Disclaimer- I'm not Rumiko Takahashi so there for I don't own Inuyasha.
Authors note- I know a lot of people are getting confused about Miroku dying and if there's really a whole plot to the idea. I assure you after you read the whole thing everything will become clear.
Dialog- "meep meep meep"
Thought- 'meep meep meep'
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Chapter 2~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"What in the hell do you mean you killed Miroku! How the hell did you do that!? Explain yourself now Inuyasha!" Sango's face was beat red and she had a nervous twitch going through her body. "I want an explanation I can believe."
"Well, the stupid monk wanted to leave the group because he said his Kazaana was widening and he didn't want to be a danger to us. I told him he was being stupid and that he shouldn't go. He got upset and called me an idiot and I got upset and hit him. Then it just escalated from there and I guess I over did it a bit and now he's dead."
Sango clenched a tight fist. "So, then you tried to prevent houshi-sama from leaving the group. Even though in the end you over did it like you always do and killed him!" Sango was furious she jumped on top of Inuyasha and began to strangle him. Pounding his head over and over again in the ground.
"Gah! Shippo! Kagome! Somebody please help me here." Inuyasha took the beating and didn't really try anything to stop Sango from hitting him.
Kagome looked at Inuyasha and let out a small sigh. She nonchalantly walked over to Inuyasha's side and gently pulled Sango away from him. "Sango I know you're upset and I know it's all Inuyasha's fault but killing him won't help things. So, please try to just relax for a moment. We need to think about what we're going to do next."
"But he killed Miroku!" Sango sank down to the ground with an endless stream of tears following her. "Damnit houshi-sama! Why? Why damnit it why? It's not fair it just isn't fair."
Inuyasha showed a face with deep remorse and hung his head down lowly. "Sango.I never meant to have this happen. I didn't mean to hurt him.you have to believe me. I know you're upset but we need to keep moving on. Miroku isn't going to come back and that's that. So please get up off the ground and help me at least give him a decent burial."
"How can you say that? How can you ask me to get over this so quickly as though nothing happened? Tell me Inuyasha! How the hell can you stand there and act like nothing happened!?" Tell me how you can't feel the least bit saddened by this."
Inuyasha didn't reply to Sango's questioning. He turned his back and began to slowly walk away. The guilt was beginning to build up inside of him.
Kagome bit down on her lip a moment. A small stream of tears went down her face but quickly faded. "Sango that's enough.Can't you see Inuyasha is upset by this as well? He's probably just as upset as you. Don't act like he doesn't have feelings. We're all upset about Miroku-sama but at this moment we can't afford to let our emotions rule us like they did Miroku- sama. He made his choice and unfortunately suffered the consequences. Just let it go. Please, for your sake."
Kagome's harsh but truthful words seem to hit Sango in a deep place in her heart. "I.I.I really loved Miroku-sama and with this incident I feel like I just can't continue. It's like someone ripped out my heart at this moment. I know neither of you could understand but.Damn you Miroku! I loved you I really loved you!" Sango lifted her head and looked up at the sky rain drops began to fall. The sky darkened and a down pore came rolling in. "Miroku I need you.MIROKU!"
Miroku's eyes immediately snapped open. His breathing became heavy and was confused as to where he was. "What in the hell!" He looked down and noticed himself lying there lifelessly. He looked at himself and at the others. "What the fuck is going on here. Somebody answer me!" Miroku took another look around and realized the situation all at once. 'I'm dead.This can't be. The last thing I knew Inuyasha hit me and I blacked out. Could I really be dead?' A cold chill went up Miroku's spine a quick crack of lightning went off in the background. He watched helplessly as his friends carried his body away. 'So this means I'm a ghost, I guess. Which means I'm no longer alive so then.' "WHAT IN THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO DO!"
Sango's tears continued to fall just like the rain. It appeared there would be no end to either of the two. A sad lowly expression showed clearly on Sango's face as she helped carried Miroku-sama off. She noticed it in the others as well. 'What am I going to do? What'll happen to me without Miroku- sama?'
Inuyasha had almost no expression on his face. He wasn't able to show his remorse or his sadness. All he seemed to be able to do was keep a straight face. Even though all these emotions inside him were tearing away at his heart. 'It's all my fault Miroku, I'm so sorry. Why did things have to turn out this way? Why did you have to die? Why did I have to kill you? Damnit Miroku! This group needs you. I even need you.' "Miroku, I'm sorry."
Kagome had a large grimace painted on her face. She looked like she was about to burst into tears but they were being held back by a stern frown. She was barely able to continue helping carrying away Miroku-sama. 'What were you thinking? Why did you think you had to leave us? What was going through your head? Did you think you weren't needed at all? We do need you, we need you more than you think.' "Miroku you're a selfish ass."
Shippo like Sango was crying but nearly as much. He couldn't stop from sniffling. 'Miroku I miss you already. Sure you were a pervert but you were always so nice to me and never hit me like Inuyasha. I'm going to miss you not being able to stand up for me. It's not fair you had to die like this.' "I need you Miroku."
The gang continued their lowly drudge to find a spot where they could burry the monk. All of them were confused, upset, and totally unsure of what they would all do without Miroku-sama by their side. They finally found a place to burry the dead monk. They found a large tree that sat on top of a hill over looking a peaceful meadow. They set him there for a moment before commencing the digging.
Miroku watched as his friends carried his lifeless body in the cold nasty rain. His body shook as he watched them carry him off. 'Why in the hell is this happening to me? Why hasn't my spirit gone to the after life. Why am I still here? Why must I watch this?' All these questioned were buried deep within the monk's mind. He helplessly looked on as they set him down under the tree. 'So, I'm really dead then. This is really reality.' A stinging sensation came to Miroku's eyes his tears fell drop by drop just like the rain. "Why in the hell is this happening to me!"
Inuyasha stood up and began digging a shallow grave for his friend. He did so with such force and aggression dirt was flying everywhere the others decided it would be best not to help. 'You stupid monk! Even now as I do this I could almost cry. My damn conscience is full of regret, remorse, and guilt. If I hadn't been so damn hot headed I wouldn't have taken this so over board and I wouldn't have ended up killing you. For this I'm truly sorry friend.' Inuyasha finished digging Miroku's grave he slowly collapsed to his knees and let out a small shout. "Damn you Miroku!"
Kagome let out a small wince of pain. She too had felt a heavy spot deep within her heart. She almost looked like she was in a coma. The lights were on but nobody was home. She let out a small painful cry following Inuyasha's. 'Miroku I feel the same way. I'm almost upset with you.I got very attached to you and now you're dead. I'm not sure how we'll continue on without you.' Kagome hung her head down and muttered something lightly to the ground. "Miroku-sama you'll be forever missed."
Shippo watched in dismay as Inuyasha prepared Miroku's grave. He stopped crying now but he still was terribly upset. His normally happy face showed a painful and hurt expression. 'Inuyasha I hate you! You stupid idiot! You killed Miroku. I'll never talk to you again!' "I hate you Inuyasha!"
Sango got up and lifted Miroku's body from under the tree and gently placed it into the grave Inuyasha had dug for him. Her tears continued to fall endlessly her eyes looked empty and her heart felt heavy. "Miroku I see you laying there and I can't help thinking to myself you aren't dead. I want to believe you aren't but I know in my heart you really are gone. You'll never know how much this group needed you and I how much I love you. Rest in peace Miroku-sama."
The wind wailed and the thunder boomed. Sango finished covering up Miroku's grave and the others slowly began to collect themselves. They all looked pain stricken and empty. None of them could really utter any words to their fallen companion. They all took one last look at their friend's resting place and walked away.
Miroku watched all this taking place from Inuyasha digging his grave to Sango covering it. He listened to his friends' words and felt a weak pitiful feeling come over him. 'They said they needed me and said I was important. I must have been just too arrogant to ever see how much they really cared about me. It's enough to make me want to kick my own ass. So, now I wonder what will happen to them. What will happen without me there?' "What will happen to us all now? What?"
Well that's all for chapter 2. Sorry It wasn't a very long chapter but it didn't really need to be a huge one. The next chapters will be a good deal longer and will have a lot more plot development. Stick with me on this story It'll get interesting.
Now to the reviewers who read my fic~
Inu-Shounen- Thanks so much for the nice review. I will be writing more and I'll try to keep the story updated. I'll be trying to get up a new chapter every few days I promise.
Missy-Bee- I took your advice and Sango got the opportunity to choke him. Yes, I realized the story is pretty messed up but I promise it will all make sense at the very end. So, please keep reading and find out what'll happen.
Rissi-Sama- I wasn't surprised that you called me evil. I love Miroku too but he had to die for the plot to work the way I want it. But I promise things will work out in the end. Yes, I know I could use some more description and I appreciate the honesty of your review. I will try and work on that.
Blinded by Truth- Thanks for the compliment on the story and I will try and work on fixing my errors. I'm an awful speller as well grammer user. See that didn't even make sense! Any way I'll try to keep things interesting and thanks for the nice review.
Authors note- I know a lot of people are getting confused about Miroku dying and if there's really a whole plot to the idea. I assure you after you read the whole thing everything will become clear.
Dialog- "meep meep meep"
Thought- 'meep meep meep'
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Chapter 2~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"What in the hell do you mean you killed Miroku! How the hell did you do that!? Explain yourself now Inuyasha!" Sango's face was beat red and she had a nervous twitch going through her body. "I want an explanation I can believe."
"Well, the stupid monk wanted to leave the group because he said his Kazaana was widening and he didn't want to be a danger to us. I told him he was being stupid and that he shouldn't go. He got upset and called me an idiot and I got upset and hit him. Then it just escalated from there and I guess I over did it a bit and now he's dead."
Sango clenched a tight fist. "So, then you tried to prevent houshi-sama from leaving the group. Even though in the end you over did it like you always do and killed him!" Sango was furious she jumped on top of Inuyasha and began to strangle him. Pounding his head over and over again in the ground.
"Gah! Shippo! Kagome! Somebody please help me here." Inuyasha took the beating and didn't really try anything to stop Sango from hitting him.
Kagome looked at Inuyasha and let out a small sigh. She nonchalantly walked over to Inuyasha's side and gently pulled Sango away from him. "Sango I know you're upset and I know it's all Inuyasha's fault but killing him won't help things. So, please try to just relax for a moment. We need to think about what we're going to do next."
"But he killed Miroku!" Sango sank down to the ground with an endless stream of tears following her. "Damnit houshi-sama! Why? Why damnit it why? It's not fair it just isn't fair."
Inuyasha showed a face with deep remorse and hung his head down lowly. "Sango.I never meant to have this happen. I didn't mean to hurt him.you have to believe me. I know you're upset but we need to keep moving on. Miroku isn't going to come back and that's that. So please get up off the ground and help me at least give him a decent burial."
"How can you say that? How can you ask me to get over this so quickly as though nothing happened? Tell me Inuyasha! How the hell can you stand there and act like nothing happened!?" Tell me how you can't feel the least bit saddened by this."
Inuyasha didn't reply to Sango's questioning. He turned his back and began to slowly walk away. The guilt was beginning to build up inside of him.
Kagome bit down on her lip a moment. A small stream of tears went down her face but quickly faded. "Sango that's enough.Can't you see Inuyasha is upset by this as well? He's probably just as upset as you. Don't act like he doesn't have feelings. We're all upset about Miroku-sama but at this moment we can't afford to let our emotions rule us like they did Miroku- sama. He made his choice and unfortunately suffered the consequences. Just let it go. Please, for your sake."
Kagome's harsh but truthful words seem to hit Sango in a deep place in her heart. "I.I.I really loved Miroku-sama and with this incident I feel like I just can't continue. It's like someone ripped out my heart at this moment. I know neither of you could understand but.Damn you Miroku! I loved you I really loved you!" Sango lifted her head and looked up at the sky rain drops began to fall. The sky darkened and a down pore came rolling in. "Miroku I need you.MIROKU!"
Miroku's eyes immediately snapped open. His breathing became heavy and was confused as to where he was. "What in the hell!" He looked down and noticed himself lying there lifelessly. He looked at himself and at the others. "What the fuck is going on here. Somebody answer me!" Miroku took another look around and realized the situation all at once. 'I'm dead.This can't be. The last thing I knew Inuyasha hit me and I blacked out. Could I really be dead?' A cold chill went up Miroku's spine a quick crack of lightning went off in the background. He watched helplessly as his friends carried his body away. 'So this means I'm a ghost, I guess. Which means I'm no longer alive so then.' "WHAT IN THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO DO!"
Sango's tears continued to fall just like the rain. It appeared there would be no end to either of the two. A sad lowly expression showed clearly on Sango's face as she helped carried Miroku-sama off. She noticed it in the others as well. 'What am I going to do? What'll happen to me without Miroku- sama?'
Inuyasha had almost no expression on his face. He wasn't able to show his remorse or his sadness. All he seemed to be able to do was keep a straight face. Even though all these emotions inside him were tearing away at his heart. 'It's all my fault Miroku, I'm so sorry. Why did things have to turn out this way? Why did you have to die? Why did I have to kill you? Damnit Miroku! This group needs you. I even need you.' "Miroku, I'm sorry."
Kagome had a large grimace painted on her face. She looked like she was about to burst into tears but they were being held back by a stern frown. She was barely able to continue helping carrying away Miroku-sama. 'What were you thinking? Why did you think you had to leave us? What was going through your head? Did you think you weren't needed at all? We do need you, we need you more than you think.' "Miroku you're a selfish ass."
Shippo like Sango was crying but nearly as much. He couldn't stop from sniffling. 'Miroku I miss you already. Sure you were a pervert but you were always so nice to me and never hit me like Inuyasha. I'm going to miss you not being able to stand up for me. It's not fair you had to die like this.' "I need you Miroku."
The gang continued their lowly drudge to find a spot where they could burry the monk. All of them were confused, upset, and totally unsure of what they would all do without Miroku-sama by their side. They finally found a place to burry the dead monk. They found a large tree that sat on top of a hill over looking a peaceful meadow. They set him there for a moment before commencing the digging.
Miroku watched as his friends carried his lifeless body in the cold nasty rain. His body shook as he watched them carry him off. 'Why in the hell is this happening to me? Why hasn't my spirit gone to the after life. Why am I still here? Why must I watch this?' All these questioned were buried deep within the monk's mind. He helplessly looked on as they set him down under the tree. 'So, I'm really dead then. This is really reality.' A stinging sensation came to Miroku's eyes his tears fell drop by drop just like the rain. "Why in the hell is this happening to me!"
Inuyasha stood up and began digging a shallow grave for his friend. He did so with such force and aggression dirt was flying everywhere the others decided it would be best not to help. 'You stupid monk! Even now as I do this I could almost cry. My damn conscience is full of regret, remorse, and guilt. If I hadn't been so damn hot headed I wouldn't have taken this so over board and I wouldn't have ended up killing you. For this I'm truly sorry friend.' Inuyasha finished digging Miroku's grave he slowly collapsed to his knees and let out a small shout. "Damn you Miroku!"
Kagome let out a small wince of pain. She too had felt a heavy spot deep within her heart. She almost looked like she was in a coma. The lights were on but nobody was home. She let out a small painful cry following Inuyasha's. 'Miroku I feel the same way. I'm almost upset with you.I got very attached to you and now you're dead. I'm not sure how we'll continue on without you.' Kagome hung her head down and muttered something lightly to the ground. "Miroku-sama you'll be forever missed."
Shippo watched in dismay as Inuyasha prepared Miroku's grave. He stopped crying now but he still was terribly upset. His normally happy face showed a painful and hurt expression. 'Inuyasha I hate you! You stupid idiot! You killed Miroku. I'll never talk to you again!' "I hate you Inuyasha!"
Sango got up and lifted Miroku's body from under the tree and gently placed it into the grave Inuyasha had dug for him. Her tears continued to fall endlessly her eyes looked empty and her heart felt heavy. "Miroku I see you laying there and I can't help thinking to myself you aren't dead. I want to believe you aren't but I know in my heart you really are gone. You'll never know how much this group needed you and I how much I love you. Rest in peace Miroku-sama."
The wind wailed and the thunder boomed. Sango finished covering up Miroku's grave and the others slowly began to collect themselves. They all looked pain stricken and empty. None of them could really utter any words to their fallen companion. They all took one last look at their friend's resting place and walked away.
Miroku watched all this taking place from Inuyasha digging his grave to Sango covering it. He listened to his friends' words and felt a weak pitiful feeling come over him. 'They said they needed me and said I was important. I must have been just too arrogant to ever see how much they really cared about me. It's enough to make me want to kick my own ass. So, now I wonder what will happen to them. What will happen without me there?' "What will happen to us all now? What?"
Well that's all for chapter 2. Sorry It wasn't a very long chapter but it didn't really need to be a huge one. The next chapters will be a good deal longer and will have a lot more plot development. Stick with me on this story It'll get interesting.
Now to the reviewers who read my fic~
Inu-Shounen- Thanks so much for the nice review. I will be writing more and I'll try to keep the story updated. I'll be trying to get up a new chapter every few days I promise.
Missy-Bee- I took your advice and Sango got the opportunity to choke him. Yes, I realized the story is pretty messed up but I promise it will all make sense at the very end. So, please keep reading and find out what'll happen.
Rissi-Sama- I wasn't surprised that you called me evil. I love Miroku too but he had to die for the plot to work the way I want it. But I promise things will work out in the end. Yes, I know I could use some more description and I appreciate the honesty of your review. I will try and work on that.
Blinded by Truth- Thanks for the compliment on the story and I will try and work on fixing my errors. I'm an awful speller as well grammer user. See that didn't even make sense! Any way I'll try to keep things interesting and thanks for the nice review.