Love to reveal - Part two
(Sirius' POV)
We tried to keep it a secret but it got more difficult everyday. How would I love to lie in bed with my lover during the night soothing down his nightmares and just holding him. I know that James had noticed something and didn't leave me out of sight anymore. And Lily, she got Remus very occupied by grouping up with him in class and working with him constantly in the library. She didn't know until now that Remmie was a Werewolf, we didn't know how she would react, probably positively but we weren't for sure. I can still remember clearly Peter's reaction. He had been so scared and nowadays he still is acting awkward around Remus.
It was Friday afternoon, the full moon had been some days ago and Remus was sitting as usual in the library catching up work he had missed. As I reached the library Lily was sitting next to him again explaining something.
I sat down next to the other side of Remus giving him a smile and trying to understand what Mrs. Evans was trying to explain.
"This is a quite complex charm we have learned but it is very good to defence yourself against one. It is called the Homorphus Charm it is used to kill the Wolf itself inside the human." She explained and I could see Remus getting paler every second.
"For what is it used for?" Remus asked trying to resist the urge to get up and run away.
"It is used for killing the Wolf mainly but mostly the human also dies because he isn't healthy enough. The charm is still very new and not many people want to take the risk on using it, werewolves neither, understandable because the person doesn't want to die. And as it is very complex and difficult not many Aurors have the ability to use it." She explained looking worried over to Remus who was now as white as a sheet.
"Remus is everything ok?" she asked trying to check his pulse but he flinched growling under his breath.
"Remus, love…excuse us Lily would you please?" I asked and she left without even arguing.
As I looked around if everything was clear, I charmed a silencing charm around us and turned looking over to Remus.
"Remus?" I started to comfort him pulling him over on my lap.
"I can't continue to listen to this Paddy, it hurts to know what happens to us if we don't register until we are 19. I just can't…" he cried. As Lily came back I quickly put off the silencing charm and continued to comfort my lover. His lips were quivering and his amber eyes were closed tightly trying to suppress the tears from falling.
"What's wrong?" Lily asked as she stood next to us. "Not here and not now Lil', come on Remmie." She looked at me concerned and confused as I left the library with Remus having my arm around his shoulder protectively.
I led him in the next unused corridor letting him catch some air again. But he used this chance too kiss me tenderly which I didn't object at all.
"Sirius Black!" I stopped the kiss abruptly looking at James' angry but also concerned expression. Remus cocked his head and blushed, wrapping his arms around me and burying his face in my chest.
"What is it James? Having a problem with something?" I ask mischievously and James just stands there for some seconds dumbstruck.
"I think we need to talk old friend." James growls and I can feel Remus becoming tense under my touch. As he looks up his Amber eyes glow with fear, with tears still going down his cheeks.
"But not now James." I said wiping Remus' tears away.
"Well if you don't want to talk with me somewhere else, then now and here." James says harshly and I shake my head waiting for next blow to come.