"No." That's all I could manage out of my mouth. Nothing witty or even a proper sentence. Just no. "Wakka, what is she thinking?" I hissed. Wakka shook his head and took a bite into a pear.

"Idunno." He swallowed, wiped his mouth and I shook my head. "Well, Yuna's going to the Farplane to see Braska so she might not have made her mind up, ya? Hey, don't look so grumpy."

"What are you saying? This is my normal face." He laughed.

"I'm.. Going to see Chappu." I nodded. "It's not wrong, is it? Just I don't want to open old wounds, ya?"

"Don't sweat." I said.

"I already am." Wakka sighed and ran up to see Kimahri. I glanced over at Tidus. He shrugged.

"You ok?" I mouthed. He shrugged again. He hadn't been with Yuna as long as we had but I could see the fire in his eyes. He was a true guardian and he loved Yuna. I could see that, even if he didn't. Not just yet anyway.

"What's wrong?" I jumped. It was Auron.

"Sir Auron!"

"I think we're past formalities, don't you, Lulu?" he said, hardly moving his mouth so we looked as though we were just walking.

"Yuna knows. Wakka doesn't. And he doesn't need to. You told anyone? Any of your old friends know about your little conquest?"

"Lulu, don't talk like that."

"It's my voice." Auron shook his head and went to talk with Tidus. Ruthy peeked from underneath my skirts.

"He's cute. You like him, don't you?"

"Oh, that's right!" I said sarcastically. "You weren't you when we locked tongues, right?"

"You kissed him?"

"It was a little more than a kiss, Ruthy." He climbed up onto my shoulder.

"So what was it like?" I sighed.

"The most amazing, mind-blowing, waves crashing on shore kiss I've ever had. Also the most embarrassing moment of my life." Ruthy hissed in my ear.

"Ready to relive it?" I spun around to see Rikku, mouth wide open. "BUSTED!" said Ruthy.

If I had deathtouch I'd kick him hard.