A/N: Hello I am BACK!! Mwahhaa continuing shall we?
Warning: E+T lemon, to make you E+T fans happy. for the rest its pretty much S+S this chap is going to be longer =] ENJOY!
First a lil thank yooHS to everyone who reviewed and to MYA who reviewed twice =) thnx!
*-* thoughts "-" talking
and I forgot to mention in the other chps. I don't own CCS although I wish I did cuz id b rich but I don't. this goes for all my chps.
Changes
"After the Kiss"
~Sakura's POV~
I dreamed of this day, the day that Syaoron would return to me, and he would save me from this hellhole and all the crap with it. After I kissed him, I knew it would not happen. I drove my father and Touya to the brink of madness. how? I have no idea
Syaoron sat down holding me on the couch for a while. His amber eyes pleaded for a reason for my changes
"Sakura, you sure have changed quite a bit from when we were 11," Syaoron muttered while rubbing my arm. "What happened after I left? Why the change?"
"Syaoron, everyone makes mistakes yano?" I replied dryly and coldly. I didn't know what to say, I know I didn't want anyone in my life. I've been hurt too many times. Syaoron has been the most important person in my life, and I wasn't about to let him hurt me too.
Soon after hours of talking, mostly me avoiding his questions, he gave me a kiss goodbye. I sat holding myself. I didn't know what I did, or why I did it. How could I let him kiss me?
~Syaoron's POV~
That walk home, I kept thinking of one. no two things, all involving Sakura. First was the fact that I actually got a kiss from her. Now that was amazing. Even though she hit me pretty hard with that bat, the kiss took my breath away. The second was that she avoided all my questions for her changing. She just kept rambling on and on about mistakes. What mistakes could she had made in her life to change her into THAT?! A goth? I truly wonder what happened to her sweet innocent self.
~Tomoyo and Eriol~
"Ohohohohoho," Tomoyo's very strange laughter rang in Eriol's room. They had just had a major lip-lock session. Tomoyo was taking a breather as Eriol tickled her neck with his kisses.
"Oh Eriol," Tomoyo moaned. "How do you think Sakura is doing with Syaoron? I don't believe you told him to go through her window!"
Eriol stopped kissing her and started her in her beautiful amethyst eyes. "Sakura couldn't have done too much to Syaoron. And if I know him, he probably has her in bed right now."
"You're so naughty Eriol!" Tomoyo laughed. "By the way, since we have the house to ourselves, and Syaoron might not be home for the whole night."
Eriol understood right where Tomoyo was going, and began to kiss her sweetly placing butterfly kisses on her neck and shoulders. He had Tomoyo's shirt off when Syaoron came busting through the door.
"SYAORON?!" Tomoyo screamed grabbing the blanket to cover her body. "HAVE YOU HEARD OF KNOCKING?!"
"AHH" Syaoron shut his eyes quickly. "Well, how should I have known that you and Eriol were about to fuck anyways?!"
After Tomoyo had her shirt safely back on she started asking Syaoron all these questions. "So did you and Sakura do anything?" Tomoyo asked with stars in her eyes.
"Well first, bad idea to go through her window, she knocked me with a bat," Syaoron muttered as Eriol and Tomoyo started laughing hysterically.
"Let me get this straight," Eriol said holding his sides from collapsing. "She hit you with a bat?! WHERE?!?!"
"Hahaha," Syaoron replied sarcastically at the two. "She hit my stomach and not any lower, so don't get ideas! I can still have children. WELL ANYWAYS, we kissed, and talked. She avoided all my questions."
"All of them?" Tomoyo asked in disbelief.
"All," Syaoron sighed running his hand through his hair. "I don't believe that girl whats up with her?!"
"No one knows," Eriol said sadly.
"Yano, whenever Sakura's ready to tell us, she will," Tomoyo muttered. "Anyways, Eriol I gotta go. Someone ruined our fun, I promise my house will be much more private." Tomoyo winked and kissed him goodbye.
"Dude Eriol, next time if your bout to fuck a girl, leave a sock on the door or something," Syaoron teased. "I mean, I myself would have locked it!"
"Yano what, shut the fuck up," Eriol hit him with a pillow. "At least I was bout to get some, and I didn't get wacked with a bat."
"Hahahah," Syaoron laughed sarcastically. "Something bout Sakura just doesn't seem right, and what is up with that heart thing she wears on her neck?"
"She wore it after she turned into that thing we know as today Sakura," Eriol said. "It must go with all the black."
"Naw, there must be more to it," Syaoron said thinking about that heart and what it could mean. "Anyways, school tomorrow, I should call my mom soon."
"Yea, wouldn't want to see her upset," Eriol teased. "Night Syaoron."
"Night."
Syaoron couldn't sleep that night, thinking bout what Sakura is now.
* * * * Meanwhile at Sakura's * * *
Sakura just as well could not fall asleep. She still felt the kiss on her lips, and the way he held her.
*I can't let my defenses down now. I've been through too much, I finally learned how to stop crying every night. Why did he have to come back now? Right when I figured out how I'm supposed to be he comes back! Fucking bastard! He has the worst fucking timing. I have to think what I should do yesterday. With my luck he probably sits behind me in most of my classes. I know, I'll avoid him, and if he gets close I'll run away. I'll spend the rest of the day at Naomi's house. He won't find me, and I wont see him. Perfect.*
She still couldn't sleep after her plan was set, it didn't seem right. It didn't feel right. not a bit..
* * * Next morning at Sakura's * * *
She was getting ready her perfectly forged note. She had been forging all her parent signatures from day one, so they don't know she was on her own. Sakura didn't get a bit of sleep last night, and she was still wide-awake. She already called Naomi to tell her that she was going over to her house after school. Her next hours would be completely pretending Syaoron was not there.
*No problem this is going to be easy* she thought as she walked off to school.
* * * At School * * *
Sakura was right; Syaoron did sit behind her in five of her six classes. It was freaky, it was exactly like elementary school. Except, she welcomed him sitting behind her, Sakura wanted nothing to do with him. Through every class, she acted as if no one sat behind her. She didn't talk to anyone, and didn't turn around to glance at him.
*Why is she ignoring me?* Syaoron thought frustrated. *After that kiss we shared, I thought she would be more open towards me. Instead she's more distant, and its starting to drive me insane!!!!*
Sakura felt his every glance, his every feeling. She didn't feel to good herself. In the middle of the night, she thought this was the best way now she wasn't so sure. She felt like shit every time he was around her. Every time she reminded herself it was for the better. for the better.
* * ~Tomoyo and Eriol~ * * "Look at those two, agh she makes me so mad sometimes!" Tomoyo sighed frustrated. "Why the fuck won't she let him around her? And why is she being such a bitch? I swear, she isn't the girl we all knew. What happened?!"
"I can't read minds, even though I wish I could," Eriol said trying to comfort Tomoyo. "Whatever happened, it must have been dramatic. She doesn't even let us come over anymore. What the fuck is up with that?"
"It just makes me so ANGRY!!!" Tomoyo screamed.
"Don't worry then my little angel, I know how to make you happy," Eriol smiled slyly and winked. He grabbed her and ran off into an empty, dark classroom.
"Eriol, AT SCHOOL?!" she giggled with pleasure.
"Don't worry, I'm giving you a sample of what is to come at your house this weekend," he winked.
Slowly, he placed little butterfly kisses on her neck, shoulders, and near her breast. Eriol loved the shirt she was wearing, it was a low V-cut tank top, with a short skirt. He had protection in his wallet, and slipped it on, as Tomoyo broke into flirty giggles. Tomoyo unzipped his pants as Eriol took off her underwear.
"Sexy Tomoyo, black laced, what were u planning for this?" Eriol teased before bringing her closer of a lingering kiss.
He then slowly slipped himself into her. Looking at Tomoyo, she felt so alive. I mean, how many girls can honestly say they were fucking in a classroom?!
When Eriol felt she was ready, he moved in and out of her. First slowly. Tomoyo moaned softly begging for more..
"Oh Eriol," She moaned. "More please, don't stop!"
He did as she pleased leaving sweet little kisses on her neck. Tomoyo tried to control the excitement. Finally, they were at their peak, and a burst of explosion and warmness filled the two.
"Now doesn't that make you feel better?" Eriol asked Tomoyo laughingly.
"Oh definitely," Tomoyo giggled. "I am one of those lucky girls that can say they fucked on their history teacher's table."
They both broke into laughter and walked out looking casual.
* * * After School * * *
Sakura ran off right when the bell hit 2:50. She ran to find Naomi, and went straight to her house. Naomi was quite an interesting girl. Don't be fooled by her name. She was another gothic girl. Wore dark makeup, and probably knew the most about Sakura. She didn't need to know why Sakura was at her house.
"So, looks like your life is in a shithole again eh Kinomoto? Naomi asked curiously. "Looks like you need some shit to get you feeling better."
Naomi took a hit off her bong. "Want some? It'll make the next couple hours seem so peaceful."
"Naw," Sakura regretfully declined. "Not today."
"Aiite, well, if you change your mind, I have a dub left," Naomi laughed. She was already getting fucked up. After she was, she stopped talking, and eventually Sakura felt it was safe to go home.
Syaoron didn't feel good today at all. He thought after the kiss, Sakura might become his girl, and they start doing shit that Eriol and Tomoyo were doing. He heard some weird noises outside History as he walked passed it, of course who would want to know what they were doing? He felt like shit, pure shit. Sakura didn't even notice he was alive. He imagined better. Syaoron still hadn't called his mother yet. Didn't feel it was the right time. Didn't want to have her thought put into this before his business was taken care of.
*Ugh, that gurl makes me feel so bad. I wonder what in her life fucked her up this way? Well, I'm going to find out, she's going to find me on her doorstep whether she liked it or not.*
* * * At Sakura's House * * *
The first thing Sakura saw was a brown-haired guy sitting on the steps to her house. He looked very depressed, and Sakura knew why. This time, she wouldn't let her defenses down.
"What the fuck are you doing here Syaoron?" She asked coldly. "Wasn't that bat enough to teach you what its like to come here unwelcomed?"
"Sorry, but I love you too much to let you be a fucken bitch to me," Syaoron replied bitterly. "What the fuck have you been doing? You smell like fucken weed! Is that whats fucking you up Kinomoto?"
"Shuttup Syaoron!" She snapped back. "You fucken left me when I was 12, and stopped writing a year later. Don't gimmie any crap when you can't even stay to help out your friends, or your LOVE."
Syaoron was obviously hurt by her last comment. "I TOLD YOU IT WASN'T MY CHOICE TO LEAVE!" Syaoron fought back frustrated. "Do you think I wanted to leave you, Tomoeda, and all my friends behind?"
"I don't care if it was your choice or not," She replied calmly. "The point is you left, and this happened to me. All this fucken shit happened after you left. Now step aside and let me in my own house." Syaoron obviously wouldn't let her get to her door. He grabbed onto her shoulders. "Tell me what happened? Why is no one home?" Syaoron looked pleading into her eyes. "Tell me please I can help you." She didn't say a word and looked away. "GOD DAMMIT ANSWER ME!" he screamed and shook her.
Sakura struggled and Syaoron finally let go of her. "Shit happened Syaoron," She muttered.
"WHAT HAPPENED?!" he desperately wanted to know. "Why is everyone gone?"
Sakura felt tears welding in her eyes. Syaoron was so sure she would give in, and closed his eyes and sighed. The next thing he felt was a sharp sting on his left cheek. She had just slapped him.
"Come back Li Syaoron and I swear, you won't ever see this face again," her voice cracked as she spoke. Sakura pushed him aside and went into her house and locked the door behind her.
A/N: DON'T HATE MEE!! Haha I actually like this chapter, finally found a bit of my inspiration. Now if you want to know why I put E+T Lemon in here, its to test out my lemon skills. Reminder, this Lemon wasn't made to be too graphic, it was fucking in a classroom, I wasn't going to be soo descriptive on it! Oh and also, I suck at writing them. This is the first time I wrote one. So read and review, and tell me how I could improve my Lemon skills. Mwahaha. Thnx ppl!
Warning: E+T lemon, to make you E+T fans happy. for the rest its pretty much S+S this chap is going to be longer =] ENJOY!
First a lil thank yooHS to everyone who reviewed and to MYA who reviewed twice =) thnx!
*-* thoughts "-" talking
and I forgot to mention in the other chps. I don't own CCS although I wish I did cuz id b rich but I don't. this goes for all my chps.
Changes
"After the Kiss"
~Sakura's POV~
I dreamed of this day, the day that Syaoron would return to me, and he would save me from this hellhole and all the crap with it. After I kissed him, I knew it would not happen. I drove my father and Touya to the brink of madness. how? I have no idea
Syaoron sat down holding me on the couch for a while. His amber eyes pleaded for a reason for my changes
"Sakura, you sure have changed quite a bit from when we were 11," Syaoron muttered while rubbing my arm. "What happened after I left? Why the change?"
"Syaoron, everyone makes mistakes yano?" I replied dryly and coldly. I didn't know what to say, I know I didn't want anyone in my life. I've been hurt too many times. Syaoron has been the most important person in my life, and I wasn't about to let him hurt me too.
Soon after hours of talking, mostly me avoiding his questions, he gave me a kiss goodbye. I sat holding myself. I didn't know what I did, or why I did it. How could I let him kiss me?
~Syaoron's POV~
That walk home, I kept thinking of one. no two things, all involving Sakura. First was the fact that I actually got a kiss from her. Now that was amazing. Even though she hit me pretty hard with that bat, the kiss took my breath away. The second was that she avoided all my questions for her changing. She just kept rambling on and on about mistakes. What mistakes could she had made in her life to change her into THAT?! A goth? I truly wonder what happened to her sweet innocent self.
~Tomoyo and Eriol~
"Ohohohohoho," Tomoyo's very strange laughter rang in Eriol's room. They had just had a major lip-lock session. Tomoyo was taking a breather as Eriol tickled her neck with his kisses.
"Oh Eriol," Tomoyo moaned. "How do you think Sakura is doing with Syaoron? I don't believe you told him to go through her window!"
Eriol stopped kissing her and started her in her beautiful amethyst eyes. "Sakura couldn't have done too much to Syaoron. And if I know him, he probably has her in bed right now."
"You're so naughty Eriol!" Tomoyo laughed. "By the way, since we have the house to ourselves, and Syaoron might not be home for the whole night."
Eriol understood right where Tomoyo was going, and began to kiss her sweetly placing butterfly kisses on her neck and shoulders. He had Tomoyo's shirt off when Syaoron came busting through the door.
"SYAORON?!" Tomoyo screamed grabbing the blanket to cover her body. "HAVE YOU HEARD OF KNOCKING?!"
"AHH" Syaoron shut his eyes quickly. "Well, how should I have known that you and Eriol were about to fuck anyways?!"
After Tomoyo had her shirt safely back on she started asking Syaoron all these questions. "So did you and Sakura do anything?" Tomoyo asked with stars in her eyes.
"Well first, bad idea to go through her window, she knocked me with a bat," Syaoron muttered as Eriol and Tomoyo started laughing hysterically.
"Let me get this straight," Eriol said holding his sides from collapsing. "She hit you with a bat?! WHERE?!?!"
"Hahaha," Syaoron replied sarcastically at the two. "She hit my stomach and not any lower, so don't get ideas! I can still have children. WELL ANYWAYS, we kissed, and talked. She avoided all my questions."
"All of them?" Tomoyo asked in disbelief.
"All," Syaoron sighed running his hand through his hair. "I don't believe that girl whats up with her?!"
"No one knows," Eriol said sadly.
"Yano, whenever Sakura's ready to tell us, she will," Tomoyo muttered. "Anyways, Eriol I gotta go. Someone ruined our fun, I promise my house will be much more private." Tomoyo winked and kissed him goodbye.
"Dude Eriol, next time if your bout to fuck a girl, leave a sock on the door or something," Syaoron teased. "I mean, I myself would have locked it!"
"Yano what, shut the fuck up," Eriol hit him with a pillow. "At least I was bout to get some, and I didn't get wacked with a bat."
"Hahahah," Syaoron laughed sarcastically. "Something bout Sakura just doesn't seem right, and what is up with that heart thing she wears on her neck?"
"She wore it after she turned into that thing we know as today Sakura," Eriol said. "It must go with all the black."
"Naw, there must be more to it," Syaoron said thinking about that heart and what it could mean. "Anyways, school tomorrow, I should call my mom soon."
"Yea, wouldn't want to see her upset," Eriol teased. "Night Syaoron."
"Night."
Syaoron couldn't sleep that night, thinking bout what Sakura is now.
* * * * Meanwhile at Sakura's * * *
Sakura just as well could not fall asleep. She still felt the kiss on her lips, and the way he held her.
*I can't let my defenses down now. I've been through too much, I finally learned how to stop crying every night. Why did he have to come back now? Right when I figured out how I'm supposed to be he comes back! Fucking bastard! He has the worst fucking timing. I have to think what I should do yesterday. With my luck he probably sits behind me in most of my classes. I know, I'll avoid him, and if he gets close I'll run away. I'll spend the rest of the day at Naomi's house. He won't find me, and I wont see him. Perfect.*
She still couldn't sleep after her plan was set, it didn't seem right. It didn't feel right. not a bit..
* * * Next morning at Sakura's * * *
She was getting ready her perfectly forged note. She had been forging all her parent signatures from day one, so they don't know she was on her own. Sakura didn't get a bit of sleep last night, and she was still wide-awake. She already called Naomi to tell her that she was going over to her house after school. Her next hours would be completely pretending Syaoron was not there.
*No problem this is going to be easy* she thought as she walked off to school.
* * * At School * * *
Sakura was right; Syaoron did sit behind her in five of her six classes. It was freaky, it was exactly like elementary school. Except, she welcomed him sitting behind her, Sakura wanted nothing to do with him. Through every class, she acted as if no one sat behind her. She didn't talk to anyone, and didn't turn around to glance at him.
*Why is she ignoring me?* Syaoron thought frustrated. *After that kiss we shared, I thought she would be more open towards me. Instead she's more distant, and its starting to drive me insane!!!!*
Sakura felt his every glance, his every feeling. She didn't feel to good herself. In the middle of the night, she thought this was the best way now she wasn't so sure. She felt like shit every time he was around her. Every time she reminded herself it was for the better. for the better.
* * ~Tomoyo and Eriol~ * * "Look at those two, agh she makes me so mad sometimes!" Tomoyo sighed frustrated. "Why the fuck won't she let him around her? And why is she being such a bitch? I swear, she isn't the girl we all knew. What happened?!"
"I can't read minds, even though I wish I could," Eriol said trying to comfort Tomoyo. "Whatever happened, it must have been dramatic. She doesn't even let us come over anymore. What the fuck is up with that?"
"It just makes me so ANGRY!!!" Tomoyo screamed.
"Don't worry then my little angel, I know how to make you happy," Eriol smiled slyly and winked. He grabbed her and ran off into an empty, dark classroom.
"Eriol, AT SCHOOL?!" she giggled with pleasure.
"Don't worry, I'm giving you a sample of what is to come at your house this weekend," he winked.
Slowly, he placed little butterfly kisses on her neck, shoulders, and near her breast. Eriol loved the shirt she was wearing, it was a low V-cut tank top, with a short skirt. He had protection in his wallet, and slipped it on, as Tomoyo broke into flirty giggles. Tomoyo unzipped his pants as Eriol took off her underwear.
"Sexy Tomoyo, black laced, what were u planning for this?" Eriol teased before bringing her closer of a lingering kiss.
He then slowly slipped himself into her. Looking at Tomoyo, she felt so alive. I mean, how many girls can honestly say they were fucking in a classroom?!
When Eriol felt she was ready, he moved in and out of her. First slowly. Tomoyo moaned softly begging for more..
"Oh Eriol," She moaned. "More please, don't stop!"
He did as she pleased leaving sweet little kisses on her neck. Tomoyo tried to control the excitement. Finally, they were at their peak, and a burst of explosion and warmness filled the two.
"Now doesn't that make you feel better?" Eriol asked Tomoyo laughingly.
"Oh definitely," Tomoyo giggled. "I am one of those lucky girls that can say they fucked on their history teacher's table."
They both broke into laughter and walked out looking casual.
* * * After School * * *
Sakura ran off right when the bell hit 2:50. She ran to find Naomi, and went straight to her house. Naomi was quite an interesting girl. Don't be fooled by her name. She was another gothic girl. Wore dark makeup, and probably knew the most about Sakura. She didn't need to know why Sakura was at her house.
"So, looks like your life is in a shithole again eh Kinomoto? Naomi asked curiously. "Looks like you need some shit to get you feeling better."
Naomi took a hit off her bong. "Want some? It'll make the next couple hours seem so peaceful."
"Naw," Sakura regretfully declined. "Not today."
"Aiite, well, if you change your mind, I have a dub left," Naomi laughed. She was already getting fucked up. After she was, she stopped talking, and eventually Sakura felt it was safe to go home.
Syaoron didn't feel good today at all. He thought after the kiss, Sakura might become his girl, and they start doing shit that Eriol and Tomoyo were doing. He heard some weird noises outside History as he walked passed it, of course who would want to know what they were doing? He felt like shit, pure shit. Sakura didn't even notice he was alive. He imagined better. Syaoron still hadn't called his mother yet. Didn't feel it was the right time. Didn't want to have her thought put into this before his business was taken care of.
*Ugh, that gurl makes me feel so bad. I wonder what in her life fucked her up this way? Well, I'm going to find out, she's going to find me on her doorstep whether she liked it or not.*
* * * At Sakura's House * * *
The first thing Sakura saw was a brown-haired guy sitting on the steps to her house. He looked very depressed, and Sakura knew why. This time, she wouldn't let her defenses down.
"What the fuck are you doing here Syaoron?" She asked coldly. "Wasn't that bat enough to teach you what its like to come here unwelcomed?"
"Sorry, but I love you too much to let you be a fucken bitch to me," Syaoron replied bitterly. "What the fuck have you been doing? You smell like fucken weed! Is that whats fucking you up Kinomoto?"
"Shuttup Syaoron!" She snapped back. "You fucken left me when I was 12, and stopped writing a year later. Don't gimmie any crap when you can't even stay to help out your friends, or your LOVE."
Syaoron was obviously hurt by her last comment. "I TOLD YOU IT WASN'T MY CHOICE TO LEAVE!" Syaoron fought back frustrated. "Do you think I wanted to leave you, Tomoeda, and all my friends behind?"
"I don't care if it was your choice or not," She replied calmly. "The point is you left, and this happened to me. All this fucken shit happened after you left. Now step aside and let me in my own house." Syaoron obviously wouldn't let her get to her door. He grabbed onto her shoulders. "Tell me what happened? Why is no one home?" Syaoron looked pleading into her eyes. "Tell me please I can help you." She didn't say a word and looked away. "GOD DAMMIT ANSWER ME!" he screamed and shook her.
Sakura struggled and Syaoron finally let go of her. "Shit happened Syaoron," She muttered.
"WHAT HAPPENED?!" he desperately wanted to know. "Why is everyone gone?"
Sakura felt tears welding in her eyes. Syaoron was so sure she would give in, and closed his eyes and sighed. The next thing he felt was a sharp sting on his left cheek. She had just slapped him.
"Come back Li Syaoron and I swear, you won't ever see this face again," her voice cracked as she spoke. Sakura pushed him aside and went into her house and locked the door behind her.
A/N: DON'T HATE MEE!! Haha I actually like this chapter, finally found a bit of my inspiration. Now if you want to know why I put E+T Lemon in here, its to test out my lemon skills. Reminder, this Lemon wasn't made to be too graphic, it was fucking in a classroom, I wasn't going to be soo descriptive on it! Oh and also, I suck at writing them. This is the first time I wrote one. So read and review, and tell me how I could improve my Lemon skills. Mwahaha. Thnx ppl!