Mixed Emotions

Written by: HoshiHikari4ever

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I do not own the Harry Potter series. That belongs to J.K. Rowling.

Summary: Takes place during Chapter 37, The Lost Prophecy. (Order of The Phoenix Book 5) Right after Harry yells "Then I don't want to be Human!"

Author Notes: Wow yeah I know. I haven't been updating this fic much. Soory it took so long (more then a month!) Oh well I still hope you guys like it!

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Previously: Yes you are…thanks to the bargain I made with Potter…" "Voldemort…" Lily shrieked. "I never made any barg…." James began. "Sirius get outta here now!" Harry yelled behind Voldemort. "Harry!" Sirius yelled trying to get close. "Not another move Black…" Voldemort squeezed Harry's neck. Sirius stopped. "Now you come with me Harry, you keep your end of the bargain." "No, I won't! Sirius help me…." "Harry!" Sirius took another step forward, but stopped when Voldemort jumped out of the widow holding onto Harry. "Voldemort, I swear I'll kill you for this…!" Sirius yelled at the open window.

"…." Talk …. Parasltongue

Chapter 3

Sirius raced to the door, hoping to catch up with Voldemort. "Voldemort you'll pay for this!" "Wait Black, get us out of here first." Snape started. "Ask Prongs to do so…" With that he raced out of the room, transforming back into the Black Dog.

James and Lily stood there dazed, and confused. Snape coughed. "Hello, earth to James, earth to James….get us out of these ropes, these things." "Why, Snivellus. Don't you think it would be worst if I stepped in…" "Oh, come on James, have a heart…" Lily said as she waved her wand and all the ropes disappeared. Dumbledore stood up. "Come on, let's get Sirius back before he gets into some other trouble again." The group nodded.

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Padfoot charged down the hall, barking and growling at the people in the hallway. As he charged, he bumped into a door, which suddenly flew open.

"What is all the noise?" Madame Pomfrey yelled. She glanced down at Padfoot. "Ah! You! Dumbledore said you were well tamed, but I fear that you are not! Now Out, Dog out!" Padfoot ignored her. Seeing some familiar people in the Hospital Wing, he rushed inside. "I said out!"

"That's alright Poppy, let him stay." She reeled around to see a group of people and another animal. "But!" "I said…" Dumbledore was cut off when she let out a scream. ." She pointed at Prongs. "Another animal, what is the meaning of this Dumbledore?" "It's nothing…." Lily spoke up. Poppy looked at her disbelieving. "It's Lily…Lily…" She said before falling to the floor, fainting from shock.

The group enters the Wing. Padfoot was at Lupin's side, barking madly. Dumbledore shut the door, locking it. He nodded and then both Padfoot and Prongs took their human forms.

"Moony, Get up Moony." He shook his pal. "Sirius please, you won't want to wake Umbridge up." Snape pointed at a bed on the far end. Sirius nodded. "Umbridge, who's that? What is she like." "Never mind that…Wake up the others. McGonagall, Tonks, Mad-Eye, Ron, Hermione, Ginny, Luna, and Neville." Dumbledore said swiftly. "We need to get out of here, hmm…back to #12 Grimmauld Place, we have important business to discuss." "Shall I alert the Order." "Yes go now Severus." Snape was about to leave the room but paused. "Does that the Weasleys?…"

A loud scream echo through the room. Sirius muffled the scream that came from Lupin, who just awoke. "Shush," He slowly let go of Lupin. "Padfoot…Padfoot…I must be dreaming…." A cough made everyone jump. They turned to look at Umbridge. "He's got Padfoot! He's got Padfoot at the place where it's hidden!" she paused. "Padfoot, What is Padfoot? Where what is hidden? What does he mean Snape?" They all looked at Snape for an explanation. Snape went to look back at Umbridge. "It's all right, still sleeping, but please be more quiet next time…." He headed for the door, shaking Ron as he passed. "The boy will explain."

They looked at Ron. "Wake him Lupin." Sirius said. "Don't want to give him a scare." Lupin looked confused, but did as he was told. A little while later, Ron woke up. He too gasped at the sight of Sirius. "Quiet Ron. Don't wake up Umbridge." Ron nodded. With that Lupin, Ron, and Dumbldore continued to wake the others. As suspected they all woke up surprised to see Sirius. The adults were surprised to see Lily and James too. Only Mad-Eye did not mistaken James as Harry. "You're not Potter…" he said with his magical eye on James. "I am Potter." "I meant Harry Potter, you don't got the scar." "I..." "We'll explain everything later Alastor, we need to get back to Sirius's place…" Dumbledore spoke as he awoke the last person Kingsley.

Dumbledore waved his wand at a piece of parchment. "Portus" It instantly turned into a Portkey. 'Grab on to this…" They all did so. Since there were so many people though, everybody could only touch it by a single finger. "Ready, one, two, three…" Instantly, the Portkey took effect.

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Voldemort threw Harry away from him. "Now for your promise. You're mines now." "Never…" "You promised." "I never did…" "Yes, you did, I can sense lies." "Yes I can, I know Legilimency…." Harry laughed. "Guess what I know it too! I read Snape's mind!" Voldemort seemed a little amused. "I see…" "Not only that I learned Occlumency…" "No you didn't, I lured you with the dream of Black…" Harry gritted his teeth. "So, I'm staying in the Light side. I won't ever cross over. I'll die if I have to, I won't betray my friends." "Liar, you accepted my offer." "The first half." Harry smiled. "How else was I to get my father, mother and godfather back. I knew you could do it…" Voldemort threw him a nasty look. "So you used me…." "Pretty much it…." "Well you won't get away with it, no one would get away with this…let alone you…." "Like you can do anything about it…." "Yes, I can. Watch me…" he turned around to a Basilisk.

Nagini, get me Bellatrix… He hissed. The snake nodded before slithering away.

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Everyone sat around the table. All the people in the Order, including the kids.

"I don't get why we're all sitting here!" Sirius snapped. "Voldemort's got Harry. How much do you think he'd suffer at the hands of his enemy!" He glared at everyone. "Sirius, You're acting just like Harry! That's how all this mess got started in the first place." "Hermione whispered. "So you…you expect me to sit here sit here and do nothing. Is that it!" "We never said that! Harry's not your son! James is here now! He should be…" Molly began. "Oh really, so! I know Harry better then any one here. You say I haven't been a responsible godfather cause I was lock up eh? Well guess what James or Lily hasn't done anything for him, being dead! I've been with him through his roughest times. I've always been the one who cared for him!" He stood up. "I'm not going to stay here and wait. No I'm leaving. If it means sending myself back to Azkaban fine then! I'll get Harry out myself!" With that he charged out of the room. "Padfoot!" Lupin called after him.

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Bellatrix entered the room with Nagini. "You called for me Master?" "Yes… I have a job for you Bella…" She stared at Harry. "You wish me to finish him off?" she said childishly. "No Bella…" "What, why?" "He made a promise, and he's not keeping it." "A promise…" "Yes, I revived Sirius, James and Lily…" "They are alive master?" "Yes, on conditions that Harry here made…." "I never promised…" he sneered. "Yes you did, promise to leave Dumbledore's side if I did it." "You promised boy…" "I did not…" "Yes, he did…Bella, I want you to make sure he keeps his promises." Bellatrix pulled out her wand and advanced on Harry.

"Imperio!" she yelled. His thoughts and worries slowly vanished. He felt happy. He heard her voice. "Do as the Dark Lord says. Follow your end of the bargain." Harry was about to nod, when a small voice asked Why? Stupid thing to do Harry. Harry stoped his nod in mid way. "No…" he whispered. "NO I WON'T!" A jet of light streaked out of his wand, nearly missing Bellatrix.

"Hmm…I see, no normal curse will do. Stubborn Potter, I think it's time for me to knock some sense into you…. It's a shame…you made me so happy when you agreed." "I will never…never…you'll have to kill me." "We'll see about that…We'll see what you think afterwards. After I knock some sense into you…" Voldemort smiled evilly, pointing his wand at Harry's chest.

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