What I Feel Prt 2
Rated: R
Disclaimer: I don't own anybody
Warning: implied slash and discipline
Lyrics from the Liz Phair song H.W.C
What I Feel Prt 2
############## Tom's POV #####################
Give it to me, don't give it away, don't think about what the others may say. My skin's getting clear and my hair's all bright. All you do is fuck me every day and night. Give me your hot white come, give me your hot white come.
I lay awake in the dark, with Dorian's body pressed against mine. His warm breath is against my neck. His dark hair touches my shoulder. He is so warm and soft. I wonder if he loves me back?
Probably not. Dorian Gray in love? I choke back my laughter. He doesn't strike me as the type who falls in love. But I hope I'm wrong. I want him to love me.
I loved him. There was no doubt about that. I was madly in love with him. My heart beats faster and my legs get weak at the sight of him. I'm such an idiot. Dorian would never fall in love with me.
I'm gonna pull you back down between the sheets, everything is fresher when the day is sweet. Face it one of these days without you I'm just another Dorian Gray. It's the fountain of youth; It's the meaning of life. So hot, so sweet, So whet my appetite! Give me your hot white come, give me your hot white come, yeah.
Dorian smelled so good. A bit like vanilla. He was so clean and fresh. So beautiful. I wanted him to fuck me again. Feel him inside of me again. I missed Huck.
Huck was my first love. He wasn't at all like Dorian. He wasn't into men. I mean, we shared a kiss and a spanking here and there, but he wasn't interested. Dorian was.
He stirred a bit next to me. I loved him, I truly did. I wish he would love me back. I could use some love in my life.
I remember the day Dorian told the rest of the League that we were lovers. It made me really happy. They took it better than expected. Especially Nemo and Edward. I think they have a thing going on too. Mina was a bit pissed. She probably thought she could get Dorian back. Skinner said it was about time we came out. Bastard was probably spying on us. Allan didn't say anything, just said it was time we get down to business.
I wasn't sure why he gave us the cold shoulder. I found out later that he had a thing for me. He was jealous of Dorian and me. I let him fuck me. It wasn't so bad for an old guy. I always wondered why he was such a good shooter.
Face it one of these days without you I'm just another Dorian Gray. It's the fountain of youth, it's the meaning of life, baby you're the best magazine of advice. Give me your hot white come, give me your hot white come.
"Tom?" Dorian asked.
"What?" I replied.
"I love you," he said.
My heart just did flip-flops.
"I love you too."