AN:// Thank you for the reviews! Will Syaoron leave..? hmm who knows ^^;;
What She Doesn't Know
Sakura awoke to find herself in Syaoron's bed. She didn't forget what Syaoron had asked her that night. But she did find something very unusual. Tomoyo kept hugging her telling her it was going to be alright. *What was going to be alright?* she thought. *Is there something I don't know? Well I don't care as long as I have Syaoron with me.*
Syaoron didn't get much sleep the other night. He knew Eriol told Tomoyo about his leaving. He could see it in her eyes as she hugged Sakura. *Way to go Eriol* he thought.
"I'm so happy to live with you now!" Sakura screamed hugging Syaoron after they got dressed. It made Syaoron's happiness drop another level. He couldn't leave her but, he has no choice. What was he to choose, his family or the love of his life? Syaoron couldn't decide if he wanted to abandon either. He just knew, what she doesn't know now cannot hurt her until later. And then later would give him more of an idea what to do later.
Syaoron kept his cool during the breakfast which he cooked. He smiled warmly at Sakura throughout the meal and talked to her casually. She was so cheery, her clothes did return to normal. He loved the way she looked, he loved the way she acted. How could he leave her?
"So am I terrible cook?" Syaoron asked giving Sakura a puppy-look.
"YEA YOU SUCK SO MUCH!!! I SHOULD HAVE COOKED!" Sakura said sarcastically laughing at him.
"Aww that hurt," Syaoron pretended to be sad and threw a little piece of egg at Sakura.
Sakura just laughed and made a face at him. "Hey later lets go to Eriol's and hang out there. I'm just so happy to get away from going to Naomi's every single day!" Sakura said happily.
"Sure whatever makes you happy," Syaoron said hoping Tomoyo could keep her cool unlike last night.
After they cleaned up after breakfast, Syaoron took Sakura to Eriol's home. Of course Tomoyo was already there because of her unstableness from the news.
The first thing Sakura saw when she rung the doorbell was Tomoyo with blood red eyes.
"TOMOYO!" Sakura said in shock. "WHAT HAPPENED??!"
"Nothings wrong!" Tomoyo said trying to be perky, it wasn't working. "As long as you remember everything's going to be ok no matter what, I'm fine." Tomoyo then hugged Sakura so hard, she wouldn't let her go. Sakura signaled a what the hell's wrong with her to Eriol, but he just shrugged. Sakura just held onto Tomoyo still kind of puzzled.
Eriol and Syaoron stepped into the kitchen. "Man Eriol why did you have to tell Tomoyo?!" Syaoron asked unhappily opening a can of coke.
"She's my girlfriend what do you expect?" Eriol said sadly. "I'm sorry she just could tell something was wrong, and I can't keep anything away from the woman I love. You shouldn't either."
"I know what I'm doing!" Syaoron said raising his voice slightly. "Look, if I tell her she's just gonna go back to her old self faster. You think that's a good idea? Besides I might be able to think a way out of it. What she doesn't know is not going to hurt her, for now."
"Whatever you say man," Eriol sighed. "I just think since I've known her for these past 5 years, I know what's going to happen. Either way she will be crushed if you do leave."
"Ahem," Tomoyo made a soft noise that scared Eriol and Syaoron. "No I'm not Sakura, I want a minute with Syaoron to talk though. Eriol can you go talk to Sakura for a while?"
"Sure my love," he said kissing her on the cheek. "Don't kill him got it?" he whispered into her ear. Tomoyo sign she wouldn't, but Eriol left the room anyways.
"How could you?" Tomoyo said her voice shaking. "How could you?! You leave for five years, then you come back only to leave again?"
"Look Tomo-"
"Don't even tell me to try and understand!" Tomoyo said her voice level rising a bit. "I have waited around for a letter a call from you to tell me that you did talk to Sakura. But you didn't!! Look at what you made her become! Now finally, she has everything she wants and you leave again. For five years Syaoron, all she wanted was you. There hasn't been anyone else.."
"HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL?!" Syaoron said beginning to lose his temper. "YOU THINK I WANT TO LEAVE HER?! YOU THINK I DIDN'T WANT TO SEE HER THAT FIVE YEARS?! YOU THINK THERE HASN'T BEEN A DAY I HAVEN'T THOUGHT OF HER SINCE I LEFT?! DO U THINK I WANT TO GO?! I love her Tomoyo, I love her so much. I don't want to leave."
"Then why are you?" Tomoyo said on the verge of tears again. "Why can't you just forget about your family in Hong Kong and stay with Sakura?"
"If I asked you to leave your family for Eriol would you right away?" Syaoron asked glaring at her.
"....yes..." Tomoyo said after a long while of silence. "Even though I would be scared, I wouldn't leave Eriol's side for my family. If they moved me to America, I would run away and stay here. I wouldn't leave Eriol, I'd throw away my life before I did. I love him Syaoron, and if you love Sakura, you shouldn't leave either."
"You're lying to me, how can it be that simple to make up your mind?!" Syaoron asked getting a little frustrated by Tomoyo.
"You see I have my priorities straight, and I choose to stay by Eriol," Tomoyo said staring at Syaoron. "I know I love my parents, but if they chose to do this to me, why should I follow? I'm 17 Syaoron, my parents can't tell me to walk away from the man that I love. Besides, they can adjust if they truly wanted to. Think about it."
Tomoyo walked out the kitchen leaving Syaoron in a confused state. Was it truly that simple to choose your love or your family? He followed Tomoyo out only to find Eriol telling horrible childhood stories.
"And remember the time when Syaoron was so in love with Sakura that he couldn't stop blushing?" Eriol asked laughing.
"I don't know Eriol, I thought it was cute," Tomoyo laughed in with the rest.
"Hey, hey, hey I blushed like crazy too after I found out!" Sakura laughed at herself.
"You know what I loved when we were little," Tomoyo started. "Well Eriol this is before you came along, but do you remember that play we did...."
"Oh no Tomoyo do not talk bout that," Syaoron said and held his head down waiting for Tomoyo to finish.
"Oh, I know what your talking about the Sleeping Beauty play, I saw the tape!" Eriol said trying not to laugh.
"Aww I think Syaoron looked so cute in the pink dress with blonde curls," Sakura said rubbing Syaoron's shoulder. After that the whole room started laughing after that, except for Syaoron who turned an interesting shade of red.
They spent the rest of the days watching Tomoyo's old tape of Sakura's first everything. Sakura hid behind the couch as the room awww'd. She hated those old tapes.
Finally, as night fell Syaoron and Sakura were alone as Eriol and Tomoyo went to do "couple" things.
"It's nice having us two you know?" Sakura said resting on Syaoron's shoulder. "Even though today was so boring for the both of us, it was good, it was good."
"Yea," Syaoron agreed. "I want you to know, that no matter what I love you very much. No matter what happens I'll be there for you."
"I know you will be Syaoron, I know!" Sakura smiled. "I'm glad that after all this time you're back. It's like when I first met you, you're always saving me. Remember the cards before I put them for the next person to find?"
"Yea how could I forget?" Syaoron chuckled. "It's what brought me to you the first time."
"Yeah well, your saving me again. From loneliness this time, from the pain of life, from NAOMI," Sakura laughed. "Without you being here right now, I'd be back in my rut of a home, with my bitterness. I'm so glad your back!"
"I'm happy to have you too," Syaoron said looking in her eyes. He kissed Sakura lightly on the lips, turning it into a more passionate kiss. It felt like it lasted for hours before they broke away.
"You know, I'm getting to like that more and more every time," Sakura laughed and snuggled closer to Syaoron.
"I am too," Syaoron kissed the top of Sakura's hair. This is exactly what he imagined for such a long time, but he never imagined he would have to crush her heart.
They kept with small talk, and eventually it was time for Sakura and Syaoron to return back to their apartment. Tomoyo once again hugged Sakura so hard and told her everything was going to be okay.
After a while, they were finally in bed after a little fun in the shower. Sakura had her arms around Syaoron. He fell straight asleep because he hadn't been sleeping well the past two nights. Sakura was still up....
She didn't understand why Tomoyo was acting the way she was. She didn't understand why everyone was telling her no matter what, it'll be ok. What was happening? What didn't she know?
AN:// haha no more description bout shower. I plan to end this story in like 2 more chapters. bless lazyness! R&R my people!
What She Doesn't Know
Sakura awoke to find herself in Syaoron's bed. She didn't forget what Syaoron had asked her that night. But she did find something very unusual. Tomoyo kept hugging her telling her it was going to be alright. *What was going to be alright?* she thought. *Is there something I don't know? Well I don't care as long as I have Syaoron with me.*
Syaoron didn't get much sleep the other night. He knew Eriol told Tomoyo about his leaving. He could see it in her eyes as she hugged Sakura. *Way to go Eriol* he thought.
"I'm so happy to live with you now!" Sakura screamed hugging Syaoron after they got dressed. It made Syaoron's happiness drop another level. He couldn't leave her but, he has no choice. What was he to choose, his family or the love of his life? Syaoron couldn't decide if he wanted to abandon either. He just knew, what she doesn't know now cannot hurt her until later. And then later would give him more of an idea what to do later.
Syaoron kept his cool during the breakfast which he cooked. He smiled warmly at Sakura throughout the meal and talked to her casually. She was so cheery, her clothes did return to normal. He loved the way she looked, he loved the way she acted. How could he leave her?
"So am I terrible cook?" Syaoron asked giving Sakura a puppy-look.
"YEA YOU SUCK SO MUCH!!! I SHOULD HAVE COOKED!" Sakura said sarcastically laughing at him.
"Aww that hurt," Syaoron pretended to be sad and threw a little piece of egg at Sakura.
Sakura just laughed and made a face at him. "Hey later lets go to Eriol's and hang out there. I'm just so happy to get away from going to Naomi's every single day!" Sakura said happily.
"Sure whatever makes you happy," Syaoron said hoping Tomoyo could keep her cool unlike last night.
After they cleaned up after breakfast, Syaoron took Sakura to Eriol's home. Of course Tomoyo was already there because of her unstableness from the news.
The first thing Sakura saw when she rung the doorbell was Tomoyo with blood red eyes.
"TOMOYO!" Sakura said in shock. "WHAT HAPPENED??!"
"Nothings wrong!" Tomoyo said trying to be perky, it wasn't working. "As long as you remember everything's going to be ok no matter what, I'm fine." Tomoyo then hugged Sakura so hard, she wouldn't let her go. Sakura signaled a what the hell's wrong with her to Eriol, but he just shrugged. Sakura just held onto Tomoyo still kind of puzzled.
Eriol and Syaoron stepped into the kitchen. "Man Eriol why did you have to tell Tomoyo?!" Syaoron asked unhappily opening a can of coke.
"She's my girlfriend what do you expect?" Eriol said sadly. "I'm sorry she just could tell something was wrong, and I can't keep anything away from the woman I love. You shouldn't either."
"I know what I'm doing!" Syaoron said raising his voice slightly. "Look, if I tell her she's just gonna go back to her old self faster. You think that's a good idea? Besides I might be able to think a way out of it. What she doesn't know is not going to hurt her, for now."
"Whatever you say man," Eriol sighed. "I just think since I've known her for these past 5 years, I know what's going to happen. Either way she will be crushed if you do leave."
"Ahem," Tomoyo made a soft noise that scared Eriol and Syaoron. "No I'm not Sakura, I want a minute with Syaoron to talk though. Eriol can you go talk to Sakura for a while?"
"Sure my love," he said kissing her on the cheek. "Don't kill him got it?" he whispered into her ear. Tomoyo sign she wouldn't, but Eriol left the room anyways.
"How could you?" Tomoyo said her voice shaking. "How could you?! You leave for five years, then you come back only to leave again?"
"Look Tomo-"
"Don't even tell me to try and understand!" Tomoyo said her voice level rising a bit. "I have waited around for a letter a call from you to tell me that you did talk to Sakura. But you didn't!! Look at what you made her become! Now finally, she has everything she wants and you leave again. For five years Syaoron, all she wanted was you. There hasn't been anyone else.."
"HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL?!" Syaoron said beginning to lose his temper. "YOU THINK I WANT TO LEAVE HER?! YOU THINK I DIDN'T WANT TO SEE HER THAT FIVE YEARS?! YOU THINK THERE HASN'T BEEN A DAY I HAVEN'T THOUGHT OF HER SINCE I LEFT?! DO U THINK I WANT TO GO?! I love her Tomoyo, I love her so much. I don't want to leave."
"Then why are you?" Tomoyo said on the verge of tears again. "Why can't you just forget about your family in Hong Kong and stay with Sakura?"
"If I asked you to leave your family for Eriol would you right away?" Syaoron asked glaring at her.
"....yes..." Tomoyo said after a long while of silence. "Even though I would be scared, I wouldn't leave Eriol's side for my family. If they moved me to America, I would run away and stay here. I wouldn't leave Eriol, I'd throw away my life before I did. I love him Syaoron, and if you love Sakura, you shouldn't leave either."
"You're lying to me, how can it be that simple to make up your mind?!" Syaoron asked getting a little frustrated by Tomoyo.
"You see I have my priorities straight, and I choose to stay by Eriol," Tomoyo said staring at Syaoron. "I know I love my parents, but if they chose to do this to me, why should I follow? I'm 17 Syaoron, my parents can't tell me to walk away from the man that I love. Besides, they can adjust if they truly wanted to. Think about it."
Tomoyo walked out the kitchen leaving Syaoron in a confused state. Was it truly that simple to choose your love or your family? He followed Tomoyo out only to find Eriol telling horrible childhood stories.
"And remember the time when Syaoron was so in love with Sakura that he couldn't stop blushing?" Eriol asked laughing.
"I don't know Eriol, I thought it was cute," Tomoyo laughed in with the rest.
"Hey, hey, hey I blushed like crazy too after I found out!" Sakura laughed at herself.
"You know what I loved when we were little," Tomoyo started. "Well Eriol this is before you came along, but do you remember that play we did...."
"Oh no Tomoyo do not talk bout that," Syaoron said and held his head down waiting for Tomoyo to finish.
"Oh, I know what your talking about the Sleeping Beauty play, I saw the tape!" Eriol said trying not to laugh.
"Aww I think Syaoron looked so cute in the pink dress with blonde curls," Sakura said rubbing Syaoron's shoulder. After that the whole room started laughing after that, except for Syaoron who turned an interesting shade of red.
They spent the rest of the days watching Tomoyo's old tape of Sakura's first everything. Sakura hid behind the couch as the room awww'd. She hated those old tapes.
Finally, as night fell Syaoron and Sakura were alone as Eriol and Tomoyo went to do "couple" things.
"It's nice having us two you know?" Sakura said resting on Syaoron's shoulder. "Even though today was so boring for the both of us, it was good, it was good."
"Yea," Syaoron agreed. "I want you to know, that no matter what I love you very much. No matter what happens I'll be there for you."
"I know you will be Syaoron, I know!" Sakura smiled. "I'm glad that after all this time you're back. It's like when I first met you, you're always saving me. Remember the cards before I put them for the next person to find?"
"Yea how could I forget?" Syaoron chuckled. "It's what brought me to you the first time."
"Yeah well, your saving me again. From loneliness this time, from the pain of life, from NAOMI," Sakura laughed. "Without you being here right now, I'd be back in my rut of a home, with my bitterness. I'm so glad your back!"
"I'm happy to have you too," Syaoron said looking in her eyes. He kissed Sakura lightly on the lips, turning it into a more passionate kiss. It felt like it lasted for hours before they broke away.
"You know, I'm getting to like that more and more every time," Sakura laughed and snuggled closer to Syaoron.
"I am too," Syaoron kissed the top of Sakura's hair. This is exactly what he imagined for such a long time, but he never imagined he would have to crush her heart.
They kept with small talk, and eventually it was time for Sakura and Syaoron to return back to their apartment. Tomoyo once again hugged Sakura so hard and told her everything was going to be okay.
After a while, they were finally in bed after a little fun in the shower. Sakura had her arms around Syaoron. He fell straight asleep because he hadn't been sleeping well the past two nights. Sakura was still up....
She didn't understand why Tomoyo was acting the way she was. She didn't understand why everyone was telling her no matter what, it'll be ok. What was happening? What didn't she know?
AN:// haha no more description bout shower. I plan to end this story in like 2 more chapters. bless lazyness! R&R my people!