Finally 11:00. Seemed like one of the longest days ever. I probably could have gone over to Faith's during work but I'm sure she didn't want Gustler to know.
I walked slowly in the Precinct House. What am I going to say to her when I see her? I can't say, "Oh Sorry 'bout the divorce Faith"... yeah that just sounds a tiny bit ignorant. I could casually walk to her place and ask her why she wasn't in today...yeah...I could do that....yea....I'll do that.
I headed into the locker room and crashed into Sully.
"Sorry Sully," I said as I continued to head toward to my locker.
"Sorry Sully?" he asked surprised, "No 'Watch it Sullivan' or 'Move!'"?
I shook my head innocently at him, "no..."
"Geeze, you all right without Faith around?"
"What?" I asked defensively
Sully and Davis both gave me a questionable look.
"Nothing..." Sully said closing his locker and leaving
"You all right man?" Davis asked looking in my direction, down on the bench.
"Yeah I'm fine."
"All right man, I'll see you tomorrow."
"See ya Davis."
He left and it was just me in the locker room. I let out a heavy sigh as I debated if I should really go or not...
Maybe she needs someone to talk to...
Yea...I'll go.
I zipped my bag and shut my locker. The precinct was pretty loud and active considering it was almost mid-night...but...then again, this is New York, so what do you expect?
I walked out of the precinct and on to the street. I made an immediate right. Faith's place was only a couple of blocks. It was a pretty nice night out. Nice clear night, about 60* or so.
I really don't want to think how Faith would react if I did tell her that I liked her. She would probably laugh and throw it in my face. I mean, seriously, when I think about it, could you really see me and Faith together as a couple? I mean when I Do think about it, she's more like a big sister to me. She's always looking out for me and telling me right from wrong. She just considers me another one of her kids...
I walked into a brick apartment complex. Humble. I looked around. I walked up the steps to her apartment and stood in front of the door...
"Here goes nothing," I said softly
I knocked four times on the door....
No answer....
To my surprise the door opened....
"Hi"
"Hi."
I walked slowly in the Precinct House. What am I going to say to her when I see her? I can't say, "Oh Sorry 'bout the divorce Faith"... yeah that just sounds a tiny bit ignorant. I could casually walk to her place and ask her why she wasn't in today...yeah...I could do that....yea....I'll do that.
I headed into the locker room and crashed into Sully.
"Sorry Sully," I said as I continued to head toward to my locker.
"Sorry Sully?" he asked surprised, "No 'Watch it Sullivan' or 'Move!'"?
I shook my head innocently at him, "no..."
"Geeze, you all right without Faith around?"
"What?" I asked defensively
Sully and Davis both gave me a questionable look.
"Nothing..." Sully said closing his locker and leaving
"You all right man?" Davis asked looking in my direction, down on the bench.
"Yeah I'm fine."
"All right man, I'll see you tomorrow."
"See ya Davis."
He left and it was just me in the locker room. I let out a heavy sigh as I debated if I should really go or not...
Maybe she needs someone to talk to...
Yea...I'll go.
I zipped my bag and shut my locker. The precinct was pretty loud and active considering it was almost mid-night...but...then again, this is New York, so what do you expect?
I walked out of the precinct and on to the street. I made an immediate right. Faith's place was only a couple of blocks. It was a pretty nice night out. Nice clear night, about 60* or so.
I really don't want to think how Faith would react if I did tell her that I liked her. She would probably laugh and throw it in my face. I mean, seriously, when I think about it, could you really see me and Faith together as a couple? I mean when I Do think about it, she's more like a big sister to me. She's always looking out for me and telling me right from wrong. She just considers me another one of her kids...
I walked into a brick apartment complex. Humble. I looked around. I walked up the steps to her apartment and stood in front of the door...
"Here goes nothing," I said softly
I knocked four times on the door....
No answer....
To my surprise the door opened....
"Hi"
"Hi."