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Okay, from the last chapter: Tai passed out while the doctors tried to save Matt. Hmm.
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Let's go to the story.
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Chapter 13: The Dark Walls of Loneliness (Matt's POV)
Wonder what is this place. It's very dark, and I couldn't see anything at all. I felt so blinded.
Is this hell?
No. The answer made me sprang onto my feet, and I turned around to see if anyone's around, but I saw nothing.
"So… this is not hell?" I asked the voice that came out of nowhere.
This is your illusion, the being of what you are now. What do you think of it?
"Too dark," I simply stated. Then the voice was silent. I began to wander around, my hands tried to feel if there was anything in front of me.
Nothing.
I began to walk around, but I felt so awkward doing it in the dark, without touching or feeling anything.
Hours passed, and slowly I began to feel like going out of this fucking, damn place. But how? How can I get out of here? Nobody came to take me out, there's not even a glimpse of light!
"Hey!!" I called loudly so that the voice could speak to me once more. "Let me out of here!!"
Silent.
"Hey!! Let me out!!"
No answer.
"You bastard! Let me outta here or I'll kill you, you fucking damn people!!" I began yelling angrily, but to no avail. Of course, I was actually talking rubbish. There was nothing in this darkness.
I'm all alone…
"Tai, I'm sorry about what I said about Matt," I heard a girl's voice. I knew her, she was Sora. But I didn't see her, not even knowing where she was.
"Sorry? Me? Tell Matt instead," Tai replied sarcastically. I figured out that Tai might still be angry about her flirting with Joe. "You caused this to happen, and Matt's in here because of you!!"
"Me?" a voice of surprise came out from Sora's mouth.
"Yeah, you! You know what, he had been thinking of you, and when you dumped him, he became worse! It's all your fault!!"
Tai, stop it. Yes, I know I was thinking of Sora, but I didn't hate her! Really!
"He was about to get better, but where were you all this time? You flirt with Joe!!"
"Hey, it's not my fault, okay?! He was the one falling in love with me, I had no choice!" Sora protested angrily.
"Yeah, and you go out with him anyway!"
"So what's with it?!"
"If you don't love Matt, then let him go!"
Tai, stop it! It wasn't her fault!
"I can't!! How can I resist if he said he doesn't mind even if I don't love him?!" the angry yell from Sora snapped me out. Yes. She already told me she didn't love me but I insisted and said I didn't mind if she hated me. Even though the fact is: I really cared. I finally found myself laughing upon my foolishness. I shouldn't force her to love me in the first place. Now look what happened. I'm thrown into this world of darkness.
Silent.
The voices had gone. For once, I felt relieved. But…it's getting colder here.
"How could you let it happen?!" Another voice came. I knew that voice. Mother. She sounded very upset, probably to Father.
"Natsuko, I…" I heard Father whispered. See what I mean? Mother was scolding Father.
"You what? You don't have time to spend on him? Takeru told me Yamato said that he's always alone out there!"
"Natsuko, I'm always busy. Besides, he's grown up now."
I chuckled when Mother said that I'm 'always alone out there'. What does she mean? I only told Takeru that I'm sometimes feel lonely, but not always!
Besides, Father was right. I'm grown up now. I can take care of myself. So he didn't worry much about me. Only sometimes he asked if I wanted something and usually I don't have any.
"So that means you don't have to take care of him?" I noticed a shrill note of anger in Mother's voice.
"Fine!" Father shouted, much to my surprise. "Why don't you take care of him instead?! I told you I was busy, but it didn't mean I abandoned him!!"
What is this thing? Father was never been angrier before. They're quarrelling again! How could this be?
I tried to shut my ears, but the angry voices kept ringing in my head. Argh! Stop it! I don't want to hear it anymore!!
"Aaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. "Stop it!! You're deafening me!! Aaaaahhhhhh!!" I quivered and ducked down, feeling afraid. I don't want to hear these voices anymore! Let me go! Somebody, save me!!
Tai…
Suddenly I felt dark hands grabbing on me, trying to pull me. I became nervous as the hands dragged me down.
I went panicked. "Tai! T.K.! Sora! Father! Mother! Anyone, help me!!" I screamed, hoping that somebody would come and save me. I don't care if it's to no avail, I don't care if it's for no use; all I want is someone who can take me out of here. Before everything is too late…
Then I saw him. Taichi.
"Taichiiiiiiii!!!"
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Okay, where's Tai, actually? Take your time to guess, okay?
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