I DO NOT OWN DEGRASSI!!!! But this is still my story...
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True Love, Pure Obsession Chapter 7
*Location: Park.*
Ashley ran, she ran as fast as she could. She got home, luckily her mom was still at work, and jumped on her bed. She buried her face in her pillows and cried. After a few minutes she got up and walked to the bathroom. She stared at herself in the mirror. She looked dead. Dark cricles formed around her eyes. She felt dried up, she cried all the tears in her. She felt weak and worthless...but, she felt inspired.. Ashley ran to her desk and sat down. She took out some paper and a pen and started to scribble:
"I want to hide: I feel no pride, I feel weak: no strenght to speak...."
She wrote paraghraps and paraghraps of what she felt. She was letting all her emotions on paper. After almost an hour of writting, she read over what she wrote. She loved it, it was her best poem yet. She smiled, it was the first real smile she pulled since what happened between Ellie and herself.
*Location: Park.*
Ellie watched Ashley run. What did she do? Did she go after her? What about Marco?
"Ellie...." he touched his lips, "I meant we were really good friends....nothing more.." he looked at her in disbelief, "I told you I was..gay." Ellie cried some more and thought about something for a long time. Finally she hugged him and said in a whisper, "Promise me you'll always be here for me..Whatever I do..You'll always be with me." she closed her eyes and waited for a responce. "El..of course, I love you. I'll always be here for you." He pulled away and smiled. He got up and continued, "Call me tonight ok?" He gave her a wave and walked away.
Ellie sat there, by herself. She was thinking about something serious...She heard the school bell ring. She shook her head and blinked several times. She looked around at the deserted park and got up. She started to walk home slowly..
When she got home, she looked around to see if anyone was home. She was alone. She walked up the stairs and opened the door to her bathroom. She opened a cabinet and looked inside. Pills. She took out a small bottle filled with small candy-like objects which could end her life. She clutched it and closed her eyes. She opened them, her eyes filled with tears.
She walked to her room and wrote a message on a paper which read:
" "Dig my grave, dig it deep,
Dig it from my head to feet"
Please, Don't Ask Questions..
Don't Blame Yourself.
It's my fault....
Love you all.
"
She put the note beside her and opened the bottle. She took out a handful and shoved them in her mouth. She gulped them down.
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True Love, Pure Obsession Chapter 7
*Location: Park.*
Ashley ran, she ran as fast as she could. She got home, luckily her mom was still at work, and jumped on her bed. She buried her face in her pillows and cried. After a few minutes she got up and walked to the bathroom. She stared at herself in the mirror. She looked dead. Dark cricles formed around her eyes. She felt dried up, she cried all the tears in her. She felt weak and worthless...but, she felt inspired.. Ashley ran to her desk and sat down. She took out some paper and a pen and started to scribble:
"I want to hide: I feel no pride, I feel weak: no strenght to speak...."
She wrote paraghraps and paraghraps of what she felt. She was letting all her emotions on paper. After almost an hour of writting, she read over what she wrote. She loved it, it was her best poem yet. She smiled, it was the first real smile she pulled since what happened between Ellie and herself.
*Location: Park.*
Ellie watched Ashley run. What did she do? Did she go after her? What about Marco?
"Ellie...." he touched his lips, "I meant we were really good friends....nothing more.." he looked at her in disbelief, "I told you I was..gay." Ellie cried some more and thought about something for a long time. Finally she hugged him and said in a whisper, "Promise me you'll always be here for me..Whatever I do..You'll always be with me." she closed her eyes and waited for a responce. "El..of course, I love you. I'll always be here for you." He pulled away and smiled. He got up and continued, "Call me tonight ok?" He gave her a wave and walked away.
Ellie sat there, by herself. She was thinking about something serious...She heard the school bell ring. She shook her head and blinked several times. She looked around at the deserted park and got up. She started to walk home slowly..
When she got home, she looked around to see if anyone was home. She was alone. She walked up the stairs and opened the door to her bathroom. She opened a cabinet and looked inside. Pills. She took out a small bottle filled with small candy-like objects which could end her life. She clutched it and closed her eyes. She opened them, her eyes filled with tears.
She walked to her room and wrote a message on a paper which read:
" "Dig my grave, dig it deep,
Dig it from my head to feet"
Please, Don't Ask Questions..
Don't Blame Yourself.
It's my fault....
Love you all.
"
She put the note beside her and opened the bottle. She took out a handful and shoved them in her mouth. She gulped them down.