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Serena was walking down the street caring her dear sweet baby Sonya, with Matt beside her. They walked into the arcade and went to Andrew.

"Hey sere never see you here that much anymore" he teased her.

"Well Andy I have some more important thing to do know a days", pointing to little Sonya

"Yea guess your right", he looked at Sonya and smiled at her then made her give a rare little laugh.

"So what would it be then", he asked what they wanted,

Serena smiled and Matt ordered a coffee, they sat down and Serena took out Sonya bottle and started to feed her.

Darien walked in while Serena was feeding her baby and Matt wanted looking over her shoulder. He instantly felt a twinge of jealousy. He walked over to Andrew and started talking.

"Hey Andrew what's up", he said casually.

'Nothing Dare", he said wiping the counter and pouring a coffee for him.

"So what's new with you, still getting over the shock about Serena and Matt?"

"No I'm way over that Andrew" he said he laughed, "don't even know what I saw in her", he lied right to his best friends he missed Serena so much it wasn't funny he want her back in his arms, he wanted to kiss her hold forever.

"Well dare I think you still like her I know it", he said.

"Well I better get back to the hospital now, see you later', he said well walking out.

"Mom I'm home", said Serena at the door way and the stairs,

"I'm in the kitchen dear" called out her mother

"I should've guessed" she said carefully walking up the stairs with Sonya in her arms.

"Have a day dear? Asked her mother when Serena cam walking to where her mother was.

"It was alright I guess, I saw Darien today when I was at the arcade with Matt."

Her mother looked at her and said "I now honey I heard his name be called the day Sonya was born." "What you knew he was back?"

"Yes I did Serena I never told you because I wanted you to find out on your own," her mother said a bit harshly then went back to her cooking. Serena walked out with Sonya in her arms.

**** Serena walked around the park with Sonya in her stroller sleeping peacefully. She stopped at the bench for a little rest, and picked Sonya out of stroller and cradled her in her arms, and brushed the stray golden curls away form her face, and heard a deep familiar voice.

"She looks like you" said the voice.

She quickly turned to the voice and saw Darien standing there.

"What do you want?" she hissed at him quietly so she wouldn't wake her darling baby.

"Nothing, I just want to talk." He said casually, even though the remark Serena just gave him.

"Fine." She put Sonya back in her Stroller and motioned him to sit down. "There's nothing to talk about."

"What does that mine," he said coldly.

"What!" "You're the one who left me, the one who didn't write, call, or even think about it, she snapped at him.

"How would you know what I went thought, I couldn't stop thinking about you," he yelled back at her and woke up Sonya.

Serena gently picked out Sonya and cradled her and rubbing her back to calm her down, Finally when Sonya was quiet was put her back in her stroller and left without saying good bye.

"While at least I didn't sleep with some guy." he yelled after the young mother.

Serena walked away not looking back, and held back her tears.

*** Serena sat in her bed crying over the fight and what he said. Matt rocked her gently and whispered in her ear.

"Serena darling I love that all that matters right."

"I know, Matt I love you too" she fell asleep in Matt's arms. He gently laid her on her bed and kissed his daughter on the forehead, how was sleeping peacefully in her cradle next to Serena's night stand.

*** Serena woke to hear her daughters soft regular breathing, she got up and looked at her daughter who was curled up in a little ball, her little hands made into a fist, her blond curly hair sparkled in the sunlight from the window. She looked just like a China dolls she seen.

She took the baby monitor downstairs with her and found dinner on the table. She ate half of her plate when the baby monitor went off though she really didn't need it, Sonya had Serena's lungs that were for sure, you could hear her if you where at the neighbours.

She left the table quickly, she picked up Sonya and her nose told her that she needed a diaper change. She brought her to the table and changed her and made her small like a rose just like her middle name. (I know I know, I just made her have a middle name) Then carried her downstairs, so she could get her supper.