Ok guys.. You know what? I'm SERIOUSLY about to kill my computer... If it
does that to me EVER again I'm gonna have it cleaned out..
Haruka lay out on the grass, her fingers trailed across her lips in amazement. She placed her arm around Michiru and sighed. then she noticed where Michiru's head was. Her breath stopped in her chest. Michiru turned over and looked at Haruka.
Haruka could feel the blood drain from her face and then rush back to her cheeks. She could feel her ears burning with utter panic.
"Haruka?" Michiru looked at her in a questioning voice.
Haruka stood up and brushed her self off. She walked a few feet to the edge of the lake and peered off into the horizon.
"I had a wonderful evening," she said looking down into the water and running her hand through her hair. "Do you think that we could do this again?"
Michiru sat up and wrapped her arms around her legs. "Maybe." she said in a short little answer that really didn't satisfy Harukas question.
"Maybe?" she scoffed. She tried not to let it get to her, but she knew Michiru had figured it out on her own. The way Michiru was looking at her right now told her that she knew.
"I. I think." Michiru couldn't really get a good word out.
Haruka waited a few seconds for a continuation. "you think what?" she almost demanded.
"I don't know."
Haruka could feel the lump in her throat start to form and the tears burning in her eyes as she fought against them. "I'm sorry," she said in a shaky voice. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner, I just didn't want to frighten you away, I wanted to tell you, but I didn't know what you would do. I really liked you and I didn't mean to hurt you."
She could hear Michiru adjusting herself on the grass behind her. The wind blew and she shut her eyes triying to focus on her senses rather then the deepening feeling of guilt that was welling up in her like a huge void. The wind ran it's fingers through her hair and caressed her clothing to her body, showing her figure from beneath the baggy shirt and pants. She felt the different pressures that the wind was exerting on her, like a caress from a lover, or a mother, comforting her.
A single rouge traitorous tear slipped from between her eye lids and it slid slowly down her cheek. She reached up to brush it away and turned to Michiru, who was now standing behind her.
Haruka started to apologize again when Michiru took a step forward and stopped her.
"No, don't apologize, it saved me a lot of hurt by finding out now," she said.
"Michiru."
"I really like you Haruka, and by finding this out now, you've given me the right time to say this."
Haruka looked at her with puzzlement. Before she could ask again Michiru leaned up to her and pressed her lips against Haruka's ever so gently. Haruka was to scared to move, was this an acceptance or a test?
Michiru placed her hand on Haruka's cheek and pulled her closer. It was still a little hesitant, but Haruka started to respond to Michiru and started to move her lips with the other girl. It was a very light gentle kiss but it was one of the most exciting moments in Haruka's life. She could feel her heart beating faster and faster, it was almost as if her heart were going to explode. Just the gentle touch of Michiru's lips was enough to make Haruka feel faint, but she didn't let it show.
Michiru leaned back and left Haruka standing in the same position with her eyes closed, though she had stopped her lips and she was just hanging out in the air. She dropped her head and sighed.
"Michiru.."
"Don't speak Haruka," she said pulling her close into an embrace. "I wanted to do that, I had to let you know that it's ok."
Haruka wrapped her arms around Michiru and put her head on her shoulder. "Michiru, are you really ok with this?"
"I'm more then ok, I've been hoping for something like this, and it lets me know that I'm really not confused about who I am."
Haruka lifted her head and looked at Michiru. "What?"
"Haruka, when I said that it would save me a lot of hurt, I meant that I didn't want to hurt you."
Haruka's eyes widened with a bit of understanding.
"Haruka, I like you better this way." and with that Michiru leaned up and kissed Haruka again. She pulled back and looked into Haruka's eyes. She trailed her hands down her neck till she reached her buttons on her shirt. She began unbuttoning them one at a time, slowly. Haruka grasped her hands away from them, she wasn't sure, it was all too fast.
"I'm used to being able to see the ones I'm with." Michiru said and kissed her. While Haruka was being distracted she continued to unbutton her shirt and slide it down her arms. Haruka's curves were now visible and her wrappings gave hint to her true figure.
Even though she knew she shouldn't feel this way, she felt a bit ashamed. Haruka moved her arms to cover herself. "Do you really like me this way?"
"More then you know." Michiru said softly. She pushed Harukas arms out of the way and wrapped her arms around Haruka's waist. She nuzzled against Haruka's shoulder and kissed her neck. "There is nothing better than a caress of a woman."
Haruka gave in and pulled Michiru's face to hers. And for the first time in Years, Haruka kissed someone who was kissing her, and not just her façade.
OK guys, sorry it took me so long to update, I been busy, and my computer likes to crash right before I save.. This piece of.. OK Later guys, and remember to review!
Haruka lay out on the grass, her fingers trailed across her lips in amazement. She placed her arm around Michiru and sighed. then she noticed where Michiru's head was. Her breath stopped in her chest. Michiru turned over and looked at Haruka.
Haruka could feel the blood drain from her face and then rush back to her cheeks. She could feel her ears burning with utter panic.
"Haruka?" Michiru looked at her in a questioning voice.
Haruka stood up and brushed her self off. She walked a few feet to the edge of the lake and peered off into the horizon.
"I had a wonderful evening," she said looking down into the water and running her hand through her hair. "Do you think that we could do this again?"
Michiru sat up and wrapped her arms around her legs. "Maybe." she said in a short little answer that really didn't satisfy Harukas question.
"Maybe?" she scoffed. She tried not to let it get to her, but she knew Michiru had figured it out on her own. The way Michiru was looking at her right now told her that she knew.
"I. I think." Michiru couldn't really get a good word out.
Haruka waited a few seconds for a continuation. "you think what?" she almost demanded.
"I don't know."
Haruka could feel the lump in her throat start to form and the tears burning in her eyes as she fought against them. "I'm sorry," she said in a shaky voice. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner, I just didn't want to frighten you away, I wanted to tell you, but I didn't know what you would do. I really liked you and I didn't mean to hurt you."
She could hear Michiru adjusting herself on the grass behind her. The wind blew and she shut her eyes triying to focus on her senses rather then the deepening feeling of guilt that was welling up in her like a huge void. The wind ran it's fingers through her hair and caressed her clothing to her body, showing her figure from beneath the baggy shirt and pants. She felt the different pressures that the wind was exerting on her, like a caress from a lover, or a mother, comforting her.
A single rouge traitorous tear slipped from between her eye lids and it slid slowly down her cheek. She reached up to brush it away and turned to Michiru, who was now standing behind her.
Haruka started to apologize again when Michiru took a step forward and stopped her.
"No, don't apologize, it saved me a lot of hurt by finding out now," she said.
"Michiru."
"I really like you Haruka, and by finding this out now, you've given me the right time to say this."
Haruka looked at her with puzzlement. Before she could ask again Michiru leaned up to her and pressed her lips against Haruka's ever so gently. Haruka was to scared to move, was this an acceptance or a test?
Michiru placed her hand on Haruka's cheek and pulled her closer. It was still a little hesitant, but Haruka started to respond to Michiru and started to move her lips with the other girl. It was a very light gentle kiss but it was one of the most exciting moments in Haruka's life. She could feel her heart beating faster and faster, it was almost as if her heart were going to explode. Just the gentle touch of Michiru's lips was enough to make Haruka feel faint, but she didn't let it show.
Michiru leaned back and left Haruka standing in the same position with her eyes closed, though she had stopped her lips and she was just hanging out in the air. She dropped her head and sighed.
"Michiru.."
"Don't speak Haruka," she said pulling her close into an embrace. "I wanted to do that, I had to let you know that it's ok."
Haruka wrapped her arms around Michiru and put her head on her shoulder. "Michiru, are you really ok with this?"
"I'm more then ok, I've been hoping for something like this, and it lets me know that I'm really not confused about who I am."
Haruka lifted her head and looked at Michiru. "What?"
"Haruka, when I said that it would save me a lot of hurt, I meant that I didn't want to hurt you."
Haruka's eyes widened with a bit of understanding.
"Haruka, I like you better this way." and with that Michiru leaned up and kissed Haruka again. She pulled back and looked into Haruka's eyes. She trailed her hands down her neck till she reached her buttons on her shirt. She began unbuttoning them one at a time, slowly. Haruka grasped her hands away from them, she wasn't sure, it was all too fast.
"I'm used to being able to see the ones I'm with." Michiru said and kissed her. While Haruka was being distracted she continued to unbutton her shirt and slide it down her arms. Haruka's curves were now visible and her wrappings gave hint to her true figure.
Even though she knew she shouldn't feel this way, she felt a bit ashamed. Haruka moved her arms to cover herself. "Do you really like me this way?"
"More then you know." Michiru said softly. She pushed Harukas arms out of the way and wrapped her arms around Haruka's waist. She nuzzled against Haruka's shoulder and kissed her neck. "There is nothing better than a caress of a woman."
Haruka gave in and pulled Michiru's face to hers. And for the first time in Years, Haruka kissed someone who was kissing her, and not just her façade.
OK guys, sorry it took me so long to update, I been busy, and my computer likes to crash right before I save.. This piece of.. OK Later guys, and remember to review!