A/N: I'm back everyone. I've, er, kind of started to cope with that thing that happened so I guess it's all good. Well, I'll be going off to Vegas in three weeks, so you won't be getting an update then. And then school starts on September third (I think). Ack, school is evil!! Summer is better! Hey, I wrote a nice little one-shot suicide fic if anyone wants to check that out. It's not very good, but it'd be nice if you reviewed me and told me how awful it was! Umm, ok, here we go!

P.S. I'm sorry about shocking everyone last chapter! Had to do that for…reasons unknown to you! Don't worry, all, everything happens for a reason, and I happen to know that reason!

Another P.S. I think this chapter sucks, by the way. =/

Disclaimer: Harry Potter owns me! ^_^

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Hermione was temporarily numb with shock as she stood there in Harry's arms. Gaining her senses, she started pushing him away, but he was too strong. Her face was starting to contort with fury, and she gathered up all the strength she had and pushed him off, glaring.

Harry had fallen on the floor and started mumbling, "Hermione, I can explain, I ju—"  His speech was interrupted as Hermione threw herself at him, screaming in quite a Xena-ish way.

"AAAAARGHH!!!!" Hermione once again gathered up all her strength, grabbed Harry by the shoulders, and shoved him into the lake and praying to the heavens that the Giant Squid was hungry. Breathing heavily, she watched as Harry emerged from the lake, sputtering incoherently.

Furious, Hermione started yelling at the top of her lungs, "HOW DARE YOU HARRY! HOW DARE YOU! I'M GOING TO  FUCKING KILL YOU ONCE YOU GET OUT OF THAT FUCKING LAKE! YOU HEAR ME, HARRY? YOU FUCKING SON OF A BITCH! OH GODS, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?" Calming down a bit, she just continued to glare at Harry until she ran away towards the castle.

'Run, Hermione, run. Hurry!' She told herself, trying to put as much space in between her, Harry, and that dreaded spot where he stole that kiss. Hermione reached the entrance of the Great Hall already and slowed down to a walk.

"Great, my first kiss is a stolen one. Isn't this the best fucking day of my life. Peachy fucking keen…" She mumbled to herself, not caring that people were staring at her strangely. Yes, that was her very first kiss. Of course, on the night of the Yule Ball, Viktor Krum had tried to kiss her, but she just started talking when he was getting close.

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"Oh gods, is Harry doing what I think he's doing?" Ron asked Ginny. He turned to her and saw that she was quickly wiping away tears. "Ginny?"

"Um…Oh look they've finally broken apart!" Ginny said, pointing towards Hermione and Harry. She watched as Hermione proceeded to push Harry into the lake and start yelling profanities at Harry, who emerged from the lake.

"Blimey, if she keeps on screaming like that she'll wake people on the other side of the earth!" Ron commented, his eyes wide at hearing Hermione using such foul language.

"Yeah, yeah she will!" Ginny added. "Um, Ron? Don't you think we should get going soon? We've been out here for nearly an hour and its wicked cold out here."

"Oh! Yeah, we should get going. But let's wait till Harry gets out of the lake. Don't want him to know that we've seen him pushed into a lake by Hermione, eh?" Ron said with a grin.

Ginny nodded absentmindedly and watched as Hermione stormed off into the castle. "Mhmmm."

"Oh shit, let's get behind Hagrid's hut. Harry'll see us if we stay here." Ron said, getting up and pushing Ginny in the direction of the hut. He was pointing at their vivid red hair with a grin and Ginny beamed back.

The duo watched as Harry pulled himself out of the lake and stared after Hermione. He attempted to shake off the water but failed. Ginny heard him yell in frustration and he trudged back to the castle, dripping wet.

Ron grabbed Ginny's hand after a few seconds and pulled her along. "C'mon, I think he'll be no where near the entrance now." He led her towards the castle. The cold stone was slightly wet, and they could make out Harry's trail upstairs.

Ron and Ginny faced each other and giggled. Still laughing, they made their way upstairs, stares coming at them from everyone they passed.

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Suddenly, Hermione was fuming. 'How dare he? How dare he just do that to me? I mean, I thought I knew him!' She reached the portrait and grumbled, "Mimblewimble" and stormed inside, making a racket, not noticing her three fellow prefects staring after her.

Padma turned away from Hermione retreating body and said, "What d'you think that was about?"

Justin, who was now spinning the wheel of LIFE, replied, "Dunno. What did she say she was doing before she left?"

Draco watched the wheel spin, the colors blending together as one, for a while before replying, "She said she had to do something. Did she say what?" He questioned, looking back at Hermione's closed door.

"No, no I don't think so. Should we go talk to her?" Padma suggested.

"No," Justin replied, moving his little car around, "No, I think you should go first. You know, girl to girl talk sort of thing?"

"Yeah," Draco agreed, spinning the wheel, "try to talk to her. But I bet a Galleon that she's locked her door and put a Silencing Charm on it."

"Right." Padma said, and made her way to the door.

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Hermione slammed her door and threw herself onto her bed, crying. Why would Harry do such a thing? She shook her head. Because he's an ass, obviously. Right, that was it…

Realizing that the three other Prefects were probably downstairs when she came in, she quickly pointed her wand over her shoulder and locked the door, saying Silencio! as well.

And, as if it were all rehearsed, she got up and kneeled on the floor, prying open the loose floorboard. There it was, lying there innocently. Grabbing it, she flung herself onto the bed, opening it up and scribbling on any empty page. At first, she didn't write anything. And then she decided. In big inky letters, she wrote,

HARRY POTTER IS AN ASSHOLE.

MAY HE BURN IN HELL.

Satisfied, she closed the black diary. Remembering back to the day it wad given to her, Hermione realized that it was a bit of a cruel gift. It was almost always there, never leaving her alone. And she then knew that she hated this little black diary. It contained all her sadness and anger, locked away and hidden as though they would never cloud her thought anymore.

At these thoughts, Hermione was tempted to just throw the diary into the Giant Squid's lake and forget about it forever. She evn moved across the room in a swift motion, and her hand was already in position to fling it, but something stopped her.

'Why?' A little voice said, 'Is this going to make them go away? It's just like hiding it underneath that floorboard and only bringing it out when you're sad. Don't throw it, silly girl. Keep it. Sirius gave it to you, remember?'

Hermione lowered her hand and closed the window, feeling ashamed. Damn that little voice! It proved the brainy girl wrong for once. She lifted the floorboard again and threw the black book inside. Still, she loathed it, and she felt like she would loathe it forever.

Hermione lifted the charms off her door and collapsed on her bed.

'When did I become like this?' She asked herself, on the verge of tears, 'When did I become so lonely and hateful, so angry and sad?' A tear fell out now. 'I hate being like this.' She thought, more tears spilling out. 'I don't want to be like this…'

With these thoughts, she drifted off to a deep slumber, not aware that tears continued to fall as she slept on.

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A/N: Wah Wah waaaaaaaaah! What a crappy chapter. Oh God, I hated writing this! Ah well, it's over and done now. Yeah, I know, everyone hates me because nothing is really going on between Hermione and Draco, huh? Please, just be patient. It's going to happen eventually, I promise. Pinky swear! I know, lots and lots of pissed off and confused readers. PEOPLE! Calm down! Remember what section we found this in? Hmm, what was it? Oh yeah, Draco/Hermione, ROMANCE!!!!

Okay then…Thanks to everyone who reviewed last chapter. I really appreciate it. ^-^

Fiery-Chan: yeah, lucky you! Thanks for reviewing, hon, I appreciate it so much! Ok, just trust me on this, please?

Chap Eleven thing: Oh God, more confusement! Ok, uploaded a chapter, replaced the wrong chapter, made an author's note. DOES EVERYONE UNDERSTAND? Sorry again!

Salem Cat: Oh shit, I am very sorry about that! I effed up the first chapter. I replaced the first chapter on accident. But no worries! Everything is good! ^-^ thanks for the review!

Meg: Oh my God, did I upset you that much? I must apologize, like, right now. SORRY! Ok, look back up there at my little Author's note, the last sentence, Just keep repeating that to yourself and you'll get through it. Draco/Hermione, ROMANCE!!!

Malferz: Ok, like I said before, I effed up that chapter. I uploaded and replaced the wong chapter. But now everything is good. And, no, it's not a sequel. I'm so sorry for the confusion! Please forgive me! PLEASE!

Liz: Er, yes, major apologies are needed right now. I'm very sorry. And, here, I updated so I guess you can't kill me! NANANANA! Seriously, many apologies for confusing everyone on that mix-up. SORRY AGAIN!

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Draco M.: Thanks, I'm doing alright now. Exciting? I dunno, I think it's sinking back into boring-ness again. Thanks for reviewing!

Sarah: Thank you. It's been about two weeks and I think I'm doing alright now. Well, here it is, your chapter that you asked for. ^-^

A/N: Thank you to everyone who reviewed! Hmm, you know what I noticed? I had to do a lot of apologizing and all that. Now, I know this chapter didn't really have anything in it, but I'll try to have something good in the next chapter. And remember, everyone, DRACO/HERMIONE, ROMANCE!!! Lol, I had to say that a lot of times, didn't I? I'll try to have the next chapter out soon, probably in a week or two. I'll be starting school again in September, so the updates may be a bit farther apart than they are now. Once again, I apologize for the suckiness that is this chapter. ^-^

Oh, and would you mind leaving me a review on your way out? That would be really nice! ^-^