Outside it was pouring down
"Go away Jacob" he shouted when he noticed the man closely following behind him
"What so I'm just supposed to leave you out here like this and just let you find your own way home?" he asked
"Pretty much yeah" Jack replied
"Or let you go do something really stupid" he said
"What's wrong with that? Jack asked
"Everything" he replied
"Why? it's my life" he replied
"Yes it is Jack and I thought you got passed all of this years ago, you have friends that need you, promises you made to them, you don't need to drink yourself stupid every night to deal with whatever is on your mind, talk to them" Jacob replied
Jack stopped and turned around "now that's a good one, talk" I can't talk to them, that's the whole point, their not my friends, I don't belong here" he said laughing
"Oh then where do you belong?
"With her, Sam and our son"
"Jack you know..."
"Yeah, yeah I know, we don't have a son apparently it's all in my head"
"You always talked to Teal'c, Daniel and Sam before I've seen you, so do me a favour go talk to one of them" he said
"I can't talk to her now" Jack replied
"Who Sam?" Jacob asked
Jack nodded
"Why, what's changed?" he asked
"Things never changed, just my head gotta a little screwed up again that's all, things are still the same, I'm her CO for crying out loud, all I remember, all that happened, it was real to me, and now I'm just supposed to go around as if everything's fine, as if it never happened and live this life my way, the way it was before" Jack replied
"Jack come on I'll get you home" Jacob insisted
"What's the matter Jacob am I making a scene?" Jack asked
"Not on my part you go ahead, I'm just here as a friend" Jacob said
"Hey Jacob, I've gotta news flash for you" he replied
"And what is that? Jacob asked
"I love your daughter, I'm in love with Sam" he shouted as loud as he could
"OK Jack, that's your choice now are you coming or do I have to drag you home?" he asked
"I'm not ready yet" Jack replied
"Have it your way" Jacob replied walking closer to him