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A-Chan: Last chapter. Finally. This fiction is now completed. Can you believe it? Wow. I can't. I'd like to thank all of you that reviewed for me. It was great encouragement, and it kept me goin! :P I am very grateful to have people like you read my fictions. So, now that this one is over, I'm probably going to post yet ANOTHER new fiction! If you get the chance, you should check it out, or one of my other yaoi fictions. They're all yaoi, so if you like that, you might wanna check them out. But, again, thank you for reading and thanks for your encouragement!
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" Kakarot.. Please don't leave me.." I plead.
" I have to, soon."
I sat down and put my head in my hands. I cried for... who knows how long. Kakarot held me in his arms the whole time though. We sat by the pond in each other's arms for as long as I can remember, before I fell asleep. I cried myself to sleep, and slept in his arms.
But when I woke up- he was gone. He had left me. He had gone far away, to the other world.
I searched around frantically like I expected to find him. I looked all over and then cried aloud in depression.
" No! Kami why must you do this to me? My love.. you took him away from me! You took away the one thing that meant the world to me! How could you! Please no.. please bring him back.. please.. I need him...." I cried. And I cried so much..
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But that was several months ago. I do not cry any more, but I will never forget him. I will never forget anything. But the one thing that brought up the whole situation, was my dream last night. My dream made me reminisce.
Last night he came to me in my dream. He held me close and placed his hands upon my swelling abdomen. He spoke to me in quiet words. He asked to show our son the same love I showed him. He kissed me, and showed me love I had missed for all these months. And then I woke. It all felt so real... I thought it was real. It was as if he was visiting me once to make sure I would still hold on, and continue without him.
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I do not regret anything that we did together. It was all worth it, being with him. He was the greatest man I have ever known, and he will always be. I will always love him, and I don't know if I will be able to move on and love another, except the one here to take his place. The one that rests in my body, waiting for the day that he can come into this world.
I cannot love another person as much as him though. He was my everything. Without him I feel so lonely, and I think that is why he gave me a son, to keep me happy.
My son feels as if he is stretching his body inside of me. I smile. He will be in our world soon. Very soon. And I will take care of him best I can. I will teach him, and raise him as well as Kakarot would have. I will show him love that I failed to my first son.
I still find myself talking to him, late at night. I know he can hear what I say, somehow.
Every night, before I fall asleep, I say " I will always love you." It makes me smile to know that I may be able to see him someday.
I will regret all the years lost. I will miss the times we spent together. But altogether, I am satisfied. I am glad that I was able to spend the last of his years with him. And I am even more glad that we had a family. And now we have a new addition, and even though I will have to raise him on my own, I think he will be great. And that................ is satisfying enough.
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A-Chan: So... what did you think? Was it okay? Yea, it was meant to be a little sad, it's a drama. But I hope it was overall an okay story at least. I did enjoy writing it, and I hope you enjoyed reading it. And feel free to review or email me your thoughts on it! I would love to hear it!