Note: this contains, matters of suicide. if these bothers you its best you don't read
Five months, Letty was still at Brian's. Dom was still locked in the room, and wouldn't let anyone near him. He was there, lying on the bed. Staring at nothing. He didn't even have to close his eyes, to see her. She looked so afraid, and it was because of him. She was there through everything. And he never wanted to hurt her, and he did. In the worst way possible.
He slowly stood up, and everything hit him at once. The pain, the guilt, Letty. He felt like he was drowning. Then it all faded away and he felt nothing. Empty. Dom ran his hands over his face. Stroking the hair, that was covering his face. He went into the bathroom, and ran his hands under the taps. Then he slowly shaved the hair that was covering his scalp and face. He didn't even notice or feel the blood that was trickling from the nicks. As he ruftfully ran the razer over his skin. And when he was finished he didn't even bother washing the soap of his face. He just looked in the mirror. He changed so much, lost so much weight. He looked pathetic, just the way he felt.
And as he went to leave, he could see her. Letty. In the mrror, pounding her fists against his chest. Before she just lay there. And she had the same look in her eyes as he did. They were empty. And it was because of him. And as he saw himself slowly crawl off her. He smashed the mirror. Glass went everywhere. And then he left.
The first time in months he went downstairs. Everything looked so clean and fresh. But the feel of Letty's presence was gone. He walked into the kitchen and saw Mia and Vince talking.
"I don't know whether to see her or not. I want to, but I feel like somethings happening between them. I mean I haven't seen him, since he took her to his place."
He listened to Mia. She sounded so small, so scared. And he could hear a hint of jealousy. He just stood there though. Dom didn't feel the brotherly instincts kick in, as usual he felt nothing. So instead he watched as Vince rapped an arm around her, and pulled her in close.
"Hon, you know there's nothing going on between Brian and Lett. She wouldn't do that to you."
He whispered to her. But Dom heard something else. His known V for so long, he knew when he was lying.
Dom knew where he was going. He was going to Brian's. He didn't take his car though, he walked. His legs ached, and his feet begged him to sit down for a while. But he kept on walking. Jesse's voice was circling through him.
"Am so scared right now."
The kid, whimpered. And five minutes later, he was gone. The Tran's shot him. If he didn't go after them, if he only stayed there and phoned the hospital. If he wasn't thinking with his ego. Maybe he would still be here. And then there was V, everyone protested against the heists. He didn't listen though. All he could see was the money. Suddenly he could here the squeal of tires, as he saw V slam against the side of the truck. His whole arm rapped in wire. He tried to help him, tried to do something. But Vince ended up getting shot in the leg.
"Letty?"
His voice screamed in his mind. The bastard smashed into her car. Sending her car flipping. He didn't do anything though, he went after Vince. He didn't bother checking on her. He got Leon to do that instead. And then when he finally saw her, lying in to back of the car. She looked so beaten.
"I love you."
Everything slowly faded away though, when his body stopped. And he was standing in front of Brian's. His whole body was frozen. He couldn't move. He could see them though. By the window. She was cradled in his arms. Dom slowly dragged his body to the door, and he slowly tapped his knuckles on the wood. Waiting.
"Be right there."
He heard her voice call. Still the same. But the hardness was gone. And when she finally opened the door, he wasn't prepared for what he saw. She was beautiful, it was if he was seeing her for the first time. But he was knocked back, as he saw the smile slowly leave her face. Instantly replaced with anger.
"Leave."
She barked harshly. As she went to close the door. But he stopped her.
He tried to talk, tried to say something to her. But nothing would come out. He just stood there, using his eyes to plead with her. But she kept telling him to leave. Suddenly he got tired, he didn't want to hear her scream. Got tired of her voice, and he lunged for her and as he did. She screamed.
"BRIAN!"
With that, Brian was there instantly.
"What the hell are you doing here?"
He bellowed, as He pushed Letty behind him. Trying to protect her.
"Leave Dom, Don't start any trouble."
And then the door was closed in his face. And he was left standing there. And he didn't feel anything. His life was over. He dragged his body back to his house. Mia and Vince was gone. And he got a bottle of vodka out of the fridge, before taking Vince's tablets from the cabinet. And then he slumped on the kitchen table. Pouring all the medication on the table. Lining them up. And as he did, he thought about them. His family. And everything he did, to them. He was supposed to protect them, look after them. And he ended up doing the most damage. And with every thought, he went back to Letty. The one person who stayed in his life. The one who loved him, competely. And he destroyed her, and she did the one thing she had to do. She left. And now he was here, on his own.
He softly pressed the bottle against his lips. Ignoring the demons that was screaming inside of him. The pain that finally surfaced. He ignored it, Dom was so used to doing it. He finally had enough. He wanted to go home, he wanted to be with his papi, his mom and Jesse. He was just tired, of feeling empty. Of carrying everything on his shoulder. And as every bad thing, every bad act that he committed. Dom pushed a tablet in his mouth and took a swig of alochol. The more he took, the more the pain faded away. His whole body felt light, he felt free. He Slowly pressed his head on the table, and waited for it all to end. And as his life slowly faded away, a smile slowly formed. As the sounds of his heart beat, slowly faded away.
Five months, Letty was still at Brian's. Dom was still locked in the room, and wouldn't let anyone near him. He was there, lying on the bed. Staring at nothing. He didn't even have to close his eyes, to see her. She looked so afraid, and it was because of him. She was there through everything. And he never wanted to hurt her, and he did. In the worst way possible.
He slowly stood up, and everything hit him at once. The pain, the guilt, Letty. He felt like he was drowning. Then it all faded away and he felt nothing. Empty. Dom ran his hands over his face. Stroking the hair, that was covering his face. He went into the bathroom, and ran his hands under the taps. Then he slowly shaved the hair that was covering his scalp and face. He didn't even notice or feel the blood that was trickling from the nicks. As he ruftfully ran the razer over his skin. And when he was finished he didn't even bother washing the soap of his face. He just looked in the mirror. He changed so much, lost so much weight. He looked pathetic, just the way he felt.
And as he went to leave, he could see her. Letty. In the mrror, pounding her fists against his chest. Before she just lay there. And she had the same look in her eyes as he did. They were empty. And it was because of him. And as he saw himself slowly crawl off her. He smashed the mirror. Glass went everywhere. And then he left.
The first time in months he went downstairs. Everything looked so clean and fresh. But the feel of Letty's presence was gone. He walked into the kitchen and saw Mia and Vince talking.
"I don't know whether to see her or not. I want to, but I feel like somethings happening between them. I mean I haven't seen him, since he took her to his place."
He listened to Mia. She sounded so small, so scared. And he could hear a hint of jealousy. He just stood there though. Dom didn't feel the brotherly instincts kick in, as usual he felt nothing. So instead he watched as Vince rapped an arm around her, and pulled her in close.
"Hon, you know there's nothing going on between Brian and Lett. She wouldn't do that to you."
He whispered to her. But Dom heard something else. His known V for so long, he knew when he was lying.
Dom knew where he was going. He was going to Brian's. He didn't take his car though, he walked. His legs ached, and his feet begged him to sit down for a while. But he kept on walking. Jesse's voice was circling through him.
"Am so scared right now."
The kid, whimpered. And five minutes later, he was gone. The Tran's shot him. If he didn't go after them, if he only stayed there and phoned the hospital. If he wasn't thinking with his ego. Maybe he would still be here. And then there was V, everyone protested against the heists. He didn't listen though. All he could see was the money. Suddenly he could here the squeal of tires, as he saw V slam against the side of the truck. His whole arm rapped in wire. He tried to help him, tried to do something. But Vince ended up getting shot in the leg.
"Letty?"
His voice screamed in his mind. The bastard smashed into her car. Sending her car flipping. He didn't do anything though, he went after Vince. He didn't bother checking on her. He got Leon to do that instead. And then when he finally saw her, lying in to back of the car. She looked so beaten.
"I love you."
Everything slowly faded away though, when his body stopped. And he was standing in front of Brian's. His whole body was frozen. He couldn't move. He could see them though. By the window. She was cradled in his arms. Dom slowly dragged his body to the door, and he slowly tapped his knuckles on the wood. Waiting.
"Be right there."
He heard her voice call. Still the same. But the hardness was gone. And when she finally opened the door, he wasn't prepared for what he saw. She was beautiful, it was if he was seeing her for the first time. But he was knocked back, as he saw the smile slowly leave her face. Instantly replaced with anger.
"Leave."
She barked harshly. As she went to close the door. But he stopped her.
He tried to talk, tried to say something to her. But nothing would come out. He just stood there, using his eyes to plead with her. But she kept telling him to leave. Suddenly he got tired, he didn't want to hear her scream. Got tired of her voice, and he lunged for her and as he did. She screamed.
"BRIAN!"
With that, Brian was there instantly.
"What the hell are you doing here?"
He bellowed, as He pushed Letty behind him. Trying to protect her.
"Leave Dom, Don't start any trouble."
And then the door was closed in his face. And he was left standing there. And he didn't feel anything. His life was over. He dragged his body back to his house. Mia and Vince was gone. And he got a bottle of vodka out of the fridge, before taking Vince's tablets from the cabinet. And then he slumped on the kitchen table. Pouring all the medication on the table. Lining them up. And as he did, he thought about them. His family. And everything he did, to them. He was supposed to protect them, look after them. And he ended up doing the most damage. And with every thought, he went back to Letty. The one person who stayed in his life. The one who loved him, competely. And he destroyed her, and she did the one thing she had to do. She left. And now he was here, on his own.
He softly pressed the bottle against his lips. Ignoring the demons that was screaming inside of him. The pain that finally surfaced. He ignored it, Dom was so used to doing it. He finally had enough. He wanted to go home, he wanted to be with his papi, his mom and Jesse. He was just tired, of feeling empty. Of carrying everything on his shoulder. And as every bad thing, every bad act that he committed. Dom pushed a tablet in his mouth and took a swig of alochol. The more he took, the more the pain faded away. His whole body felt light, he felt free. He Slowly pressed his head on the table, and waited for it all to end. And as his life slowly faded away, a smile slowly formed. As the sounds of his heart beat, slowly faded away.