A/N: HI! Sorry everyone I didn't update in a looong time.i just had a
little trouble with it at the beginning but finally I broke through. I hope
you liked it I was working so hard. ( oh yes and an important reminder
there was some confusion with the last chapter and people thought Ponyboy
was fat. I would just like to remind everyone that this is an anorexic
story. Enjoy!
Disclaimer: I do not own anyone!
Chp.2 Seeing the Changes
~*~Pony's P.O.V~*~
I sat in my Bed sleeping comfortably. I just turned to the sagging part of the bed, which was my favorite side, when a voice cut through my sleep.
"Ponyboy, get up! Breakfast is ready." Darry's voice rang in my head.
I sluggishly toppled out of my bed. I slept in just my boxers, so I put a shirt on. I didn't want my brothers to be embarrassed by my thick flabby stomach. I walked to the breakfast room and sat down at the piece of cake my brother had placed down in front of me.
"Why are you wearing a T-Shirt!?" Sodapop asked exasperated.
"I'm-I'm cold" I answered, without paying much attention.
"What?! Pony are you ok? It's the middle of June." He said in a concerned voice.
"Oh yea I'm fine, never been better." I said though, I knew soda wasn't buying it by the way he kept starring at me and missing his mouth with his fork, which got me a lil' tense but I tried to look cool.
I ate half of it and spread the rest of it around my plate like I usually did to make it look less.
~*~Soda's P.O.V~*~
I had been worried about pony for a while now. He had been looking so pale, and I saw his wrists were so thin you could see the bone. He always wore long and baggy shirts now. He was getting thinner.
I watched as Ponyboy spread his food around his plate, not even eating it. Suddenly He just jumped up, picked up his Jacket and walked out the door.
"I'm going to track" he mumbled as he walked out the door. I looked at him through the window as he ran off.
~*~Ponyboy's P.O.V~*~
I could hear the beat of my heart pounding in my ear, my feet would move in time with the beat. I had been going on long runs everyday now trying to get the perfect body. I knew it was working because Darry told me I looked like I had lost some weight and should eat more. But instead I eat less. I need to be skinny. I needed to be skinny for Fay. I ran and ran for what seemed like days. I felt as if my legs would never stop moving. Just going. Never stopping. I could hear my heart thumping so loudly it felt as if my throat would explode. My legs felt as if they were on fire they were burning so much. But I kept on running. Never stopping. I just ran. I would have ran forever if it wasn't for a car beep behind me. I stopped dead on my tracks. No please God not socs, I thought. I wheeled around to see our old ford with Darry and Soda sitting in it. I loosened up. They drove right next to me.
"Aren't you a little tiered now?" Darry said as he opened the window and looked out.
"You've been running for five hours now" came soda's voice from the back as his head to popped out the window.
I looked at him, when it suddenly hit me how tiered I was. I felt all the blood drain from my head in an instant leaving me a little light headed. Then before I knew it a swoosh of bright colors rushed through my eyes and in an instant it became total blackness and then cold. I passed out.
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A/N: Did you like it? I hope so. I sadly wont be able to update for the weekend im sorry. But ill be back soon. ( Please review!!
Disclaimer: I do not own anyone!
Chp.2 Seeing the Changes
~*~Pony's P.O.V~*~
I sat in my Bed sleeping comfortably. I just turned to the sagging part of the bed, which was my favorite side, when a voice cut through my sleep.
"Ponyboy, get up! Breakfast is ready." Darry's voice rang in my head.
I sluggishly toppled out of my bed. I slept in just my boxers, so I put a shirt on. I didn't want my brothers to be embarrassed by my thick flabby stomach. I walked to the breakfast room and sat down at the piece of cake my brother had placed down in front of me.
"Why are you wearing a T-Shirt!?" Sodapop asked exasperated.
"I'm-I'm cold" I answered, without paying much attention.
"What?! Pony are you ok? It's the middle of June." He said in a concerned voice.
"Oh yea I'm fine, never been better." I said though, I knew soda wasn't buying it by the way he kept starring at me and missing his mouth with his fork, which got me a lil' tense but I tried to look cool.
I ate half of it and spread the rest of it around my plate like I usually did to make it look less.
~*~Soda's P.O.V~*~
I had been worried about pony for a while now. He had been looking so pale, and I saw his wrists were so thin you could see the bone. He always wore long and baggy shirts now. He was getting thinner.
I watched as Ponyboy spread his food around his plate, not even eating it. Suddenly He just jumped up, picked up his Jacket and walked out the door.
"I'm going to track" he mumbled as he walked out the door. I looked at him through the window as he ran off.
~*~Ponyboy's P.O.V~*~
I could hear the beat of my heart pounding in my ear, my feet would move in time with the beat. I had been going on long runs everyday now trying to get the perfect body. I knew it was working because Darry told me I looked like I had lost some weight and should eat more. But instead I eat less. I need to be skinny. I needed to be skinny for Fay. I ran and ran for what seemed like days. I felt as if my legs would never stop moving. Just going. Never stopping. I could hear my heart thumping so loudly it felt as if my throat would explode. My legs felt as if they were on fire they were burning so much. But I kept on running. Never stopping. I just ran. I would have ran forever if it wasn't for a car beep behind me. I stopped dead on my tracks. No please God not socs, I thought. I wheeled around to see our old ford with Darry and Soda sitting in it. I loosened up. They drove right next to me.
"Aren't you a little tiered now?" Darry said as he opened the window and looked out.
"You've been running for five hours now" came soda's voice from the back as his head to popped out the window.
I looked at him, when it suddenly hit me how tiered I was. I felt all the blood drain from my head in an instant leaving me a little light headed. Then before I knew it a swoosh of bright colors rushed through my eyes and in an instant it became total blackness and then cold. I passed out.
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A/N: Did you like it? I hope so. I sadly wont be able to update for the weekend im sorry. But ill be back soon. ( Please review!!