Disclaimer: I do not own any of the HP characters.J.K. does.but this sick
and twisted story ...is MINE! ALL MINE!
A/N: This is a slash story so if it don't float your boat turn away now!
Chapter one: A Nightmare Within a Fantasy
One warm spring morning, Harry walked out of Gryffendor common room into the corridors, and headed to the great hall for breakfast. Just as he sat down at the Gryfendor table a swarm of owls flew in with the days mail. Not expecting anything he ignored this, that is until a small envelope fell into his lap. There was nothing written on it, other than his name written on it other than his name written in big letters across the front. He looked around suspiciously. As he opened it. When he saw the handwriting on the note inside he immediately knew it was from his boyfriend. The note read:
'Dear Harry,
Please meet me in Hagrid's cabin tonight after dinner. I found out that he is on a trip and we can be alone there all night.
Love always,
Your b/f'
A huge grin swept across Harry's face //tonight is going to be the greatest, and maybe I'll have my first time. To think I might lose my virginity tonight, wow!// He thought. then he realized he needed to get to class, so he ran off, tucking the note into his pocket. The rest of the day seemed to drag on forever. Harry could barely stand the anticipation, especially since his boyfriend had been absent from all of the classes they had together //I wonder where he could be//Harry thought //maybe he's at Hagrid's already, getting ready.// He pondered Finally the day passed and night fell upon them. Harry quickly ate a small dinner and ran to his dorm to get a few things before going out to meet his love at Hagrid's.he grabbed his invisibility cloak and a thorn less long- stemmed red rose he had gotten to take to his love, and left. When he came to the portrait of the fat lady, he threw on the cloak, tucking the rose inside and went as fast as he could all the way to Hagrid's cabin. When the cabin came into view Harry's run slowed to a walk, as he walked up the steps to the large door of the cabin, Harry's heart was racing. Before knocking on the door, Harry looked in the window. Everything had been moved out of the large main room, all that there was a bed in the center of the room, with red silk sheets and rose petals had been sprinkled around and on the bed. Then off to the side was a table set for two //probably for in the morning// Harry thought, and last but not least a fire was crackling in the fire place and candles were floating all around the room. Then suddenly, Harry realized he was still standing outside. He walked over and knocked on the door. He heard a voice say to come in, so he opened the door to find Draco Malfoy sitting on the bed in front of him wearing only his boxers. Harry took off his shirt, shoes, and pans as well, while still under the cloak, when he was done he picked up the rose he had brought for his love, threw off the cloak and ran the few feet that were between he and Draco, kneeled within his knees and handed him the rose. Draco smiled and smelled the rose, then laid it on the ground at the foot of the bed where they were sitting, Draco moved back on the bed in an inviting way, Harry climbed onto the bed and crawled over Draco standing on all fours, he leaned down and kissed him softly, then once again but this time more passionately. They kissed for what seemed like only minutes but really it was hours. Then Harry whispered something into Draco's ear, Draco nodded a yes back, and slowly slipped off his shorts. He looked up at his love to make sure that it was all right. With this, he saw a tear in his eye. Harry moved carefully back up lying next to Draco, and he kissed the tear off his cheek as his right hand slowly caressed Draco's chest. Draco turned to Harry who was laying on his side and pulled him into a hug softly muttering "I'm so sorry, I'm so so sorry Harry" Harry looked him in the eye lovingly and said "It's OK Draco baby it's OK, don't be sorry, I love you so much." He buried his face in Harry's chest and whispered "I'm.I'm just not ready." Harry whispered back "It's OK I love you baby it's OK" Harry stared into Draco's grayish eyes for a long time while Draco stared back into his emerald ones. Then Draco began to blink sleepily, so Harry kissed his softly on the forehead and gently whispered "You're tired baby, so go to sleep. I'll be right here when you wake up don't worry" at that, Draco snuggled into Harry and fell asleep as Harry lovingly stroked his soft blonde hair. Harry stayed up caressing Draco's blonde hair and well-built chest until he fell asleep late in the night. That morning Harry was awakened by a whimpering coming from his one and only love. He softly kissed Draco's lips to silence the whimpering. Draco slowly awoke. He looked into Harry's eyes with tears in his own. Harry asked, " Did you have a bad dream baby?" "Yes but it's over now." "Do you want to talk about it?" "It was just another one about my dad, lets not ruin this time we have together with talk about that, please?" "Ok" And as Harry ran his hand down the inner part of Draco's thighs his fingers feeling all the scars he had given himself, he asked the one he loved so much "Will you promise me something, promise me that you wont cut yourself anymore?" Draco's response was "I can't promise I won't, but I will promise to try not to." Harry's eyes began to fill with tears as he remembers what had driven his love to hurt himself in such a way. He began to remember the story, the story that had pained Draco so much to tell him, the story about one of the many times Lucius Malfoy had raped and beaten his son Just thinking of someone hurting Draco brought tears to Harry's eyes, and when he began to think about that Draco had to re-live that almost every night in his sleep Harry began to cry. Draco looked at him confused. "What's wrong baby?" He asked. "It's not fair what your dad dose to you, and you should not have to have these dreams." "Its ok I'm with YOU now and I'm ok" at that Draco kissed the tears off Harry's cheeks and pulled him into a sweet embrace resting his chin on Harry's head, as Harry fell back asleep Draco began to slip back in to the dream about his father raping him, thought it was more a memory then a dream. {Alls he could see was lights flashing from the cameras, //Its so sick the way he takes the pictures when he does it and develops them so that they are the moving kind//Draco thought, and alls he could feel was his fathers tight grip on his hips and dick being thrust in and out of him, his own tears staining his face. Then suddenly his father stops and comes around to look at him, he sees the tears on Draco's face and in his eyes. He slaps him, slaps him so hard he falls to the ground he then kicks him in the ribs muttering "you worthless piece of shit, this its all your good four and your not even good at it!!" he then kicks him again} Draco woke up with a jolt as if he really had been kicked and sat up in bed. Harry woke up for he had been asleep on Draco's chest. Harry sat up and lifted Draco into his lap (Draco is a small but very well built boy), his heart was raising and he was panting, Harry kissed him gently on the forehead and whispered, "baby, baby, don't cry it'll be alright I'm here now baby" Draco buried his head in Harry's chest and let out a sob. Harry, know how bad the dream must have been, began to cry as well. The two boys stayed there like that for a long time before they got up and huraly got dressed to go to the great hall for lunch. There was only one problem; they weren't t exactly wearing the 'correct' robes.
A/N: the next Ch. Will be up soon, VERY SOON, its all written down I just have to type it, please review and tell me what you like and or dis-like .thx bunches
Chapter one: A Nightmare Within a Fantasy
One warm spring morning, Harry walked out of Gryffendor common room into the corridors, and headed to the great hall for breakfast. Just as he sat down at the Gryfendor table a swarm of owls flew in with the days mail. Not expecting anything he ignored this, that is until a small envelope fell into his lap. There was nothing written on it, other than his name written on it other than his name written in big letters across the front. He looked around suspiciously. As he opened it. When he saw the handwriting on the note inside he immediately knew it was from his boyfriend. The note read:
'Dear Harry,
Please meet me in Hagrid's cabin tonight after dinner. I found out that he is on a trip and we can be alone there all night.
Love always,
Your b/f'
A huge grin swept across Harry's face //tonight is going to be the greatest, and maybe I'll have my first time. To think I might lose my virginity tonight, wow!// He thought. then he realized he needed to get to class, so he ran off, tucking the note into his pocket. The rest of the day seemed to drag on forever. Harry could barely stand the anticipation, especially since his boyfriend had been absent from all of the classes they had together //I wonder where he could be//Harry thought //maybe he's at Hagrid's already, getting ready.// He pondered Finally the day passed and night fell upon them. Harry quickly ate a small dinner and ran to his dorm to get a few things before going out to meet his love at Hagrid's.he grabbed his invisibility cloak and a thorn less long- stemmed red rose he had gotten to take to his love, and left. When he came to the portrait of the fat lady, he threw on the cloak, tucking the rose inside and went as fast as he could all the way to Hagrid's cabin. When the cabin came into view Harry's run slowed to a walk, as he walked up the steps to the large door of the cabin, Harry's heart was racing. Before knocking on the door, Harry looked in the window. Everything had been moved out of the large main room, all that there was a bed in the center of the room, with red silk sheets and rose petals had been sprinkled around and on the bed. Then off to the side was a table set for two //probably for in the morning// Harry thought, and last but not least a fire was crackling in the fire place and candles were floating all around the room. Then suddenly, Harry realized he was still standing outside. He walked over and knocked on the door. He heard a voice say to come in, so he opened the door to find Draco Malfoy sitting on the bed in front of him wearing only his boxers. Harry took off his shirt, shoes, and pans as well, while still under the cloak, when he was done he picked up the rose he had brought for his love, threw off the cloak and ran the few feet that were between he and Draco, kneeled within his knees and handed him the rose. Draco smiled and smelled the rose, then laid it on the ground at the foot of the bed where they were sitting, Draco moved back on the bed in an inviting way, Harry climbed onto the bed and crawled over Draco standing on all fours, he leaned down and kissed him softly, then once again but this time more passionately. They kissed for what seemed like only minutes but really it was hours. Then Harry whispered something into Draco's ear, Draco nodded a yes back, and slowly slipped off his shorts. He looked up at his love to make sure that it was all right. With this, he saw a tear in his eye. Harry moved carefully back up lying next to Draco, and he kissed the tear off his cheek as his right hand slowly caressed Draco's chest. Draco turned to Harry who was laying on his side and pulled him into a hug softly muttering "I'm so sorry, I'm so so sorry Harry" Harry looked him in the eye lovingly and said "It's OK Draco baby it's OK, don't be sorry, I love you so much." He buried his face in Harry's chest and whispered "I'm.I'm just not ready." Harry whispered back "It's OK I love you baby it's OK" Harry stared into Draco's grayish eyes for a long time while Draco stared back into his emerald ones. Then Draco began to blink sleepily, so Harry kissed his softly on the forehead and gently whispered "You're tired baby, so go to sleep. I'll be right here when you wake up don't worry" at that, Draco snuggled into Harry and fell asleep as Harry lovingly stroked his soft blonde hair. Harry stayed up caressing Draco's blonde hair and well-built chest until he fell asleep late in the night. That morning Harry was awakened by a whimpering coming from his one and only love. He softly kissed Draco's lips to silence the whimpering. Draco slowly awoke. He looked into Harry's eyes with tears in his own. Harry asked, " Did you have a bad dream baby?" "Yes but it's over now." "Do you want to talk about it?" "It was just another one about my dad, lets not ruin this time we have together with talk about that, please?" "Ok" And as Harry ran his hand down the inner part of Draco's thighs his fingers feeling all the scars he had given himself, he asked the one he loved so much "Will you promise me something, promise me that you wont cut yourself anymore?" Draco's response was "I can't promise I won't, but I will promise to try not to." Harry's eyes began to fill with tears as he remembers what had driven his love to hurt himself in such a way. He began to remember the story, the story that had pained Draco so much to tell him, the story about one of the many times Lucius Malfoy had raped and beaten his son Just thinking of someone hurting Draco brought tears to Harry's eyes, and when he began to think about that Draco had to re-live that almost every night in his sleep Harry began to cry. Draco looked at him confused. "What's wrong baby?" He asked. "It's not fair what your dad dose to you, and you should not have to have these dreams." "Its ok I'm with YOU now and I'm ok" at that Draco kissed the tears off Harry's cheeks and pulled him into a sweet embrace resting his chin on Harry's head, as Harry fell back asleep Draco began to slip back in to the dream about his father raping him, thought it was more a memory then a dream. {Alls he could see was lights flashing from the cameras, //Its so sick the way he takes the pictures when he does it and develops them so that they are the moving kind//Draco thought, and alls he could feel was his fathers tight grip on his hips and dick being thrust in and out of him, his own tears staining his face. Then suddenly his father stops and comes around to look at him, he sees the tears on Draco's face and in his eyes. He slaps him, slaps him so hard he falls to the ground he then kicks him in the ribs muttering "you worthless piece of shit, this its all your good four and your not even good at it!!" he then kicks him again} Draco woke up with a jolt as if he really had been kicked and sat up in bed. Harry woke up for he had been asleep on Draco's chest. Harry sat up and lifted Draco into his lap (Draco is a small but very well built boy), his heart was raising and he was panting, Harry kissed him gently on the forehead and whispered, "baby, baby, don't cry it'll be alright I'm here now baby" Draco buried his head in Harry's chest and let out a sob. Harry, know how bad the dream must have been, began to cry as well. The two boys stayed there like that for a long time before they got up and huraly got dressed to go to the great hall for lunch. There was only one problem; they weren't t exactly wearing the 'correct' robes.
A/N: the next Ch. Will be up soon, VERY SOON, its all written down I just have to type it, please review and tell me what you like and or dis-like .thx bunches