A/N *sniff* *sniff* I finally cut my hair!! "Half my back long hair" is
gone *sobs* Well I finally updated this story ..I felt like crap so I wrote
and I'm not sure what is happening between these two people I know you
people probably wanted Nny to kill Devi .but that is too easy .and then
again maybe Nny would get his ass kicked by her, anyways no more rambling
.enjoy the chapter!! ^_^
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Disclaimer: As much as I want, I still don't own JTHM characters, only my two vintage guitars.
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Devi stared not knowing whether this encounter was real. Her eyes glanced, staring at Nny with fear. Tormented by that dreadful night when she got away.
Johnny stared trying to remember that night but so many nights that he tried to immortalize the moment with her. He glanced at her noticing her slender body. He detested being in contact with people. Staring at Devi his lips quivered.
"Devi I ..."
She broke out of the fearful trance of her sight.
"SHUT UP NNY, you tried to kill me, and you keep calling me almost every other night" She spoke remembering glimpse of those two jagged daggers he held once in his hands.
"You think you're all insightful ..you know everything .you know how any one feels when they are about to die ..YOU DON'T KNOW SHIT!"
Nny's face went blank at what she had said. He pressed hard on his two knives handles. His eyes nerving looking at all the killing points the human body has.
Nny spoke softly "What happened wasn't supposed to hap---"
"SHUT UP" Devi screamed. She glanced into the store and saw the deceased corpses on the ground. Blood caressed the floor like water flowing freely in a smooth river.
"You're a MURDERER!!!" Devi said and ran away.
Nny grabbed her by the hands and twisted her body to meet each other in the eyes.
"They met their demise through their stupidity"
"LET GO OF ME!!!"
"I cant you always hang up on my pre recorded tapes"
"You never have the guts to do it yourself" She said while glaring into his eyes . she didn't see those killer instincts, the mad look.
"What is it!? Now is your chance to tell me what you always call me for .say it to my face"
Her body started quivering she knew this was a mistake and that she should've ran while she had the chance... Nny could kill her any moment now .he could try and "Immortalize the moment". She took a deep breath and stood her ground.
"I can see the fear in your eyes Devi.don't fear me at this instant" Nny said looking down creating a shadow on the contours of his face.
Devi just stared finally hearing an explanation from Nny, not an audiotape or pre recorded thing over a telephone line.
"You don't know what goes on around my head what happened that night wasn't what I wanted ..you were a good friend until voices crept in me and almost devoured my inner self, insanity runs in me like ignorance runs in these human beings"
"I guess I can--- No what the hell are you saying .you're crazy that is the only logical reasoning I can find to explain your actions towards me that one night.when all I wanted was one kiss from Johnny C."
He walked near her, held her hand. she didn't struggle to free herself she could see a little more sanity in him. Those eyes were lost in a sea of loneliness, lifeless.
"I can't understand why one as beautiful as you would want to come into physical contact with some one as me? when one kiss holds so much affection towards someone you hold dearly I have never been physically emotionally connected with anyone, when that happens all that is gained from one kiss is utterly bound to be lost and grotesquely ravaged by human instincts.so I acted quickly to stop this moment from taking place..and so what happened- happened"
He looked inside himself thinking of what he was saying whether he thought they were the right answers not knowing if she was accepting his explanations. He looked further into himself only to see the darkness that was lit by a broken moon, a broken mirror held by cobwebs abstracted the image of his own reflection.
"Nny I know you are trying to fight whatever is in you, controlling you .I wish that what you did wasn't implanted in me, that is hard to forget traumatized that where ever I went you were there just ready to kill me to disembowel me in a matter of seconds, I know I'm wha--" she stopped thinking not to go ahead and instigate things that could set him off.
She moved her arms around moving side to side .her image was blur inside her lost and confused too . not so much like Nny but in a way they were two identical persons, but opposites.
"I wish that what happened hadn't being the way it did" Devi said. "I really did like you"
Nny stared his eyes went blank in an instance he felt himself growing weak by her. Weak was a thing not to be felt by someone like Nny .he saw inside her taking a peek, he looked inside himself fighting to whether immortalize the moment again .He fell to the floor and stabbed both his knives with all the force in him so his uncertainties didn't get him all twisted. His two knives stood all by themselves alone like two broken angel wings not able to fly.
"Why did you do that?" Devi asked standing a few feet from him and not too far from the door just in case.
"To protect you from myself ... don't you understand all I ever really wanted to do was to apologize for my action .that was all." He lifted himself in spider motion. Looked at her and realized that things with her were now sewn to the way it was supposed to be.
Johnny walked beside her and walked away.
Devi looked at him confused inside not knowing where her emotions stood ..despising him or liking the lunatic then she remembered that this guy almost killed her or tried at least.fear crept under her bones again and ran the opposite direction, still confused.
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Disclaimer: As much as I want, I still don't own JTHM characters, only my two vintage guitars.
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Devi stared not knowing whether this encounter was real. Her eyes glanced, staring at Nny with fear. Tormented by that dreadful night when she got away.
Johnny stared trying to remember that night but so many nights that he tried to immortalize the moment with her. He glanced at her noticing her slender body. He detested being in contact with people. Staring at Devi his lips quivered.
"Devi I ..."
She broke out of the fearful trance of her sight.
"SHUT UP NNY, you tried to kill me, and you keep calling me almost every other night" She spoke remembering glimpse of those two jagged daggers he held once in his hands.
"You think you're all insightful ..you know everything .you know how any one feels when they are about to die ..YOU DON'T KNOW SHIT!"
Nny's face went blank at what she had said. He pressed hard on his two knives handles. His eyes nerving looking at all the killing points the human body has.
Nny spoke softly "What happened wasn't supposed to hap---"
"SHUT UP" Devi screamed. She glanced into the store and saw the deceased corpses on the ground. Blood caressed the floor like water flowing freely in a smooth river.
"You're a MURDERER!!!" Devi said and ran away.
Nny grabbed her by the hands and twisted her body to meet each other in the eyes.
"They met their demise through their stupidity"
"LET GO OF ME!!!"
"I cant you always hang up on my pre recorded tapes"
"You never have the guts to do it yourself" She said while glaring into his eyes . she didn't see those killer instincts, the mad look.
"What is it!? Now is your chance to tell me what you always call me for .say it to my face"
Her body started quivering she knew this was a mistake and that she should've ran while she had the chance... Nny could kill her any moment now .he could try and "Immortalize the moment". She took a deep breath and stood her ground.
"I can see the fear in your eyes Devi.don't fear me at this instant" Nny said looking down creating a shadow on the contours of his face.
Devi just stared finally hearing an explanation from Nny, not an audiotape or pre recorded thing over a telephone line.
"You don't know what goes on around my head what happened that night wasn't what I wanted ..you were a good friend until voices crept in me and almost devoured my inner self, insanity runs in me like ignorance runs in these human beings"
"I guess I can--- No what the hell are you saying .you're crazy that is the only logical reasoning I can find to explain your actions towards me that one night.when all I wanted was one kiss from Johnny C."
He walked near her, held her hand. she didn't struggle to free herself she could see a little more sanity in him. Those eyes were lost in a sea of loneliness, lifeless.
"I can't understand why one as beautiful as you would want to come into physical contact with some one as me? when one kiss holds so much affection towards someone you hold dearly I have never been physically emotionally connected with anyone, when that happens all that is gained from one kiss is utterly bound to be lost and grotesquely ravaged by human instincts.so I acted quickly to stop this moment from taking place..and so what happened- happened"
He looked inside himself thinking of what he was saying whether he thought they were the right answers not knowing if she was accepting his explanations. He looked further into himself only to see the darkness that was lit by a broken moon, a broken mirror held by cobwebs abstracted the image of his own reflection.
"Nny I know you are trying to fight whatever is in you, controlling you .I wish that what you did wasn't implanted in me, that is hard to forget traumatized that where ever I went you were there just ready to kill me to disembowel me in a matter of seconds, I know I'm wha--" she stopped thinking not to go ahead and instigate things that could set him off.
She moved her arms around moving side to side .her image was blur inside her lost and confused too . not so much like Nny but in a way they were two identical persons, but opposites.
"I wish that what happened hadn't being the way it did" Devi said. "I really did like you"
Nny stared his eyes went blank in an instance he felt himself growing weak by her. Weak was a thing not to be felt by someone like Nny .he saw inside her taking a peek, he looked inside himself fighting to whether immortalize the moment again .He fell to the floor and stabbed both his knives with all the force in him so his uncertainties didn't get him all twisted. His two knives stood all by themselves alone like two broken angel wings not able to fly.
"Why did you do that?" Devi asked standing a few feet from him and not too far from the door just in case.
"To protect you from myself ... don't you understand all I ever really wanted to do was to apologize for my action .that was all." He lifted himself in spider motion. Looked at her and realized that things with her were now sewn to the way it was supposed to be.
Johnny walked beside her and walked away.
Devi looked at him confused inside not knowing where her emotions stood ..despising him or liking the lunatic then she remembered that this guy almost killed her or tried at least.fear crept under her bones again and ran the opposite direction, still confused.