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Maybe
It's hard to forget what I learned there. I spent most of my life learning how to live a certain way, be a certain way. I hated it, but I would have stayed.
They wanted out, I was a leader so I did what I had to do, and I lead the way.
I just didn't want to be alone
Out here it's worse there are more threats, more dangers, more reasons to be a soldier. I still see them just too make sure they're ok. Nine times out of ten, they're doing better than I am.
Do I wish I were like them? Always, sometimes, never.
They forgot, they tried so hard to be normal. Maybe that's my problem.
Maybe I'm not trying, maybe I don't want to.
Because maybe, just maybe Manticore was right.
Maybe
It's hard to forget what I learned there. I spent most of my life learning how to live a certain way, be a certain way. I hated it, but I would have stayed.
They wanted out, I was a leader so I did what I had to do, and I lead the way.
I just didn't want to be alone
Out here it's worse there are more threats, more dangers, more reasons to be a soldier. I still see them just too make sure they're ok. Nine times out of ten, they're doing better than I am.
Do I wish I were like them? Always, sometimes, never.
They forgot, they tried so hard to be normal. Maybe that's my problem.
Maybe I'm not trying, maybe I don't want to.
Because maybe, just maybe Manticore was right.