disclaimers: Sadly, Yugioh isn't mine...sigh. I wish....^_^
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And for the 70th reviewer Asashi, you get...........Yami Bakura!!!
Yami B: Wha?!
Ak: Go!!
Warning this chapter: Yugi relates some sad details to his life and it may bother some people.... and some fluff
VENTUS (Thanks Katya for clearing up that Ventus means Wind!! ^_^)
It's past midnight, the time I find most comfortable. Perhaps its my dark nature. After that scene in the zoo...Yugi's been less talkative. I'm not sure if he's scared or if it was just a huge mistake on his behalf. I glance over at the body wrapped in the blanket's on Ryou's bed. In sleep, Yugi's angelic, even more so than usual. He's so fragile. I'm confused by these emotions. I'm not sure what they are but...I like them. They make me want to protect Yugi even by the cost of my own life which I showed clearly earlier today. Had Yami been at full strength, he would have probably decimated me. His Sennen powers are much higher than my own. I would lay my life on the line for my hikari without hesitation. Does that mean, I feel for Yugi in the same pretense of what I feel for Ryou? Do I love Yugi? If this had been six months ago, I would have scoffed at the idea then probably killed the poor bastard who said it. That was before I truly got to know Yugi. He's perfect, like Ryou. Both are kind, smart, innocent. Yugi and Ryou became best friends so I had to deal with him alot. The first few weeks I was downright horrible to the boy but as time passed I began to feel a bond with Yugi. It was then I vowed no harm would be inflicted on him. I never figured I'd have to act on it.
Yugi shifts positions, whimpering softly. Sweat has drenched his forehead. I sigh and pull the boy into my arms, caressing his hair. The sounds cease and he curls against my chest. Wind escapes through the crack in the window. I rise but Yugi clings to my clothes. I sigh, holding him in my arms as I cross the room to the window. He's so compact and small. He reaches my waist. How could Yami EVER hurt this...this angel?! As I start to slide the glass shut, a contented sigh escapes Yugi's lips. His eyes slowly shudder open and he burrows deeper into my chest to nuzzle my neck. His arms encircle my neck, his warm breath hits the hollow indentation. I can't help but shiver, the cool air from outside swirled with the heat from the little one's mouth.
He sighs again, eyes lazily lidding. His fingers knead at my chest. "Bakura...will you stay here with me?" he whispers. Slitted eyes stare at the moonlit grass beneath, causing the blades to appear somewhat translucent. The trees, leaves drifting in the wind, are bare and shadowed against the thicker coniferous forest. I rest my head against Yugi's, something within compells me to kiss the auburn hair. Yugi doesn't resist, he cocks his head to the side and gently prods my throat with the tip of his nose. "Bakura...do you ever wish you had born with a different life?"
The question shocks me but I'm not one to dwell on surprise. "...Yes. Yugi...why did you say that? Why do you want another life?" I mutter softly, bringing him closer, planting butterfly kisses along his jawline. "Yugi..."
A faint blush, illuminated by the rays of moonlight, covers his cheeks. He shivers. I grab the spread on the back of the chair and spread it across us. Yugi smiles, leaning into my arms. "You meant it then..what you said earlier?" I fix him with a quizzical stare. "When you said you cared about me."
An all but serious expression is on his face and his violet eyes are honed in on my own. Its a spell he's cast on me and I can't look away. He's waiting for an answer. I swallow my pride and give him another hug. "I meant it Yugi," I whisper, barely audible but he hears the words and the relief on his face is outweighed by the intense amount of happiness. "Yugi...tell me what you meant...."
Yugi settles more comfortably into my lap. I rest my hands on his lower stomach, pressing minature kisses to his shoulders. He relaxes and stares at the ground below. "I know that I'm weak maybe even fragile." He admits his faults with an ease that I find admirable. "I would never have refused Yami and...I did know what he wanted from me the first time he asked. I wasn't entirely a virgin at that time." I gasp and he pushes a finger against my lips, tears are shining in his eyes. "But it wasnt consensual. I didn't want it." He's trembling and I hold him a little closer.
"Yugi...who raped you.....?"
"It was my father," he chokes out. My jaw drops and I blink. What the hell? He opens his mouth to continue but I shake my head. He doesn't give me much say in it. "Bakura...I haven't told anyone this. Please, just...just listen. I've been keeping this to myself and honestly, I dont think I can go on much further alone." He takes a deep breath to start again. "After my mother died when I was a eight, it was up to my father to take care of me and...he did a lousy job of it. He never paid attention to me and when he did...he would make me touch him, just like Yami did. I was too young to understand but then when I got older, I think I was eleven, was the first time he..he raped me. It happened...a couple of other times until..until he died in train wreck." Yugi wipes his tears on his sleeve. "Then Grandpa adopted me. I hated my life so much but then Yami came he took away most of that doubt. Then..then he did the same to me that my father did...." Yugi sighs, entertwining his hand with mine and he holds it close to his heart. I feel his pulse beating erratically. "Bakura, I used to hate you for being so cruel to Ryou but then..you acted civil towards him, even gave him your love. I trust you Bakura, thats why I told you that secret. You have to promise me not to repeat it to anyone, especially Yami."
I nod, squeezing his hand. He turns in my lap, arms wrapping around my waist as he buries himself within the warm solitude of my arms and the quilted blanket. Thats why Yugi was so hurt and betrayed when he came to us. Thats why he chose to come to Ryou's in the first place! His trust in me. As if reading my thoughts, he glances up at me. "I knew you'd protect me Bakura. I knew you'd make me feel safe again." His lips curl into a sweet smile and I can't help but smile a genuine one back. "Your not pyschotic, just misunderstood, like me. Bakura...would you stay here until morning? I..I know that your not one to do that, not even with Ryou, but please don't leave me tonight."
"I won't leave you Yugi, not ever." I mean those words to their full extent. I bring the blanket more comfortably around us and sink further into the cushioned chair, his eyes closing as he drifts into sleep. I twirl my finger in his hair and whisper to the wind, "Not ever Yugi. I swear that I won't. I..I love you." Noone hears me but the moon and I believe that just this once, she's heard me.
* * *
I wrote fluff! ^_^ Hrm.
Can Bakura keep his promise? What IS wrong with Yami Yugi? Find out.
WOWSAS! 71! *faints*
Yami Bakura: I was a sap.
Oh! Nizuno, thanks for the humor in the review! Made me laugh.
Thank you so much Sarina!!!! Your the best!
Yami B: I guess I should agree
Ak: Of course you should, baka.
Yami B: Whatever....
To REZ: I'm so glad someone has decided to take that step forward and become open minded!
OOH!! OOH!! And to Lily, I'm gonna make a POLL!!!!!
WHO WANTS YAMI/YUGI as the ending couple?!!
WHO WANTS BAKURA/RYOU/YUGI?
Now, the end won't be for a while but I want to go ahead and get a good idea of what people want. Okay?
THANKS FOR REVIEWING AS ALWAYS!!!!
Read and Review
THIS IS YAOI!! DONT LIKE THEN PLEASE LEAVE.
And for the 70th reviewer Asashi, you get...........Yami Bakura!!!
Yami B: Wha?!
Ak: Go!!
Warning this chapter: Yugi relates some sad details to his life and it may bother some people.... and some fluff
VENTUS (Thanks Katya for clearing up that Ventus means Wind!! ^_^)
It's past midnight, the time I find most comfortable. Perhaps its my dark nature. After that scene in the zoo...Yugi's been less talkative. I'm not sure if he's scared or if it was just a huge mistake on his behalf. I glance over at the body wrapped in the blanket's on Ryou's bed. In sleep, Yugi's angelic, even more so than usual. He's so fragile. I'm confused by these emotions. I'm not sure what they are but...I like them. They make me want to protect Yugi even by the cost of my own life which I showed clearly earlier today. Had Yami been at full strength, he would have probably decimated me. His Sennen powers are much higher than my own. I would lay my life on the line for my hikari without hesitation. Does that mean, I feel for Yugi in the same pretense of what I feel for Ryou? Do I love Yugi? If this had been six months ago, I would have scoffed at the idea then probably killed the poor bastard who said it. That was before I truly got to know Yugi. He's perfect, like Ryou. Both are kind, smart, innocent. Yugi and Ryou became best friends so I had to deal with him alot. The first few weeks I was downright horrible to the boy but as time passed I began to feel a bond with Yugi. It was then I vowed no harm would be inflicted on him. I never figured I'd have to act on it.
Yugi shifts positions, whimpering softly. Sweat has drenched his forehead. I sigh and pull the boy into my arms, caressing his hair. The sounds cease and he curls against my chest. Wind escapes through the crack in the window. I rise but Yugi clings to my clothes. I sigh, holding him in my arms as I cross the room to the window. He's so compact and small. He reaches my waist. How could Yami EVER hurt this...this angel?! As I start to slide the glass shut, a contented sigh escapes Yugi's lips. His eyes slowly shudder open and he burrows deeper into my chest to nuzzle my neck. His arms encircle my neck, his warm breath hits the hollow indentation. I can't help but shiver, the cool air from outside swirled with the heat from the little one's mouth.
He sighs again, eyes lazily lidding. His fingers knead at my chest. "Bakura...will you stay here with me?" he whispers. Slitted eyes stare at the moonlit grass beneath, causing the blades to appear somewhat translucent. The trees, leaves drifting in the wind, are bare and shadowed against the thicker coniferous forest. I rest my head against Yugi's, something within compells me to kiss the auburn hair. Yugi doesn't resist, he cocks his head to the side and gently prods my throat with the tip of his nose. "Bakura...do you ever wish you had born with a different life?"
The question shocks me but I'm not one to dwell on surprise. "...Yes. Yugi...why did you say that? Why do you want another life?" I mutter softly, bringing him closer, planting butterfly kisses along his jawline. "Yugi..."
A faint blush, illuminated by the rays of moonlight, covers his cheeks. He shivers. I grab the spread on the back of the chair and spread it across us. Yugi smiles, leaning into my arms. "You meant it then..what you said earlier?" I fix him with a quizzical stare. "When you said you cared about me."
An all but serious expression is on his face and his violet eyes are honed in on my own. Its a spell he's cast on me and I can't look away. He's waiting for an answer. I swallow my pride and give him another hug. "I meant it Yugi," I whisper, barely audible but he hears the words and the relief on his face is outweighed by the intense amount of happiness. "Yugi...tell me what you meant...."
Yugi settles more comfortably into my lap. I rest my hands on his lower stomach, pressing minature kisses to his shoulders. He relaxes and stares at the ground below. "I know that I'm weak maybe even fragile." He admits his faults with an ease that I find admirable. "I would never have refused Yami and...I did know what he wanted from me the first time he asked. I wasn't entirely a virgin at that time." I gasp and he pushes a finger against my lips, tears are shining in his eyes. "But it wasnt consensual. I didn't want it." He's trembling and I hold him a little closer.
"Yugi...who raped you.....?"
"It was my father," he chokes out. My jaw drops and I blink. What the hell? He opens his mouth to continue but I shake my head. He doesn't give me much say in it. "Bakura...I haven't told anyone this. Please, just...just listen. I've been keeping this to myself and honestly, I dont think I can go on much further alone." He takes a deep breath to start again. "After my mother died when I was a eight, it was up to my father to take care of me and...he did a lousy job of it. He never paid attention to me and when he did...he would make me touch him, just like Yami did. I was too young to understand but then when I got older, I think I was eleven, was the first time he..he raped me. It happened...a couple of other times until..until he died in train wreck." Yugi wipes his tears on his sleeve. "Then Grandpa adopted me. I hated my life so much but then Yami came he took away most of that doubt. Then..then he did the same to me that my father did...." Yugi sighs, entertwining his hand with mine and he holds it close to his heart. I feel his pulse beating erratically. "Bakura, I used to hate you for being so cruel to Ryou but then..you acted civil towards him, even gave him your love. I trust you Bakura, thats why I told you that secret. You have to promise me not to repeat it to anyone, especially Yami."
I nod, squeezing his hand. He turns in my lap, arms wrapping around my waist as he buries himself within the warm solitude of my arms and the quilted blanket. Thats why Yugi was so hurt and betrayed when he came to us. Thats why he chose to come to Ryou's in the first place! His trust in me. As if reading my thoughts, he glances up at me. "I knew you'd protect me Bakura. I knew you'd make me feel safe again." His lips curl into a sweet smile and I can't help but smile a genuine one back. "Your not pyschotic, just misunderstood, like me. Bakura...would you stay here until morning? I..I know that your not one to do that, not even with Ryou, but please don't leave me tonight."
"I won't leave you Yugi, not ever." I mean those words to their full extent. I bring the blanket more comfortably around us and sink further into the cushioned chair, his eyes closing as he drifts into sleep. I twirl my finger in his hair and whisper to the wind, "Not ever Yugi. I swear that I won't. I..I love you." Noone hears me but the moon and I believe that just this once, she's heard me.
* * *
I wrote fluff! ^_^ Hrm.
Can Bakura keep his promise? What IS wrong with Yami Yugi? Find out.
WOWSAS! 71! *faints*
Yami Bakura: I was a sap.
Oh! Nizuno, thanks for the humor in the review! Made me laugh.
Thank you so much Sarina!!!! Your the best!
Yami B: I guess I should agree
Ak: Of course you should, baka.
Yami B: Whatever....
To REZ: I'm so glad someone has decided to take that step forward and become open minded!
OOH!! OOH!! And to Lily, I'm gonna make a POLL!!!!!
WHO WANTS YAMI/YUGI as the ending couple?!!
WHO WANTS BAKURA/RYOU/YUGI?
Now, the end won't be for a while but I want to go ahead and get a good idea of what people want. Okay?
THANKS FOR REVIEWING AS ALWAYS!!!!