"When you say nothing at all"

I tried to understand everything you did to me;

Or for me but I couldn't. I tried to make a connection with you and love. But found none.

I wanted to understand what was going on in your head, but never did.

I wanted to help you with your demons, but I never found out what they were.

You're too confusing for words, so I tried not to use them.

You never made sense even when I understood you, but I still listened harder.

Sometimes I wanted to kill you, but I pushed away the feeling,

Sometimes you made me cry, with out even knowing.

Sometimes I think your crazy, and I know you are.

Sometimes you make me crazy, buts that's okay because, I am too.

I tell myself you never meant to hurt me, but the flash backs don't go away.

I tell myself you love me, even if you do, I can't love you back,

Did you know you talk too much? Cause you do. Your words are far to confusing, and make me angry.

Did you know I can read minds? I think I can. Maybe that's why when you Said nothing, I understood you best.