A/N Hey guys. Thanks for the reviews. I'm sorry it took so long for this to come out, but I've been so busy lately! This section is a bit different from the last, but I like it just the same and I hope you will too.

I would like to thanks these people in particular: tegan, Coolio02, kisstherain, csk8-20, and especially IloveJess!!! Thanks you guys for your great reviews and I'd like to thank IloveJess for the long review and for inspiring me to write more.

Disclaimer- Hey I don't own nothin! The song's by Jennifer Lopez and the song is from On The 6.

Rory's POV

What did I do the day I let you slip into my soul?

He's here. He's always here. Always in my mind, heart and soul. I know in this way he will never leave me, and I will never let him go. We have this connection, and it scares me. Not in a scary movie kind of way, but in an oh my god! How can he know me like this? I'm in love and it's so new, kind of way.

It was then when I realized I would always want you in my life.

I want him to be with me forever. And not just in my heart and mind, but physically here. Forever. Always. I don't think I could ever go back to being his friend either, knowing what could've been.

No one else can know of the things that we've been saying on the telephone.

*Ring Ring* "Hello?" I pick up.

"Hey Babe" Jess says in a seductive voice.

"Hey" I smile into the phone.

"What do you wanna do tonight?" He asks in a suggestive tone.

"Um, I was thinking you could come over? Mom's staying at the Inn tonight. Big conference or something" I say.

"Sure, sounds fun. What did you wanna do when I get there?" He asks innocently and I can just see him smirking on the other end of the line.

"Oh! I dunno." I say just as innocently, playing along.

"Well, bye. See ya later. Love ya." He says.

"Love you too" I say and hang up.

It would be so bad if they ever knew that me and you were secretly into each other.

I can just imagine what would happen if someone saw Jess and I together. Mom would be disappointed in me saying "Why not choose and stay with Dean? Dean's perfect!"

Lane would be dragged away by Mrs. Kim while saying, "Why didn't you tell me? You could've trusted me."

"Oh my! I'm going to have to call a town meeting about this and figure out how to repair my town's tarnished reputation " Taylor would be saying.

"How long do you think this has been going on?" Miss Patty would ask Babette. Babette would answer with "I don't know sweetheart." The they would go their separate ways to tell everyone.

And Luke would have his head lowered to the ground, and every time he would look up he would shake his head.

I can't let that happen.

Should've never told you that I cared about you. Didn't think that it would be so bad.

****Flashback****

"Jess, I, um, think I have more than platonic feelings towards you"

He looked up, shocked. He grabbed my face in his hands and kissed me more passionately than I've ever been kissed.

****End Flashback****

Should've never kissed you.

****Flashback****

(SOOKIE'S WEDDING)

I lunged forward and kissed him. My arms were around him and he finally responded. As he did this, I realized Dean was 50 feet away and I ran.

****End Flashback****

Should've never held your hand.

****Flashback****

He was sitting there, looking all cute, so I took him by the hand and suddenly he became less tense. He looked straight up into my eyes.

****End Flashback****

Got to find a way to let these feelings go.

I'm not supposed to be here. I'm not supposed to be with him. But I am.