Farther
by Reanne080
rated R
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Disclaimer: Harry Potter and character's are not mine, but I do twist
them to fit my evil mind. Mwhahahahaha *hack, cough* uhh, ok.
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***This chapter is dedicated to Tigergirl, Who has given me the
most wonderful reviews I have ever gotten. They are enough to
make me blush! ::smiles:: It's reviewers like you that help writter's
to contine to write, no matter what. Thankyou again.***
Hey Guy's I'm very sorry that this took so long to update, but I
haven't had a good inspiration for a while. I am really sorry. I will
try and be better from now on, but I am not making any promises.
I am also a little nervous about where I am going to be taking this
story. I have an idea, but I do not want people to get mad at me.
This idea just popped in my head for the bad guy. I have read a
few stories, one or two, that had him cast in a bad light, but none that
I have seen for what I have planned. Just remember, I don't
necessarily believe that this person is bad, it just works for what I have
planned. As of right now, no one has a clue of what I am talking about,
but you will in a few chapters, hopefully. Just remember, if you flame
me I will not hesitate to respond in kind. Ok, that's it for me.. Thanks
for all the lovely reviews! ^_^ Please keep it up. Thanks again to my
beta Katy999. You are the greatest!
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Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more a part of me, you're everywhere
I'll always care
And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side and all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
Remember me this way ~ Jordan Hill, Casper soundtrack
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Lily smiled down at her child, her eyes filled with love and sadness.
"Harry, love. There are things that you need to know, before you
go back."
Harry looked up quickly, "But mum, I want to stay with you! There
is nothing back there but pain. I don't want to go back!" he
choked out.
She looked at him, pain in her eyes. "Oh, my dear son. Things
will be different, you will see. Things will not be the same. You will
be with someone who loves you. He will make sure you are never
hurt again. There are facts present that were not before. There
are things that I need to tell you, before you are sent back. Will
you listen to me?" her eyes pleading with him.
He nods, confusion in his eyes.
She draws in a deep breath. "There are things that you need to
know. Unfortunately, no one was able to tell you, because the
people involved were either dead or too hurt to explain. The big
thing, the one to change your whole life, is that James," a slight
hitch in her breath, "is not your father." She holds a finger to
Harry's lips to stall his questions. "I was tricked into marring
James. Before James, I was married to another man. James
and Sirius did not want me to be with him, but I did not care. I
loved him with all of my heart. They could not see what I saw in
him. To most, he was a mean-tempered, nasty-mouthed boy. I
saw through that to his wounded heart." Through this her eyes
glowed with remembered love. Her face was radiant.
Harry was amazed by what he saw in his mother's eyes. She
literally glowed. His heart was racing, though. Who could his
father be, if not James? He was the spitting image of him. He
hated to intrude on his mother's memories, but he needed to
know. "Who?" he asked in a whisper.
Lily closed her eyes softly and hugged Harry closer. "Severus
Snape."
Harry's eyes widened and he tried to break out of her strong
grip. He had tears running down his face. "What?! No. Not
him, please, not him!" he started to yell then sobbed. All
through it, his mother held him and rocked him back and
forth, trying to comfort him.
"Oh, honey, it's not a bad thing. I know you have not seen his
good side, but I know he will be thrilled to know that you are
his. He has always wanted a child. He was devastated when
he thought that I was pregnant with James' child. It broke his
heart. He has so much love to give and had no one to give it
too. Oh, please Harry, give him a chance, love." Lily looked
into Harry's eyes, pleading for him to listen to her.
Harry was in shock, barely hearing what his mother was saying
to him. It was too much. Everything was too much. He was
numb from all that had happened to him in the last few months.
There was only so much a mind could go through, before
cracking. He didn't even notice when his body started to fade
away.
Lilly noticed and she tried to clutch Harry closer. As he faded
away she whispered into his ear, "Harry, love, remember me
like this, full of life and love. This is how I want you to remember
me. I love you, my child and I will be with you always...." As she
choked out the last few words, Harry disappeared. Lily's arms,
with nothing to hold, folded around herself as she slowly started
to disappear, too.
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Severus was sleeping with his head on his son's chest, calmed by
the steady breath. All of Harry's wounds were healed. Now he just
had to regain consciousness. Harry had been out for a week and
Severus hadn't left his side as much as possible. Nothing could have
moved him. Severus stirred as he felt something on his head. He
raised his head and looked down upon his son. The boy's arm was
twitching. Severus smiled and called out to Albus and Poppy.
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Reviw Responces:
Momma-dar- ::smiles:: Don't worry, he will!
Dragona (1)- Thank you
Sela- ::chuckles:: Thank you. I might have Lily appear later in the fic,
but I haven't decided yet.
Lei Dumbledore- ::smiles:: Kill off Harry? Never! ::chuckles:: Thank
you for your review.
Ian (1 & 2)- Thank you
Selua- Thank you
Fallen Dragon- ::chuckles:: Thank you.
Tigergirl- Thank you for your wonderful praise. Personally, I think
that Severus has a lot of repressed emotions, so when he does let go,
emotionally, he could do anything. Thank, again. You are a
wonderful reviewer.
Ian (4)- ::chuckles:: Sorry. It seemed to fit with the lyrics for the song.
I hope that you like this chapter better.
RivenKnight- ::smiles:: sorry it's so short. I'll try harder to get the
chapters longer. Thank you.
Ishtar- Thanks. I update when I can.
Fnxmoon- ::smiles:: Your welcome. ::chuckles:: I hope I make the
revenge part good. I don't want it to be stupid or juvenile, but I
don't want it to be homicidal, either. Thank you for the review.
Dragona (2)- Here you go. Thank you for your review, again. ::smiles::
***Next chapter will be deciated to the 75th reviewer.***
by Reanne080
rated R
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Disclaimer: Harry Potter and character's are not mine, but I do twist
them to fit my evil mind. Mwhahahahaha *hack, cough* uhh, ok.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
***This chapter is dedicated to Tigergirl, Who has given me the
most wonderful reviews I have ever gotten. They are enough to
make me blush! ::smiles:: It's reviewers like you that help writter's
to contine to write, no matter what. Thankyou again.***
Hey Guy's I'm very sorry that this took so long to update, but I
haven't had a good inspiration for a while. I am really sorry. I will
try and be better from now on, but I am not making any promises.
I am also a little nervous about where I am going to be taking this
story. I have an idea, but I do not want people to get mad at me.
This idea just popped in my head for the bad guy. I have read a
few stories, one or two, that had him cast in a bad light, but none that
I have seen for what I have planned. Just remember, I don't
necessarily believe that this person is bad, it just works for what I have
planned. As of right now, no one has a clue of what I am talking about,
but you will in a few chapters, hopefully. Just remember, if you flame
me I will not hesitate to respond in kind. Ok, that's it for me.. Thanks
for all the lovely reviews! ^_^ Please keep it up. Thanks again to my
beta Katy999. You are the greatest!
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more a part of me, you're everywhere
I'll always care
And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side and all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
Remember me this way ~ Jordan Hill, Casper soundtrack
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Lily smiled down at her child, her eyes filled with love and sadness.
"Harry, love. There are things that you need to know, before you
go back."
Harry looked up quickly, "But mum, I want to stay with you! There
is nothing back there but pain. I don't want to go back!" he
choked out.
She looked at him, pain in her eyes. "Oh, my dear son. Things
will be different, you will see. Things will not be the same. You will
be with someone who loves you. He will make sure you are never
hurt again. There are facts present that were not before. There
are things that I need to tell you, before you are sent back. Will
you listen to me?" her eyes pleading with him.
He nods, confusion in his eyes.
She draws in a deep breath. "There are things that you need to
know. Unfortunately, no one was able to tell you, because the
people involved were either dead or too hurt to explain. The big
thing, the one to change your whole life, is that James," a slight
hitch in her breath, "is not your father." She holds a finger to
Harry's lips to stall his questions. "I was tricked into marring
James. Before James, I was married to another man. James
and Sirius did not want me to be with him, but I did not care. I
loved him with all of my heart. They could not see what I saw in
him. To most, he was a mean-tempered, nasty-mouthed boy. I
saw through that to his wounded heart." Through this her eyes
glowed with remembered love. Her face was radiant.
Harry was amazed by what he saw in his mother's eyes. She
literally glowed. His heart was racing, though. Who could his
father be, if not James? He was the spitting image of him. He
hated to intrude on his mother's memories, but he needed to
know. "Who?" he asked in a whisper.
Lily closed her eyes softly and hugged Harry closer. "Severus
Snape."
Harry's eyes widened and he tried to break out of her strong
grip. He had tears running down his face. "What?! No. Not
him, please, not him!" he started to yell then sobbed. All
through it, his mother held him and rocked him back and
forth, trying to comfort him.
"Oh, honey, it's not a bad thing. I know you have not seen his
good side, but I know he will be thrilled to know that you are
his. He has always wanted a child. He was devastated when
he thought that I was pregnant with James' child. It broke his
heart. He has so much love to give and had no one to give it
too. Oh, please Harry, give him a chance, love." Lily looked
into Harry's eyes, pleading for him to listen to her.
Harry was in shock, barely hearing what his mother was saying
to him. It was too much. Everything was too much. He was
numb from all that had happened to him in the last few months.
There was only so much a mind could go through, before
cracking. He didn't even notice when his body started to fade
away.
Lilly noticed and she tried to clutch Harry closer. As he faded
away she whispered into his ear, "Harry, love, remember me
like this, full of life and love. This is how I want you to remember
me. I love you, my child and I will be with you always...." As she
choked out the last few words, Harry disappeared. Lily's arms,
with nothing to hold, folded around herself as she slowly started
to disappear, too.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Severus was sleeping with his head on his son's chest, calmed by
the steady breath. All of Harry's wounds were healed. Now he just
had to regain consciousness. Harry had been out for a week and
Severus hadn't left his side as much as possible. Nothing could have
moved him. Severus stirred as he felt something on his head. He
raised his head and looked down upon his son. The boy's arm was
twitching. Severus smiled and called out to Albus and Poppy.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Reviw Responces:
Momma-dar- ::smiles:: Don't worry, he will!
Dragona (1)- Thank you
Sela- ::chuckles:: Thank you. I might have Lily appear later in the fic,
but I haven't decided yet.
Lei Dumbledore- ::smiles:: Kill off Harry? Never! ::chuckles:: Thank
you for your review.
Ian (1 & 2)- Thank you
Selua- Thank you
Fallen Dragon- ::chuckles:: Thank you.
Tigergirl- Thank you for your wonderful praise. Personally, I think
that Severus has a lot of repressed emotions, so when he does let go,
emotionally, he could do anything. Thank, again. You are a
wonderful reviewer.
Ian (4)- ::chuckles:: Sorry. It seemed to fit with the lyrics for the song.
I hope that you like this chapter better.
RivenKnight- ::smiles:: sorry it's so short. I'll try harder to get the
chapters longer. Thank you.
Ishtar- Thanks. I update when I can.
Fnxmoon- ::smiles:: Your welcome. ::chuckles:: I hope I make the
revenge part good. I don't want it to be stupid or juvenile, but I
don't want it to be homicidal, either. Thank you for the review.
Dragona (2)- Here you go. Thank you for your review, again. ::smiles::
***Next chapter will be deciated to the 75th reviewer.***