Disclaimer: Once again, only the words.
Part Two:
The Realization.
(Buffy's POV.)
"The dirt was clogging my throat, covering my eyes. Old rose petals were
pushing against my nostrils, smothering them with the stench of decaying
flowers. It was a kind of spicy scent, slightly sweet, but at the same time
disgusting and monstrous. I could smell the death that was slowly decaying my
white sundress, which had now been reduced to tattered and dirt smeared strips.
Above and below me, I could sense the hard black wood of the coffin, thin but
strong. It was better than a cardboard coffin; that I could guarantee. I
wouldn't be dug up for a long time. Idly, I began to wonder how long it would
take for my body to die. I didn't know how my spirit had been pulled back into
this rotting corpse, but it had infected it with a strange revitalization that
made this vessel heal, slowly. And now…
It seemed as if I needed air. The dirt and petals that were choking me were
becoming fatal, and the stale air in the coffin wouldn't last long. Not only
this, but I was hungry. So hungry. I craved things I
never had in life, seafood, caviar, fine lobster in butter sauce… it seemed so
delicious to me. I needed it, and I couldn't find it.
Right about now, I'd give anything for a juicy steak.
Then again, there was my escape. Up above, beyond this hole in the ground. So I
went. Clawing at the dirt that leaked through the cracks in
the coffin, pushing at the wood with my fingertips, punching it, and finally
infiltrating it through a crack. I smashed my hand through the splintered
wood, making a hole large enough for my head. Slamming
my elbow into the side of it, I succeeded in making it large to fit my torso
through. Absently, I noticed that I was thin. Too thin.
Making a mental note to stop drinking slim fast, I continued. Now I easily
clawed through the loose dirt above me, and finally…finally…poked my head
through. And emerged, like a deranged butterfly from it's cocoon.
The first thing my eyes set upon was him. Him.
Why is it always him? In some tired, exhausted way, I didn't want to see him.
And in another excited, relieved way, I wanted to collapse into his arms
forever.
Instead, I pulled myself out of the grave, and fell upon the cold, hard, dirt.
No welcoming arms this time. He only stared. And said one.
Single. Word. "Buffy?""
