Disclaimer: Alias and all it's fantastic characters belongs to J.JAbrams. And not me (sob sob)

Authors Note: hey people, I heard about the season Finale haven't seen it so like I always do I write a fanfic before it and carry on what happened like in a long story and then you know put a deeper plot into it. I can't believe Alias didn't get into the emmie awards cut for best Drama series. That sucks. Least Jennifer, Lena and Victor are standing strong in best female drama actress, best supporting actress and best Male supporting actor. So here's my follow up:

fanstasy to Reality

Sydney stood deafly still next to the window sill as tears rolled down her eyes, reflecting on the life she once had, with everybody with Vaughn was practically gone, she had missed two Christmas', two birthdays and everyone had just gone left her and got with their lives, especially Vaughn.

She stood there watching the rain rolling down her window, wondering about her life

Banging echoed through the house as someone was banging on her front door, hitting it with a great desire to enter the house. She turned to look at her new apartment and looked at the door as she went across to the open the door.

She pulled open and was greeted by two Green pierced Hazel eyes, which looked at intensely at her. He was drenched in the rain and out of breath she looked behind him and no saw no car.

"Michael" she said surprised with her eyes still streaming tears.

"Syd, I'm sorry, I missed you......can we talk" she looked at him and then that band on his finger was no where in sight you know the one that shined to her on the night she met him in that room. She nodded her head that question, as he looked at the tears down her face, were those shed for him. She dried her face when she realised that it was wet from crying.

"Did you walk here?" She looked at his drenched green raincoat and faded stonewash Jeans. His adorable hair flopped down his front of his face.

"Yeah Crazy Huh? Can I come in" he asked politely and smiled the sweetest smile that he had ever pulled off.

"Yeah sure. I think I need to get some of will's old clothes from my draw so you can you can change out of those" She looked at he's clothes.

"Yeah, but let me say something first and Syd what I have to say comes before I get the cold of the century"

She giggled Vaughn was just like he always was kind, gentle, funny and gorgeous. Sydney stood up in front of him as she watched the droplet drop down his face onto her hardwood floor.

"Well" Sydney said mocking him slightly but he just laughed.

"Nice apartment by the way!" she smiled then she felt his wet hands wrap around her tiny fingers and hold them in front of them.

"Sydney I never forgot about you if that's what you think.... I was state after they had declared you dead after you were lost" He stopped and looked at the floor and in her eyes again as he thought he was going to choke up. He could already see the tears that gathered in Sydney's eyes, he had to tell how he still felt for her now or it would never come out. "I spoke at your memorial service and I cried and broke down and didn't go to work for three weeks. Until Weiss forced me out of bed. For once in Kendall's life he was actually understanding"

She smiled as she held his hand back

"honestly I wouldn't stop looking for you, until Weiss told me to give in, but I never did and I never found you, honestly you were lost to me and I was lost to myself. Syd-" He said started to cry as tears rolled down his eyes, Sydney who was already crying had a new batch of tears wating to be dropped.

"even though I'm married to Claire I still love you.... I love you more than I do her...I can't move on with my life because I know if you hadn't gone missing it would have been you I belonged to not her!!!"

"Michael" Sydney said choked up and tears falling down her face as she could not hold them in. Michael's eyes were swimming in his tears as he looked down at her.

She threw her arms around his neck "I still love you too" she whispered in his ear and cried. "I love you too.... Michael, but I can't do this I can't go on knowing that someone else is holding you kissing you it just can't happen" she pulled away searching his face, for an answer how they were goingto be together again.

"I know I normally never do this in a relationship, but Sydney I can't with strain myself from wanting to touch you, and it sickens me that I'm like this. I was brought up with decency but I can't let go again I did once and it's going to happen again" He said shaking his head. Sydney looked at him helpless of what to say. He dropped to his knees in front of Sydney and rested his head on her thigh. She ran her hands through his wet hair and kneeled down on the floor with him.

She looked him in his eyes, his eyes that were filled up with tears.

"I can't walk away from the memories, I can't"

"Shh" Sydney slightly shushed him and placed her lips on his, He reacted almost instantly as his soft lips carressed her in an urgency, but at the same time feeling heavenly, grabbing the back of her head and pulling her closer to him. She felt the water from his hair side down her face. Sydney's hands grabbed the zip of his jacket unzipped it and struggled to get it off of Vaughn while still kissing him. It hit the floor as Vaughn smiled during their kiss. His hand held face as one was supporting her back guiding her to the floor. She reached the wooden floor as the kiss was more intense, more of everything. They both wanted this to happen to be with each other. She felt his desirable hands searching inside her top as he watched her concentrating how this was doing to her. She gased as she felt his hands on her skin.

Lights flashed from an incoming car to her driveway, which awoke her from her Daydream. The smile that she had during the daydream slowly faded realising it wasn't reality. She hit the window sill in her annoyance and walked to the door to see who just pulled up her drive way, the rain was coming down heavier than before as she hear the rain drops splatter onto the floor. She saw a figure get out the car and approached the door her eyes were deceiving her was that man who she was just having a day dream about climbing out of his car. His green eyes started at her in the rain as the distance of the car and her front door seperated them, and showed how apart they really were.

TBC...

NOTE: So guys what did you think? Was it good or not what needs to be straightened, than the grammar. Anyways I should have the next chapter out soon. I don't have Internet in my house, which sucks, but I promise I will get it out soon!!!!! On the run and what women want have to be on a hold because someone deleted the files off my computer. I know I was pissed off too! So I'll be back soon luv you guys lots and thanks for reading my fanfiction!

*Firequeen*