~chapter 20 - Only when I lose myself ~
"HIROTO! IT'S ALMOST NOON! GET YOUR BUTT OUT OF BED ALREADY!"
Honda jerked awake. "It's what?" He looked at his clock. "Why didn't the alarm go off?"
Bakura gave a tired mumble, nuzzling against the taller boy's arm in his sleep.
"Bakura," Honda said slowly. "Did you turn off the alarm?"
The boy's eyes opened slightly, looking up at Honda with a tired confusion.
"It's almost noon, koi."
Bakura made a sound like a question, turning to pear blearily at the clock.
Honda tickled him. "You did, didn't you?"
Bakura gave a squeak, weakly trying to fight off the taller boy as he laughed.
Honda continued the tickling, pinning Bakura down to do so.
Bakura gave another squeak, trying to tickle back, but eventually gave up, falling back laughing.
Honda nuzzled at Bakura, tickling down the boy's sides. "Know what I should do to you for that?"
"Let me breath before I wind up wetting your bed?" Bakura wheezed, grinning.
Honda pulled back, sitting on Bakura. "Don't do that. Then I'd have to clean it."
Bakura smiled impishly before quickly attacking the taller boy and scrambling out of bed towards the bathroom with a laugh.
Honda laughed as well and chased after.
The door closed before Honda could reach it and locked with a loud click, Bakura's muted laugh barely audible.
"But I know where the key is!" Honda hollered through the door.
There was an almost feminine squeak from Bakura. "I'll escape before you can get it!" he hollered back.
"Where will you escape to? You can't go out the window! You're still naked!"
"Not anymore! I have a towel!"
"Towels are easy to pull off!"
"Not this many!"
Honda laughed. "I can do it!"
"I'll put them back on before you get them all off!" There was a flush and the sound of water.
Twisting the key in the lock, Honda threw the door open triumphantly.
There was no sign of the paler boy in the room.
Honda blinked and entered the room, carefully shutting and relocking the door behind him. "Bakura," he called, looking in the linen closet. "Come out, come out, wherever you are!" He pulled open the shower curtain.
He was instantly tackled by the smaller boy and knocked back to the floor. With a quick grin, the towel clad boy rushed for the door, giving a small cry of dismay when he found it locked.
Honda picked himself up off the floor and followed, pealing off one of the towels and throwing it in the toilet before Bakura could stop him, and pinning the smaller boy against the door. He smiled cockily.
Bakura made a small eeping noise before laughing. "Mou," he sighed with a smile, hands holding the remaining towels on.
Honda rubbed up against him, trying to pull Bakura's arms around his neck. "You know you love me."
"I wouldn't put up with you if I didn't," Bakura smiled, not letting go.
Honda tugged harder. "So let go."
With a faked long suffering sigh, Bakura obliged.
Honda cheered and started pulling the towels off, brushing them across Bakura's body as he did so.
The boy sighed happily, eyes fluttering closed.
Honda hugged the once again naked boy tightly, turning his face up for a kiss.
Bakura melted against him contentedly, lips parting slightly.
Honda kept the kiss light, cradling Bakura's body close against his own.
The paler boy ran his hands lightly over Honda's skin, trying to intaise him to deepen the kiss.
Honda shivered under the touch, but resisted, determined to remain as romantic as he could after chasing Bakura down the hall naked and then stripping him of all his towels after the boy had jumped him.
Bakura's touch and lips grew slightly more insistent and he gave a small, almost begging whimper at the base of his throat.
Honda nuzzled against Bakura's lips and scooped the boy into his arms, opening the door around him and carrying him back down the hall.
Bakura gave a happy sigh, hugging Honda tightly as he leaned his head on the taller boy's shoulder.
"How recently have I told you that I love you?" Honda asked, laying Bakura onto the bed and snuggling against him.
"Last night," Bakura replied, nuzzling against the taller boy, hands roaming over his skin.
"Not recent enough," Honda decided. He rubbed noses with Bakura. "I love you."
The boy near melted at the words, smiling happily. "I love you too, Hiro," he murmured in reply.
Honda nuzzled against Bakura's neck. "Aishiteru," he whispered.
Bakura gave a blissful sigh, hugging Honda closely. "Aishiteru," he echoed.
Honda kissed him again.
Bakura responded hungrily, running his hands over Honda's back.
Honda shivered, arms tightening to pull Bakura closer.
Bakura pressed against him, lips parting in invitation as he kissed the taller boy.
Honda hesitated, then took the invitation, caressing Bakura with hands and mouth.
The paler boy made a small satisfied sound in the base of his throat, encouraging Honda's actions as he tangled their legs.
Honda responded a moment, then pulled back. "Bakura, please...."
Bakura looked up at him, eyes unsure. "Hiro....?" he asked in a small voice, hands unconsciously tensing against the boy's back.
"I don't want you to hate me later for taking advantage of you while you're hurting. Just let me hold you."
Bakura gave a smile. "You're not taking advantage of me," he insisted, hands moving to caress Honda's sides.
Honda took Bakura's hands in his own. "You were hurt and confused yesterday. You want to run away from everything. I just... don't want you to confuse our love for just sex the way everyone at school confuses love and sex."
"I don't!" Bakura insisted. "I--I just want..." he hesitated, looking down. "I just want to lose myself in you..." he said softly. "Because you make me feel...." he trailed off, resting his head against Honda's chest. "You make me feel like I'm the most important person in your world," he finally finished. "And I want to lose myself in that feeling... in the feeling of you until everything just goes away and I'm not afraid anymore...."
Honda hugged him tightly. "You are the most important person in my world," he said softly. And I love you more than anything." He kissed Bakura's hair. "That's why I don't want to mess this up."
Bakura melted against his lover. "Hiro..." he murmured, nuzzling against him.
Honda cradled him close, running his fingers through Bakura's hair.
"Please? I want to lose myself in you..."
Honda nuzzled Bakura's hair and nodded, fingers running down the boy's sides.
Bakura gave a soft murmur, exhaled blissfully at the touch, reaching out to return it.
Honda's lips found Bakura's and he nuzzled against them, kissing him teasingly while he touched the other boy all over.
A seemingly all to short while later, the paler boy arched with a soft cry, then went limp, spent.
Honda hugged him close, still kissing him.
Bakura nuzzled him tiredly, eyes closed, murmuring the other boy's name lovingly.
"Rest, koi. I have you safe," Honda murmured, stroking Bakura's hair with a smile.
The boy gave a small smile before falling sleep.
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ANote: Cookie to whomever gets what song the title is a refrance to!
And yeah, it was a mini chapter. Sorry. Will try and work on this more. ^^
"HIROTO! IT'S ALMOST NOON! GET YOUR BUTT OUT OF BED ALREADY!"
Honda jerked awake. "It's what?" He looked at his clock. "Why didn't the alarm go off?"
Bakura gave a tired mumble, nuzzling against the taller boy's arm in his sleep.
"Bakura," Honda said slowly. "Did you turn off the alarm?"
The boy's eyes opened slightly, looking up at Honda with a tired confusion.
"It's almost noon, koi."
Bakura made a sound like a question, turning to pear blearily at the clock.
Honda tickled him. "You did, didn't you?"
Bakura gave a squeak, weakly trying to fight off the taller boy as he laughed.
Honda continued the tickling, pinning Bakura down to do so.
Bakura gave another squeak, trying to tickle back, but eventually gave up, falling back laughing.
Honda nuzzled at Bakura, tickling down the boy's sides. "Know what I should do to you for that?"
"Let me breath before I wind up wetting your bed?" Bakura wheezed, grinning.
Honda pulled back, sitting on Bakura. "Don't do that. Then I'd have to clean it."
Bakura smiled impishly before quickly attacking the taller boy and scrambling out of bed towards the bathroom with a laugh.
Honda laughed as well and chased after.
The door closed before Honda could reach it and locked with a loud click, Bakura's muted laugh barely audible.
"But I know where the key is!" Honda hollered through the door.
There was an almost feminine squeak from Bakura. "I'll escape before you can get it!" he hollered back.
"Where will you escape to? You can't go out the window! You're still naked!"
"Not anymore! I have a towel!"
"Towels are easy to pull off!"
"Not this many!"
Honda laughed. "I can do it!"
"I'll put them back on before you get them all off!" There was a flush and the sound of water.
Twisting the key in the lock, Honda threw the door open triumphantly.
There was no sign of the paler boy in the room.
Honda blinked and entered the room, carefully shutting and relocking the door behind him. "Bakura," he called, looking in the linen closet. "Come out, come out, wherever you are!" He pulled open the shower curtain.
He was instantly tackled by the smaller boy and knocked back to the floor. With a quick grin, the towel clad boy rushed for the door, giving a small cry of dismay when he found it locked.
Honda picked himself up off the floor and followed, pealing off one of the towels and throwing it in the toilet before Bakura could stop him, and pinning the smaller boy against the door. He smiled cockily.
Bakura made a small eeping noise before laughing. "Mou," he sighed with a smile, hands holding the remaining towels on.
Honda rubbed up against him, trying to pull Bakura's arms around his neck. "You know you love me."
"I wouldn't put up with you if I didn't," Bakura smiled, not letting go.
Honda tugged harder. "So let go."
With a faked long suffering sigh, Bakura obliged.
Honda cheered and started pulling the towels off, brushing them across Bakura's body as he did so.
The boy sighed happily, eyes fluttering closed.
Honda hugged the once again naked boy tightly, turning his face up for a kiss.
Bakura melted against him contentedly, lips parting slightly.
Honda kept the kiss light, cradling Bakura's body close against his own.
The paler boy ran his hands lightly over Honda's skin, trying to intaise him to deepen the kiss.
Honda shivered under the touch, but resisted, determined to remain as romantic as he could after chasing Bakura down the hall naked and then stripping him of all his towels after the boy had jumped him.
Bakura's touch and lips grew slightly more insistent and he gave a small, almost begging whimper at the base of his throat.
Honda nuzzled against Bakura's lips and scooped the boy into his arms, opening the door around him and carrying him back down the hall.
Bakura gave a happy sigh, hugging Honda tightly as he leaned his head on the taller boy's shoulder.
"How recently have I told you that I love you?" Honda asked, laying Bakura onto the bed and snuggling against him.
"Last night," Bakura replied, nuzzling against the taller boy, hands roaming over his skin.
"Not recent enough," Honda decided. He rubbed noses with Bakura. "I love you."
The boy near melted at the words, smiling happily. "I love you too, Hiro," he murmured in reply.
Honda nuzzled against Bakura's neck. "Aishiteru," he whispered.
Bakura gave a blissful sigh, hugging Honda closely. "Aishiteru," he echoed.
Honda kissed him again.
Bakura responded hungrily, running his hands over Honda's back.
Honda shivered, arms tightening to pull Bakura closer.
Bakura pressed against him, lips parting in invitation as he kissed the taller boy.
Honda hesitated, then took the invitation, caressing Bakura with hands and mouth.
The paler boy made a small satisfied sound in the base of his throat, encouraging Honda's actions as he tangled their legs.
Honda responded a moment, then pulled back. "Bakura, please...."
Bakura looked up at him, eyes unsure. "Hiro....?" he asked in a small voice, hands unconsciously tensing against the boy's back.
"I don't want you to hate me later for taking advantage of you while you're hurting. Just let me hold you."
Bakura gave a smile. "You're not taking advantage of me," he insisted, hands moving to caress Honda's sides.
Honda took Bakura's hands in his own. "You were hurt and confused yesterday. You want to run away from everything. I just... don't want you to confuse our love for just sex the way everyone at school confuses love and sex."
"I don't!" Bakura insisted. "I--I just want..." he hesitated, looking down. "I just want to lose myself in you..." he said softly. "Because you make me feel...." he trailed off, resting his head against Honda's chest. "You make me feel like I'm the most important person in your world," he finally finished. "And I want to lose myself in that feeling... in the feeling of you until everything just goes away and I'm not afraid anymore...."
Honda hugged him tightly. "You are the most important person in my world," he said softly. And I love you more than anything." He kissed Bakura's hair. "That's why I don't want to mess this up."
Bakura melted against his lover. "Hiro..." he murmured, nuzzling against him.
Honda cradled him close, running his fingers through Bakura's hair.
"Please? I want to lose myself in you..."
Honda nuzzled Bakura's hair and nodded, fingers running down the boy's sides.
Bakura gave a soft murmur, exhaled blissfully at the touch, reaching out to return it.
Honda's lips found Bakura's and he nuzzled against them, kissing him teasingly while he touched the other boy all over.
A seemingly all to short while later, the paler boy arched with a soft cry, then went limp, spent.
Honda hugged him close, still kissing him.
Bakura nuzzled him tiredly, eyes closed, murmuring the other boy's name lovingly.
"Rest, koi. I have you safe," Honda murmured, stroking Bakura's hair with a smile.
The boy gave a small smile before falling sleep.
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ANote: Cookie to whomever gets what song the title is a refrance to!
And yeah, it was a mini chapter. Sorry. Will try and work on this more. ^^