A/N: I am going to write the sappiest thing you ever read for this song
that I slightly changed to fit Doctor Who. Obviously this is going to be
AU..a definite AU..so don't give me grief about it.
There's a calm surrender to the vortex's way
When the heat of a rolling time can be turned away
An enchanted matrix, and it tells things true
It's enough for this restless time-lord just to be with you
And can you feel the mass of stars
It is where we are
It's enough for this wide-eyed time-lord That we got this far
And can you feel the rush of time
How it's laid to rest
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best
There's a time for everyone if they only learn
That the twisting kaleidoscope lets our time-lines turn
There's a rhyme and reason to the wild black storms
When the hearts of this star-crossed voyager beat in time with yours
((^^%%$$##@@!!
Grace sat in her chaise lounge chair with only one intent for the rest of that night; sit here and think about the things that had just occurred in her life. No, not in her life just this one night, this one blissful night. She had met him and he had taken her places that she had never dreamed could ever exist; and if even possible he had done it without even taking her out of California. True they had travel a day through time but that had meant nothing compared to the time they had shared when he had departed. She held his cool hands and kissed him. She closed her eyes to remember how it had felt to have those lips against hers. Never before had she fallen so quickly for any man and she was sure that he had not hypnotized her but wanted to touch him hug him and never let go. She opened her eyes and came back to the realization that he was no longer here. He had only been gone twenty minutes but she missed him already. She knew she could never had gone with him and there was just no way around it. She would feel terrible going off into time and space and leaving her practice here, on earth. True enough she could take off and come back with a span of thirty minutes but she better in her heart.
She felt the spots on her arms were his arms had met her when she had woken from...well she couldn't really remember, all she could really remember was that she had woken in the TARDIS with the Doctor staring down at her, with such joy in his eyes, and she didn't remember what happened. It was all just a blur.
She laid down side ways and covered her face with the extra pillow, and cried into it. Why had she done this? She missed him so much, and now she would never see him again. Those wonderful blue eyes and his caring nature. How he had held her and kissed her she had never had that with any other man. She wasn't the type of person who wanted a really physical relation ship and she felt that neither did he. All he wanted was to know that some one loved him and was willing to give their life for him, and she would have done that. She would have given her life for him. All her life love was just a myth but when you fall head into it, it hurts and that is what she felt now. She wanted him so badly, and now she would never have him. He would have been the first boyfriend she had had who actually loved opera who she could talk about it with. She had just given up so much.
She wanted to scream and scream, but her sobbing was preventing her to do this. She kept running out of breath and having to suck it in. The pillow was wet with all of the tears she had cried and she knew that she had only been here for a little while. The one thing in her life that had truly made her forget all of her troubles, even though he had invited new ones, and she let him slip away. She would always think of him and how he had saved her.
She sat up and let her tears subside. She knew how to deal with this now. It was so simple. She smiled at the thought of never having to be with out him again. She stood and walked to her kitchen taking with her the pillow. She was tired and getting up the steps was a challenge, it should have been easier since she didn't have her shoes on but for some reason that didn't make a difference. On the last step she tripped and her foot landed on the corner of the step and she heard the distinct crack of a break in the bone. She felt the pain but she didn't make a sound, neither did she stop her pursuit of the sink; while she walked she felt the bone slide in her foot making the pain even worse but she didn't care.
She washed out the sink and put the pillow in it and ran water over it. Now that that was done she sat down and waited the short while for the sink to fill. Looking down at the bottom of the sink she felt along the cabinets for the medicine that she took to help her sleep on those really long nights, and filled a class with the cold water from the faucet, then she shut the faucet off.
She dumped some of the pills and her mouth and chanced them with water, then she put ten more in her mouth and downed those too, then she finished the bottle off and with it the water. A quick and painless way to never be without him again. Standing there waiting for the pills to take effect, the place got blurry, and then it went black.
A/N: Ah yes, the poor child commits suicide. Please review.
There's a calm surrender to the vortex's way
When the heat of a rolling time can be turned away
An enchanted matrix, and it tells things true
It's enough for this restless time-lord just to be with you
And can you feel the mass of stars
It is where we are
It's enough for this wide-eyed time-lord That we got this far
And can you feel the rush of time
How it's laid to rest
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds
Believe the very best
There's a time for everyone if they only learn
That the twisting kaleidoscope lets our time-lines turn
There's a rhyme and reason to the wild black storms
When the hearts of this star-crossed voyager beat in time with yours
((^^%%$$##@@!!
Grace sat in her chaise lounge chair with only one intent for the rest of that night; sit here and think about the things that had just occurred in her life. No, not in her life just this one night, this one blissful night. She had met him and he had taken her places that she had never dreamed could ever exist; and if even possible he had done it without even taking her out of California. True they had travel a day through time but that had meant nothing compared to the time they had shared when he had departed. She held his cool hands and kissed him. She closed her eyes to remember how it had felt to have those lips against hers. Never before had she fallen so quickly for any man and she was sure that he had not hypnotized her but wanted to touch him hug him and never let go. She opened her eyes and came back to the realization that he was no longer here. He had only been gone twenty minutes but she missed him already. She knew she could never had gone with him and there was just no way around it. She would feel terrible going off into time and space and leaving her practice here, on earth. True enough she could take off and come back with a span of thirty minutes but she better in her heart.
She felt the spots on her arms were his arms had met her when she had woken from...well she couldn't really remember, all she could really remember was that she had woken in the TARDIS with the Doctor staring down at her, with such joy in his eyes, and she didn't remember what happened. It was all just a blur.
She laid down side ways and covered her face with the extra pillow, and cried into it. Why had she done this? She missed him so much, and now she would never see him again. Those wonderful blue eyes and his caring nature. How he had held her and kissed her she had never had that with any other man. She wasn't the type of person who wanted a really physical relation ship and she felt that neither did he. All he wanted was to know that some one loved him and was willing to give their life for him, and she would have done that. She would have given her life for him. All her life love was just a myth but when you fall head into it, it hurts and that is what she felt now. She wanted him so badly, and now she would never have him. He would have been the first boyfriend she had had who actually loved opera who she could talk about it with. She had just given up so much.
She wanted to scream and scream, but her sobbing was preventing her to do this. She kept running out of breath and having to suck it in. The pillow was wet with all of the tears she had cried and she knew that she had only been here for a little while. The one thing in her life that had truly made her forget all of her troubles, even though he had invited new ones, and she let him slip away. She would always think of him and how he had saved her.
She sat up and let her tears subside. She knew how to deal with this now. It was so simple. She smiled at the thought of never having to be with out him again. She stood and walked to her kitchen taking with her the pillow. She was tired and getting up the steps was a challenge, it should have been easier since she didn't have her shoes on but for some reason that didn't make a difference. On the last step she tripped and her foot landed on the corner of the step and she heard the distinct crack of a break in the bone. She felt the pain but she didn't make a sound, neither did she stop her pursuit of the sink; while she walked she felt the bone slide in her foot making the pain even worse but she didn't care.
She washed out the sink and put the pillow in it and ran water over it. Now that that was done she sat down and waited the short while for the sink to fill. Looking down at the bottom of the sink she felt along the cabinets for the medicine that she took to help her sleep on those really long nights, and filled a class with the cold water from the faucet, then she shut the faucet off.
She dumped some of the pills and her mouth and chanced them with water, then she put ten more in her mouth and downed those too, then she finished the bottle off and with it the water. A quick and painless way to never be without him again. Standing there waiting for the pills to take effect, the place got blurry, and then it went black.
A/N: Ah yes, the poor child commits suicide. Please review.