AN:// I seriously can't wait to finish this story because I'm getting so
sick of it =P! Well thank you for the reviews!!
Discovering
Sakura woke up feeling absolutely heavenly. Syaoron probably made the most passionate love she ever felt in her entire being. She rolled over to hold him more, but she felt air as her arm fell down to where he'd usually be. *Maybe he's getting breakfast ready* she thought and got dressed to meet him in the kitchen.
She dressed quickly, she wanted Syaoron in her arms right now. Sakura quickly walked out of her room and expected a hot guy to be standing cooking her eggs and bacon he usually cooks. She frowned seeing he wasn't there. *Where the fuck did he go, he can't do this to me twice!!*
Sakura was in a state of panic. She couldn't think right, all she thought was that Syaoron might have left her again. Her other thoughts were maybe he just stepped out for a walk. It all ended when she saw a white note on the refrigerator. She quickly went to it and tore it off.
Dear Sakura,
I don't want to hurt you, I didn't want to see you cry either. So I didn't tell you that I had to leave. I was supposed to be home within two months since we were trapped in that room together. I didn't know what to do, you were finally normal and happy. I couldn't damper your whole life by telling you I was going to go back home soon, so I didn't tell you at all. I wanted to tell you later, but the more you cheered up, the worst I felt. I know I'm a total jackass for doing this to you, and I thought about bringing you back with me. But I can't ask you to move your whole life for me. My family meant a lot to me too. I plan to come back, and this time I promise I'll be back. I love you so much Sakura, I hope you forgive me and understand.
Sincerely,
Syaoron
She reread the note, tears welled up into her eyes. She couldn't believe he left her again after telling her she was finally safe. *What the fuck does he think he's doing?!* She ran to Eriol's home feeling completely lost.
As she was running to Eriol's home, Tomoyo and Eriol were getting ready for Sakura to show. After all they knew he would leave.
"Damn Eriol, I knew I should have told her," Tomoyo cursed setting up the tea. "How come you wouldn't let me?!"
"Because you knew as well as I that it was Syaoron's place to tell her not ours," Eriol sighed. "What we are here for is being here to cheer her up. Hopefully she won't be that sad."
"That sad?!" Tomoyo snorted at his ignorance. "She's going to be crushed, I mean how would you feel if I left and didn't tell you and probably just left a note?!"
"Good point, get the good chocolate in here too," Eriol agreed.
"Do you think she knows by now?" Tomoyo wondered. Suddenly the doorbell rang. "Well, that answers that question. C'mon Eriol."
Tomoyo and Eriol walked to the door and they found a teary eyed Sakura.
"Tomoyo, Eriol, he left me, AGAIN!" Sakura cried. "How can he do this to me?!"
"Aww my Sakura I don't know," Tomoyo hugged her. "Come in, we have tea and chocolate."
"Thanks guys," She whimpered and followed them in.
"So how did you find out?" Eriol asked looking really upset. He knew how.
"Well, besides him not being here, he left a note," Sakura sighed handing them the note.
Tomoyo and Eriol quickly read and reread it. It was very upsetting that he left with a freakin note. Tomoyo couldn't believe it. She bottled the anger she was feeling for Syaoron.
"God, what a jackass," Eriol said loudly. Even he couldn't believe the note. He just up and left.
"I was so happy you know, the night before, he like was so passionate," Sakura cried. "I guess I know why now, he was going to leave by the next morning." "Aww sweetie, don't worry everything's going to be alright," Tomoyo got up and hugged Sakura.
Sakura all of a sudden remembered everything from the past two months. The note had claimed that he had to leave two months after they got together. For two months Tomoyo had been saying the same thing, and hugging her. "YOU BITCH!" Sakura screamed and broke away. "BOTH OF YOU KNEW THAT HE WAS GOING TO LEAVE AND YOU DIDN'T TELL ME?! HOW CAN YOU KEEP SOMETHING SO IMPORTANT AWAY FROM ME?!"
"Sakura, I know it was a bad idea now, but we thought it was better if Syaoron told you than if we did," Eriol said somberly.
"Yea, a lot better he told me in a note, that's fucken great," Sakura said getting angry. "You guys are so great friends. You watched me fall in love again, and feel secure and safe, and you knew it was going to end. Great."
Sakura picked up her things, and the note, and continued t walk to the door. "Wait Sakura!" Tomoyo tried to stop her but it was no use, Sakura was out the door.
Sakura felt so empty, so alone, she couldn't believe that he had left her again. "What am I going to do?" She thought helplessly. "I guess I have to move my few stuff over back to my house."
She walked over back to her old apartment. Flashes of her living with Syaoron went through her mind. *How could he do this to me?* She cried harder thinking about him. Sakura made her way back to her old home, up the stairs and collapsed at her bed. She closed her eyes and fell asleep, not wanting to ever wake up again.
Dreams of Syaoron flashed through her mind, and she saw him get off the plane sad. He had red eyes, he must have been crying to. She watched him slowly walk to his home in Hong Kong. He trudged his way slowly, tears slid off his face and to the floor.
"How could I leave her?" Syaoron asked himself wanting to kill himself for hurting her.
Sakura watched him enter his home, and the first thing he did was beg his mom to go back.
"Please mother, let me return to Sakura," he begged on his knees.
"No Syaoron," Yelan spoke softly. Not looking in her son's eyes.
"Why NOT?!" He asked feeling so worthless and pathetic.
"Because you have responsibilities to us too Syaoron, family first," Yelan continued to speak coldly and heartlessly.
"I love her mother, please allow me to return," Syaoron begged once again hoping she would find room in her heart to allow him to go.
"If you can prove she loves you as much as you love her, I'll allow you to return, until then you can't go back," Yelan walked away from Syaoron. He cried harder, not knowing how to prove it. Syaoron laid collapsed on the floor, crying silent tears. "Oh Sakura," he cried.
"SYAORON!" Sakura awoke in a gasp. *Was it really all a dream?*
"Sakura?" Tomoyo gently knocked on the door. "I'm sorry for bothering you, I know you probably don't want to see me right now.."
"No its okay Tomoyo, I understand I really do I just needed time to myself," Sakura said softly hugging her best friend.
"Well any ideas what to do?" Tomoyo asked disappointed. Sakura still didn't look so great.
"First, I'm not going back to my goth shit," Sakura stated making Tomoyo sigh in relief. "Second, I'm going to Hong Kong."
"To Hong Kong why?" Tomoyo asked curiously.
"I don't know, but I think if I go after him, I might just get him back," Sakura sighed. "It's just a feeling."
"Me and Eriol will help you to the airport, we'll get you there asap," Tomoyo got up helping her friend. "Lets go."
"You better be ready for me Syaoron, I'm coming for you," she whispered only loudly enough for herself to hear.
AN:// OK I'M SO CLOSE TO DONNEE... *sigh* OK! R&R and don't forget to read my new fanfic betrayal. It's about how Sakura finds Syaoron in bed with another woman after being married to him frm 18 to 22. GO READ READ READ! Ok thank you bye bye!
Discovering
Sakura woke up feeling absolutely heavenly. Syaoron probably made the most passionate love she ever felt in her entire being. She rolled over to hold him more, but she felt air as her arm fell down to where he'd usually be. *Maybe he's getting breakfast ready* she thought and got dressed to meet him in the kitchen.
She dressed quickly, she wanted Syaoron in her arms right now. Sakura quickly walked out of her room and expected a hot guy to be standing cooking her eggs and bacon he usually cooks. She frowned seeing he wasn't there. *Where the fuck did he go, he can't do this to me twice!!*
Sakura was in a state of panic. She couldn't think right, all she thought was that Syaoron might have left her again. Her other thoughts were maybe he just stepped out for a walk. It all ended when she saw a white note on the refrigerator. She quickly went to it and tore it off.
Dear Sakura,
I don't want to hurt you, I didn't want to see you cry either. So I didn't tell you that I had to leave. I was supposed to be home within two months since we were trapped in that room together. I didn't know what to do, you were finally normal and happy. I couldn't damper your whole life by telling you I was going to go back home soon, so I didn't tell you at all. I wanted to tell you later, but the more you cheered up, the worst I felt. I know I'm a total jackass for doing this to you, and I thought about bringing you back with me. But I can't ask you to move your whole life for me. My family meant a lot to me too. I plan to come back, and this time I promise I'll be back. I love you so much Sakura, I hope you forgive me and understand.
Sincerely,
Syaoron
She reread the note, tears welled up into her eyes. She couldn't believe he left her again after telling her she was finally safe. *What the fuck does he think he's doing?!* She ran to Eriol's home feeling completely lost.
As she was running to Eriol's home, Tomoyo and Eriol were getting ready for Sakura to show. After all they knew he would leave.
"Damn Eriol, I knew I should have told her," Tomoyo cursed setting up the tea. "How come you wouldn't let me?!"
"Because you knew as well as I that it was Syaoron's place to tell her not ours," Eriol sighed. "What we are here for is being here to cheer her up. Hopefully she won't be that sad."
"That sad?!" Tomoyo snorted at his ignorance. "She's going to be crushed, I mean how would you feel if I left and didn't tell you and probably just left a note?!"
"Good point, get the good chocolate in here too," Eriol agreed.
"Do you think she knows by now?" Tomoyo wondered. Suddenly the doorbell rang. "Well, that answers that question. C'mon Eriol."
Tomoyo and Eriol walked to the door and they found a teary eyed Sakura.
"Tomoyo, Eriol, he left me, AGAIN!" Sakura cried. "How can he do this to me?!"
"Aww my Sakura I don't know," Tomoyo hugged her. "Come in, we have tea and chocolate."
"Thanks guys," She whimpered and followed them in.
"So how did you find out?" Eriol asked looking really upset. He knew how.
"Well, besides him not being here, he left a note," Sakura sighed handing them the note.
Tomoyo and Eriol quickly read and reread it. It was very upsetting that he left with a freakin note. Tomoyo couldn't believe it. She bottled the anger she was feeling for Syaoron.
"God, what a jackass," Eriol said loudly. Even he couldn't believe the note. He just up and left.
"I was so happy you know, the night before, he like was so passionate," Sakura cried. "I guess I know why now, he was going to leave by the next morning." "Aww sweetie, don't worry everything's going to be alright," Tomoyo got up and hugged Sakura.
Sakura all of a sudden remembered everything from the past two months. The note had claimed that he had to leave two months after they got together. For two months Tomoyo had been saying the same thing, and hugging her. "YOU BITCH!" Sakura screamed and broke away. "BOTH OF YOU KNEW THAT HE WAS GOING TO LEAVE AND YOU DIDN'T TELL ME?! HOW CAN YOU KEEP SOMETHING SO IMPORTANT AWAY FROM ME?!"
"Sakura, I know it was a bad idea now, but we thought it was better if Syaoron told you than if we did," Eriol said somberly.
"Yea, a lot better he told me in a note, that's fucken great," Sakura said getting angry. "You guys are so great friends. You watched me fall in love again, and feel secure and safe, and you knew it was going to end. Great."
Sakura picked up her things, and the note, and continued t walk to the door. "Wait Sakura!" Tomoyo tried to stop her but it was no use, Sakura was out the door.
Sakura felt so empty, so alone, she couldn't believe that he had left her again. "What am I going to do?" She thought helplessly. "I guess I have to move my few stuff over back to my house."
She walked over back to her old apartment. Flashes of her living with Syaoron went through her mind. *How could he do this to me?* She cried harder thinking about him. Sakura made her way back to her old home, up the stairs and collapsed at her bed. She closed her eyes and fell asleep, not wanting to ever wake up again.
Dreams of Syaoron flashed through her mind, and she saw him get off the plane sad. He had red eyes, he must have been crying to. She watched him slowly walk to his home in Hong Kong. He trudged his way slowly, tears slid off his face and to the floor.
"How could I leave her?" Syaoron asked himself wanting to kill himself for hurting her.
Sakura watched him enter his home, and the first thing he did was beg his mom to go back.
"Please mother, let me return to Sakura," he begged on his knees.
"No Syaoron," Yelan spoke softly. Not looking in her son's eyes.
"Why NOT?!" He asked feeling so worthless and pathetic.
"Because you have responsibilities to us too Syaoron, family first," Yelan continued to speak coldly and heartlessly.
"I love her mother, please allow me to return," Syaoron begged once again hoping she would find room in her heart to allow him to go.
"If you can prove she loves you as much as you love her, I'll allow you to return, until then you can't go back," Yelan walked away from Syaoron. He cried harder, not knowing how to prove it. Syaoron laid collapsed on the floor, crying silent tears. "Oh Sakura," he cried.
"SYAORON!" Sakura awoke in a gasp. *Was it really all a dream?*
"Sakura?" Tomoyo gently knocked on the door. "I'm sorry for bothering you, I know you probably don't want to see me right now.."
"No its okay Tomoyo, I understand I really do I just needed time to myself," Sakura said softly hugging her best friend.
"Well any ideas what to do?" Tomoyo asked disappointed. Sakura still didn't look so great.
"First, I'm not going back to my goth shit," Sakura stated making Tomoyo sigh in relief. "Second, I'm going to Hong Kong."
"To Hong Kong why?" Tomoyo asked curiously.
"I don't know, but I think if I go after him, I might just get him back," Sakura sighed. "It's just a feeling."
"Me and Eriol will help you to the airport, we'll get you there asap," Tomoyo got up helping her friend. "Lets go."
"You better be ready for me Syaoron, I'm coming for you," she whispered only loudly enough for herself to hear.
AN:// OK I'M SO CLOSE TO DONNEE... *sigh* OK! R&R and don't forget to read my new fanfic betrayal. It's about how Sakura finds Syaoron in bed with another woman after being married to him frm 18 to 22. GO READ READ READ! Ok thank you bye bye!