Relax. Prepare your mind. Take your time.

And imagine....

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*THE GOLDEN CRYSTAL*

by Mamolove

*Chapter 3*

In the peaceful surroundings of the Hikawa

Shrine, four young girls and two cats were

pondering on the strange eclipse which occurred

the day before. Sitting in the centre of the

fire chamber was Rei Hino, priestess and Senshi

of Fire. Surrounding Rei were Makoto, Minako and

Ami. Luna and Artemis were lounging on the

comfortable and warm wooden floor. A girl with

golden hair was standing, her smooth, delicate

hands flapping around anxiously.

"It's not everyday that Mamo-chan mutters

something unconsciously," Usagi Tsukino said

worriedly. Then again, Mamo-chan has mumbled

some cute things when he was sleeping... Usagi

thought absent-mindedly as her mind suddenly

flitted to the cute moments of watching Mamoru

asleep. Oh, the words he would mumble!

Usagi suddenly leered.

"I wouldn't have called all of you to come

if it wasn't urgent. I was meditating this

morning when Phobos and Deimos pinned down this

card," Rei said as she showed her friends a card

bearing the title, "Eclipse". Three other

Senshis nodded seriously. Three. Rei's eyes

narrowed into slits.

"Usagi, did you hear what I said?"

"Huh?"

"It's referring to yesterday's eclipse??"

Ami asked loudly after successfully foiling the

temperamental priestess' mission of pounding her

blonde friend to bits.

Rei suddenly turned serious again after

dislodging Usagi's powerful palms and feet off

her face. She nodded solemnly, "*ahem*... I'm

afraid so. There was evil when it occurred, when

Mamoru-san collasped," Rei frowned as she recalled

yesterday's scare.

Hazel brown eyes quivered as she thought

of the tall man who had hair as black as hers.

Somehow Mamoru fared the worst among all of

them. While they merely felt dizzy from the

aberration cause by the eclipse, Mamoru had a

kind of seizure-- full-blown compared to their

slight discomfort. It was not wise to

ignore these two strong omens. If they could

detect the source early, they'd stand a better

chance avoiding unnecessary trouble and chaos.

"Minna, help me..." Rei urged finally.

She was mildly surprised when she felt a

soft hand touch her shoulder. "We'll be with you,

Rei-chan," Usagi said, immediately plopping down

behind Rei as the rest followed suit. Rei couldn't

help but smile at the moon princess. They may

squabble like mad, but her friendship with an

individual had never been as strong as with this

one.

The Senshi of Fire started muttering a

mantra, immersing herself deeper and deeper into

the spirit world. Before her friends knew it,

she was already in a deep trance, determination

and years of practice helping her.

Usagi closed her eyes as she channelled her

concentration towards Rei. She felt the heat of

the great flames and a surge of power as Rei

began to open the doors of the spirit world.

Usagi knew that only another person had an

ability much like Rei's-- Mamoru...



After a few minutes, Makoto opened her

eyes in shock as she felt a slight tremor in the

ground. Her startled gaze met Minako's eyes, but

they both closed their eyes again to

concentrate. Seconds later, everyone except Rei,

opened their eyes in fear as a bigger tremor

reverberated through the floor.

"God, please don't let it be..." Luna

whispered.

Usagi's eyes darted left and right, noting

that Rei was oblivious to the tremor. Suddenly

she cried in terror as the ground beneath shook

uncontrollably. Her friends followed suit as

they realised what was happening.

An earthquake.

************************************************

Mamoru was still throwing stones into the

lake when he first noticed the water shaking.

His eyes narrowed into slits as he saw the

ripples growing bigger and bigger. Warning bells

started ringing distantly in his mind, and he

gasped in shock as the ground beneath him shook.

The magnitude of the tremor suddenly

erupted into full fledged terror as screams of

terrified citizens started filling the air.

"Shimata! Earthquake!!" Mamoru realised in

shock. Nearby Mamoru saw a building shaking and

on the verge of collapsing. The tremor continued

mercilessly, ignoring the cries of horrified

office workers, and pedestrians.

Instinctively he dropped down to the

ground.

But then, it happened again.

Mamoru gasped as his chest suddenly

tightened. He tried to control his breathing

and pain, and bit his lips to suppress himself

from crying out as a new wave of spasm attacked

his heart.

Unbeknownst to the blue-eyed man, they

were in rhythm with the earthquake's tremors.

While Mamoru gritted his teeth hoping the

seizure would pass, something new happened. He

began to see bright flashes of a white unicorn.

A beautiful one, lying inside a cage.

Mamoru froze over as recognition hit him.

But before he could think any further, a

whimper escaped his lips as a sharp pain stabbed

his heart.

After what seemed an eternity, the seizure

began to ebb away. Nearly passing out from the

seizure, the black-haired youth sprawled on the

grass gasped weakly as he let the breeze blow

through his hair. It was only moments later that

he realised something.

The wind was whispering something into

his ears. With heart beating with trepidation,

Mamoru listened to the strange call. It was

something he had never thought of, not even in his

wildest dreams....

"Find the Golden Crystal, Endymion-sama."

************************************************

"Earthquake!" The girls around Rei

screamed. Rei suddenly received a vision at that

very moment, and opened her eyes hastily. It was

not because of fear, but because of shock and

urgency.

"We have to go!" Rei shouted to her friends

who were instinctively reaching for a nearby table

for shelter.

"How about your grandfather and

Yuuchirou?!" Ami asked anxiously. She hated

earthquakes. They'd never experienced one for

the past 8 years, since the Kobe earthquake!

"They're not here! They'd be okay. There's

no time to lose!" Rei was already running towards

the exit of the fire chamber.

"What's going on Rei?" Makoto urged the

moment they ran out into open space. The ground

beneath them shook violently but Rei was already

beginning to transform into Sailor Mars.

"Demon attack!"

The girls did not need any further

explanation. Usagi and the rest of them

transformed gracefully amidst the ruthless chaos

enveloping the shrine grounds and the rest of

Tokyo.

************************************************

The air whipped through Sailor Moon's hair

as the Senshis raced towards the spot where

Sailor Mars said the demon had appeared.

Fleeting footsteps and paws travelled through the

dishevelled grounds of the Juuban district,

bolting past citizens in terror with hearts as

heavy as lead. All but the cats had difficulty

balancing themselves while running over the

rubble. As much as they wanted to help, the

citizens of Tokyo were currently better off with

the special task forces. They, on the other

hand, had to reach the demon. *That* had to be

dealt by the senshis.

Running through the earthquake, Usagi

forced herself to clamp down her instinct of

dropping to the ground like what they had been

practising every year for as long as she could

remember. The frightening sounds of buildings

first cracking, then collapsing with deafening

crashes, accompanied with the sight of formerly

mighty highways now broken like splintered wood

jammed into Usagi's senses. Moreover, the screams

and tears of terrified people were hard to ignore.

Don't slow down. I'm Sailor Moon now

Usagi pressed down on her terrified mind.

But a drill was totally different than the

real thing, wasn't it?

Finally Sailor Mars slowed down. Sailor

Moon looked ahead and saw the source of the

priestess' distress.

There, a few metres away from them and

just a block or two from Usagi and Mamoru's

favourite lake garden, crawled a hideous-looking

monster around the size of two landrovers side

by side and two times her height. Nearby she

heard Sailor Jupiter gasp as she too laid her

eyes on the monstrosity. This was totally, so

horribly different from the youmas that they had

encountered before.

"What... *is* that?" Sailor Moon gasped.

"Seems to look like a... spider," Sailor

Mercury quickly started punching her computer.

"From the readings I'm getting, it's projecting

a certain kind of wave-- Somewhat similar to a

sonar wave."

But what's the wave for?? The

blue-haired girl thought. Her sharp eyes caught

something else, "Look! It must have crawled out

from that crack in the ground!" Sailor Mercury

pointed to a massive chasm in the middle of the

road.

"Start moving before it starts tearing

people apart!!" Sailor Venus shouted as the

demon suddenly stretched its spiny and hairy

legs towards petrified citizens. In an instant

the demon caught hold of an man, and to their

horror, poised to tear the man's chest apart.

"VENUS LOVE ME CHAIN!!" Sailor Venus

hurled her glowing weapon to wrench the spider's

legs away from the powerless man just in the

nick of time. Too stunned to move, the man just

lied there, catatonic, with tears leaking out

without his knowledge. Luna and Artemis pounced

towards the man to coax him to move to safety.

"Everyone stay away!" Some policemen urged

the crowd to distance themselves to allow more

battle space for the senshis.

The battle had begun-- in broad daylight,

in front of scores of shocked citizens.

"MARS FLAME SNIPER!!" Sailor Mars shot her

flaming arrow towards the demon. It shrieked in

pain as the arrow quickly burned into its flesh.

Large hairy body turned to face the senshis, and

started charging towards them. To the girls

horror, countless of tendrils appeared from the

demon's mouth to counterattack the senshis. A

tendril shot around Sailor Mar's neck, and threw

her into the shop-lot nearby.

"SHIMATA!" Sailor Jupiter yelled as she

dodged one tendril which embedded itself into

tar road due to its sheer force. "YOU'RE

DEADMEAT!! LIGHTNING SUPREME..... ATTACK!!!" The

tall fighter viciously blasted the tendril into

smithereens. The demon pulled back but almost as

instantly sprang a few more tendrils to catch

Sailor Jupiter by the leg.

"JUPITER! SHABON SPRAY!" Fog appeared and

Mercury began to run towards releasing Jupiter

from the frozen tendrils. But before she could

do anything else, two other tendrils grabbed her

by the waist and brought her to the air.

"Mercury! Jupiter!!" Sailor Moon cried in

distress. With trembling hands she raised the

moonstick, but before she could summon out the

crystal's power, the monster caught the unaware

senshi by the foot and the moonstick fell out of her grip.

Sailor Venus shrieked in horror as she saw

the strong, merciless tendrils pulling the

princess towards her death.

************************************************

Disorientated, Mamoru slowly pushed the

ground with his elbows in an effort to get back

to his feet. With trembling hands he pushed his

bangs out of his face. It was then that he

realised his tear-streaked face, and a chest

which was heaving in attempts to stop gasping.

"What's-- happening-- to me?" The confused

and pained man whispered weakly to himself in a

shuddering breath. Suddenly he began shivering

as chilling cold overcame his frail frame.

Mamoru shakily moved to lean on a nearby tree

and wrapped-- no, hugged his body with his

arms in an effort to warm himself. He nearly

doubled over in the process as the coldness

overwhelmed his senses.

Even the act of rubbing his arms could not

make the chill subside. Mamoru bit his lips

again as he tried to heal the coldness he was

feeling through his touch, but the glow in his

hands was so weak, it hardly made any

difference.

Something else did. Mamoru felt a familiar

calling, a tightening pull of a thread

surrounding his heart, and it meant only one

thing-- Usagi was in danger.

Without thinking of the cold Mamoru

blindly followed his instincts and teleported to

Usagi.

************************************************

"NNNOOO!!!!!" Sailor Venus screamed, and

instantly slammed her chains into the spider's

body. She violently pulled onto her weapon, and

yanked out a chunk of meat from the monster. It

gave a blood-curling moan, and immediately let

go of Sailor Moon, Sailor Jupiter and Sailor

Mercury. Due to the immense pain all tendrils

were retracted, and the demon howled in rage.

"MARS FLAME SNIPER!!!!" The Senshi of Fire

called out from inside the wreck that was once

the shop-lot. But the demon dodged the flaming

arrow.

And it caught sight of.... the one.

Sailor Mars' eyes dilated in horror as she

realised that the demon was looking towards

Sailor Moon's direction. Time seemed to stop as

the demon lunged towards the prone blonde....

As it stretched out sharp, hungry fangs...

As a flash of black scooped Sailor

Moon in his arms....

Carrying her to out of harm's way...

Just in the slightest of seconds before

the demon found its teeth lodged in the

pavement.

Time came back to normal to the priestess

before she realised who saved Sailor Moon. She

should never have doubted.

************************************************

"Tuxedo Mask!" Sailor Moon could barely

breathe due to the closeness of death she barely

escaped. She clutched the velvet black cape

which had always provided protection to her and

brought her forehead to rest on the familiar

chest, her own heaving with relief. It was not

long when she noticed the shaking of his body

and the trembling gasps he was taking.

"Mamo-chan..." Sailor Moon asked in panic.

She gasped in consternation as the formerly

steady hands gave way, as Tuxedo Mask dropped to

his knee.

"Cold...." he whispered, not

bringing his eyes to her, not even allowing her

to see through the white mask.

He suddenly turned and roughly pushed

Sailor Moon away, moments before the demon

rammed into him.

"NNNOOOOO!!!!!!" Sailor Moon screamed as

she realised what he had just done. She knew,

from the position of the demon's legs, what it

was planning to do. They had all seen it

earlier, when it attacked one of the man in the

crowd.

Tuxedo Mask was seeing double due to the

impact, and just as his vision returned, he saw

one sharp and spiny claw rising up above him,

ready to strike. His muscles instinctively

reacted, and he rolled away just in time before

the demon could impale his chest. He quickly got

up to his feet, but due to the icy cold he was

currently feeling, his alertness dipped,

allowing the demon to throw him off balance

again with a spiny leg. It was then that he

heard the sound of a swinging rod...

"Dead Scream." The Senshi of Time blasted

the demon a few feet back.

"SUBMARINE REFLECTION!!" Sailor Neptune

burned the sight of the beast, blinding it.

"SILENCE WALL ATTACK!!" The reborn Sailor

Saturn rendered the demon helpless.

"SPACESWORD BLASTER!!!!!" The slim figure

of Sailor Uranus thrusted the blade into the

demon without a hint of hesitance or mercy.

"Sailor Moon! Now's your chance!!"

Without hesitation Sailor Moon grabbed

hold of her moonstick, and gave the final

attack.

"MOON GORGEOUS MEDITATION!!!!!"

Ripples of pure light blasted through

the demon, shredding its very being into

non-matter. The demon gave one last shriek, as

it tried to escape the unforgiving light that

was the Silver Crystal's power. Finally the

light subsided, and all that was left was the

wreckage the demon and the earthquake prior to

its appearance, had created. By this time

Jupiter and Mercury were on their feet, and in

silent acquiescence, every senshi-- Inner and

Outer, nodded. Keep the reunion they all

desperately wanted away from curious eyes of the

public.

Sailor Moon went near Tuxedo Mask, and

her eyes narrowed as she saw that his state had

not improved.

"Mamo-chan, what's wrong?" Sailor Moon

gently whispered to him as the senshis began to

gather around them. She knew about how much he

hated to be coddled, in front of the public, and

especially in front of the senshis, so she

gently put her hand on top of his, and suggested

that they all teleported away. Her anxiety grew

as the only reply she got was a hasty nod.

"SAILOR TELEPORT!!!" In front of astounded

onlookers, the fantastic fighters disappeared in

a spectrum of light.

************************************************

Mamoru regretted teleporting. The very act

of shifting his matter in that process took away

the remnants of heat he had left in him. As they

arrived in the privacy of Rei's temple, he

staggered unsteadily, and shook his head quietly

when he felt Usagi's hands on him.

I'm alright He thought at her, answering

her unspoken question. At the same time he tried

to ignore the cold that was encasing his body,

which was making him feel as cold as.... death.

At the thought of death, Mamoru suddenly

gave out a choked cry when he was assaulted by

the same seizure he had experienced in the stadium

and in the park. How it could be worse, was

unimaginable. But it was. Now, not only was

he rendered hopeless with pain, images, flashes

and random thoughts, he was also gripped with

chilling, bone-shattering, ice-forming cold.

And he could not do anything about it. He

was lost. Totally lost in cold and pain.

"What's wrong, Mamo-chan?!!"

PainElysionPainPainColdUnicornElysion

CrystalElysionGoldenCrystalColdElysionGolden

Crystal... Mamoru's mind was suddenly jammed

beyond thought with flashes, images, random

noises, sensations...

Mamoru automatically shook his head. I'm

alright, I'm fine. He vaguely heard what Usagi

was saying, what the girls were speaking, for

he was too caught up trying to ride through the

pain and remain conscious.

I must not collapse. Mamoru stubbornly

thought to himself.

He even tried when he found that he could not

breathe anymore.

"Mamo-chan!! Are you alright?!!"

He was totally lost. In pain, cold, more

pain, more cold. Lost.

"I... I'm alright-- Usako..." Mamoru gasped.

The seizure. The pain. The unicorn. The

recognition. Elysion.

"Can't.... breathe..." Mamoru weakly clutched

Usagi's shoulders. He could not breathe, and could

not even cry to release the agony. Before he knew

it, his knees gave way and he collapsed limply to

the ground, into total darkness.

Mamoru Chiba could not keep the act up any

longer.

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The cold wind blew through the area,

serenading with the trees in a hollow rhapsody,

playing through long and wavy brown locks of

hair of a man. He grimaced as he noticed the

nature of the wind. Occasionally he gazed at the

roses, but they were not comforting at all-- not

with the state they were all in.

He tilted his head to face a man with silky

white hair.

"This is not good, Kunzite," Nephreite

finally said, breaking the disturbingly silent

atmosphere. He could sense Zoicite's and Jadeite's

anxiety, and all waited for their leader's

answer.

Kunzite merely kept silent. His eyes gave

the area a thorough sweep, afraid to misjudge

the malice behind what he was seeing. He just

could not believe his sight. But certainly four

pairs of eyes could not make the same mistake.

Not in something like this.

Not in *this*.

A deep sense of dread crept up to Kunzite

as he looked around Elysion.

Gone were the beautiful gardens with

abundant red and white roses, and lush greenery.

Gone was the comforting wind. Gone were the

beautiful blue skies and white clouds, which

used to mingle together seamlessly in a

beautiful collage of blue and white. Gone were

the beautiful rays of the sun and the silvery

shine of the moon. What Kunzite's heart wanted

to see again, his sight would not allow.

Now, in place of those delicate flowers

were ugly, hard and black roses. Blood red mixed

with black to form the sky, and the wind was now

like an angry spirit, never stopping its hollow

and lonely howl. Since all this began, the Four

Generals had yet to see any trails of light-- be

it from the sun or the moon.

As though hearing Kunzite's thoughts,

Jadeite sighed, "The only light we have now is

from the Temple."

Immediately Kunzite glanced at the Temple

of Elysion, the very heart of the place. It seemed

to be the only thing not affected by this...

curse.

Kunzite shook his head violently. Why?!

They had just discovered Her. Why in the name

of the gods did this have to happen? It was a

miracle they discovered themselves in Elysion.

None of them were even aware of her existence. It

angered Kunzite to see such beauty disintegrating in

front of them. His memory flitted back to the

time they came into Elysion. Zoicite had

reasoned out that they were in the final phase

of their spiritual existence, thus having much

more ethereal contact with their birthplanet.

Although he could remember their time in the

Silver Millennium, Kunzite's memory of them

coming into existence was at best, hazy.

But what Kunzite knew was that *this* was

Endymion's birthplace. Endymion. The Crown

Prince of Earth. The only one. Nephreite was

right in expressing his fear. Kunzite felt it

too.

"Endymion-sama must know of this," Kunzite

finally said. He could feel the rest of the

generals staring at him, countless of questions

grazing their minds.

"We can't go to him unless he calls for

us," Jadeite bristled. "And you do know that our

powers are diminishing, so, should we want to

reach him, we must decide when. Wisely," the

blonde general decided to emphasise on the last

word.

"But Kunzite's right. We can't stall the

inevitable forever. Our powers may be limited,

but so is our time here with Endymion," Nephreite

spoke.

The white-haired general nodded silently

as he acknowledged his friends' thoughts. This

could never happen at a worse time-- they were

all clinging to their stones that were their

namesakes by a thread. But like Metal, which was

his element, Kunzite was extremely stubborn.

"We still have our duty. We must ensure

that Endymion rises to be king," he persevered.

The three other generals slowly nodded as

they looked on at the man who had guarded Endymion

since the prince was just a child, who guided and

befriended the prince with well-concealed love,

but undisguised loyalty. Zoicite looked into

Kunzite's eyes, and tried to give a reassuring

expression. They were all like brothers, and

deeply regretted not being able to live with their

prince like the senshis were doing with the princess.

On restless nights they could feel the fear

and turmoil in the prince, further adding to their

guilt of submitting themselves to Beryl's command.

Zoicite winced at the memory, and he knew

Kunzite would never forgive himself for leading

them to that mistake. Hence, it was no wonder

that Kunzite was the most intense of them all in

his quest to protect Endymion. Zoicite could feel

it-- the loyalty Kunzite swore again to their

master, after Beryl and Metallia were defeated

by the prince and princess. Again, a flare of

guilt flashed in Zoicite.

But what could they do? Lately it was

insanely difficult to connect with Endymion, and

as much as they wanted to give support and

guidance to their master, they just could not.

Somehow their stones were not responding to

Endymion's calls as automatically as they used

to. Adding to the hurt Endymion felt, their

conversation with him had to be kept extremely

short.

What was more, only Kunzite had enough power

left in him to converse with their master. The

rest could only be treated with the sight of

their maturing prince. Zoicite inwardly sighed.

They all had a protective instinct over the prince,

though it was with respect and not because they

condescended to guard him. It was brotherhood.

To be unable to guide Endymion through a time

like this was not what they had planned. He

inwardly smiled as he remembered how the prince

hated people fussing over him. No, the prince

would not like it if he knew just how protective

the Four Generals felt towards him. Now that their

powers and time were at a compromise, Zoicite had

to refrain from seeking the prince every time they

encountered something fearful which could undermine

the prince's future.

Zoicite had to trust the faith Kunzite seemed

to put into Endymion's strength. But he knew what

Kunzite feared.

Endymion's fate might end up to be the same

as Elysion's.

As though the devil heard his thoughts,

Zoicite's head shot up as he sensed Endymion

giving out a terrified soul-cry. Kunzite and the

others gasped as they felt it too-- so clear and

distinct, it was unmistakable.

The Four Generals' worst nightmare had come

true.

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~26th December 2000~

Author's Notes:

Ah.... Hope you gained some faint sense of

satisfaction through this instalment. I'll

try to improve my writing style. Thank you

for being so patient with me!

The Four Generals are a group which I have a

soft spot for, especially when they communicate

with Mamoru, or appear to look at him when he's

unaware of them. The idea of them staying in

their stones to stay with Endymion is among the

main elements that made me start this story.

Watch out for more of this theme in the future

chapters!

I also think that Mamoru isn't someone who likes

to be seen as weak, or vulnerable. Despite the

pain that he experiences, he appears to have only

one priority, and that is Usagi's wellbeing. I

think this is especially evident in the Golden

Crystal saga of the manga sigh. Sorry

Mamo-chan, I'm not going to stop the angst...

Please understand that I'm a very die-hard fan of

yours. So don't misunderstand *naughty grin*!

Now, the honour roll:

Tiffany, you're a gem! Destiny Rose, hope you

enjoyed a white Christmas! Goddess Moon, thanks

a bunch for reminding me to write *toothy grin*.

Evee, how's life? Christine, best wishes to you!

Andrea, Caleyndar, Lady Spring, Goddess Moon,

Alicia Blade, Lady Starra and Nishi, you guys

are wonderful webmistresses. I worship your

diligence and creativity.

Here are some authors who are _great_: Antigone,

Lilac Summers, Chris Davies, Laura Hudson, Sidnei,

Alicia Blade, Aimee and W. Bymeeh! Do read the

fics that these people have written. They are

so good. sigh I'll never even match up to

half of their stature.

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