A/N- Hey guys! Whatsup? I've decided that I'm a songfic writer and that's what I'm gonna stick with. I get inspiration from the songs and I write well when I have lyrics to go along with the story. Well that's my spiel. Hope you like this new one cause I'm pretty proud of it! Oh yeah, tell me what you think cause this isn't the end of it. I have more I just really wanted to post it.

Disclaimer- Hey I don't own nothin! The song's by Jennifer Lopez and the song is from On The 6.

Rory's POV

I've been so caught up in the thought of me and you.

It's midnight. He should be here any moment. I can't believe all this is happening.

Even though I love someone else I know my heart belongs to you.

I know Dean's there and so does Jess, but it doesn't matter. Dean's safe and secure. It's my duty to be with him. He's the All American boy and I'm the Town Princess. It was meant to be. I love him, but in a brother/sister type of way. We have no chemistry.

Now, with Jess, I am in love. It is true. It is real. My thoughts wander to him unintentionally every time I have a moment to think on my own.

Tell me how did we ever let the situation get this far?

The window opens but it does not startle me. It is a regular occurrence at midnight. He climbs in and walks over to the bed where I am laying. I feel his body fall gently down beside me. His body comes into full contact with mine.

He leans over to kiss me. I feel a pang of guilt. I shouldn't be doing this. I kissed Jess back anyway. We have to talk later.

Maybe we should just try to hide the things we feel inside, things I know we can't deny.

We walk to the bridge like we always do. I say quietly "Jess?"

"Yeah?"

"Um. I really need to talk to you."

"Sure, what about?"

"Um. Us?"

"Uh. Okay. What about, um, us?" He said a little more nervously than before.

"Okay. Well, I love you, but I'm with Dean. And you know I couldn't tell Mom about this because she hates you and you know how stubborn she is. And I hate keeping things from her. And I can't tell Lane 'cause she doesn't like you either. And I can't break up with Dean 'cause I don't wanna hurt him and that's my duty 'cause I'm Rory Gilmore, the fucking princess of Stars Hollow!"

He held his arms out to me as I started to break down into sobs. I ran to him and he embraced me. It felt so natural being in his arms.

"But I can't give this up." I whispered into his ear.

"You don't have to." He replied sincerely, staring right into my eyes.

Should've never told you that I cared about you. Didn't think that it would be so bad.

****Flashback****

"Jess, I, um, think I have more than platonic feelings towards you"

He looked up, shocked. He grabbed my face in his hands and kissed me more passionately than I've ever been kissed.

****End Flashback****

Should've never kissed you.

****Flashback****

(SOOKIE'S WEDDING)

I lunged forward and kissed him. My arms were around him and he finally responded. As he did this, I realized Dean was 50 feet away and I ran.

****End Flashback****

Should've never held your hand.

****Flashback****

He was sitting there, looking all cute, so I took him by the hand and suddenly he became less tense. He looked straight up into my eyes.

****End Flashback****

Got to find a way to let these feelings go.

I'm not supposed to be here. I'm not supposed to be with him. But I am.