All will be revealed in this chapter.
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Why...?
How could you?
Why are you destroying my life?!
Those lies, tricks, you deceive everyone!
Why?!
I trusted you!
I looked at my school record... I wanted to know why no one likes me.
I couldn't believe what I saw written in it.
Pathological Liar? Violent Temper? No wonder why everyone hates me!
Who the hell is Riku Belmondo? I've never been to a counselor by that name!
Why are you saying such terrible things about me?!
Because... you love me...?
I don't believe you! Why would you do such horrible things to me if you love me so!
The damage you caused, it can never be undone.
Please, don't try to shush me, don't hold me, and don't kiss me.
This is wrong!
I never... I never would do this to you!
This is sick, obsessive, you're being a psycho!
You're overworked, your mind's going crazy from it, I swear!
I told you many times you should quit going to school, just take the final exam. You wouldn't be getting all stressed out and psycho. You'll also have more time for yourself, your cards, and for me, especially for me.
For... me...?
What am I saying?!
Oh god! I'm starting to sound like you!
Is this part of your scheme?! What are you doing to me?!
Don't smirk, don't you dare give me that little victory smirk that use to make my heart beat faster because you're happy for once and not dwelling on what that creep did.
Now that little smirk of yours scares me. You're smirking because you know something I don't wish to acknowledge, you know you're winning against me, you know that even if I want to run-which strangely I don't want to-I can't, you sealed off most of the exits, and our current friends are too wrapped up in the items to become aware of what you're doing to me.
I should hate you know, but, I can not do so.
I realized I am as much at fault here as you are.
This realization, it forces me to reveal to myself what role I've played in this tangle web.
And.....what I do to you, you start to ask me.
That's it, isn't it?
Do you want me to confess that I was the one who started to weave this web?
I used to manipulate you all the time in the orphanage, like little brothers are supposed to. But you were always so much smarter, and everyone always wanted to adopt you, so it went beyond what it was supposed to.
I was completely dependent on you, and I made it so you were more dependent on me. Now you fight to keep me, even if it means hurting me to keep me by your side forever.
I'm... sorry. I blame you for everything, even if I was the one who initiated this whole damn mess.
I should be the one to stop this, but I can't... My will's too weak.
My anger's gone, so is my sadness.
Without them, I am too weak to resist you as you wrapped your arms around me, as you pressed your lips against my throat. Too weak-willed and too wanting of you to stop this madness we have fallen into.
As you throw off our constricting clothes, I no longer care whether that this was madness. All I care is that I need, and I need you so badly that it hurts every moment we do not touch, every time our skin do not brush against each other, it hurts the most when I can not hear your dark velvet voice. It nearly kills me if I cannot see your sapphire eyes gleaming, searching over my bare body as it darkens with desire.
I'm just as obsessed as you are and possibly more addicted to this... web of sins, obsessions, lies, deceit, and lust, trapped and helpless in this strange nightmare, and yet not caring as your breath tingled against my ear and lingers there, causing me to cry out and shudder.
Maybe this is why I get called an Old Soul? Because I am so painfully aware of consequences, and can willfully chose to ignore it? Because I seem to know the darkness of life before I am suppose to?
It's as if you completely possessed me, I lay myself open before you.
Take me however you like, for as long as it's you who invade my lips, toy with my body, bringing me whatever feelings you wish, I will enjoy it simply because it is you doing it.
Seto... Please, stay with me, I need you, forever and ever.
I am Yours....
***
Why...?
How could you?
Why are you destroying my life?!
Those lies, tricks, you deceive everyone!
Why?!
I trusted you!
I looked at my school record... I wanted to know why no one likes me.
I couldn't believe what I saw written in it.
Pathological Liar? Violent Temper? No wonder why everyone hates me!
Who the hell is Riku Belmondo? I've never been to a counselor by that name!
Why are you saying such terrible things about me?!
Because... you love me...?
I don't believe you! Why would you do such horrible things to me if you love me so!
The damage you caused, it can never be undone.
Please, don't try to shush me, don't hold me, and don't kiss me.
This is wrong!
I never... I never would do this to you!
This is sick, obsessive, you're being a psycho!
You're overworked, your mind's going crazy from it, I swear!
I told you many times you should quit going to school, just take the final exam. You wouldn't be getting all stressed out and psycho. You'll also have more time for yourself, your cards, and for me, especially for me.
For... me...?
What am I saying?!
Oh god! I'm starting to sound like you!
Is this part of your scheme?! What are you doing to me?!
Don't smirk, don't you dare give me that little victory smirk that use to make my heart beat faster because you're happy for once and not dwelling on what that creep did.
Now that little smirk of yours scares me. You're smirking because you know something I don't wish to acknowledge, you know you're winning against me, you know that even if I want to run-which strangely I don't want to-I can't, you sealed off most of the exits, and our current friends are too wrapped up in the items to become aware of what you're doing to me.
I should hate you know, but, I can not do so.
I realized I am as much at fault here as you are.
This realization, it forces me to reveal to myself what role I've played in this tangle web.
And.....what I do to you, you start to ask me.
That's it, isn't it?
Do you want me to confess that I was the one who started to weave this web?
I used to manipulate you all the time in the orphanage, like little brothers are supposed to. But you were always so much smarter, and everyone always wanted to adopt you, so it went beyond what it was supposed to.
I was completely dependent on you, and I made it so you were more dependent on me. Now you fight to keep me, even if it means hurting me to keep me by your side forever.
I'm... sorry. I blame you for everything, even if I was the one who initiated this whole damn mess.
I should be the one to stop this, but I can't... My will's too weak.
My anger's gone, so is my sadness.
Without them, I am too weak to resist you as you wrapped your arms around me, as you pressed your lips against my throat. Too weak-willed and too wanting of you to stop this madness we have fallen into.
As you throw off our constricting clothes, I no longer care whether that this was madness. All I care is that I need, and I need you so badly that it hurts every moment we do not touch, every time our skin do not brush against each other, it hurts the most when I can not hear your dark velvet voice. It nearly kills me if I cannot see your sapphire eyes gleaming, searching over my bare body as it darkens with desire.
I'm just as obsessed as you are and possibly more addicted to this... web of sins, obsessions, lies, deceit, and lust, trapped and helpless in this strange nightmare, and yet not caring as your breath tingled against my ear and lingers there, causing me to cry out and shudder.
Maybe this is why I get called an Old Soul? Because I am so painfully aware of consequences, and can willfully chose to ignore it? Because I seem to know the darkness of life before I am suppose to?
It's as if you completely possessed me, I lay myself open before you.
Take me however you like, for as long as it's you who invade my lips, toy with my body, bringing me whatever feelings you wish, I will enjoy it simply because it is you doing it.
Seto... Please, stay with me, I need you, forever and ever.
I am Yours....