thank you:
xxx-kuronue-xxx: T_T waaaaaah!!! i am!!!!! I put kuronue as the "bad guy" for a reason!!!! The reason isn't bad so dun worry!!! ^0^
eunc and rei: *raises hand* what's a tryst? *silence* yes, I am a complete airhead.... :p and proud of it!!!! ^0^
setine: thanks!!!! the face you do is cute, i do mine like this ^-^ okay that was random I know XD
kokoro: anywho....
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Kuronue jumped from tree to tree. Everything was going to his plan. All he needed to do was go after Botan one last time and all will be set.
"Bwahhahahhahahahha Kuronue your a smart one!!! Fear me!!!!" Kuronue realized what he said and slapped himself. God, he was dead for too long.
(A/N: yes i know, that was sort of random....)
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Botan's POV
I looked at Youko, he looked at away. I could tell he was having a hard time coming up for an answer. I didn't blame him. I was surprised when I asked that question myself. I decided to let him off easy. So I took his hand again and ran home with him confused. He was so cute like that.
When we got to the cave I let go of his hand and went to the kitchen. I was so hungry, too many things happened today. The fight, and meeting Kuronue. What was up with that? Hand in marrige? I was confused...
I got out a piece of wood and started to chop things on it. Youko probably sannped out of his "dream" because he was leaning on the doorway.
"You cut unevenly." He said.
"Well excuse me!" I said and went back to my cutting.
He came up behind me and and put's his arms on mine. Like I was a puppet. He put his hands like on the the knife and cut. With my hands still on the rim.(A/N: awwwww can't you picture this??? how kawaii!!!!!)
I started to blush. I probably looked like a tomatoe. I could tell he was smiling. Urgh....he just loved to torture me. For some reson, I didn't reisist. It went on like this for a while actually. Just cutting carrots....
He let go and said,"You get the point."
I watched him leave. The question popped up in my mind again. What did he think of me?
I finished up making my curry and called him if he wanted a bowl. Of course he didn't answer. Just went in and sat down. I pured him a bowl and myself. We ate in silence. I got tired of this and tried to strt a conversation. He would just make it end too quickly. I wondered if I made him mad in some way. My mind focused back on the argument. I didn't really blamed him. So I sucked up my pride.
"I'm sorry." I said.
He looked at me,"For what?" Hw asked.
"For everything. I'm probably a burden to you. I mean, I did argue with you and...well..."
"Your sorry,"
I looked at him. He seemed so heartless right about now. He didn't even looked at me in the face.
"Look, what did I do to make you mad? A while ago you were teaching me to chop carrots!" I didn't really yell. Just startled.
"How would you feel if your partnew just comes back to life wanting your hostage."
"Well, you said..."
"I made a mistake about everything"
Okay, where'd that come from? "You haven't made a mistake about everything."
"How is it you always do that?"
"hm?"
"You always look at the brighter things. Can't you see? There's no light here. No light in makai."
"There's light."
"Not hat sort of light you baka. The kind that you humans see. The kind that-"
"You mean hope right? That's what I meant. there's hope. As long as people still live here, there's still hope."
"We live here, becaused we're banded here. there's no hope. Just survival."
"Really? Then how is it, you survive?" I didn't really know what I was saying. ut felt good to say it though.
"Beacause...."
"Beacuse, even though you deny it. You live because of hope. You live because you have hope." I smiled.
He looked at me. For one, I saw him smile. Then he said,"Don't you need people to give you hope though?"
He got me again, but I said,"But you do have hope then."
"Who?"
"Kuronue, Hiei, and me!"
He looked a little shocked at the last one. I smiled. That's how I wanteed it to be.
He looked the other way and said,"You asked me, how I felt about you...well..."
He looked at me, smiling. I was startled by this. He said,"I really love you."
That's all I needed I was happy. I felt like I could fly without my oar.
"That why....I'm letting you back to Reikai." He said.
..Time stood still.....
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Kokoro's speacial!!! behind the scenes of "Death In makai!!!!"
Reader: Your just goin to leave us hanging???
kokoro: Hey I put a behind the scenes here to keep you busy for a while.
--The first chappie-----
Botan: Muahahahah they can't spill orange juice on a purple dress!
Kokoro: You have a purple dress on!!! What makes you think of orange juice?
Botan: I'm thirstsy.....
Kurama: um... Did the donuts come in yet?
kokoro: What happened to Youko?
Kurama: He said something about wanting a new trailor.
kokoro: what's wrong with his?
Kurama: The girls keep crashing it down.
kokoro: 0.o
Botan: hey, aren't kurama and Youko one person?
Kokoro: In the anime, yes.
Yusuke: What's my motivation?
Kokoro: Your not in this fic.
Yusuke: I see how it is.
Kokoro: eh?
Yusuke: I've wasted enough time*puts on sunglasses* Keiko! Get me my agent.
Keiko: First off, I AM your agent.
Yusuke: Oh, get me some coffe.
Keiko: Get it yourself.
Yusuke: Who even hired you?!
Keiko: You did baka.
Koenma: I'm suppose to fall out of my chair?
kokoro: almost, you almost fall out of your chair.
Koenma: oh.
Koenma: *does scene and falls out of chair*
Kokoro: *slaps head*
Koenma: owie............
kokoro: What's the use?
Hiei: Onna!
Kokoro: I'm the DIRECTOR so call me kokoro.
Hiei: Just hide me!
Kokoro: AIko doesn't come tilll chapter 5.....*looks through script*
Hiei: Not her you-
voice: Hiei!!!!
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Kokoro: Before I cont. I would like to thank Eunc and Rei for you long reviews!!! I'm so happy!!! SO everytime I do a behind the scenes I include a person from review(if I have the time) and this one is dedicated To eunc and rei.
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Voice: Hiei!!!!
Hiei: Aw crap!!!
Eunc: *hug hiei tightly* I missed you....
rei:*walks up* You just saw him half an hour ago.
eunc: The longest 30 min. of my life.
rei: -.-
Kokoro:*flips through script* You can take him for now, I don't need him 'till chapter 5.
eunc: Okay!!!*leaves with hiei*
Hiei: I'll get you for this kokoro....
kokoro: eh....
rei: whatever, ja!!!*leaves with eunc*
kokoro: that was random....
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kokoro: in the next Behind the scens, I think i'll do Setine, then xx-kuronue-xx I only include people Who update recently, like, they update almost everytime. And those are the three people who have been reviwing the most. sooooooooooo
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Back to real(well alomst) life: what will happen to Botan and YOuko?! Why is Youko doing this?!!?!? Why isn't Hiei in here?! well, Eunc took Hiei hostge...0.o Watever.