~My life is crumbling
I feel it and see it in from of me...
My life force finally drawn out
My sleepless night catching up with me
My tired body giving up
Is that how it feels to die??
Is that how it feels to die alone...???~
We reach the hospital in a few minute. Once inside Heero rush to the reception to know in what rooms Quatre was in and Trowa and Duo just fallow and I was last. She told us the room, we race to it enter all in one, well we tried to enter all in one. Heero was first fallow by me,then Trowa and last Duo.
And then we stop. Quatre was laying in the bed, his skin whiter than snow, he was skinnier than a toothpick and his open eyes, that were looking outside, had lost all life and care that they used to have.
"Quatre...?" Heero whisper He look at us.
~Quatre's POV~ When I heard his voice I didnt believe it. So I look. Wufei still look the same, well except is eyes, they seem a little bit dead and he was a bit taller but not much,other than that he was still the same looking. Duo...He look horrible, skinny,eyes dead, and look tired, like if he had sleep at all. Other than this horrible look he was taller than before, just a bit taller than Wufei. Trowa was the same looking as Duo,dead eyes,skinny, looking tired, he was still the tallest one of all. I saw they still look good even though they must have lived hell. And I look at Heero, the love of my life, he was tall as Wufei, skinnier than me, well Im sure he is, he look like a zombie, pale skin,black under his eyes as a sign of no sleep in a few week. And then I look in his eyes...pain,an heart-breaking pain. But there is not only pain in those deep blue eyes, there is something worse...something that I cant put my finger on...
I cant stand looking at them...It just break my heart to do so.
~Wufei POV~ After looking at us he turn his head and look back at the window. I look at Duo and Trowa, which are holding to each other for support. Then I look at Heero and he look back at me. At this moment I understand what he doesnt say.
"Duo,Trowa...let's go...which should let them alone..." I say to them they look at me then at Heero and nod. So we walk out of the room.
~narrating~
Heero just stood there looking at Quatre while Quatre look out the window. After a few deadly minute Heero walk to the bed and just stand there, looking at Quatre with,now, free falling tears eyes.
"hold me" Heero closed his eyes before falling in a sitting position on the bed, taking Quatre in his arm. Quatre grip Heero's shit as it was a his life source, tears falling freely from his eyes.
It just took that a simple 'hold me' to let the emotions go free, they didnt care about nothing else but holding each other. Both needing to realize that this was not a dream but the reality.
They spend the rest of the day and night holding each other, crying. Nobody disturbed them, Wufei made sure of that.
~back outside the room,Wufei POV~
I heard them cry in there and I smile a bit...They are together, they will be fine...But I still know that this is not the end and that we are far from it.
~ AN:End of this chapter...kinda weird... I can almost believe that this is the end, but I still want to write an other chapter or maybe 2... Sorry for the long wait, I am still in my HUGE writer block, but Im trying to get out of it...coz I need to write again, coz im losing my mind right now...anyway thanks to: Demonlover, Black Ninja Star and Misanagi, they are the only one that reviewed, Thank You, I love you all!!! Again sorry for everything about this chapter.
We reach the hospital in a few minute. Once inside Heero rush to the reception to know in what rooms Quatre was in and Trowa and Duo just fallow and I was last. She told us the room, we race to it enter all in one, well we tried to enter all in one. Heero was first fallow by me,then Trowa and last Duo.
And then we stop. Quatre was laying in the bed, his skin whiter than snow, he was skinnier than a toothpick and his open eyes, that were looking outside, had lost all life and care that they used to have.
"Quatre...?" Heero whisper He look at us.
~Quatre's POV~ When I heard his voice I didnt believe it. So I look. Wufei still look the same, well except is eyes, they seem a little bit dead and he was a bit taller but not much,other than that he was still the same looking. Duo...He look horrible, skinny,eyes dead, and look tired, like if he had sleep at all. Other than this horrible look he was taller than before, just a bit taller than Wufei. Trowa was the same looking as Duo,dead eyes,skinny, looking tired, he was still the tallest one of all. I saw they still look good even though they must have lived hell. And I look at Heero, the love of my life, he was tall as Wufei, skinnier than me, well Im sure he is, he look like a zombie, pale skin,black under his eyes as a sign of no sleep in a few week. And then I look in his eyes...pain,an heart-breaking pain. But there is not only pain in those deep blue eyes, there is something worse...something that I cant put my finger on...
I cant stand looking at them...It just break my heart to do so.
~Wufei POV~ After looking at us he turn his head and look back at the window. I look at Duo and Trowa, which are holding to each other for support. Then I look at Heero and he look back at me. At this moment I understand what he doesnt say.
"Duo,Trowa...let's go...which should let them alone..." I say to them they look at me then at Heero and nod. So we walk out of the room.
~narrating~
Heero just stood there looking at Quatre while Quatre look out the window. After a few deadly minute Heero walk to the bed and just stand there, looking at Quatre with,now, free falling tears eyes.
"hold me" Heero closed his eyes before falling in a sitting position on the bed, taking Quatre in his arm. Quatre grip Heero's shit as it was a his life source, tears falling freely from his eyes.
It just took that a simple 'hold me' to let the emotions go free, they didnt care about nothing else but holding each other. Both needing to realize that this was not a dream but the reality.
They spend the rest of the day and night holding each other, crying. Nobody disturbed them, Wufei made sure of that.
~back outside the room,Wufei POV~
I heard them cry in there and I smile a bit...They are together, they will be fine...But I still know that this is not the end and that we are far from it.
~ AN:End of this chapter...kinda weird... I can almost believe that this is the end, but I still want to write an other chapter or maybe 2... Sorry for the long wait, I am still in my HUGE writer block, but Im trying to get out of it...coz I need to write again, coz im losing my mind right now...anyway thanks to: Demonlover, Black Ninja Star and Misanagi, they are the only one that reviewed, Thank You, I love you all!!! Again sorry for everything about this chapter.