Love to reveal – part three
(Remus' POV)
"Well if you don't want to talk with me somewhere else, then now and here." James said harshly and I buried once more my face in Sirius' chest.
Sirius didn't answer and only wrapped his arms more secure around me. I looked over to James and then at Sirius, who was smiling at me. His brown eyes looked concerned and his sweet soft lips were pressed tightly together trying to remain control over his words.
Since I knew Sirius, I learnt quickly about his horrible mannerism, he spoke before he thought. And at the moment he was fighting very hard so he wouldn't say anything inconvenient.
"There isn't anything to talk about." Sirius said calmly suppressing the urge to say something else, something that could make this situation only worst.
"Then please explain why you were kissing or better to say snogging Remus?" James asked looking at Sirius and me with an angry expression.
What wasn't James seeing? Didn't he see that I love Sirius with all my heart? That I needed Sirius like the air that I breathe every day. Or was he scared that Sirius could hurt me and betray me behind my back?
I had had a long talk (well I am exageratig a bit, it wasn't really so long), with Sirius before I agreed to go any further with this relationship. I can still remember it very well.
"Sirius we need to talk." I said firmly sitting down on the edge of the bed next to him. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer for a kiss. But I turned my head away wanting to talk first before I let myself go and explore these wonderful feelings.
"Remus what is wrong? Why are you rejecting me?" Sirius asked concerned and I smiled at him.
"Sirius, I can't continue with this if I don't know if you really love me. Or if you would leave me after one week again like you did with all the other people you had dated with. Sirius, werewolves mate for life…" I explained looking at Sirius searching for any sign of disgust or hate.
"Just let me talk for some time ok?" Sirius asked and I nodded.
"I know that werewolves mate for life Remus and I would be all over happy if I am aloud to spend my rest of my life with you Remus. I love you Moony, and I could never love anybody else, never ever. Believe me." Sirius said smiling at me and pulling me in a lying position on his bed, with his arm still wrapped around my waist and his mouth kissing my neck. I close my eyes and a small and quiet moan escapes my lips.
"I believe you." I whisper and Sirius kisses me eagerly.
"I love Remus." Sirius said and I smile warmly at James but he only looks at me with hate and I flinch involuntarily under Sirius' touch.
I try to calm down by taking a deep intake of air through my nose, trying to smell the air at the same time. Jealousy hang in the air and it was oblivious from who it came, James. But why was he jealous? Was he scared that I would take his friend totally away from him? If yes, I wasn't planning on doing so.
"Remus it's ok, everything is going to be ok." Sirius whispers into my ear and I nod resting my head on his chest and looking towards James.
"What do you think is wrong with our relationship?" I ask getting carefully out of Sirius' arms and taking one of his hands in my own.
"We didn't complain or anything when you told us you were dating Lily. But why are you making now such a fuss about us?" I ask trying to stay calm but letting go of Sirius' hand.
He didn't answer me; he wasn't even looking at me. He was simply ignoring me glaring at Sirius all the time. I went to stand in front of James looking at him closely.
"James answer me!" I exclaim striking him along the face and he started to pull out his wand pointing at me.
"Sorry I shouldn't have done that…" I wanted to say more but my voice left me.