"Oh my, Yawn, It's good you found me so soon, otherwise Bijou may have
died. Even now I don't know if she will be alright, but I will try my
best...." Maxwell was saying till he was interrupted with Boss Jumping on
top of him yelling and screaming angrily bijou better be alright after
this.... Thankfully Maxwell's smooth talking got him out of the
situation..."Hey I know how you feel boss, I will do everything, and
anything I can but these things usually can not be helped"
At the beginning of the first day boss slowly crawls into his bedroom, to see how bijou is doing and to go grab his diary to write in. With all that had happened he needed to talk to someone, but there was no one there to talk to except his diary, which held his inner most secrets. He knew no one knew about it, and he liked it that way. He was a big, strong, masculine Boss Ham, and having a diary is so girlish. He hid the one place he knew no one would ever go, in his bedroom behind the picture of bijou he kept on his wall, in a hole he dug behind it as a mini-safe. He kept all of his Bijou items there. From the Blue tie she gave him when everyone thought she was leaving, to the sunflower he brought from the fields with hamtaro for her, to the REAL song he had written for Bijou that first day he spoke to her. (A/N: In the Japanese version, he sings 1/2 of the song horribly, and then hamtaro steps in to help him finish it, damn American version doesn't have that) to a wedding ring he hoped to give Bijou one day when/If she recovers.
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Dear Diary,
The past two days have been hell, pure unrelenting torture of my mind and spirit. I fear my Princess Bijou maybe dieing from eating a poisonous Mushroom. What makes it worse is me and Maxwell can not figure out why she ate it. It couldn't be an accident, because even baby Penelope who puts everything in her mouth, knows that blue and white striped mushrooms are dangerous and to sty away from them. How could she of made such a horrible mistake, a mistake that may cost her life. What I am worried about is what if it wasn't an accident, what if she, she, she ate it on purpose. Why would she do such a thing? What could have happened to cause feel so sad and alone? Maybe I was a bit too hard on Hamtaro all the time when I see them together, walking paw and paw, talking, chatting, and enjoying each others company. How do I wish I was hamtaro those times, with bijou, so happy... maybe all my love for her is doing more hurt then good, maybe its possible to love some one so much that you push them away, and push them down. Could this entire time I have been so blindly in love with my French princess that I haven't seen the damage I have been causing her? Could she hate me so badly she would do something like this to stop from dealing with me anymore? I love her; I love her so much that I will set her free if that's what it takes for her to be happy. My love burns like the fire of a thousands sunflowers for her, but I want her to be happy above anything else, even if she is not with me. I mean hamtaro is not that bad of a guy really, sure I do hassle him allot , but that's just because I fear someday he will be the boss , and I am not good with having boss's, heck that's why I ran away from the orphanage I was born in to become a field hamster, I wanted to be my own boss, and I know deep inside, though I would never admit it to anyone that maybe hamtaro would be as good of a leader as I am , if not better then me. WHY WHY WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO BIJOU DIARY!?! WHY ?! I could not live without her, she is the sun, and the moon, and the stars to me. She is such a lovely ham, and she looks so sick and ill right now, she barely looks like herself with all the dirt on her fur, and how her entire body is discolored from the poison Maxwell is trying to find a cure for this very moment.... Awe Maxwell's calling, I need to help him out, and I'll write more about this later on.....
-Taisho
Day 2 1/2 of my personal hell,
I just helped Maxwell give bijou a bath to get her all cleaned up so Maxwell could start giving her needles of medicine to see if it would help any bit. Since bijou is in a coma we couldn't give her medicine in her mouth like doctor lion normally does, which meant we had to find a sharp knife and cut back some of her fur so Maxwell could put the needle in her. In a moment I have often written about in my journal, seeing bijou in all of her natural beauty was supposed to be something I would cherish forever and instead it is something that I will forever remember is linked to this horrible event. For all the physical strength I have, I am weak emotionally, I couldn't bear to watch bijou so sick, so helpless while we were bathing her, that I broke down in tears as she was being put back in my bed. I couldn't even bear to watch Maxwell give her a needle of medicine he said should help. It is just so much pain and suffering for this ham ham to bear, I almost feel like I want to lay down besides bijou, myself and go into hamham heaven with her, right beside her. I would never be the same ham if I lost her forever.... never ever... I need to go my diary is getting all wet from these tears, and Maxwell should be coming out soon with an update on her condition...
-Taisho
At the beginning of the first day boss slowly crawls into his bedroom, to see how bijou is doing and to go grab his diary to write in. With all that had happened he needed to talk to someone, but there was no one there to talk to except his diary, which held his inner most secrets. He knew no one knew about it, and he liked it that way. He was a big, strong, masculine Boss Ham, and having a diary is so girlish. He hid the one place he knew no one would ever go, in his bedroom behind the picture of bijou he kept on his wall, in a hole he dug behind it as a mini-safe. He kept all of his Bijou items there. From the Blue tie she gave him when everyone thought she was leaving, to the sunflower he brought from the fields with hamtaro for her, to the REAL song he had written for Bijou that first day he spoke to her. (A/N: In the Japanese version, he sings 1/2 of the song horribly, and then hamtaro steps in to help him finish it, damn American version doesn't have that) to a wedding ring he hoped to give Bijou one day when/If she recovers.
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Dear Diary,
The past two days have been hell, pure unrelenting torture of my mind and spirit. I fear my Princess Bijou maybe dieing from eating a poisonous Mushroom. What makes it worse is me and Maxwell can not figure out why she ate it. It couldn't be an accident, because even baby Penelope who puts everything in her mouth, knows that blue and white striped mushrooms are dangerous and to sty away from them. How could she of made such a horrible mistake, a mistake that may cost her life. What I am worried about is what if it wasn't an accident, what if she, she, she ate it on purpose. Why would she do such a thing? What could have happened to cause feel so sad and alone? Maybe I was a bit too hard on Hamtaro all the time when I see them together, walking paw and paw, talking, chatting, and enjoying each others company. How do I wish I was hamtaro those times, with bijou, so happy... maybe all my love for her is doing more hurt then good, maybe its possible to love some one so much that you push them away, and push them down. Could this entire time I have been so blindly in love with my French princess that I haven't seen the damage I have been causing her? Could she hate me so badly she would do something like this to stop from dealing with me anymore? I love her; I love her so much that I will set her free if that's what it takes for her to be happy. My love burns like the fire of a thousands sunflowers for her, but I want her to be happy above anything else, even if she is not with me. I mean hamtaro is not that bad of a guy really, sure I do hassle him allot , but that's just because I fear someday he will be the boss , and I am not good with having boss's, heck that's why I ran away from the orphanage I was born in to become a field hamster, I wanted to be my own boss, and I know deep inside, though I would never admit it to anyone that maybe hamtaro would be as good of a leader as I am , if not better then me. WHY WHY WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO BIJOU DIARY!?! WHY ?! I could not live without her, she is the sun, and the moon, and the stars to me. She is such a lovely ham, and she looks so sick and ill right now, she barely looks like herself with all the dirt on her fur, and how her entire body is discolored from the poison Maxwell is trying to find a cure for this very moment.... Awe Maxwell's calling, I need to help him out, and I'll write more about this later on.....
-Taisho
Day 2 1/2 of my personal hell,
I just helped Maxwell give bijou a bath to get her all cleaned up so Maxwell could start giving her needles of medicine to see if it would help any bit. Since bijou is in a coma we couldn't give her medicine in her mouth like doctor lion normally does, which meant we had to find a sharp knife and cut back some of her fur so Maxwell could put the needle in her. In a moment I have often written about in my journal, seeing bijou in all of her natural beauty was supposed to be something I would cherish forever and instead it is something that I will forever remember is linked to this horrible event. For all the physical strength I have, I am weak emotionally, I couldn't bear to watch bijou so sick, so helpless while we were bathing her, that I broke down in tears as she was being put back in my bed. I couldn't even bear to watch Maxwell give her a needle of medicine he said should help. It is just so much pain and suffering for this ham ham to bear, I almost feel like I want to lay down besides bijou, myself and go into hamham heaven with her, right beside her. I would never be the same ham if I lost her forever.... never ever... I need to go my diary is getting all wet from these tears, and Maxwell should be coming out soon with an update on her condition...
-Taisho