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Warning: This contains slash, don't like it don't read it.
Author Note: Thank you, thank you, thank you for those nice, even if only five, reviews. Now I must say something that you readers won't like at all. I am going for holidays next week, which means no update for another 3 weeks. Of course if I get enough reviews until next Tuesday the next chapter may appear. But it well it will have to be more then 5 reviews. So please Read & Review.
Love to reveal – part six
(Sirius POV)
It had been a week now since holidays had started and I had still not heard anything from Remus. I hoped that everything was ok and that nothing had happened, but why hadn't he even fire called just once?
I had been sitting awake for the last two days, sitting in front of my open window waiting, hoping for a sign of Remus' home owl. But nothing came and I wondered if any was still to come.
As I went down for breakfast that morning, mum and dad were already sitting there looking at me concerned as I entered the kitchen silently, not saying a word. I just sat down at the table and took myself a cup of tea sipping on it uninterestingly.
"Have you at least slept a little last night?" Mum asked concerned. I didn't even look up at her question and just shake my head. I didn't know what to do, I knew that something wasn't right, that something had happened to my mate but I just couldn't put my finger on it.
Remus and I hadn't gone through the mating process, but we were working towards and as soon Remus would admit it and trust me totally, he said he would let himself be taken just like he would take me. Of course we had made love together once or twice, but that didn't count to the mating process.
"Sirius this can't continue like this." My father then suddenly said and I looked up in shock, wanting to say something but no words came across my lips so I looked back down to my cup of tea.
I didn't listen as my parents then started to talk in hushed voices to each other, pretending like if I wasn't even there. I only looked up again as Remus was mentioned. I looked towards my father, then to my mother and then back at my father wondering what both of them had in mind.
"Sirius we've got an idea." Dad said suddenly looking straight at me, his face just looking as concerned as mine. Mother then left the kitchen probably not pleased with whatever father had on his mind of doing.
"Well what is it then?" I asked curiously coking my head slightly to the side like a curious puppy would.
"Tonight when I come back from work, were going over to Lupin's. I need to talk to Jonathan anyway why he hadn't appeared at work since the whole week. Will see what is up with Remus, and if you want he can come here for the rest of the holidays." Dad said and a small smile was forming across my lips.
My parents knew since I had introduced them to Remus that he was a werewolf, so they had probably already thinking about the coming full moon and what we were then supposed to do.
I got from my chair and hugged my father tightly, thanking him over and over again. My father just smiled back at me and then pushed me gently away, holding me by the shoulders and looking at me closely, a broad grin also across his face.
"I am happy to see you smile again, now go on and help your mother in preparing your room so you will have enough space." My father then said ruffling through my hair affectionately. I didn't even say anything in return and I just sprinted out of the kitchen up into my room where my mother was already starting on my bed.
The rest of the day passed by much to slowly and after I had finished preparing my room in the morning, I spent the rest of the afternoon by James worrying myself sick about Remus.
I was pacing now around James' room and if I had been aloud to do magic during the summer several things would be flying around by now, and probably also would be broken. James was sitting on his bed looking at me curiously but also quite annoyed.
"Could you please stop pacing around in my room Sirius, you'll still make a hole in the carpet." James said teasingly looking at me with a mock expression. I just glared back at him and sat down on the floor looking concerned at my watch, my father should have already been here to pick me up since one minute.
"Oh do shut up will you. What if something happened to Moony? You saw yourself how distraught he was when we left Hogwarts." I said concerned, looking over and over again at my watch, wondering if my father knew that he would be dead by now for coming so late.
"Of course I saw, I am not that daft. But until now nothing ever happened, so why should have now?" James asked but I could hear perfectly well that he was also concerned, nevertheless we were all very good friend, and one would say that we are best friends who didn't know what was going on in between Remus and me. I cocked my head to the side putting another mocking expression on my face.
"No nothing ever happened, he only returns severely bruised and thinner as usual." I answered annoyed. James just wanted to say something in return as I heard my father downstairs in the Hall and I got up from my position on the floor, giving James a brief goodbye and then run downstairs.
"Where were you?! You're ten minutes late did you know that?!" I shouted slightly at my father who only smiled at me chuckling slightly. But he wasn't the only one who was laughing; Mr. Potter who was standing next to my father gave also a small laugh.
"I really don't know what is funny." I said scowling, crossing my arms in front of my chest trying to look as angry as possible. That of course made them laugh even more. The two only went silent as Mrs. Potter entered the scene telling her husband that he should finally grow up and not behave like his own son. This time I had to chuckle and it took a lot of self-control not fall into a laughing fit.
"Are you ready?" my father then asked pulling me out of my reverie.
"Yes." I answer hoping that I could trust it, because I wasn't ready at all.