Never satisfied
By Gospdrcr aka Ann
Disclaimer: not mine they belong to GH but the ideas.ideas cannot be owned..only used.and this is a poor use of an idea, but I hope you like it..replies are always loved.
A/N: I love Carly and Lorenzo, now don't get me wrong, huge S/C fan but a Carly fan first, so this was an idea that occurred to me after the 8/13 episode.
Kelly's Diner:
Carly is sitting at the counter waiting for Bobbie to return.
Carly's POV:
A chill races down my spine and I know he is here. HE is watching me, wanting me. Why, lord why now.
I call Mike on the phone to let him know I'm okay, but it's an excuse. I don't want to tell him about Courtney. It's his machine, thank God!
"Hey Mike, it's me Carly. I um well, I'm home or back or whatever you wanna call it. I'm gonna be at Kelly's for a little while so if you wanna come by and see me or call or something. well I will talk to you soon. Bye."
It's taking everything in me not to turn around. To look into those eyes of his. To smile and say wanna play backgammon?
How, someone tell me how this freaking happened. When did I start to feel more for Lorenzo? NO. NO. NO. NO. NO. This is not happening, I refuse to think this way..NO.
Then I remember.
~~~~the water was so beautiful, I was watching the sun set and as I looked out on the horizon I wondered if he loved this as much as I did. I found this deck chair and set it up. I sat there wrapped in a blanket with the phone in my hand. I just spoke to Michael as Courtney tucked him in. I told him how much I loved him and missed him and wished he was here with me. I didn't even realize I said that.wish you were here. and the worst absolute worst part was knowing that this tiny little part of me meant it. I thought about that moment for hours, then HE found me there on the deck, I pretended sleep. He wrapped me up tighter in the blanket and put the phone back. I wanted to open my eyes and look deeply into his. I felt the betrayal of my thoughts so viciously that I couldn't breathe.~~~~
These feelings he arouses in me aren't that unsimilar to what I used to feel for Jason. I can still feel Jason enter a room, now it's so comfortable. Like this presence that I didn't realize I missed walking in and making me feel safe. But, with Lorenzo it's not safe it's this tempest inside. Churning, churning in me I feel his passion and thought, I feel this passion and sensitivity and caring. I've never felt that, simple gentle caring.
NO NO NO NO NO this is not happening.
He's gone. I can't feel him anymore. I spin around and see Max standing at the door. I find that I miss his presence.
I don't know how it all happened by I find that I want to see him again. Soon, more than I will ever admit. Why, why now, just when I have everything I have ever wanted to I want more. Greedy Caroline.
I always want more, I'm never ever satisfied and now
I want Lorenzo Alcazar.
End
Disclaimer: not mine they belong to GH but the ideas.ideas cannot be owned..only used.and this is a poor use of an idea, but I hope you like it..replies are always loved.
A/N: I love Carly and Lorenzo, now don't get me wrong, huge S/C fan but a Carly fan first, so this was an idea that occurred to me after the 8/13 episode.
Kelly's Diner:
Carly is sitting at the counter waiting for Bobbie to return.
Carly's POV:
A chill races down my spine and I know he is here. HE is watching me, wanting me. Why, lord why now.
I call Mike on the phone to let him know I'm okay, but it's an excuse. I don't want to tell him about Courtney. It's his machine, thank God!
"Hey Mike, it's me Carly. I um well, I'm home or back or whatever you wanna call it. I'm gonna be at Kelly's for a little while so if you wanna come by and see me or call or something. well I will talk to you soon. Bye."
It's taking everything in me not to turn around. To look into those eyes of his. To smile and say wanna play backgammon?
How, someone tell me how this freaking happened. When did I start to feel more for Lorenzo? NO. NO. NO. NO. NO. This is not happening, I refuse to think this way..NO.
Then I remember.
~~~~the water was so beautiful, I was watching the sun set and as I looked out on the horizon I wondered if he loved this as much as I did. I found this deck chair and set it up. I sat there wrapped in a blanket with the phone in my hand. I just spoke to Michael as Courtney tucked him in. I told him how much I loved him and missed him and wished he was here with me. I didn't even realize I said that.wish you were here. and the worst absolute worst part was knowing that this tiny little part of me meant it. I thought about that moment for hours, then HE found me there on the deck, I pretended sleep. He wrapped me up tighter in the blanket and put the phone back. I wanted to open my eyes and look deeply into his. I felt the betrayal of my thoughts so viciously that I couldn't breathe.~~~~
These feelings he arouses in me aren't that unsimilar to what I used to feel for Jason. I can still feel Jason enter a room, now it's so comfortable. Like this presence that I didn't realize I missed walking in and making me feel safe. But, with Lorenzo it's not safe it's this tempest inside. Churning, churning in me I feel his passion and thought, I feel this passion and sensitivity and caring. I've never felt that, simple gentle caring.
NO NO NO NO NO this is not happening.
He's gone. I can't feel him anymore. I spin around and see Max standing at the door. I find that I miss his presence.
I don't know how it all happened by I find that I want to see him again. Soon, more than I will ever admit. Why, why now, just when I have everything I have ever wanted to I want more. Greedy Caroline.
I always want more, I'm never ever satisfied and now
I want Lorenzo Alcazar.
End