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Love to reveal – part five.

(Remus' POV)

We had been dating now since the Christmas holidays and the end of the school year drew nearer and nearer, making me go nervous. Sirius noticed, since sleepless nights had become to a habit and I had somehow shut myself of from everything. And only because I didn't want to know how my parents would react about my relationship to Sirius.

His parents already new to my delight and had welcomed me with open arms if there should be any trouble. They had found out as they had come Hogsmeade during one evening, where somehow Sirius and me had also been sitting in the Three Broomsticks drinking Butterbeer, kissing every now and then. We hadn't even noticed the Black's entering the Three Broomsticks, we only noticed as somebody was patting me on the shoulder and I had parted in shock of Sirius.

Mrs. Black had laughed heartily asking since when we were already going on like this, and after they had joined as minutes later at the table, we told them everything about us. Sirius had done most off the talking, as he knew what he could tell his parents and what not, but as Mr. Black asked if my parents knew any of this, I had just shook my head and silence had fallen between us. Sirius' parents had then assured me help if anything should be wrong, I could come, and I hoped that I would be still able to walk if anything should happen.

But to get back to the present, we all (Prongs, Wormtail, Padfoot and me) were sitting in the train on our way towards London for our holidays. James was talking lively to Peter, both somehow overjoyed that holidays had finally come. Now Sirius and me were a different matter, we were sitting close to the window, Sirius had me on his lap and I rested my body against his, my hands holding on to him like my life depended on it. My eyes were dreading to close as I was tired, and as Sirius started to nuzzle through my hair with his nose I thought my heart would break.

"Siri don't… please…" I whispered but Sirius shook his head and cupped my face in his hands and kissed me passionately. I responded as much as I could in my depressed state. Tears were now flowing down my cheeks and that was then Sirius pulled away again and wiped my tears away, every now and then also kissing them away.

"Remus… please love don't cry… everything is going to be ok you'll see." Sirius whispered and I hoped that his words would come true. But everything went so much different.

We had kissed on the platform before we both went different ways and of course my parents had to see. The drive home was passed in total silence but as we then entered the house my father got started.

"What do you think you were doing?!" my father shouted at me after he had commanded me to come into the kitchen. I was sitting at the table, my face blank without any emotion trying to play dumb.

"I have been doing nothing, I don't know what you're talking about." I answered looking away from my father straight outside in the garden.

"Don't play dumb on me boy! I know what I saw, so don't come now saying you knew nothing." He scowled hitting me harshly against the back of my head. I winced, whimpering slightly hoping that that physical contact wouldn't turn out into something more.

"And what would you care! Yes I have been kissing him and I have been dating Sirius since Christmas, he loves me! Nothing like you! You're just an excuse for a father!" I shouted not really realizing what I was saying until it was too late. I forced the lump down that was forming in my throat, my hands were starting to tremble as I saw the rage building up in my father's eyes. He came over to me and tore me at my short hair out the kitchen towards the door that lead towards the cellar.

"Dad please…" I whimpered cowering under his touch, my eyes squeezed tight shut as pain flared through my head. I opened my eyes only again as I heard a door open and I was instantly pushed down the stairs into the dark cellar. I stumbled down the stairs; unable to keep my balance at the last three steps I fell to the ground with a loud thud.

My father also came down the stairs; his foot then collided with my back as I had tried to get up. I screamed in pain and my eyes flared open as I had felt something crack. I only whimpered and cried as my father then pulled back my arms painfully, binding my wrists together. Already after some brief seconds the ropes were cutting into my skin, making my skin starting to burn.

I wanted to kick my father of me, who had turned around on my back and had started to open the zip of my trousers. But my legs wouldn't move and I panicked looking at my father with a shocked he just grinned and pulled the trousers down my legs.

"Stop it please… I will do anything but don't do this please…" I begged as now he had starting to pull at my boxer shorts. But he didn't listen and suddenly a sharp pain exploded inside of me as he pushed his total length inside. With Sirius everything had felt so different and it had never caused any pain, at least nothing comparing anything to this.

My father pushed in and out several times until I felt him fill me inside. I was in shock and crying silently as he pulled himself out of me, dressing himself again before he knelt down next to me. He caressed one of my cheeks and the kissed me forcefully on my mouth. I didn't have the strength anymore to struggle so I let him do anything he wanted.

He pulled away only minutes later and left me, leaving my arms bound up and my other part of the body naked. Everything was growing dark in the cellar and I wondered if I would ever see anything else then this dark place.

"Sirius… Siri… I am sorry…" I muttered remembering the wonderful time we had had during the past months. Plagued with wonderful memories of my lover I fell I started to cry myself to sleep.

TBC…