout the whole day, she made a PRO and CON list for Syaoron, and debated with herself whether she should let Syaoron into her life.
She finally figured out, she would not let him hurt her anymore. Sakura was sick of getting hurt, and she knew love would become pain. * I would rather get hurt by any other man than that bastard Syaoron Li * Even though it hurt her to think it, she knew it was for the better. Tears came flowing down her cheek, looking at the mirror, she saw herself crying. * Why cant I be the old me again? *
Later, Sakura was about to eat her instant noodles. She heard a clash; someone had broken into her house. They were in her room. * Oh, that fuckers gonna hate the day they messed with me * She quickly grabbed the bat, and slowly went to her room.
The door opened, and she hit the man on instinct. She had hit Syaoron.
" OH MY GOD, WUT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING YOU FREAK!!" she screamed.
Syaoron was on the floor, she had hit him pretty hard. But he could take it, he took a minute to reply. "Well, saying that you probably wouldn't have let me in if I didn't climb through the window. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW YOU WERE GOING TO SWING A BAT AT ME?!" Syaoron coughed out.
"Well, how am I supposed to know that you were going to climb through my window?!" Sakura felt bad, but she knew she could get too close.
"I just wanted to see you again, I'm so sorry I didn't return sooner, but yano bitch ass parents," Syaoron said finally the pain was going away.
Sakura felt a pang in her heart, she couldn't figure if it was a good or bad thing. Finally she said, "Yea I know tell me about it." The next thing Sakura felt were arms closing around her, she didn't struggle. She hasn't had a hug for so long, it felt so right. Sakura wanted to feel so much more, but she had to stop.
"Syaoron, you cannot be here," Sakura stammered. "Please leave now."
"Why Sakura, I came back for you," he whispered in her ear, holding her. "I love you... I always have."
Sakura could feel the tears forming in her eyes, and she looked him straight in his eyes. Before she could say anything, Syaoron kissed her innocently, when they broke away, she wanted more. Sakura had kissed him back, making sure it wasn't innocent at all. Their tongues intertwined and teased one another it felt so good, so right.
In the back of Sakura's head, she knew she had made a mistake. She knew, she just opened the doors to hell.
A/N: Once again sorry if this is confusing! Review again please! And when I say E+T, I really just mean a little. This story is mostly S+S and a LITTLE E+T.. Sorry to dissapoint those E+T fans out there! /b