2 November 2000- Hi!! Make sure you are relaxed,

and have no pressing matters at hand when you

read this. I hope you won't rush through as you

read this angst-filled story about Mamoru. Enjoy!

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*THE GOLDEN CRYSTAL*

by Mamolove

*Chapter 2*

Literally half-of-Japan away from Tokyo

University Stadium, Setsuna Meioh analysed her

latest task relating to astro-physics, and

studied the digital simulation of the eclipse

that was supposed to happen that day. She was at

the comfort of the home which Haruka, Michiru,

Hotaru and herself shared. Hotaru grew extremely

rapidly ever since she was reborn, and now, the

four of them were like a regular family.

A regular family... That term rang

distant bells in Setsuna's mind. They were not

supposed to transform -- in fact, they

discovered that they couldn't -- until the First

Revelation of Crystal Tokyo occurred.

"First Revelation... What is that, my

Queen?" Setsuna wondered, recapping her

conversation with the Queen. Instead of an

answer, she received a knowing smile from the

great Queen Serenity, mother of Princess

Serenity, the destined ruler of Crystal Tokyo.

"How long has it been anyway? One

millennium? I still can hear her voice.."

Setsuna fondly recalled.

"Are you falling in love with the computer

screen?" Haruka cheekily teased Setsuna.

"I was just remembering the old times.."

Setsuna dreamily replied. It must have been the

tone of her voice that attracted the rest of the

family. Michiru, tenderly stroking Hotaru's

hair, said, "Usagi and her friends?" The

beautiful, tanned genius sitting in front of the

computer nodded. Hotaru smiled, "It's really too

peaceful without them around!"

"So, what do you guys want for lunch?"

Michiru motherly said. "Hmm.. I would just lov-"

Haruka stopped mid-sentence. Suddenly, everyone

gasped simultaneously. Setsuna was gripped with

sudden fear, as the dimension around them

suddenly changed.

All of them felt a terrible disturbance in

their dimension, at the exact moment the full

eclipse occurred. Everything went topsy-turvy, and

Setsuna found herself going dizzy. After some

tense moments which seemed like eternity, their

dimension returned to normal.

"No.. It can't be!" Haruka gasped.

"Some.. *THING*.. broke into our world..."

Michiru shakily said.

"EXACTLY when the eclipse occurred."

Setsuna coldly confirmed, feeling the

terror settling into her heart.

Her scientific mind started making

calculations, recapping and analysing every

detail which they had just experienced. Setsuna

would never doubt her instincts.. She was

Sailor Pluto, the Guardian of Time, and they

were the destined Outer Senshis. Something had

trespassed into Earth and they felt it.

"Hotaru-chan?!"

A chill suddenly ran down her spine, and

Setsuna's eyes were pulled towards the child in

the corner of the room.

Hotaru-chan.

The girl had her eyes closed, as though

in deep concentration. To the sensitive,

beautiful young girl, everything around her

seemed muted, as the only sound she could hear

was a voice. A very familiar voice.

Sailor Saturn. The voice called out to

her.

Hotaru realised what it meant... It was

time.

Light slowly glowed from Hotaru, and the

symbol of Saturn emerged on her forehead. The

same thing happened to Setsuna, Haruka and

Michiru. Feeling the connection to their

birthplanets, all of them converged, revelling in

the surge of their familiar powers.

The great house they lived in was suddenly

silent, as the powerful Outer Senshis awoke....

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As the real world slowly came back to his

senses, Mamoru tried to immerse himself in his

own fuzzy, silent world again. Finally, after

useless attempts, he gave up, and slowly opened

his eyes. He remained as still as a statue,

staring towards his room's ceiling. Refusing to

move and make a sound, Mamoru kept staring, as

he started remembering what had transpired

yesterday.

I fell like a rock. Embarrassed myself in

front of everybody. Right in front of Usako.

Mamoru closed his eyelids as he pondered

on what happened next.

Heart attack?? Stress?? Bad food?? What

on earth *hit* me?

Thick eyebrows furrowed together as the

still man on the bed thought deeply-- the

attack transpired at the same time the eclipse

occurred. Mamoru stiffened as he recalled the

seizure. Such immense pain... Mamoru was not

even sure whether it was his pain, or Earth's.

The experience was hard to describe-- it was as

though he had two separate bodies, his physical

one, and his....

"...Crap," Mamoru let out a resignated sigh.

He hated being so out of control. For the

whole of his life, Mamoru had always tried to

have some sense of security, but things just

keep spinning out of his fingertips. Mamoru was

amazed with the way Usagi handled it. She seemed

oblivious to evil, oblivious to the horror

threatening her life-- it petrified Mamoru

every time she risked her life as Sailor Moon. It

sickened him that he had no power to help her...

He could only protect, not fight. Not like the

girls.

He hated it. Hated feeling so helpless.

What happened yesterday nearly smashed all

the confidence and security he had recovered

since the time of Galaxia. He had no foresight,

not even a premonition, that his heart would

suddenly constrict into a tiny pulp like that.

It was so painful... Mamoru felt like a pathetic

boy all over again...

Eyelids sprang open, revealing a pair of

tender blue eyes. Mamoru got up from his bed,

and briskly changed into his running attire.

Within moments he was running outside of his

apartment, a jumble of questions filling up his

mind.

After running a good 3 miles, Mamoru

returned to his apartment, got himself a hot

shower, and hastily left for breakfast at

Motoki's cafe. His stomach literally had a life

of its own by the time he arrived, and Mamoru

ignored Motoki's stare as he wolfed down a large

bowl of ramen, 2 sets of sushi and a glass of

milk.

"Talk about treating yourself to

breakfast," Motoki muttered, raising an

eyebrow innocently when Mamoru glanced back at

him. "How are you?" Motoki suddenly turned

serious. Mamoru said nothing till he drank the

last drop of milk.

"I'm fine.... Thanks for your concern,

Motoki." Mamoru said, each sentence

separated by long pauses.

"Mamoru," Motoki paused. Motoki was the

only guy who could call Mamoru by his first

name, and it was the same for Mamoru. Green eyes

stared against blue in hesitation, searching for

the courage to bring up the subject which they both

had tried to forget...

"It happened again... Didn't it?" Motoki

quietly said.

Mamoru blinked and quickly turned away,

directing his gaze towards the traffic outside

Crown Cafe. Deep in his heart, he knew what

Motoki was talking about. He tried ignoring his

friend's voice of reason-- the possibility that

yesterday's seizure was a recurring nightmare

which once transpired years ago.

Many years ago.

"Look, it can't be the same thing,

Motoki," Mamoru said just as quietly. "And don't

you tell Usako about it either," he continued,

glaring at an innocent-looking Motoki. "Must

have been the heat."

"You said Elysion yesterday. You said it

the last time, Mamoru," Motoki pressed harder.

"I said it _is_not_the_same_thing!"

Mamoru shot back in annoyance, his grip

on the cup tightening till his knuckles were

white.

The youth with the blonde hair knew he had

touched a hot button. But it was too familiar to

be coincidental. He was damn worried for

Mamoru-- if it was the same thing.... He was not

going to chicken out or "butt out" in this one.

Mamoru glared back.

Despite their differing characters:

Mamoru-- quietly forceful, serious, and

conscientious; Motoki-- cheerful, playful, and

gracefully flirtatious; both young men shared

a strong friendship, built out of respect and

mutual concern. He knew Motoki was worried.

And he knew they both shared a memory, an

experience, which Mamoru had tried hard to

forget ever since it occurred. He knew what

Motoki was afraid of, alright.

"Motoki... Gomen ...," Mamoru's finally

said. "It's just that I don't see any reason

ANYONE should trouble themselves over

yesterday's incident. Okay?"

Motoki frowned, but eased off as he saw

how sincere Mamoru was. "Hai, Mamoru... But be

careful, okay?" Motoki eventually said.

Mamoru smiled, paid the bill-- after insisting

profusely, and left the cafe.

Motoki looked on till his friend

disappeared from his sight. Inwardly he

grimaced as he recalled what happened to Mamoru

the last time...

Dear Gods, I do hope it *was* because of

the heat yesterday...

Motoki silently prayed as an image of a

black-haired boy collapsing into a dead faint

suddenly reappeared in his mind...

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"You said it the last time..."

Motoki's words echoed in the far reaches

of Mamoru's mind. After leaving Crystal Crown

Cafe, Mamoru had decided to go for a stroll in

the park to clear his mind-- anything to make

him forget what Motoki had said.

"It happened again, didn't it?"

Again, his best friend's voice broke his

stupor.

Finally Mamoru gave up the pretence. Hard

blue eyes looked up into the sky, as if cursing

the gods. Or could it be the opposite? Eyes

reflecting the blue sky, they softened, as

though in a helpless plea for release. Something

flickered across them, and for a moment,

Mamoru's eyes went blank. A soft breeze caressed

his face, as though giving comfort to the

reincarnated Prince of Earth.

After the quiet spell, Mamoru shook his

head in a daze, unaware of the minute event that

had taken place.

As the tall, raven-haired man approached

the park, he smiled to himself as the scent

of the trees and grass greeted his senses. It

was like a drug to him, giving him an unexpected

kick, or a gentle caress to ease his soul.

Before this, Mamoru never gave much

thought to his uncanny connection to this

planet. When he was younger, he used to take

them for granted, thinking that everyone else

noticed them as much as he did. Old memories of

his childhood in the orphanage flooded back to

him, tainted with torn edges of sadness and

loneliness that came from the deep maturity and

cynicism neither his peers nor some of the

adults around him possessed.

But as Mamoru reached adulthood, he began

to realise, in mild surprise, that nobody shared

the sensations he felt. Not even the Senshis.

Sure, they'd say how good the grass smell, but

they can't feel the tingle down their spine, or

feel the soft, relaxing feeling of sinking into

the earth, like Mamoru always did.

Usagi was different. His delicate flower,

his beautiful love-- she was inexorably linked

to him, and subsequently, to Earth as

well. Although Usagi was not as strongly

connected as he was, Mamoru was grateful someone

understood the gift and occasional curse he had

but never understood himself. Mamoru smiled fondly as he

thought of the only girl who called him her

"Mamo-chan". The only girl who could break

through the barriers of the remote and revered

sempai, Mamoru Chiba.

Upon reaching the nearby park, Mamoru

stood at a shaded spot, his eyes giving the lake

before him a quick sweep. The brooding youth

thought again of his old friend's words. Ever

since Motoki broached that subject, it troubled

Mamoru deeply-- especially because it reminded

him of "that incident".

That incident.

Mamoru pursed his lips as he recalled the

conversation he had with Motoki that morning...

"You said Elysion yesterday. You said it

the last time, Mamoru...."

"Elysion..." Mamoru threw pebbles as far

as he could into the lake as his photographic

memory brought him back to an incident which a

certain angelic princess of his has yet to know

of.

And which still frightens him to death.

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Author's Notes:

What does Motoki know about Mamoru that Usagi

doesn't? What caused Mamoru's eyes to go blank

for that moment? What frightened Mamoru so

terribly? Hope you enjoy the suspense!

*grin* Hey, I'm LABOURING over almost every

single word, just because I'm afraid that

by rushing through I'll compromise THE GOLDEN

CRYSTAL's quality. Thank you, everyone, for

being so patient. *BIG HUG*

I'm currently studying for my final, public

examination (it's a nation-wide exam held

in my country, Malaysia!) and it's

very important to me! Wish me luck in it! I'm

aiming for all distinctions in all 11 subjects,

so hopefully, I'll be able to pursue medicine

and be a doctor like Mamo-chan *grin*!

Your views, opinions, comments and

constructive criticism are much, much, MUCH

welcomed! Please write to me...

THANK YOU so much to those who have taken

their time to write to me previously! Tiffany,

the extent of you being loved is

uncomprehendable. *smile* Sam, good luck in your

sophomore year!! Thank you, Antigone, a friend

whom I deeply admire, for feeding me with

Japanese words like a bowl of cereal *laughs*.

Guys, read Antigone's fics! They are fantastic.

Long live Sidnei-sifu! People, Sidnei's a

fantastic writer too! Ms Lilac Summers, I was

totally floored (flabbergasted actually) when I

received your mail. I could not believe that

*you* actually took the time to tell me you

liked my humble prologue and first chapter!

Thank you very much, Lilac, as it means a lot to

me. (like getting David Duchovny's autograph.

Get the picture?! *LOL*!) ^___^

Selene, Iris, HippieChild, Aurora, Rosy,

and Melissa, thank you so much for your support!

Evee, thanks for making me feel better

with your email *hug*! Sailor US, thanks for

your wonderful mails! And Destiny Rose, I AM

WAITING FOR YOUR STORY!! *hug* You can do it,

girl!

Lastly, to all my readers, I've taken a lot of

pains to achieve the best quality, so I really

hope you enjoyed reading THE GOLDEN CRYSTAL so

far. And now, I hope you'd be kind enough to

understand that Chapter 3 might only come out

in December, after my government examination.

This exam is extremely important to me, and I'm

hoping to garner a scholarship award, hopefully

to study medicine in Cambridge (Sorry, Mamo-

chan, I'd love to go to Harvard like you, but

Harvard doesn't offer scholarships, and a poor

girl like me can't afford it without financial

support! *grin*).

To get more of Mamoru, why don't you check out

"MAMORU FANFICTION" at

http://devoted.to/mamorufanfiction

which happens to be an archive specialising

in Mamoru stories, and which only posts the best

stories of him? Or, if you want to know more

about the guy, go to the shrine I made, "My

Love: MAMORU CHIBA"! ENJOY!

Last but not least: WRITE TO ME! ^_^!

Don't be shy... Don't think that your email

won't make a difference, okay? I'd love to hear

your opinions and thoughts.

Best wishes,

Mamolove

"Mamoru Fanfiction"

http://devoted.to/mamorufanfiction

"My Love: MAMORU CHIBA"

http://devoted.to/mamoruchiba

Sailor Moon is copyright (c) 1992 Naoko

Takeuchi/Kodansha,

TOEI Animation. English Language Adaptation (c)

1995 DIC Entertainment.